Chapter 103: Ning Xiaonuma's new love
Ning Xiaonuma still didn't feel the change in Liu Ze, and concentrated on preparing for the advanced interpreting exam.
That Sunday afternoon, Liu Ze went to the place where she was in class to look for her, and kept wandering the street at the door, not knowing what to say later.
"Let's break up."
"Actually, we're not suitable."
He presupposes which context is more appropriate and hurts her less.
Ning Xiaonuan came out of the training school with her schoolbag on her back, just like when she first saw her, quiet and beautiful.
When the two met, Ning Xiaonuma never showed excitement.
And this time, Liu Ze was also very silent and didn't say a word.
The two of them walked all the way to the university next to them.
Ning Xiaonuma took a breath and said, "Do you have something to say?" ”
Liu Ze motioned for the two to sit on the stone bench on the side.
There was another moment of silence.
"Let's break up."
Ning Xiaonuma looked at him very quietly, "Do you have any other girls?" ”
Liu Ze did not hide it, and told Yan Ling's affairs and discernment.
Woo woo...... Ning Xiaonuma cried.
Once, she firmly refused to fall in love, but it was Liu Ze's insistence that gave her a great sense of security, made her look forward to her family, and never thought that the two would break up.
However, recently, the sensitivity of the girl sensed something.
She even thought about the situation.
Liu Ze had never seen her so weak and sad, and at this moment, his heart was also broken, he hugged her and said, "Don't cry, it's all my fault." ”
She cried for half an hour, then stood up and said, "I'm going back." ”
It's business as usual, as if nothing had happened.
Liu Ze was stunned for a while.
He suddenly reacted, he and Ning Xiaonuma broke up, and the two may never see each other again.
Once, how familiar they were.
Once, how much he missed her.
Once, he kissed her body.
Has it all become meaningless?
At this moment, he suddenly understood that breaking up means completely losing someone, who will be erased from your life.
And a few days ago, she was the goal of your life.
How cruel.
He was going crazy all of a sudden.
All of a sudden, those efforts became meaningless, and those moments suddenly became blank.
He rushed out and ran frantically on the street, and he called Ning Xiaonuma, "Where are you?" ”
"I'm back at school."
Liu Ze went to her school desperately and called her: "I'm in your school, let's talk about it again." ”
She said: "The lights are out in the dormitory, they are all asleep, let's talk about it tomorrow." ”
"My phone is running out of battery, so I'll be waiting for you at the stadium."
"The dorms are closed."
It was still a bit chilly this night.
Liu Ze's originally chaotic heart slowly stabilized, and he kicked and beat the turf, complaining silently.
Why do you always act so strong!
In the three years we've been together, your only weakness is when we break up.
Why can't you just be impulsive for me, this is a relationship, can't you come out to see me and have a good chat?
After a night of torture, Liu Ze wandered around the campus, just like the night he was rejected by Ning Xiaonuma.
Everything seemed to be predestined.
The silent night, the sudden appearance of people, the scene that seems to be.
It's over, stop tormenting.
Liu Ze obviously underestimated his feelings for Ning Xiaonuan.
Although he broke up, he still couldn't devote himself to his relationship with Yan Ling, and he was decadent for a while.
That was until he saw his journal from Lee Zhen's web page.
In just two months, Ning Xiaonuma and Li Zhen walked together.
Liu Ze called Ning Xiaonuma to question, but was scolded by her best friend in the same dormitory.
"Scumbag splitting legs, get out."
Liu Ze's heart was very painful, and it took three days to come out, and from that day on, he let go of his heart and spent a sweet time with Yan Ling.
Until the winter vacation of 2009, he would still think of Ning Xiaonuma from time to time.
And during this winter vacation, Li Zhen took his parents to Ning Xiaonuan's house to propose marriage, and the two got engaged.
Liu Ze smiled self-deprecatingly, she was worried about what the breakup would make her do, it was too redundant, don't think how important you are.
He sometimes thinks, did Ning Xiaonuma love me?
He felt love from Yan Ling.
In December 2008, after he got along with Yan Ling for more than two months, she gave herself to him completely.
Everything seems to be circular.
Wei Sixin and Kou Chong's old path repeated itself in him and Yan Ling.
Five years later.
A couple of men and women exercise violently together.
After finishing his work, Liu Ze put on his clothes and got up to leave.
The woman on the bed threw a wink and said in a greasy voice: "Handsome guy, it feels good, leave a call." ”
"No need." Liu Ze pushed the door and left.
He is now an executive of a foreign company, glamorous, extraordinarily dressed, often flying around, and always meeting women who come by during his lonely journey, each taking what he needs, why not do it, such a life does not seem to be bad.
In the end, he married Yan Ling.
Although, the quarrel was once turned upside down, even more intense than the original parents' quarrel.
He is also accustomed to the fact that home is not the warm harbor he longs for, but a place of reporting, which often appears.
There are no rules that bind him.
I will meet the beauties again and again, and there will be no more condemnation and conscience in my heart.
After not being in touch for a few years, Kan Dare suddenly called, he was getting married, and Liu Ze naturally put down anything and rushed over.
Kan dared to be in the capital.
Han Xiucao also went to the capital after graduating from Bingcheng University with a master's degree, and finally after six years of being in a different place with Zhu Zhu, she was able to see the moon.
Liu Ze, who Han Xiucao came to pick up, has not seen him for a few years, and Han Xiucao has matured a lot, but he is still shy in front of the living, good brothers meet and hug each other, and the sense of life suddenly disappears.
Liu Ze sighed with emotion: "Kan Dare is worthy of being a lover, how many times did he go back and forth to his hometown and Bingcheng for Baiqin, I still remember one year, he hung up a subject, and just went back to school to take the make-up exam, he quarreled with Baiqin, a big man cried, I also smoked cigarettes with him in the middle of the night, this guy later went directly to knock on the door of the aunt in charge of the dormitory, and went straight to the train station." ”
Han Xiucao also shook her head with a smile and said, "Kan Kang's marriage partner is not Bai Qin. ”
Yes? Liu Ze was surprised, "How come?" After four years of such hardship in a different place, they broke up together? At that time, he loved Baiqin so much, and when he quarreled, he had to die or live. ”
"Who knows about feelings, fuck, he's just in love with love, and he's still crazy about loving a girl, and the babies will come out soon."
I really didn't expect it.
"What about you? It's been eight years with Zhu Zhu, and you're still not married? ”
Han Xiucao fell silent all of a sudden, sighed deeply, the car was a little out of control, stopped on the side of the road, and he suddenly fell on the steering wheel and cried.
Pulled out a few tissues and handed them to him, "What's wrong?" ”