Chapter 182: But for the sake of the king

Taking off the flag and changing into a set of armor with a yellow flag, I sneaked out of my residence overnight and came to the place where Emperor Kangxi forced Prince Yong's fourth elder brother to cultivate.

I have always despised force, believing that it was the work of reckless men, and that there was nothing in the world that I could not do with my own head. But today I have to rely on the force that I have been prepared to use to solve my current predicament.

Sneaking up on a guard with a yellow flag, a side kick and an elbow sent him to sleep, pretending to be him patrolling the temple and entering the temple.

In fact, what I am doing now is no different from gambling on my life - as we all know, the lamas in this lama temple are simply masters of royal support, and once these small ways of mine are broken by them, it is impossible to escape.

And the reason why I dare to take the risk now is that I am at the end of my rope, and if I don't do it, I will die, and there may be a glimmer of life if I do it; The second is that I have calculated, and all the elder brothers think that after this incident, the political future of the fourth elder brother is already over, so I am sure that the vigilance here will not be too strict at all.

The result was exactly as I expected - but everyone didn't know that Kangxi was just putting on a show to let everyone relax their vigilance. Do you think, since Kangxi can call himself the first emperor of the ages, can he not see such a truth clearly?

Not to mention that the fourth elder brother is a cold person, even if the fourth elder brother is really lustful, he should be like Yang Guang, and he has been holding back and acting until he has become an emperor. A little brainy wouldn't do such a self-digging thing - not to mention that the victim, the daughter of the Paddock Orion Chan, was a typical hemp and ugly monster! If the fourth elder brother hadn't been plotted, would his vision be like this? If you take off the window again, it won't come to this point, right?

To sum up, the reason why Kangxi did this was that it might be to protect the fourth brother - presumably at this time he already had the intention of establishing the fourth child, and wanted him to stay away from the situation of the elder brother in advance; The second is that he simply understood in his heart and pretended to be confused, because he was dissatisfied with the fourth child's cultivation of wings in secret, so he deliberately used the topic to play and give the fourth child a lesson.

Comparing the two possibilities, I think the latter one is a little more likely - because Kangxi is extremely disgusted with the prince at this time, and he shouldn't want to establish a new candidate so quickly. Besides, if it was the first possibility, there should not be the matter of banning the thirteenth elder brother later. Therefore, it should be that Kangxi has long wanted to do it.

Thinking of this, I no longer felt relieved, and kept secretly saying to myself in my heart: "It's not my fault, if I don't do this, maybe Kangxi will find a more powerful reason to rectify the fourth elder brother, it's not my fault, I'm just a knife that has been used, and my choice can't change the outcome of this matter at all." ”

I know I'm kind of self-defeating by consoling myself like this, but I can't help it, if I don't comfort myself in this way, and let my soul be comforted, I really can't go ahead with the next plan - I just want to keep telling myself that I'm not a beast, that I have feelings, that I just ......

The ending is wordless......

As soon as I entered the bedroom where the fourth elder brother was, the first thing I smelled was a strong smell of medicine—a smell of various gold sore medicines, blood invigorating pills, and tonic medicines mixed together. And the fourth elder brother is lying on the innermost bed at the moment, the light is dim, I can't see whether he is awake at the moment, but one thing I am sure of - the rumors are indeed true, the fourth elder brother is indeed seriously injured this time, and he can be regarded as coming back from the ghost gate.

"Fourth Elder Brother!" The first shout, no need to make a scene, my tears have already fallen-O tarzan collapsed in front of me, how strong, how high up, lying here at this moment, no one cares, alone fighting with pain—and the initiator of this incident is me, can I comfort myself that this matter is not my fault?

"Qiyun?" I didn't expect that at this time, the fourth elder brother could still feel my existence just by calling out.

"I'm ......" I have been preparing rhetoric for a long time, but I can't spit out anything at the moment, only one sentence I am in—I'm here, I've always been there, I'm making trouble, I'm regretting, I'm remedy, I'm hating myself......

"What are you doing here, go back, this is not the place for you."

It's not here, it's not there—Fourth Brother, where is the place I should go in your eyes? A safe place? A happy place? A place of happiness?

Ever since I came to this court, there is no place that is safe for me! There is no happiness, there is no happiness, there are just constant ups and downs in the power struggle, fourth brother, tell me, where should you let me go?

"Fourth elder brother, don't drive me around again, my heart is here, where can people go?" Forgive me, forgive me for cheating on your feelings again - I'll pay the price, because I really can't die, I really can't die like this.

"Qiyun, what medicine did you take wrong?" The fourth elder brother wanted to get up, but he touched the wounds on his body, and couldn't help frowning and snorting: "This kind of joke can't be made." ”

"What if I'm not kidding?" If I can only choose chastity and life, then I choose life: "What if what I say does not deceive you in the slightest? "At least it's true that I'm going to put myself out of the way today—am I a very lowly woman?

"You'll regret it."

"No, it won't." I tore off the armor on my body with a "bang", revealing my body only wearing obscene clothes: "I only regret it, why did I have to worry so much about not obeying you that day, if I ...... that day"

rushed forward and let him see what I look like now: "You won't become like this, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......" It's really my fault, there are so many ways to frame people, why do I have to choose an aphrodisiac? It's good that the dead are seen, such an ending is God's will, right? What's the use of regretting it now?

"Qiyun, it's not your fault......"

"Don't speak!" I covered his mouth and let my hot tears drip on his hands one by one: "Qingqing Zijin, relax my heart." But for the sake of the king, he has been chanting to this day......"

"You really ......" Although the fourth elder brother admired my intelligence, he never thought that I would one day respond to his feelings in such a strong way.

"Providence makes people, I want you and me to enter the situation like today, but I have lived for so long, only today I don't regret it......" I slowly took off my shirt, revealing the scarred body that I had been hiding from showing people: "But for the sake of the king, but for the sake of the king, but for the sake of the king...... "Of course I will not regret it, because if I don't do this, I won't even see the sun tomorrow......

"Qiyun, how come?" The fourth elder brother tried to touch the old scars on my body with trembling hands, and I can't tell how much torture they had to produce, but after all, he didn't have the courage to cover his hands - as if he was afraid of touching me, he kept touching through the air.

"Don't worry, it doesn't hurt anymore." I smiled tearfully - the scars were from before I crossed over, and of course I didn't hurt.

"I can't spare them!"

Fourth Elder Brother, who are they in your mouth? Do you think the person who forced me to do these things?

"Fourth Elder Brother, please have mercy on me......" I closed my eyes, and with the determination to die, I kissed the fourth elder brother fiercely.

This kiss, no one can refuse—because it kisses such despair, and behind this kiss is death......

An affectionate and desperate kiss opened my difficult road to survival......