Gu Changqing came out of the teahouse and got into his car.

Lao Wang asked her: "Miss, are you going back to the company?" ”

Gu Changqing shook his head, "Uncle Wang, go around." ”

Lao Wang nodded, started the car, and wanted to ask again, where to turn, but when he looked up in the rearview mirror, he saw Gu Changqing's pale face. She looked out the window and didn't move.

Seeing this, Lao Wang didn't ask anything, drove the car onto the road, and wandered aimlessly.

He drove like this for more than two hours, almost half of the city of Beijing, and Gu Changqing kept looking out the window, his expression was calm and gloomy, without the slightest change, Lao Wang looked at her every other time, but he didn't see her posture change more than half a point.

I don't know how long it took, he heard Gu Changqing say softly: "I haven't been around like this for a long time, it turns out that Beijing is so beautiful now......"

"Miss, you should come out and walk more." Lao Wang said with a smile.

But a girl in her early twenties has too much to carry. What has happened to her now? Why do you have such a sad look?

"Uncle Wang, go home." Gu Changqing sighed.

When I returned home, I saw Li Jia watching TV in the hall.

Since Kong Qingxiang's family moved away, Gu Changqing asked Li Jia to move in with her, otherwise, she would be lonely and lonely with only one person living in such a big Gu house.

When Li Jia saw her, she smiled and said, "Changqing, where did you go in the afternoon, I didn't see your figure, I called you and turned off the phone." It's okay, otherwise I wouldn't have been in a hurry."

Gu Changqing then remembered that when she saw Chen Yi, she turned off her mobile phone, and then forgot to turn it on. She took out the phone and turned it on, and found that there were a few messages from Feng Jue. Gu Changqing watched silently for a while, and then quietly deleted.

She sat next to Li Jia and saw Li Jia watching the series, so she asked, "What are you watching?" ”

was asked by Gu Changqing, Li Jia immediately forgot what she had just asked Gu Changqing, she smiled and softened on the big sofa, "I was watching Korean dramas, the male protagonist and the female love died and lived, but they were opposed by the families of both sides, so the two of them desperately eloped together." It's romantic."

Gu Changqing looked at the male and female protagonists hugging each other and crying on TV, and smiled, "The reason why you feel romantic is because it is unreal, in real life, if you elope because of your parents' opposition, this kind of relationship will also deteriorate, and at that time, it will no longer be love, but an obsession......"

Li Jia's interest was still on TV, she took a snake fruit from the coffee table next to her, took a bite, and then smiled: "No, you see that after they eloped, when they came back after giving birth, the parents had to agree if they didn't agree in front of the children......

"Sweet? How can it be sweet? Unless both of them are heartless or unfilial children, how can they feel the sweetness under the strong opposition of the family? Gu Changqing said slowly, his voice was very calm, very calm,

Li Jia felt that something was wrong, and turned to look at her, but saw that her face was pale, her eyes were dim, and her whole person seemed to have lost her soul

"Changqing ......"

Gu Changqing continued to murmur as if he hadn't heard it: "The reality is that if he is a filial man, he will feel pain because he has to choose between his parents and his lover, no matter which one he chooses, his heart will not be at peace, even if he can be with his lover?" Without the blessing of parents, it is also a life of regret. Why bother? The lover can be found again, but the parents only have this one, if you can't have the best of both worlds with your best, then it shouldn't be the parents who should give up......"

Li Jia leaned over and held her hand, and found that her hand was cold and cold, and she asked worriedly, "Changqing, what happened?" Don't scare me, your face is very bad right now......"

Gu Changqing turned his head, looked at Li Jia, and smiled, but his smile was as empty and transparent as foam, "What can it be?" It's not like this world can't live without anyone, and it seems painful at this time, and it may not be long before it can be left behind...... yes, that's just the thing......" she stood up, "you keep looking, I'm tired, I'll go back to my room first......"

Gu Changqing walked towards the stairs, but before going upstairs, he turned a corner and walked in the direction of the back garden.

The sun had set, and the back garden was shrouded in darkness, with only a single street lamp emitting a dim light.

Gu Changqing walked out, the night in March was still cold, and the cold wind was like a knife blowing on people's faces. A few cherry blossoms bloomed quietly, and the tiny petals fluttered and swirled in the sky with the cold wind, like snow, and she couldn't help but think of that day.

She has been standing there, looking at the tidbits in a daze, her heart is sour, bitter, sad, and sweet......

It wasn't until she heard Li Jia calling her that she moved her steps. But as soon as he moved, he didn't know what he stepped on, and his foot was crooked, and he knelt down on one knee.

A voice seemed to ring in my ears: "What? ”

Gu Changqing said softly: "My feet are numb......"

The voice was saying again: "Even if the leg is broken, it doesn't matter, I'll carry you anywhere......"

Gu Changqing turned his head to look at the side, it was empty, where there was half a figure

Gu Changqing's heart was sour, but he held back his tears.

She slowly got up,

Rebirth is her chance, revenge is her fate, and she shouldn't have any extravagant hopes at all. When you fall, you rely on your own strength to get up, even if you are hard, tired and cold, you can only wrap yourself around your shoulders.

This is her fate.

Revenge and warmth cannot coexist at all, just as light and darkness are incompatible, like a moth to a fire of despair. From the moment she couldn't control her heart, she was destined to suffer today's pain, who could she blame? No one can blame it, only themselves.

"Changqing, Changqing" Li Jia hurriedly walked to her side, "Why did you come here to blow the wind, be careful of catching a cold"

"Li Jia, Feng Jue and I are really finished this time...... Gu Changqing looked at the flying flotsam in the sky and said softly, "His mother is right, I can't be so selfish, I can't want to take revenge and keep Feng Jue's warmth...... Her mother said so much, I couldn't tell a word, refute it, because ......" Gu Changqing smiled lightly, "Because I have a weak heart, from the moment I decided to reconcile with Feng Jue, I have a weak heart, because I have already foreseen today's ending, but I still deceive others and myself to this point, and as a result, Feng Jue and I are not happy......"

"What?" Li Jia was stunned, and then shouted: "Did his *** mother look for you?" How can she say that to you? It's not fair for her to say this, it's obviously the decision of the two of you, and you didn't cheat on her son, why put all the blame on you" Li Jia huffed, "It's over, it's over, there is such a shrewd and powerful mother-in-law, even if you really get married in the future, will you be annoyed by being her son is a treasure?" It's like we're going to stick it up."

When the two went into the house, Li Jia asked the maid to cook ginger soup to ward off the cold for the two of them, so as not to get sick.

After this toss, Li Jia calmed down again, she watched Gu Changqing drink ginger soup in small sips, and let out a long sigh, "Actually, Feng Jue is a good man...... Changqing, is there really no room for maneuver? ”

Gu Changqing covered the bowl with both hands, the heat made her hands hot, but it couldn't warm her heart.

"Her mother can't accept the scandal in my family, and she can't forgive me for not caring about their feelings, exposing everything has cost them face, and Feng Jue has been stressed. Scandals will always exist, and knots will always exist, irreconcilable contradictions. ”

"Does Feng Jue know?" Li Jia asked again

Gu Changqing shook his head: "I don't plan to tell him, since he decided to give up, why let him have conflicts with his family again, and feel uncomfortable?" There's not much I can do for him, at least let's break up peacefully. ”

"He won't give up easily."

"If I don't give him a chance, nothing is possible. The same mistake, if I make it a third time, I can only say that I am a harmful spirit who harms others and myself" Gu Changqing lowered his head.

Li Jia felt unspeakably uncomfortable in her heart, she thought to herself, she was so uncomfortable, how sad should Changqing be?

What fate is this? Whether it's family, work, life, or love, it's not as smooth, twists and turns, and every step is frightening.

It's just flesh and blood, but it's just a simple soul, how did you survive step by step?

It is blood and tears, pain and tempering, conspiracy and scheming that will create today's Gu Changqing, but this kind of Gu Changqing is not acceptable to everyone......

Li Jia only felt sad.

She hugged Gu Changqing, hugging this girl who seemed to be strong, but was actually fragile, "Changqing, you are not wrong, don't doubt yourself, you have done your best, no one can do better than you." Selfishness and greed are human nature, and who dares to say that there is none? More or less the difference is that in my opinion, you are not selfish enough, you are not greedy enough, so it is always you who are hurt......"

Gu Changqing hugged Li Jia tightly, and his heart was moved, "Li Jia, you are simply an angel sent to me by God, except for you, no one in the world will do their best to find an excuse for me to clear my name."

The next day, Feng Jue asked Gu Changqing out for dinner.

"I have a friend who tried a newly opened Cantonese restaurant, and it is very good," Feng Jue said to Gu Changqing with a smile in the car. While driving, he reached out to hold Gu Changqing's hand, his expression was gentle and comfortable, and he had no sense of crisis at all.

Gu Changqing looked at his sunny smile, and his heart throbbed.

In the future, there will never be this warm sun in her life again.

"Your hands are so cold, Changqing, although it is spring now, the temperature is still very low, don't just have the demeanor and not the temperature" Feng Jue turned his head to look at her, his eyes were blazing: "Even if you dress as thick as a polar bear, I like it just as much." ”

"What kind of parable are you?" Gu Changqing couldn't help but laugh

"The metaphor of love" Feng Jue looked ahead and said with a smile, not feeling numb at all.

Gu Changqing wanted to laugh, but she couldn't help it, tears flowed, she quickly lowered her head and quietly wiped away her tears.

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