Chapter 234: What Am I?

In a private room in a hotel.

Feng Jue served a bowl of stewed beef brisket with white radish in front of Gu Changqing, "Xiao San said, the beef brisket here is very authentic, you can try it and see if you like it." ”

Gu Changqing stirred the beef brisket in the bowl a few times with a spoon, and bursts of heat came out of the bowl, exuding the strong fragrance of the beef brisket and radish, and his smile was so gentle in the mist.

Gu Changqing tasted it under his urging, and his mouth was astringent, and he didn't know what it tasted like

"Is it delicious?" Feng Jue looked at her and asked expectantly.

"It's delicious." Gu Changqing nodded

Feng Jue smiled, his dark eyes sparkling: "It's delicious, otherwise I won't trouble Xiaosan" As he spoke, he saw that the hair on her left side hung down, covering her face and making her very inconvenient, so he stretched out his hand and carefully brushed her hair behind her ear,

Her hair was soft and slick, sliding over his palm, making him crisp to the bottom of his heart, and he couldn't help but touch her hair again, then leaned over and kissed the corner of her forehead. There is a lot of tenderness in my heart.

Gu Changqing felt his tenderness, her heart was sore, she raised her head and glanced at him.

Feng Jue came into contact with her gaze, smiled slightly, his gaze lingered, and at this moment, Gu Changqing was almost about to change his mind.

But she thought of the sacrifices he had made for her, of the pressure she had endured because of her choices, of the revenge she could not stop and give up, of the deeper and deeper contradictions that would be caused by her means of revenge, of what her mother had said that she would never be able to accept, and even of the fate she was about to face.

What else does she have to say to him? Between revenge and him, she had never chosen him, did she really have to watch him so heartlessly bear all the pressure?

On the one hand, the love of giving and sacrificing never lasts, since she can't give up revenge for him, then she can only give up on him. Even if she selfishly wants to hold both in her hands, will there be a happy ending?

There is no balance between the two, it is all wishful thinking and self-deception

Gu Changqing held back the sourness in his heart, and said with a smile pretending to be nothing: "Feng Jue, this period of time because of my affairs must have had an impact on your family, one day I want to go to your house to see my grandparents, uncles and aunts." ”

She looked at him and smiled naturally.

Feng Jue, who was picking up vegetables for Gu Changqing, paused slightly,

Recently, both the mother and father in the family have no good impression of Changqing, and at this time, they rushed to the door, but they were afraid that the scene would be very unhappy. He couldn't blame his parents, but he didn't want Changqing to be sad because of his parents. When this matter gradually calms down, he will communicate more with his parents, and at that time, it will be better to let the two sides contact again.

He thought about it, tried to use a calm and natural tone, and said: "Recently, my family has been very busy, and I came home almost late, and the time is ......."

Naturally, he didn't want her to know that his parents were unhappy with her. In other words, Gu Changqing can understand the meaning of his words after listening to his words, understand his difficulties, and will not continue this topic. However, today Gu Changqing has other purposes, so naturally he will not give up

"And what about weekends? No matter how busy your parents are, there will always be time on weekends," Gu Changqing looked at him.

"Weekend ......" Feng Jue didn't know what to say for a while, and his face was embarrassed.

Gu Changqing put down the chopsticks in his hand and restrained his smile, "Feng Jue, tell me the truth, is it that your parents are disgusted with me because of what happened recently?" ”

Feng Jue held her hand and said softly: "Changqing, they just can't understand it for a while, after a while, the matter fades, we will always get their understanding, you don't have to worry." ”

Gu Changqing's face sank, "Feng Jue, I don't understand, why can't I understand it?" They know what happened to me, is it wrong for me to take revenge? I haven't wronged them, what I've exposed is the truth, what's incomprehensible? Don't even want to see me? ”

Her tone was a little eager, as if she had been greatly wronged.

Feng Jue got closer, took her into his arms, patted her on the back gently, and comforted: "No, no one can say that you are wrong. It's just that they're all face-saving people......"

Hearing this, Gu Changqing raised his head and pushed him away: "Do you mean to say that I made your family very faceless?" I have broken away from Kong Qingxiang's father-daughter relationship, I have done my best, what else can I do? Could it be that in order to marry you, I have to give up even the blood feud? ”

Feng Jue looked at Gu Changqing, who was angry in front of him, a little stunned, "Changqing, what's wrong with you today?" Why did you say these words all of a sudden? No one told you to give up your revenge, but wouldn't my parents' reaction be reasonable? Even if you don't recognize Kong Qingxiang as a father, but in the eyes of others, he will always be your father, who can agree with those things he did? Such people are their in-laws, and it is naturally difficult for them to accept. Changqing, you have always been a reasonable person, what is going on today? ”

Looking at Feng Jue's questioning gaze, Gu Changqing's heart suddenly tightened, even if she broke up, she still wanted to leave a good impression in his heart, when time passed, when he recalled himself, there would always be some warm and sweet feeling in his heart.

But she knew that if she just said to break up like before, Feng Jue would definitely not give up, and she had to let him be disappointed in herself and not want to continue, otherwise, the two would only be entangled and miserable.

He has a very correct saying, crisp and neat, it is always better than breaking away from water

Thinking of this, Gu Changqing was ruthless, she stood up and looked at him, as if she was very angry: "What's the matter with me?" Do you mean that it's all my fault for revenge? You be fair, I told you everything at the beginning, I won't give up revenge, I said that we are not suitable, it is you who said that it is okay, it is you who say what I want to do, but now you say that your parents' reaction is reasonable, then you just blame me and want me to be reasonable, you have to be reasonable."

Feng Jue was depressed for a while, suffering from his mother's cold face at home, thinking that he could be happily with Changqing when he came out, but he didn't expect that he would have to bear her grievances, but thinking of everything she had endured, remembering that she was also uncomfortable not being accepted by his parents, and thinking of her many difficulties, he could still understand the boredom in her heart.

He stood up, holding her shoulders with both hands, still reassuring, "Changqing, I don't mean to blame you, it's just that some things can't be rushed, you have to take your time, you have to believe that as long as we don't give up and persevere, we will definitely be able to get their understanding......"

He looked at her, his eyes were dark and deep, Gu Changqing could feel his embarrassment and pain from it, what she brought to him was always more heavy than happy......

She gritted her teeth and pushed him away, "Insistence? Don't give up? Feng Jue, how do you ask me to persevere? How not to give up? Your family won't even let me in now, do you want me to kneel at the gate like the angry daughter-in-law of ancient times? Is this what happens to be with you? ”

Feng Jue's face turned pale and he shouted, "Changqing, do you know what you're talking about?" How can you say such a thing?"

Looking at his disbelieving look, Gu Changqing's heart ached, but he still didn't give up, and he was messing around, "Then what else do you want me to say?" Feng Jue, I have never relied on you, I have never begged you, why do you make me seem like you don't marry and stalk now, you always say that as long as you persevere, the rain will pass and the sky will be clear, so what if your parents can never accept me? Do you want me to continue to stalk? In your eyes, I'm just splashing like that? Because you are high-ranking officials, are you so great? ”

"Pop" Gu Changqing only felt a pain on the left side of her face, she raised her head, and when she saw Feng Jue's angry eyes, she had never seen him show such a look to her, Gu Changqing covered her face, lowered her head, and felt as if she had been hollowed out by something.

Feng Jue slowly calmed down, only then did he realize what he had done, during this time, he had been under heavy pressure, and his spirit was already a little depressed, it was only because of meeting her that he was mentally beaten, and now after listening to her words, he couldn't control his emotions for a while. He was remorseful and painful, he stepped forward and reached out to touch Gu Changqing's face, "Changqing, I'm sorry...... I was impulsive, I didn't mean to......"

Gu Changqing's face turned pale, and he took three steps back, avoiding his hand, "After all, between your parents and me, your parents are much more important...... If I just complain twice, you will hit me" She raised her head to look at him, her eyes full of disdain, "Feng Jue, this is your love for me?" ”

Feng Jue's face turned even paler, and his expression was sad, how could she say such a thing? He had done his best to be with her, he was not unaware of the sarcasm of the people around him, not that he did not know that others seized every opportunity to attack him, not that he did not know the gossip that his family endured because of him, but because he wanted to be with her so much, he endured it, but how could she easily doubt him

No, this is not the Gu Changqing he knows

"Changqing, what happened? Something must have happened for you to say this, did someone say something? Feng Jue stepped forward and couldn't help but hug her, no matter how she struggled, he wouldn't let go.

"Changqing, I know you're under a lot of pressure, why shouldn't I? Didn't we say that no matter what happens, no matter how many difficulties, we will persevere? ”

Gu Changqing could completely feel his pain, his embrace was still so warm, she wanted to lean on this embrace for the rest of her life, enjoying his warmth.

But if he lives so depressed, what's the point of being together? At that time, can she really rely on this embrace?

Gu Changqing said softly: "But I'm tired of it, I have to deal with so many things in the company, and it's not easy on your side, I'm just out of breath, I'm not the most important thing at all in your heart, I don't want such feelings, your parents can't accept me, forget it, since your parents are so important in your heart, you just follow your parents......" Gu Changqing took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said, "We...... We broke up," his voice trembled involuntarily.

Feng Jue's whole body stiffened, and even his heart seemed to stop beating, he slowly pushed her away, and then lowered his head to look at her, his face was stiff and pale,

"Changqing......" His voice was a little hoarse, and he looked like he had been suddenly removed from his soul, and the whole person looked sluggish and empty.

"What is my place in your heart? In your heart, isn't revenge more important than anything else? What am I in the face of your hatred? ”

Thank you for the pink ticket.,I've already owed two more chapters.,I can't add more in the past two days.,I'll add more after I'm busy in the past few days.,Thank you.,What~~.