331. The edge of the cliff (below)
It was already deep at night, but I still remained awake, lying quietly on the bed, slowly waiting for my own fate.
Suddenly, I heard a soft sound from the window, and then I felt a chill in my neck, and then a sword was placed on my neck: "Lu Siniang, I've been waiting for you for a long time......"
I couldn't move when the sword pressed me, and I tried to use gestures to make a welcoming gesture after that--- it was not pleasant to wait for death, and I was thinking about waiting for death for almost half of the days when I came to this Qing Dynasty. I'm not dead yet, but I'm already in pain, so painful that Lu Siniang's arrival today actually makes me very happy--- it turns out that waiting is so painful, it will almost wear out all your lives......
"You also know that you are guilty of inculpability?" The voice is cold, and the blade of the sword is even colder,
"No, I have already buried the body of the second brother for you, if you want to worship him, I can take you there tomorrow." I looked at the blade around my neck and signaled to her not to be so nervous---- I can't escape from a master like her, and I don't plan to escape.
"You think that if you bury my senior brother, I will let you go!" In the dark, her eyes were still bright, and I knew that it was the anger of revenge: "The last time I wanted to kill that dog emperor, it was you who ruined me, I didn't plan to let you go, who knew that senior brother would not let me touch you......"
"Niu Co Lu. Qiyun, you wolf-hearted, senior brother said that as long as I don't trouble you anymore, he will help me assassinate that dog emperor. You have no humanity. He did this for you, and you betrayed him! ”
It turns out that this is the case, I said that Chen Huai's character should not act so impulsively, and if he wants to assassinate the emperor, he will do it a long time ago, and he will not wait until that day to go.
It's actually because of me, because I temporarily defected to save Emperor Yongzheng, I sacrificed a person who was the best for me to save him---- saved this one who has now forced me and my sister into a desperate situation. A widowed man who will threaten Hongli's life at any time! In fact, if I was willing to think about it that day, I might have thought of these implications, but I didn't, I didn't even think about it, and I disrupted all my arrangements......
"I didn't know it would evolve into that, I never thought ......" In the entire Qing Dynasty, Chen Huaifeng was the only person who had nothing to do with me but was willing to help me, and I always thought that our friendship could be maintained until the moment I stopped breathing: "People are not as good as heaven, and what is owed will be replaced one day ......"
The ghost sent a god to meet Lu Siniang that day. I saved Yin without having time to think, this is a chain reaction, it is my calamity---- whether it is the time I saved him, I really don't have to owe him anymore......
It's just that. Why did I still go out and let Chen Huai die? I lost so much I don't care. Why should I pay for my debt with someone else's life?
"Don't think I'm going to let you go if you say that!"
"I don't count on it." I closed my eyes. made a sworn appearance: "I buried your senior brother anyway." In my place, there are a lot of last resorts that you won't understand. I don't beg you to spare me. But please spare Brother Seventeen. He didn't know anything. For the sake of our 20-year partnership! ”
"You're dreaming!" Lu Siniang's face distorted in an instant: "Do you know how old I have been liking my senior brother?" From the first glance of the land when he was eight years old. There is no one else in my eyes. I followed him to regain his sight. Actually, I'm not interested in these things at all. I just want to follow him......"
"Later. Yongzheng copied my whole family. I have begged him to avenge me. But he refused. I have wandered alone for so many years. He didn't contact me except for a few messages each time he wanted to help. Finally. Finally ----."
The sword was removed from my neck. But it didn't give me any chance to relax. I was actually lifted up from the bed violently by her: "Finally, he promised me." If we take revenge, we will definitely be hunted down by the imperial court. But I'm happy. That means that only the two of us will die together in the future--- even if it's for you. Why did you kill him? Why. You don't want to forget it, why kill him? ”
I didn't, if I knew I wouldn't let him die!
"Niu Co Lu. Qiyun, don't worry, I won't kill you. She looked me in the eye and said word by word more viciously than anyone else: "I will kill the person you love the most in front of you, let you watch him die, and let you know what it means to be in pain!" ”
Kill someone I love the most? "You're crazy!" Why is there such a crazy person in this world, what does the person I love the most have to do with her? What right does she have to kill like a judge? "Your senior brother's matter is just an accident, if you want to take revenge, even if you rush at me, but you can't ----" Move the seventeenth elder brother a hair, I won't let you go, I won't let you go!"
"Do you think I don't want to?" She hated it so much, she hated it so much, at the last moment, her senior brother actually forced her to swear that she would never touch ---- button. Qiyun, otherwise he himself will fall into hell forever and will not be able to be reborn. She didn't understand, why had she been betrayed by that woman, and her senior brother still had to use his last strength to protect her?
"Siniang, Siniang, remember, you must kill Yongzheng for me, and you must avenge your senior brother!" Senior brother's last sentence is like this---- after he knows about this, the first person around Yongzheng will be strict, without senior brother, if she wants to assassinate the emperor, she will simply send him to death. Even if she succeeds, she will never have a chance to get out alive again-
Perhaps, this is the original intention of the senior brother---- the senior brother did not want to kill the emperor, and he did not have any special hatred for Yongzheng. But the senior brother knew that as long as she didn't die, she would definitely not give up the trouble of going to that woman, so ......
Therefore, the senior brother wants to take her away when he is dying, and she does not hate ---- threat of taking her away, she hates the selfishness of her senior brother, and actually ignores her life when he is dying. But she was willing to go down and accompany him, and she would do whatever he wanted her to do, except that
The woman. Even if she can't kill her, she can't let her have a good time!
But she won't tell this woman the reason, she still remembers how proud this woman was in front of her, and she won't think about the ignorant little girl back then, giving her the opportunity to be proud in front of her.
"Do you want me not to? If I could kill you, I'd break you to pieces!" Lu Siniang looked around, "What about the seventeenth elder brother?" I'm afraid you already knew that your heart was empty, right? Where are you hiding him? You think I won't find it if you don't tell me? ”
Her target was not her but Seventeen Elder Brother, and I kept telling myself in my heart to be calm. If we panic, we'll be done. But I almost ran out of space to think---- I forced Brother Seventeen to sleep in a separate room with me in the past few days just out of prudence, but I didn't think that Brother Seventeen was the most dangerous.
Thank God, he is not in this room now, but how long can he hide like this? He has suffered enough, Lu Siniang is ruthless, I must not, never
"Are you looking for my husband?" Take a deep breath, then a smug smile appears on the corner of your mouth. I looked completely relieved: "I'm not convenient today, so he went to Fang Fujin, if the girl wants to go to him, I can show you the way." ”
She said. I want to kill the person I love the most, but who my favorite person is seems to be the clearest is me---- now crazy Lu Siniang is unstoppable, all I can do is to move the disaster eastward, and the rest, the rest can only slowly find a way.
"You're showing me the way?" Lu Siniang really had a little doubt.
"Hmm!" It is impossible for the seventeenth elder brother to be there at all, I just delay the time, if I really get to the Meng family, Lu Siniang still refuses to change my mind, then I can only ---- suicide!
I can only commit suicide, I can only commit suicide in order to make Lu Siniang's revenge meaningless. I think this may also be the original meaning of Lu Siniang. She wanted to force me to die---- but I couldn't figure out why she couldn't do it herself.
"You're not afraid that the seventeenth elder brother will die in front of you?" One gang is even more aggravated.
"I'm afraid, how can I not be afraid!" I answered quickly. But immediately he pretended to be a little annoyed and added, "Not really." It's just that Brother Seventeen's injury has dragged on for so many years, and every winter is so painful. I really don't want him to suffer anymore, but I can't do it myself......"
"You talk nonsense. If it's really the love of your heart, even if it's just for one day. You'd all want him to live! ”
You're right, even if Brother Seventeen won't live for a few years, as long as there is a glimmer of hope today, even if I want to commit suicide, I will let him live!
"That's you, everybody has a different opinion." I pretended to be very heartless and walked over, "Are you going with me!" The palace is so big, are you really sure you want to find it yourself? ”
"Seventeenth elder brother, who is in the bed of a woman elsewhere?" This weight made Lu Siniang even more suspicious: "Do you really love Seventeenth Elder Brother?" If you love a man, how can you bear to sleep next to another woman? She definitely can't do this, his senior brother's heart for Qiyundi back then could already make her crazy with jealousy.
"He's my husband, how can I not love him?" Listen, yes, isn't it possible? "By the way, why do you have to kill the emperor, what kind of grudge actually makes you want your life?"
I'm sorry, Fourth Elder Brother, I didn't mean to bring the disaster to you, I can't help it---- it's almost dawn, and the Seventeenth Elder Brother may come back immediately to see if I slept well." As soon as he comes, all my lies will be exposed, and I am afraid that I will not even have time to kill myself.
I owe you again, and God seems to want me to owe you all my life......
"When death is imminent, do you still care about this?" Lu Siniang suddenly remembered another question, the last time she assassinated Emperor Yongzheng, the woman was not as calm as she is now, but she was in front of the dog emperor in a panic, her face full of panic. And this time, she also sacrificed her senior brother to save the Dog Emperor, will it, will it......
"I'm ---- I'm just asking." I knew the answer, but I pretended to want to know, and she wouldn't tell me how uncomfortable I was. "Hey, are you going!"
"Not yet." Suspicion made Lu Siniang suddenly want to give it a try: "I have a personal vendetta with you, and before that, I have to take someone's head......"
"Who's, it won't be ----" His face turned pale in an instant: "You still refuse to let go of Your Majesty?" "Actually, I deliberately held my breath for a long time before, and now when I inhale violently, I will have such a panicked appearance.
"Yes, I was almost deceived by you, you shameless woman, you can not want your husband's life for the sake of your lover. You don't want him to die, I want him to die. Her words were like a gambling curse: "Niu Co Lu. Qiyun, you wait, I will personally deliver the head of your most beloved person to you, you wait......" she said, like a dancing black butterfly, gently floating through the window and into the night outside......
Niu Co Lu. Qiyun, you wait, I will personally deliver the head of your most beloved person to you, you wait......
Is that so? Is it because of this?
I curled up at the foot of the bed with my arms crossed, feeling as cold as being soaked in the spring water of a snow-capped mountain---- because I thought of that dream many years ago, that terrible and bloody night, and the bloody head of the fourth elder brother in that dream......
Don't make it happen, really don't make it happen......