"Chenxi, let me ask you again, are you still willing to be a grid again?" Amma looked condescendingly at me lying on the torture bench like a lamb to the slaughter.

I just broke an agate plate, and the chief manager actually fined me forty boards according to the house rules. I looked directly at Amana's grim expression and knew that he was deliberately trying to force me. But he has a stubborn temper, and I am even more stubborn, and I will never allow my happiness to bow my head like Amma.

"It's just a slave and maid, the master doesn't need to ask more, just hit it." I closed my eyes and grabbed the bench under me---- I knew that the big board that punished the people under him was no better than Amma's rattan, although the rattan hurt but did not hurt the body, but when such a heavy board came down, no one knew what would hurt.

However, it was worth it to let Amma understand how determined I was.

"You ---- you evil girl, come here, beat me, beat me hard!"

"Slave and maid, thank you, master!" I didn't beg for mercy, I stubbornly lay on my stomach, waiting for the inhuman pain.

"Master, master, don't fight anymore. If you want to fight again, shoot me first! This time, Eniang couldn't help it, and pounced on me: "You kill our mother!" ”

"You ----" Amma looked at our mother and daughter who were holding their heads and crying, "Hey! With a flick of his sleeves, Amma left the torture chamber without looking back.

"You guys, don't you let go of Gege!" As soon as Ama left, no one could stop Eniang, and I finally escaped.

"Chenxi, you Ama is very angry this time, I'm afraid I won't care about you anymore in the future. You can rest assured, there are not many people in the house who use it alone, and you can rest assured in the future. ”

"Thank you, E-niang." I know that the person who has been hurt the most by my gambling for more than a month should actually be Eniang, and she is also the person who loves me the most. I'm sorry, but I'm finally free. Soon this former was diluted.

Since then. I worked as a maid in the house in peace, and Amma did not embarrass me anymore. The other subordinates had the support of Eniang, and they didn't embarrass me much. I'm a little tired though. It's a little hard, but I've lived a very fulfilling life in the past six months, but it's just ----

I secretly look in front of the door every day, but I can't see him anymore......

"Gege, you can't get cold water on your hand anymore." Ran Cui pulled up my hand and carefully applied the powder. Again, he said, "Frostbite cracks again and again, and it will leave scars." ”

Since the last time I chose to protect her when I couldn't protect myself, Rancui has been grateful and admired for me. The relationship is no longer comparable to the original master-servant relationship, she seems to protect me as if I am my own sister.

"Hehe, I'm a rough maid now, how can there be a rough maid who doesn't work." I smiled bitterly, it was cold, and the laceration on my hand was like a cut by the north wind. But this price is too small for freedom: "Xiao Cui. I'm happy now, really. Really happy......"

"Gege, are you because you have a sweetheart?" Ran Cui asked curiously: "I heard the nurse say that girls can only be so brave and ...... when they have a sweetheart."

"What nonsense are you talking about---- you!" I blushed---- is that so? I've always been resigned, why did it suddenly erupt that day? And why do you have to go to the gate every day to stand for a while, hoping that he will appear again?

His smile as bright as the sun appeared in front of him again, and his heart jumped straight up for no reason. "Dead Dawn, it looks like you're obsessed!" I kept cursing myself in my heart, but I had an obsessive smile on my face.

Seeing me like this, even if I am stupid, I know what is going on, so in order to prevent me from being shy to death, I hurriedly changed the topic: "Gege, do you remember the stupid boy who ran around in front of our house half a year ago?" ”

Remember, how could I not remember? I had him on my mind all night long. No, he flashed in front of my eyes just now!

"It's him, if he hadn't made Miss curious and ran out to ask, Miss wouldn't have offended the master that day, and she wouldn't have been beaten so hard!" Speaking of this, Ran Cui pursed her lips angrily.

What's the matter? Besides, even if he really cares about his affairs, even if he wants Amma to punish him, she doesn't allow others to complain about him.

"Rancui, this has nothing to do with him at all, it's my own business." I'm in the right way.

"Got it." Seeing that I defended him so seriously, Ran Cui had no choice but to close her mouth very interestingly: "If you don't say it, you won't say it." ”

"Hmm." Seeing that Ran Cui closed his mouth and didn't even bother to mention the gossip about him that he just wanted to say, I was in a hurry---- there was no news of him for half a year, and I was trapped in the house and couldn't get out, so I finally had a little news, how could I let it go: "Why did you just mention that son?" I tried to remind Rancui to continue in a casual tone.

"yes, I said where did I fight?" Ran Cui tilted her head and thought about it, and raised my heart to her throat, for fear that she wouldn't remember. "By the way, you know that stupid-

Thinking of the change in my face towards her just now, Ran Cui reacted even if she was sluggish, I didn't like her to call that person a fool: "Do you know who that boy is?" ”

"Who?" You need to drive around by yourself on such a hot day, shouldn't you be born? But that cultivation must be full of poetry and books, and only gentle and elegant is right---- which is why I didn't dare to mention him at all, although I was beaten half to death that day. He comes from a humble background, and Amma will definitely be angry with him because of his own affairs!

So she would rather fight Amma herself, hoping that she can bear all the tribulations hanging between the doors---- and he only needs to be happy, she can't stand him to suffer any grievances.

"I thought he was a groom of some family! As a result, a few days ago, I accompanied my wife to congratulate Bafujin on his birthday and saw him again, only to know that he was actually the seventeenth elder brother of the imperial court. Ran Cui showed off: "I said no wonder he has that bearing, it turns out that he is really a dragon son and a dragon grandson!" ”

Seventeen Elder Brother? Dragon son and dragon grandson?

It was as if a scorching thunder was crashing over my head---- how could this be? What I want in my life is that I can live an ordinary life with my beloved without following the mistakes of my sister? Why is he an elder brother?

"Gege, Gege, what's wrong with you?"

Rancui was startled by my reaction and shook me desperately. I tried to open my mouth, but I found that I didn't even have the strength to speak.

Wearing simple clothes, I stood in front of Eniang a little nervously, and plucked up my courage: "Eniang, can you help me beg Ama again?" Help me beg Amma, and I said I figured it out and I would like to participate in next year's draft. ”

"Kid, are you crazy?" Eniang, who was originally tidying up her bun, didn't even notice that her bun was crooked: "You don't have to follow your sister's old path, Eniang actually knows how happy she is?" You Ama actually feel sorry for you, but if you don't enter the palace, it is equivalent to resisting the decree, and you Ama has no choice but to beat you and punish you, and now everyone knows that the little Gege of the Ilgen Jueluo family has been punished as a slave because he is too unruly, and even the Ministry of Internal Affairs has excluded you from the draft, what medicine did you take wrong? ”

I ---- "I also know that I have suffered so many sins and now I regret it is really ridiculous, but in the past few days when I know his true identity, I can say that I can't sleep---- he is an elder brother, and I am also a Gege, as long as I work hard, it is not difficult to be with him with my cleverness." Why don't I try it out?

Just for me to reject the court and the prince and brother?

No, I deeply feel that he is different from other princes and brothers, he knows how to love, and he is definitely a good man who can be entrusted for life. My sister doesn't love the eldest brother, but I'm different, I can be 100% sure that I can be with him, even if I am involved in the palace struggle in the future and suffer a lot, she will not regret it.

"I regret it, I still want to be the master, I don't want to be called around." I know that I can't tell E-Niang --- that once a person enters the palace, he can't be emotional, E-Niang has more contact with those Niang Niang in the palace, and Fujin knows these best, I want to say that she will never help me.

"Chenxi, you are very strong, you can endure it for another year, and you will be free after the draft."

"No!" I can't explain it, but it's too late for me to convince Amma---- I'm almost eighteen years old, and I heard that the emperor has pointed out the second Gege Qiyun of the Niu Colu family to the seventeenth elder brother. It is normal for the prince and brother to have three wives and four concubines, and I will not fight for this kind of false name.

It's just that I can't catch up this time, I'm so old, I can only be filled by the old prince of Mongolia, and I have no chance.

"Dawn, be good, obedient!" E-niang couldn't persuade me, so she had to threaten me and said: "It turned out that you didn't want to be willful, but now you are finally satisfied, and you have to go back!" Are you temperless when you're Amma? The last time you made such a fuss, he couldn't get off the stage in front of his subordinates, and you sent it to the door again this time to see if he didn't kill you! ”

How could I not have thought of this? If you don't wait for Ama to come over to this breath, how can you really help me enter the palace? But compared to the torment of the fire in the past few days, what is the pain of skin and flesh? Once I'm not Gege, will we soon be farther apart?

Gege, the identity I wanted to get rid of, has now become a guarantee for me to get closer---- it turned out that I thought that our identities were very different, and I desperately wanted to get closer; Now, we are still disparity, and I still have to work alone......

"Dawn is not afraid, Dawn also believes that Amma will not really kill Dawn."