The way back to Pang Pang's house, Lu Pei still explained like an old mother, in short, it is a sentence, I can make trouble, I can do it, and I can run around in order to kill demons and demons, but I don't feel allowed to say any more nonsense about breaking up, he neither likes to listen to nor accepts it.

As soon as I heard him say what he said to kill demons, I couldn't help but laugh at myself in my heart, who did I kill myself, the small work was done some, and the big work that I could get my hands on was really nothing!

The slogan is loud, in fact, it is a third- or fourth-rate gentleman, in front of people who understand, I am not too embarrassed to say how long I have been apprenticed, who is my master, why, shame!

When I was about to get out of the car, I couldn't help but ask about my dad, and I wanted to know what he was going to do.

Lu Pei didn't say much about it, "Don't worry about this, don't worry, my habit is just to talk about things, and I won't really treat him well." ”

I hummed and watched as his face sank as soon as he heard my dad and continued to open his mouth, "Do you know the relationship between your mom and my dad?" ”

"Yes."

Lu Pei stepped on the brakes and sent me to the gate of Pang's community, with a hint of ridicule in his tone, "Male girlfriend......

I almost squirted, "More than that!" ”

Lu Pei exhaled helplessly, turned his face and looked at me a little seriously, "Bao Si, to be honest, Uncle Xia is an old acquaintance of our family, although my relationship with him is average, but I have always felt that his character is not bad, and his work in the hospital is also very serious and responsible, which can be regarded as decent, but I didn't expect that he would do such a thing, which really challenged my bottom line, of course, it is also his own bottom line, no matter what position I stand on, I really can't figure out what he does, which not only damages his character, but also pollutes medical ethics, is also a father in vain. ”

It's harsh, but it's true.

My dad is a doctor, and it's not easy for a person who upholds the heart of a doctor's parents to do such a disgusting thing.

"Actually, I know a little bit about why my dad was able to do this......

"What the reason."

"It's ......"

I took a deep breath and looked at Lu Pei, "My dad may ...... You may have to get a license from your mother......"

When I thought about this, my brain still rose, "The two of us are very likely to kiss...... Plus ......"

I really don't dare to think about what to do, Lu Pei may blurt out that he doesn't care.

didn't think about it, but Lu Pei frowned tightly after listening to my words, "Who said that." ”

"Isn't that true?"

I analyzed his reaction, and it made sense, did he think my dad was just his fucking best friend, maybe it was still a spare tire that had been lurking, and he probably didn't tell him about it.

"What a fact."

Lu Pei unabashedly showed his speechlessness, "You know my uncle's affairs very well, his disease is inherited from my grandmother, and my grandmother died very early, and then my uncle became ill and began to control it, and now my mother has also checked out the corresponding lesions, the reason why I went to the provincial capital to take over these projects and work is because of my mother's physical reasons, she can't be too tired, this kind of wasting disease is the most in need of rest and rest, how can she have the mind to marry Dr. Xia and get a license." ”

I was stunned for a moment, "Your mother also found out that Uncle Shen was sick." ”

Viral hepatitis, regardless of whether it is inherited or acquired, is still a problem that has not been overcome in medicine, and a complete cure can be said to be unlikely, but the good conditions are maintenance and control, which can be seen from the efforts made by Uncle Shen back then, what he is afraid of is sclerosis and cancer, and at the same time, he must also be anti-viral, which is particularly disturbing.

Lu Pei shouldn't be willing to say more, but he just snorted, "No way, this is what my grandmother brought in my mother's body, my mother should actually be fine, it's just that the perennial work has become a disease, and as soon as the body's immunity is low and ordinary people, the lesion will come out." ”

"Is that serious now?"

Lu Pei lifted his spirit and looked at me, the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, "It's okay, the aminotransferases were very high before, and now they are under control, what I want to say is that my mother and Dr. Xia will not appear in the situation you said at all, once I also misunderstood because Dr. Xia and my family were too close, but my mother told me early on that they were just friends, and besides, even if I didn't grow up with my mother, I know her personality very well, she was a very strong person when she was young, and she may have a pity for Dr. Xia, but there will be no private feelings for those children." ”

I still don't understand, "How can you be so sure?" ”

From a woman's point of view, maybe Shen Mingya is a strong woman, but sick women are very fragile, isn't it easy for my dad to take advantage of the loophole.

Besides, I don't dare to carefully analyze my father's personality now, I'm afraid that he will be like what his second aunt said back then, for other people's family property or something, those premeditated plans, I feel like a slap in the face when I think about it.

"Dr. Xia and my mother are very different in age."

Lu Pei reached out and pinched my face, "Don't worry, if my mother wants to get married, it's a big deal, most of our family are relatives, she and her elders are watching, staring at her is more important than staring at me." ”

Forget it, I think for my parents, Lu Pei and I are standing at a similar angle and position, who knows what is going on with them.

"Then I'll go back."

"Hmm."

When I pushed the car door to get out of the car, I suddenly remembered something important, and turned my face to look at him with a little nervousness, "Then, this disease inherited by your grandmother will not make you have anything to do in the future." ”

The temper is still so bad, it hurts the liver.

Lu Pei's body leaned slightly towards me, "Then what if something happens." ”

"Get vaccinated!"

I was a little anxious, "There must be no problem!" If you were early...... So what should I do......"

"Silly."

He smiled, and his face leaned in front of me again, "You forgot what my grandfather did, my grandmother's affairs can be said to be all the grass and trees back then, my mother and uncle have done a lot of examinations when they are very young, but my uncle's risk index of illness has always been higher than my mother, it stands to reason that my mother should be fine, who knows, the problem will be found this year......"

I wondered if it had anything to do with her doing something bad.

"My brother and I were born to do more detailed examinations, and there is no problem at all, but if I have a little hidden danger, I will not recruit you."

I looked at Lu Pei and became extremely serious again, "Maybe I will make the same choice as my uncle, not to get married, not to have children, even if I like you again, I won't want to be with you." ”

"Why?"

Knowing the answer, I still want to ask.

The light in Lu Pei's eyes was dotted with stars, "I'm afraid that I will die early, and you and the child will have no one to take care of ......"

I lowered my eyes and watched my hands being clenched by him, "Sibao, what I want is to take care of you to the end, not just walk for a while, people will die, I am not afraid of death, what I can do is to die behind you, if everything has to be handled with dignity, then I will accompany you, I heard that it is very dark and cold below, I have to accompany you, otherwise where can I rest assured." ”

His voice was soft and deep, but it hit my most fragile nerve hard in the cramped space of the car.

"You're serious......"

Lu Pei looked straight at me, his eyes flowing slightly on my face, "So you have to be good, you are good, I can be good, understand?" ”

His lips opened twice, but his heart was a little helpless, just like my grandfather accompanied my grandmother?

Although I know that if that time really comes, I may not agree with Lu Pei to make the same choice, but at this moment, this sense of security is indescribable.

I really didn't expect that Lu Pei would have such thoughts and say such things.

After a while, his eyes were full of smiles and spit out a sentence, "Flim tongue!" You're just going to coax me!! ”

Pushed the car door and got out of the car, turned around and saw him in the cab with a soft smile, "Hurry up and get in, don't catch a cold!" ”

"Hmm!"

I watched him walk backwards, waving his hands gently, but the joy in my heart was indescribable.

Turned around and jumped into the community, raised his eyes to look at the night sky and still smirked and thought, did Lu Pei's patience and words all use me!

But I use it!

As soon as he was about to step on the steps, he instinctively took out his mobile phone and glanced at the time, half past nine, my mother must not have slept.

My heart sank, and I dialed her number directly, I have to solve this matter, otherwise she may have to do something in the grinding for a few days, once it is really posted with me twenty-four hours a day, then I don't have to live.

I took a long breath of cool air, I was looking for Lu Pei today with the heart of a broken boat, who knows, he suddenly gave me a lot of light and courage.

I want to be good, and I have to be good!

"Hey."

As soon as my mother's voice rang out, I straightened my back, "You're busy, I'll look for you later." ”

"So late?"

Mom was puzzled for a moment, and her tone immediately became vigilant, "What's the matter with you." ”

Either Lu Pei had almost already driven back, raised his feet and continued to walk towards the entrance of the community, "Let's meet and talk, I'll call you in a while." ”

"Okay, let's meet and talk, anyway, we'll live together in a few days."

Mom's words changed, and she turned into a broken can and it didn't matter.

I looked down at the phone and walked to the door of the community and directly raised my hand to call two rentals, and after going up, I said the address, and instinctively went to touch my bag, and I didn't touch it, and I looked around to find that the bag was not there, and I remember that I came out of Lu Pei's house and carried it, that is...... Got him in the car?

There was a smack in his mouth, what kind of brain is this, there is a capsule shell to be used there.

The hand quickly touched the inside pocket of the coat again, and after touching the small bottle, his heart tightened, and he began to turn out the facial tissue, and after unfolding it, he poured out the capsule from the bottle, and his hand quickly tossed.

I don't know if it's because my little movements are a bit too much, plus the place I went to is very infiltrating, the driver has been looking at me in the indoor mirror, and I don't care about talking to him more, I wrapped the tissue and crumpled it after I finished my work, and after getting out of the car, I found change from my trouser pocket and handed it to him, "Trouble master." ”

The driver took the money and looked at me with great concern, "Little girl, are you here to do something, this place is a little back at night, if you come out after you are busy, it is not good to take a taxi, so I don't need to wait for you for a while." ”

I was just about to reply, when I saw my mother standing at the entrance of the funeral home waiting for me, and immediately replied, "No, thank you, master." ”

I really didn't plan to go back at first, so I thought that I would be able to do it in one step.

The driver nodded, and when he saw my mother, he was excited, "My God, little girl, have you seen it, there is a woman in white over there!" ”

I was speechless, my mother was too, she was thin, and she was wearing a white overalls padded jacket, you said you could stand under the street lamp, no, you have to stand in the shadows, who doesn't panic!

Before I could comfort the driver, the man ran away.

I looked at my mother from a distance and walked up to her with a breath of white air in this cold night, "I was waiting here for fear that your colleague would hear the two of us quarreling?" ”

Mom didn't have any expression, but after listening to my words, she raised her chin slightly, "Say, what will you say to me at night, Mom is about to talk to you if she can nag, if you still want to mess with me about this, then what I can do is to let you see my determination......"

As she spoke, she took out her hand in the pocket of her padded jacket, and the palm of her hand was unfolded in front of my eyes, and it was still the same small bottle as I took it back, "See, if you want to watch your mother die, you can continue according to your ideas." ”

I laughed in my heart, she was just like this, I thought I was still going to talk to her about this, and it was no wonder, I had already told my mother that I had broken up with Lu Pei, but she still kept beating me, giving me the feeling that she didn't believe it, this, is it a woman's sixth sense.

"Mom, I suddenly thought of a sentence last night, I thought it was for myself, but now I feel that it should be used for you."

I looked at her and said lightly, "If you encounter extreme hardship, let go, it is detachment, what kind of delusion do you have, why can't you let go, I haven't waited for anything here, I was almost driven crazy by you and my dad, what are you doing here, if it is a grudge between you and my dad and Shen Mingya, then I think, after more than ten years, it should have passed, and I can't make such a big effort here." ”

Mom snorted, "Bao Si, Mom just doesn't want you to have contact with Shen Mingya by doing this, I'm afraid that you will suffer a loss, do you know it." ”

"What's the loss?!"

I have a headache when I talk to my mother now, "If the two countries want to fight, they have to pull out a tiger skin and talk about righteousness, and you have to pay attention to reason when you are a person and say things, what reason do you and my father have to do this, you can't hurt me and press me under this banner because I am your daughter and you are my biological parents, what did I do wrong, have you ever respected me?!! ”

"Bao Si, you ......"

"Mom, don't say anything about my grandma, my second uncle, I'll put the words here for you today, who are you willing to find whom, you don't like to be cold, you just tell my second uncle about this, you'd better go to the grave and burn a paper to read to my grandma!" Said that you and my dad set me up, drugged, and got bed photos in order to stir up my love! ”

looked at my mother with some excitement, "You guys are just going to kill me!" Is it that my dad still has a hand, and there is a backup, once I am with Lu Pei again, can he send those photos to the whole world to see, see how I ......?"

Mom unscrewed the medicine bottle, and the muscles on her face twitched and glared at me, "Say, say it......"

It's cold.

The heart is colder.

I snorted and looked at my mother pursing her lips, "Mom, why bother to be so desperate, is this good, from now on, you will treat your daughter as if your daughter is dead, you don't care about me anymore, no matter who I am with in the future, it is my willingness, I do it myself, you give me a way out......"

"Impossible."

My mother glared at me coldly, and the glass bottle was held very tightly in her hand, "As long as I live, I can't see what you and Shen Mingya have to do with it, let it go?" That's all bullshit, there's no way I'm going to put it down! ”

The whining night wind blew my cheeks and hurt, and I looked at her with a deep breath, "Mom, then I'm dead, will you let go?" ”

Mom raised an eyebrow, "What do you mean?" ”

Before the words fell, he smiled, "Don't scare me, Baosi, although my mother didn't grow up with you, but your character, your grandmother told me a lot, I know it in my heart, you won't." ”

No, who would dare to know a person in particular these years?

Besides, I've grown up, those life and death parting, powerless, frustrated, desperate, and can't ask for it......

Seven emotions and eight hardships, I almost have to experience it all over, and I still continue to experience it, this kind of relatives are forced to kill me so unprepared, my mother thinks I have a strong heart?

"Mom, I'll ask you again, can you leave me alone."

Mom deliberately brought the bottle closer to her mouth, "No." ”

The corners of his mouth pulled out a sad smile with the cold wind, "I'm dead, can you put it down......"

"Bao Si! Don't push me!! ”

"You're pushing me !!"

I stepped forward and tore off the bottle in my mother's hand and threw it into the corner of the wall and smashed it, the powder was immediately blown away by the night wind, where is my mother's thin physique my opponent, and my torn body shook around, "Believe it or not, I still have it there!" ”

"I don't have to believe it!!"

I pushed my hands on her shoulders, watched my mother take a few steps back, gritted her teeth and took out the small bottle from her pocket, "I heard that this thing is hard to eat in my mouth, so I put it in a capsule, today I will make a break with you here, you don't have to threaten me, I die, you don't have to live so extremely, so hideous!" ”

"Bao Si!!"

Mom came up again to snatch my bottle, "Don't think I'm afraid you'll scare me!" ”

Frighten?

I let out a sad laugh in my heart, and tonight, I was planning to do this......

Dodging my mother's tearing and scratching hands, I put my mouth to the mouth of the bottle and swallowed all the capsules directly into my mouth, which was a little dry, and I choked for a while before swallowing hard.

"Bao Si! You're scaring me, aren't you? You're scaring me, aren't you? ”

I threw down the medicine bottle and bent over there, but my mother was chattering like a psychopath, "You must be scaring me, you don't dare to die, if you die, what will the old family do, how can you go down to face your grandma and them, you haven't fulfilled your grandma's expectations, you haven't been a gentleman, you ......"

"Ahem!"

I interrupted my mom with two coughs, not daring to think how much stimulation my dad gave her back then, making her heart twisted and wrapped in a beautiful flesh.

"Bao Si! You speak! You said you did it on purpose! Don't think I'm afraid, I'm not afraid of anything, it's useless for you to play this with me, what ...... mom has been doing for so many years"

The stomach began to spasm, uncontrollable spasms, as if a knife was stirring in it, the legs couldn't be supported, I fell directly to my knees, and my body began to uncontrollable rickets-

My mom was still shouting at me and pretending, saying that I was scaring her, and the noise made me have some tinnitus until the pain became more and more intense, and my upper body shook, and I couldn't bear it and lay on the ground, and my body began to throb and throb like I was out of control.

Something is gushing, there are countless knives in the stomach, scraping layer by layer, white foam is spit out with foam, I look at my mother's instantly frightened eyes and still think, this poisoned person is courageous, this is too painful!

"Bao Si...... Bao Si, you really ......"

"Also, still ...... Push me...... Force me ......"

I couldn't say coherent words, my body kept pumping, my throat was burning down as if there was a fire burning again, my internal organs were spasmed, and my eyes were red from pain, "Don't ...... Don't ......"

"Bao Si!!"

My mother was frightened, and her voice drew a sharp arc in the dark night, "Don't scare me! Don't scare me so much, what if something happens to me, my mother will never have the face to see your grandma again, Baosi, don't scare my mother! Someone! Come on! ”

She cried and went to pull out her mobile phone, "I'll call, I'll find someone to ......"

I twitched my stiff arm to pull on her phone, "Promise me, don't, don't push me ...... again"

Mom knelt on the ground and hugged my shoulders hard, trying in vain to dig out my mouth and make me spit out the medicine, I searched the Internet when I was at home, this is a first aid measure, but I gritted my teeth, just kept repeating, "Don't be there...... Push me...... Promise me...... Promise ......"

The foam in her mouth was still pouring out, and her mother's emotions completely collapsed, "I promise you, I promise you, you just have nothing to do!" Bao Si! Someone! Come on!! Save my daughter! Come on!! ”

Mom shouted loudly, I looked at her helpless and collapsed appearance, for the first time, I felt that she was like my mother, only when I was about to die, I could see that she cared about me......

"Help!!"

Mom wanted to press the phone, but her fingers were not good at all, she tried to pick me up, but she didn't have the strength, and the cry in her mouth broke down, "Come on, people!" Save my daughter......"

'Didi~~Didi~~~'

The shrill whistle sounded, I was shaken by the headlights and couldn't see anything clearly, consciously, it was thinking, and the convulsive and convulsive body of the body, I was lying in my mother's arms, only this posture could relieve the unspeakable pain a little.

Very harsh brakes, the rear of the car even directly thrown over, this kind of driving technique......

"Ahem!"

The throat was fishy, and the blood was spit out again with white foam, and my mother was 'whoa'! It was a scream that burst his throat, "Bao Si! Bao Four!! Come on!! ”

My eyes gradually couldn't open, I watched a tall figure run over, and his body was immediately snatched out of his mother's arms by him, and he hung in the air suddenly, "Xue Baosi!" I'm talking about it! Are you stupid!! ”

"Hmmm......"

I squinted slightly and twitched at the faint outline of Lu Pei's face, and just about to open my mouth, I was still spitting disgusting foam.

Mom's crying stopped abruptly, and I heard her ask after I was picked up by Lu Pei, "Who are you!" ”

"Lu Pei!"

Lu Pei threw down two words and hurriedly walked towards the car with me, and after a few steps, he turned around and drank, "What are you doing in a daze!" Get in the car and go to the hospital! ”

My mother stood in place and shook violently, did she guess that I was not broken with Lu Pei, I couldn't see her expression clearly, Lu Pei naturally didn't wait for my mother, she quickly stuffed me into the co-pilot, and shouted into the air when she closed the door, "Let's go to the nearest hospital, you have to come quickly!" ”

Before he finished speaking, the car rushed out, and I was forced to take my body for a while, he stretched out a hand to support me, and said cruel words in his mouth, "Xue Baosi!" Do you have to drive Lao Tzu crazy to be satisfied!! ”

It was really dark in front of me, my body was still twitching, I felt that one of his arms was forcefully blocking in front of me, and in my mouth, there was a soft smile accompanied by those foams, "It's okay...... I've counted...... This amount ...... Die, can't die......"

"Can't die! You're here to test me! ”

With a turn of the bend, I threw my head back again, coughed twice, and continued, "Mom...... Can't...... Don't you dare to push me...... Ahem...... This time, I don't want to die...... I want to be good...... The second set of options...... Won't die...... A lot, a lot, it's an empty shell, arsenic...... Poured"

"You still have the first plan, do you know that I want to swear now?!"

Completely spread there, obviously the body is in pain, but the spirit has a sense of relief, "I will never think about it again...... The first set is ...... I'm going to be fine, with you......"

I really can't breathe, Lu Pei, do you know, you are a little extreme, I really, I don't know how to go on.

Those desperate days, nightmares, my mother's texts, and you, I really want to die.

After having nothing, I want to die.

It's extreme.

Put it down.

It's because I misunderstood, I think, these two words are not only what my uncle said to me, but also a lot of people around me.

"Doctor! Doctor! ”

When there was light in front of me again, I vaguely saw Lu Pei running in the hall of the hospital with me in his arms, "I want to wash my stomach, arsenic I accidentally ingested!" Fast!! ”

His arms and legs were shaking everywhere with his strength, and the stretcher bed was pushed over, and I was pushed to one place by many people, and Lu Pei's anxious face shook in front of my eyes-

"It's okay...... I'm going to be fine......"

"How dare you do stupid things again, old man, me...... Listen to me, you'll be fine! Come on!! ”

His hand has been being held by him, clutched, listening to his chaotic and stumbling sound in my ears, I must have scared him to death, but I didn't want to scare him, why did it suddenly appear.

Until he pushed through a door, the doctor pushed him open, "Sir, wait, trust us!" And consciousness shouldn't be a big deal! Wait a minute! Don't be impulsive and rush!! ”

I looked at the long leaning figure that was scorching and left in place, my hand still stretched out towards him......

I closed my eyes, but fluid slipped from my temples.

From today onwards, I will hold on to my happiness.