Chapter 181: The True Feelings of Hypocrisy

"Qiyun, the emperor has already announced that there is no need to mention this matter in the future, the fourth elder brother has also been sent to the lama temple to recuperate, you don't have to worry anymore." Seventeen looked at me, who had been frowning for several days, and comforted me kindly.

Rest? House arrest is about the same, right?

I snorted, that's not what I'm worried about! I'm worried about whether the Thirteenth Elder Brother will tell the fourth brother that I have admitted that it is related to this matter.

It's one thing for the fourth child to doubt in his own heart, and it's another thing to be told that he was betrayed by me - once exposed, what kind of revenge will I face?

It's all because I'm smart but I'm mistaken by being smart, why didn't I think that the fourth brother insisted on saying that he hadn't seen me in order to protect me? I originally wanted to win a little sympathy from the thirteenth elder brother by admitting this, but now that it's good, I'm hitting the muzzle of the gun, if I don't think about what to do, I'm really going to be finished!

"Qiyun, Qiyun?" Brother Seventeen found that I was habitually in meditation again, and hurriedly waved his hand to recall my soul.

"Oh, it's okay, I'm sleepy, I'll go to sleep again." Lying on the bed and meditating in peace, lest the seventeenth elder brother worry that I have lost my soul.

"Okay." Brother Seventeen knew that it would be in vain for him to persuade me again, so he had to let me continue to worry.

"Is there any way to get rid of my connection to this?" I thought to myself, and for the first time in my life, I felt that my IQ was not enough.

The next morning, I woke up to find myself asleep in Kimono – what had happened in the past few days had been so bothering me. As a result of my mind drying up, I can fall asleep even thinking about it. However, even in my sleep now, I should have a heart hanging from me, right?

At this time, if I guessed correctly, the fourth elder brother should have learned about this from the mouth of the thirteenth elder brother. I really don't know how much the Thirteenth Elder Brother will reveal, but no matter how much he says, my tragic fate in the future is doomed.

I don't know what the fate of the real Seventeen Fortunes in history will be, but now that she has become me, what will await me in my future?

"Miss, Brother Nine wants to see you, I can't stop him." Tian Tian shouted outside the door.

Unstoppable? Of course, how can you have the guts to stand in the way of your true master? "Let him in." Those who come are not good, and those who are good do not come, this sentence is used to describe the uninvited arrival of Brother Jiu at that time.

"Qiyun." Brother Jiu is probably crazy, and he doesn't know how to make a show to avoid Tiantian, it feels like he has already defaulted to Tiantian being his own person - I sneered, Brother Jiu, you actually have such a time when you are negligent. "Oh no, the spies reported this morning, and you were seen when you took the drug."

"Who?" Once this matter is a goof, even my sister will be finished with me, so my first reaction is to hurry up and kill it.

"It's too late!" Brother Jiu was like a roundworm in my stomach at this point, and immediately rejected the proposal in my heart: "It's a little girl, I forgot to remove things when I was holding things for you, and I turned them back, just right-just to see you-the scene where you did that......"

Heaven is going to kill me—my face is pale, my heart is full of desolation, and I can no longer think of anything.

"Is there a remedy?" The remedy I am talking about is whether I can bear all the blame for my guilt and protect my sister and the seventeenth elder brother from being implicated by me.

"Nope." Brother Jiu looked at me, and there was a little unbearable expression on his face - I rubbed my eyes, delusion, it must be an illusion, this kind of scum will feel unbearable for me? "That little girl wanted to ask for credit, and when she heard about it this morning, she went directly to tell the thirteenth elder brother, and now the person has been strictly guarded by the thirteenth elder brother, and we can't move."

"Then why are you still doing it?" I began to dress myself up with a dead face: "Come to see me off?" Or come to see my jokes? I remind you that anyone I see now will become the object of suspicion of your Emperor Ama in the future, aren't you afraid? ”

There is no remedy, there is no remedy - now there is only this sentence echoing in my mind, how can it be so sudden, so tricky? I can die, but my sister can't, seventeen can't, and the Niu family can't - it's all my fault, I've always been cautious, how could this shot be so careless, and there was such a low-level mistake that can't be at a low level?

"I just want to tell you, I just want to ......" suddenly I don't want to see you die, and suddenly I don't want to have an opponent like you in the world: "Let you die clearly, and I want to remind you, don't try to push the mistake to our side, you know the consequences!" "I don't want to sacrifice you, but I can't think of any other way to save you - I can only choose to preserve the starling, preserve our strength, hate me, I didn't expect this, if I had known......

Will you give up? Would you really give up for the sake of Qiyun?

Brother Jiu didn't know, he didn't know if he would, but he knew that Qiyun wouldn't give up.

"I see, you can rest assured!" I finished wearing my last piece of jewelry, and looked carefully at my flowery face in the mirror at the moment - since ancient times, I have a thin face, but I never thought that I was also a red face...... "Brother Jiu, please remember what I look like now, remember, I don't want you to forget my ......"

Tears slipped down - for his wordless ending, or for his now humble feelings?

I can't die, that's all I have left of me now. If I don't want to die, I don't have to find a way to block the fourth brother's mouth - even if the truth is stabbed, with the feelings of the thirteenth elder brother for me, he will definitely hesitate for a while before telling the fourth brother the truth. (I never thought that the Thirteenth Elder Brother would hide the truth for me, it was absolutely impossible.) ）

Even if the thirteenth elder brother has completely lost his feelings for me, but for the sake of the fourth elder brother - you can imagine how sad I would be if he knew that the mastermind who framed him was him! Considering that the fourth elder brother is now seriously injured and cannot be stimulated, the thirteenth elder brother will also slow down.

And now the most dangerous existence for me is not the fourth elder brother, but the ninth elder brother himself - in order to completely say goodbye to me, in order not to arouse the suspicion of his emperor Ama, he will definitely strike first!

We all know this very well, there is no personal feeling in the court, not to mention that there is no relationship between us at all!

He is now willing to come to report a message, and he probably thinks that he has done his duty. Next, as soon as I go back, he will take the initiative to run to Kangxi to denounce me. Personally arrest me, interrogate me personally, kill me with his own hands, and use my blood to clear Kangxi's suspicions about him.

"Brother Jiu, don't you dare to look at me? Am I not pretty enough? Or have you always hated my malice? Finally, there was a little rouge on my bloodless lips, and I looked like an infatuated girl waiting for a tryst with her lover: "But how can I get close to you like that?" Otherwise, how could you possibly look at me more? ”

"Qiyun, you-I'......" My red lips were so close that I could already hear Brother Jiu's breathing becoming a little disordered because of my actions.

"Don't say it!" Give him another goodbye look, and my face was pure obsession: "I don't ask for it anymore, I know you never liked me at all, and you keep using me again." I just want to look at you well now, and use the last bit of my time to remember you well, hidden in my heart, engraved in my bones......"

"You don't have to ......" Brother Jiu hugged me at a loss, and there was confusion in his eyes in an instant.

"I know I'm not going to be happy, do you have to doubt what I'm saying at this time?"

"I didn't—"

It's good if you don't, and now I know that you are not a "saint" like you usually pretend to be, so it turns out that you don't have no feelings!

It's just that between the two of us, whoever moves the true feelings first will go to destruction-I'm sorry, Brother Jiu, I finally got ahead of you, you are not as ruthless as me after all......

"I never regret being used by you......" Cold tears followed the cold lips, and a kiss was gently imprinted on his lips like worship: "I only regret that I can never be used by you again......"

How is it, Brother Jiu, do my tears taste good? Did it touch a nerve in you?

"Qiyun ......" Brother Jiu touched his lips, and there was a taste of tears and rouge - sweet and bitter.

"Don't speak, just let me look at you quietly like this, I just want to look at you now......"

"I'm sorry for you, Qiyun!" Brother Jiu was silent for a long time, sighed, and finally said a word.

Hehe, Brother Jiu, you finally understand! I lowered my head to hide my smug expression at this time - through Brother Jiu's words, I knew that my fate today was saved.

Although, no matter how strong the feelings are, they can only stop him for a while, although after today, he will still kill me with his own hands. However, I did earn myself a day through my own hard work.

One day, as long as one day, as long as one day, I have hope to change this pattern, and I have hope to continue to live!

So, Brother Jiu, I'm sorry to take advantage of your poor feelings a little, but I won't learn from you to say I'm sorry - because, people like you, you deserve it!