Emperor Yongzheng's indifferent eyes made me feel the seriousness of the situation more and more: "You say, what's wrong with him, what's wrong with you?" ”

So far, I have guessed a few points of the truth---- last time Lu Siniang failed to assassinate Emperor Yongzheng, he was intercepted by the guards who rushed to Xuanwumen after hearing the news, and almost lost his life[。。 Although Chen Huaifeng didn't approve of her approach, he was her senior brother after all, and he couldn't watch her take risks three times and twice, so he decided to help her.

And I, judging from the performance of the last adventure in front of Emperor Yongzheng, Chen Huaifeng has absolute reason to believe that I will stand on the emperor's side. Therefore, in this operation, he didn't tell me at all, and the result of the secrecy work was that I, the most innocent person in the whole thing, was now responsible for the whole thing.

"He's here to assassinate me, don't you ask me what happened? Or do you not care at all, and in your heart I am not even as good as a thief? Under the excitement, the chests of both of us trembled violently, and in the entire hall, only the gasping sound of the two of us remained.

You're standing here, do I need to ask? That's all there is to pick a bone in an egg, right?

"Your Majesty doesn't even want to tell me, or does Your Majesty think that I won't be able to find out about this sooner or later?" I was kept in the dark and didn't know where to investigate, and now that I know the reason, I don't believe I can't find out the results!

"Do you really want to know?" There was a flash of schadenfreude in his eyes----Yes, I was sure I was right, he was enjoying my helplessness, enjoying my suffering. He didn't kill me. But he doesn't plan to let me go---- I'm an emperor after all! I can't stand the little bit that others owe to him.

"Then I will fulfill you." Suddenly pulled me to sit on the couch: "You sit down for me, I tell you---- the assassin called the wind beckoned me as soon as he came in, and I almost thought that I was going to die that day......"

At that moment, he didn't think of the country, he thought of this beautiful scourge in front of him, this goblin---- he thought of the battle between them. That's when he suddenly regretted it. He thought that the past would be over, so what did he do to take revenge on her? Could he really have the heart to kill her? At that moment, he even begged the heavens to let him live, live, and told the woman that he didn't want to fight anymore, he just wanted to watch the ebb and flow calmly with her. Punish corrupt officials and corrupt officials together, and teach Hongli well......

But. The assassin ruined his last bit of illusion, and he even felt that he might as well die: "The moment he dropped his sword, he saw Hongli sitting next to me......" At this life-and-death juncture, his first thought was to keep Hongli---- who was their son, her blood and bones, and he even trembled in front of Hongli: "Hahaha." \\Reprinted by the reader\\Qiyun, if you knew that it was your careful arrangement that saved me, would you regret dying? ”

The eyes are sour. But he could only laugh, he cried that this woman would only be more proud---- she had lied to him for twenty years. Now I want to use that sad look to shake his decision again! "You didn't expect that, did you? The assassin saw Hongli as if he was frozen, and asked Shaojun vigorously, didn't you stay in Yuhang? Why are you here, what's going on? He died at the hands of your good son, hahaha, is this really the sky with eyes? ”

It's not that the sky has eyes, it's that God is blind!

It was I who hurt Chen Huaifeng, and I never told him about Hongli, I was afraid that he would take advantage of this relationship in the future. As a result, he thought that Hongli was the child he had seen growing up since he was a child, and it was impossible for a person to guard against raising the children of the earth with his own hands, but Hongli was eager to save his father, but he must have spared no margin......

My heart hurts so much, it's not that my heart hurts Chen Huaifeng's return, but I hate myself--- I was obviously relieved when I heard that he had missed. I hate myself, when I was cornered by Yin, I still cared about his life or death; I hate myself even more, I don't know how Chen Huaifeng has treated me for so many years, it's not that I can't read what he can't say, but I actually want Emperor Yongzheng to live selfishly, I know that these two can only live one at that time......

What I hate most about myself is that the one I wish to live is enjoying my pain at the moment, forcing me to slip to a more painful edge......

"What, you regret it, you're sad?" Originally, he thought that he would be happy to see her like this, but he was wrong, he was so irritable, and he almost forgot the original purpose of his coming today: "Do you know that the thief is dead, and he can't even sit still?" ”

Only then did I realize that I was almost paralyzed on the soft couch where Yin usually walked. Suddenly I felt a little ironic ----that he was the one who was now the victor who was trying to get justice for me, and he was the one who asked me to listen to him. If I hadn't sat now, I would have fallen directly to the ground---- why, resentful but forgiven? Why did you choose to keep forgiving, but you still refused to forgive yourself?

If you do this, you can't let go, it's always you, you know, Yin?

"What about corpses? What about Chen Huaifeng's corpse? "I suddenly thought of a question, in the eyes of the people of the Heaven and Earth Society, Chen Huaifeng is a god at all, and they will not accept a god and will fail. They will definitely put all the fault on my head---- they are not Yin, even if Yin retaliates against me, it is gentle, at least there will not be a drop of my blood in the bloody rain, but the world will be different.

Even if I want to clear up this matter, I can't say clearly, Lu Siniang and they won't believe it, they will definitely kill me to avenge Chen Huaifeng, I can't avoid this catastrophe......

"Now, you're asking me for his body? You don't have a word of explanation, you just want him? Originally, he didn't plan to pursue her situation today, but she was very capable of making him angry with one sentence.

"You also said that he is my partner, and it is my obligation to collect the body of my partner." Heaven and earth will not let her go. She wasn't afraid, but she was afraid that they wouldn't even be able to let go of the Seventeenth Elder Brother. If she wants to return Chen Huaifeng's body, she can at least use this to beg Lu Siniang to spare the seventeenth elder brother---- the seventeenth elder brother has only a few years left to live, they should agree!

"Then it is my duty to remove the remnants of the royal family?" Raising his eyebrows, he seemed to want to see through all the secrets in my heart: "You can only choose one of Hongli and Chen Huaifeng, you want to return Chen Huaifeng's corpse." Or do you want Hongli to live? ”

"I ----" he forced me to break again. He knew that as a mother, he would definitely choose a son, but I didn't! "I choose my brother-in-law ---- Chen Huaifeng." Admit it, we've been sneaking around since we were alive, and he's been sneaking around even trying to help me, so do I want him to die like this until he dies?

"You don't even want a son for a man?" Yongzheng was shocked, he probably thought that Chen Huaifeng was a man who was used by me like him. But he never understood that ---- human beings are animals with feelings, even if they are used. Even if you hate each other, you will have feelings after getting along for a long time. There is too little pure utilization, and there are too few black or white things in this world, so many gray areas, that sometimes even we ourselves don't know what kind of mentality we have......

"Your Majesty, Hongli is your own son. But I also know that no matter how many times I say it now, you won't believe it. "It's the nature of an emperor to be suspicious, and it has nothing to do with how much affection he has for me, even if I have never lied to him. There are so many people with a heart, so many specious things, and he will also doubt me. To be in love with an emperor is destined to fall in love with suspicion and suspicion......

"But your Majesty, think about it. You almost became a sword ghost that day, who saved you? Chen Huaifeng would stop, no one could have imagined that Hongli didn't know in advance, he would save you, it was completely risking his life! "Is it blood related? Hongli has listened to his emperor Ama since he was a child, and he has always been very filial: "Your Majesty, do you really want to kill him like this?" You have loved him for twenty years, and you are really going to kill your son who has worked hard for twenty years just for this suspicion and suspicion? ”

I chose Chen Huaifeng because I believe that Yongzheng will not kill Hongli, besides, you sent Hongli far away to the Qiantang River, because you were afraid that you would kill him if you were angry?

No matter how cold the heart is, there will be a gap, you let me choose now, is it selfish that I want to choose Hongli, right? You're selfish and want to find a reason not to let him die, aren't you?

"I can leave Hongli alone for the time being." Maybe I just persuaded him to give him an excuse, maybe he figured this out before I did: "But, Qiyun! If you choose Chen Huaifeng, aren't you afraid that the seventeenth brother will be sad? Don't forget, this man kidnapped him and hurt him! Who are you worthy of doing this? "Unwillingly! Unwilling to win back a game, he even used the seventeenth elder brother.

"The kidnapping is not entirely his responsibility, and I have a share." To be precise, I am the mastermind, and even Chen Huaifeng didn't think about kidnapping such a young child back then: "If Your Majesty wants to hold grievances for the seventeenth elder brother, you can go and tell the seventeenth elder brother, but."

Suddenly there was a very reassuring feeling of peace of mind, this peace of mind made me gather strength to stand up even in this predicament---- it was the seventeenth elder brother, I always thought that he couldn't live without me, now I think about it, I can't live without him---- he is my salvation, and it is the only strength I can support until now: "However, I think it doesn't matter if Your Majesty says it, the seventeenth elder brother can understand me, no matter what I do, he will not become your ......"

He wouldn't, and even if he saw it, he didn't intend to let me know. He didn't go back to question, he didn't go back to criticize---- the important thing is that he understood me, and when he tried to hold up an umbrella for me, he understood my struggle and pain......

"Your Majesty, I never thought of replacing you and fighting with you for anything, all I did was to protect myself. But what did you do? My twenty years of hard work are almost all gone--- it was not just my hard work, it cost almost all my life, but you ruined it in a snap of a finger. My eyes hurt so much, I forced myself to force my tears back: "Your Majesty, I know that I have no right to blame you for being ruthless, you are the emperor, and everything you do is just." But have you ever thought that my twenty years of business are really so vulnerable? ”

"Qiyun, I ----" he wanted to explain, and he also regretted that he had gone too far, if it wasn't for the accident in Chengde......

"It's just that there is a person, I don't want to fight with him, but I can't think of it, he likes to fight with me very much......" I slowly wiped my face, slowly groomed and prepared to leave: "The wall is down and everyone pushes it, the feathered phoenix is not as good as a chicken, has Your Majesty thought about my situation?" I lost, I am not as good as Your Majesty in terms of ruthlessness, I admit defeat! "Seventeenth elder brother is still waiting for me, right? When it comes to how we have to celebrate the holidays tomorrow, I can't imagine when heaven and earth will come to my door, but my intuition feels that my time is running out......

I stood at the door of the Heart Cultivation Palace, as if I was standing on the edge of a cliff: "Yongzheng, I know that you think I owe you, and I also feel that I am disappointed by you, finally, I don't have to live up to ...... anymore."

I was running out of time to live up, I smiled and sighed......

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