"Ah----,h

I was in a dream in which he was no longer so indifferent to me, but asked me to get into his carriage: "Dawn, I want to know everything about her, but I want to find the answer with you." ”

And in the dream, I am no longer the rebellious and stubborn morning light, and even I sighed gently: "I am willing to accompany you to find it, you can give her the best things you find, but I can accompany you through thick and thin." ”

I don't know what's going on, my butt hurts so much when the carriage moves, but I smile gently at him, using a smile to hide the pain on my body. I don't care how good you are to her, and I don't care about your care, as long as I can be by your side---- even if I suffer for you and hurt you, I am willing to do it......

After a long time, I realized that my dream had really become a portrayal of my future love......

"Don't make noise, don't make noise...... The cry in my ear annoyed me, I finally saw him in a dream, and finally he agreed to let me accompany me. I twisted my body in dissatisfaction, and my buttocks twitched like a throb in my dream, and I couldn't live up to my dreams anymore: "Ah----h

"Quick, don't move." He disappeared, replaced by Eniang's red and swollen eyes crying: "Child, it hurts, isn't it?" Lie down quickly, you will get better after the medicine, you are really, why do you have to block that breath with your Amma? ”

"I'm not angry, I'm ...... Ah---- "In order to prevent me from saying something rebellious and making me hurt again, the nurse on the side ruthlessly sprinkled Jinchuang powder on my beaten scarred buttocks without warning. I bounced like a small fish in pain. The heroic dry cloud just now was tormented by the pain, and he could only shed tears, so he could say half a sentence again.

"If you know it hurts, don't say a word." It's not good to see me like this, I pressed the corner of my eye with a handkerchief, a woman has always had no status at home, and she can only be anxious on the side: "I will finish the medicine later." Tell the maid to help you to your Amma and take a soft drink. Otherwise, you will suffer hard. ”

"I don't ----" I was mentally prepared that the nurse would use that trick to stop my protest again, so I took a few deep breaths first. Although the stimulus sprinkled on the wound still made my legs tremble, this time I didn't scream. Instead, he spit out my insistence with difficulty: "I won't go to the draft, if I want to marry, I will marry the person I like, and no one can force me." ”

"Hey----" E-Niang let out a long sigh, knowing that I had eaten the scales and had an iron heart. No matter how much she tried to stop her, it was useless. I had to hide my face and go out.

The nurse came over at this time, she loved me the most since she was a child, but this time she was not on my side: "Gege, this time you are wrong, although the master is a little heavier, but Gege is very sad this time." "Sad, doesn't he break my heart in order to force me to go to the draft to please those fat brothers?

Seeing that I was silent, the nurse began to work on the medicine again. Although I was mentally prepared. But I couldn't help but snort a few times.

"Gege didn't come back last night, and the old man didn't eat until he sent people to look for it. The lord actually still loves you, Gege complains that the lord is too ruthless to Da Gege, in fact, it is the wrong master, the lord was burdened with the lives of the whole clan at that time, and it was a last resort to do so. ”

With good medicine, my cold sweat has soaked the bedding, and the nurse wiped the sweat from my face with pity: "Gege, now our house is not as beautiful as before, because the emperor of the big brother is staring at us all the time!" Gege's every move could bring disaster to the entire clan! ”

"I made my own mistakes, I will go and receive the punishment myself, and I won't affect his old man!" I said angrily---- if she can be free to be with her beloved, even if it is just one day, even if she will be given death immediately, she will feel happy.

"Miss, do you have a sweetheart in your heart?" The nurse is a person from the past, and when she heard me say this, she immediately realized something.

"Where? How so? I hurriedly tried to get up and explain, but I didn't even care about the pain of the wound: "Nurse, you must not say it, especially Amma." ”

Seeing that my painful little face was wrinkled, but I still insisted on sitting up and pulling her sleeve and begging her, the nurse also relented: "Okay, okay, since you don't, why do you tell me not to go out and talk nonsense?" Are you afraid that the master will embarrass others if he finds out? "I don't know how to pity myself when I am beaten like this, but I am worried that others will not be humiliated by my own Amma, isn't this tempting?

"Grandma---- mom ----" shouted coquettishly, and Chenxi couldn't wait to hide her head in the quilt.

It's really embarrassing, and the most annoying thing is that now I am thinking about him in my eyes, but fortunately I didn't see through it by the nurse, otherwise ......

After three days of waiting without any expression of remorse, Amma finally lost patience with me. Three days later, early in the morning, I couldn't get up because of my injuries, so I was forcibly dragged from the bed in the tears of my mother and thrown into the courtyard where my subordinates lived.

"No one is allowed to beg me, since she is not willing to fulfill her responsibilities as a Gege, she is no longer entitled to enjoy the enjoyment that Gege deserves

I closed my eyes, and during the rough dragging, my injuries were hit the bluestone slab several times, and I gritted my teeth to prevent myself from exhaling in pain---- I knew that my Amma was forcing me again, he had beaten me so pampered since I was a child, and I was so pampered for today, and he was destined for me not to suffer from this.

So I can't admit defeat, any of my weakness will make him look down on me even more, and I want to use practical actions to let him know that I will never give in.

I huddled in a dark, damp room, covered with musty futon. The wound on the buttocks, because of today's impact, cracked again. I bit my braids and unbuttoned my clothes tremblingly, and just this action made me sweat all over my body---- because I was no longer Gege. So I can't get the treatment that Gege deserves, including good healing medicine.

I picked up the pungent black cheap powder on the side of the bed, almost thinking it was poison. But there is no way, my path is my own choice, I take the medicine. Bite the bullet. Lay it down on the hip wound.

"Ah----h----h So much so that he fell to the ground with a butt. Regardless of the pain of the re-wound to my buttocks, just saying that I finally spilled a lot of powder on my buttocks and rolled off a lot of them was enough for me to cry.

"Gege. Chattered! "The nurse rushed in and saw me in such a mess.

"Nurse, Woo, Nurse!" Although I have always been strong, I have been offended too much in the past few days.

"Don't cry. Don't cry, the nurse will help you with the medicine. Looking at the medicinal powder in the bowl next to the bed, even the nurse couldn't help but complain about the cruelty of the old man---- actually used the inferior medicinal powder used on the street to treat the injuries of cattle and horses for two pennies a pack, such a domineering and stimulating medicine, even the beasts couldn't help wailing, not to mention Gege, who had never suffered since he was a child?

It's just that the bleeding wound that has been rapped must be stopped: "The nurse still has medicine there, so the nurse will go and get it." ”

"No, nurse. The poor can use this. I can too. "I struggled to get up from the ground, but it was for the toss just now. My strength was running out, so much so that my ass was in close contact with the ground again.

"Woo woo ----" I was bitten out of my tongue and I stopped myself from screaming again, but tears rolled down like beads of broken thread and sweat. The nurse on the side hurriedly rushed over to help me up and lay down at the head of the bed.

"Gege, do you really want to bet this tone with the master? Is it really worth it for you to suffer so much? The nurse's distressed tears were about to fall.

"It's worth it." I gasped, but the answer was very firm: "Nurse, you don't have to help me with the medicine, I'll do it myself, since I choose to take this step, I have to learn sooner or later, you go back!" ”

"Gege!"

"I'm not a Gege anymore." After my nurse closed the door for me, I told her for the last time that I was also telling myself the facts I was going to face.

In order to prevent myself from tumbling and falling to the ground, I had to clumsily tie my legs to the bed with a rope, then cover my mouth with a burlap cloth, and then spread the rest of the medicine on the wound on my hip little by little.

"Woohoo." Even though my mouth was gagged, a broken moan would still spill out of my mouth. I had to roll and struggle for a long time with every application of the medicine, but luckily I tied myself up beforehand so that I wouldn't roll under the bed again. I fainted in pain once, but it was only a quarter of an hour, and I continued with my work----

I know that my Amma is just as stubborn as I am, so he won't give up so easily.

"Ah, Gege!" Ran Cui was startled when she saw me falling to the ground and quickly ran over to help me up.

"You don't have to be so scared, not to mention that I'm not Gege anymore." After only five more days of recuperation, as I expected, there was a grandmother who managed the miscellaneous labor to take me to the errand---- my Ama was born in the army, and the family was as strict as the army, and he said that he would treat me as a rough servant, and no one would dare to release the water.

So I dragged my wounds, and every day before dawn I had to go to fetch water, then wash clothes, chop wood, and clean...... The inferior medicine and the fact that I couldn't rest properly at all made my buttocks still bruised and swollen more than a month later.

"Can you help me up?" After a day's work, I was already tired, and my poor buttocks had just accidentally fallen on the sharp gravel road, and I had no strength to get up for a while.

"Okay." As soon as she helped me up, Rancui suddenly screamed, I followed her line of sight, and for a moment my face turned pale---- it turned out that what I had just served had been smashed to the ground.

An agate fruit plate, if I am Gege, even if I break a hundred, it is just a smile, but my current identity is just a rough girl. And I, Amma, now I am afraid that I will not find an opportunity to thwart my pride, and I will be punished now.

"Gege, Gege, you just say I broke it!" Ran Cui followed me, and couldn't bear to see my old injuries healed and new injuries: "I'm the big girl next to my wife, even if I have to be punished, I will go to the torture room to get a few boards." ”

"No need, you just bumped into me, and I really didn't hold the plate steadily." If you want to win against me Amma, you can't do it without this courage: "I'll tell the manager myself, don't make a noise, just as if you haven't seen it today." ”

I packed up the pieces and thought back to the days when I had to tie myself up and take medicine every day a while ago, and my heart trembled. The dazzling sun shone on me, just as we saw each other for the first time, and his insistence seemed to give me countless strength---- Ilgen Jueluo. Dawn, you can do it, you will definitely be able to get rid of the shackles of political marriage!