……

I don't know how long I slept and I didn't dream, but I felt very steady.

As soon as I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was Lu Pei, who was lying next to the hospital bed, his face was facing the direction of my bed, his hand was still holding with me, and he looked like a student who slipped into sleep during class.

My heart was very warm, I looked at him quietly for a while, the stubble came out, the sleep should be very unstable, the eyelids were still trembling slightly, I was not in a hurry to call him, and slowly determined a circle of environment, the hospital ward, or a single room with a good environment.

How long did you sleep?

I wanted to take a look at my phone, but as soon as I moved slightly, Lu Pei's eyes opened with a 'snap'.

The four eyes are facing each other –

I saw the bloodshot in his eyes very clearly, and my heart tingled, "Isn't there a bed over there, how numb is this arm." ”

The throat is a little hoarse, and when I speak, it hurts dryly, and that thing will only be eaten when my brain is pumped.

He didn't answer, and only looked at me for more than ten seconds, until I showed me a little hairy, and then he suddenly got up, and his voice was dumber than mine, "Is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

I shook my head in a daze, feeling that he was angry.

Lu Pei didn't look expressionless, raised his hand and pressed the electric bell at the head of my bed, and after the nurse's voice sounded, he replied, "Wake up, call the doctor over." ”

"I didn't ......"

I wanted to say that it was okay, but I didn't dare to squeak when I looked at his face with low air pressure and severe sleep deprivation.

In less than two minutes, the doctor in the white coat came in, followed by two nurses, I was familiar with this situation many years ago, and I saw the most when my grandmother was hospitalized, and asked in a decent manner, and then used some simple instruments to check it, measure blood pressure, listen to the heartbeat or something, but I think my heart rate should be uneven, and I was frightened by the big fairy who was bloodshot but black all over......

"It's okay."

The doctor took off the stethoscope and looked at Lu Pei and nodded, "Fortunately, the dose of accidental ingestion is very small, and it will not have any effect on the body in the future, but the irritation of arsenic on the gastrointestinal mucosa is relatively strong, and we must pay more attention to protecting the stomach and intestines recently, and eat mainly liquid food, and ...... light."

Lu Pei has been listening very carefully, "You mean that you don't need to be hospitalized, do you?" ”

The doctor nodded, "No, you can go through the discharge procedures when you wake up, mainly in terms of eating, you can pay more attention to eating, and ah, although I don't know under what circumstances this patient accidentally ingested arsenic, but you must pay more attention in the future, arsenic is very toxic, even if there is dimercaprol can be detoxified now, it cannot guarantee that arsenic will not remain in the body at all, this time it is lucky, if the liver is destroyed and bleeding, then the consequences will be serious." ”

"Hear that?"

Lu Pei's eyes were directly aimed at me, and I nodded tremblingly, "Well, I promise to pay attention, there is no next time." ”

I'm still eating, and I almost died of pain!

It wasn't until the doctor went out that Lu Pei let out a breath and sat on the chair next to me, his expression was still ugly, I thought he was going to scold me, and waited there with low eyebrows, and after a while, I heard him tear his throat and spit out, "You want to scare me to death." ”

I didn't speak, but my hand reached out to him, and it wasn't until he held it that I looked at him stupidly and smiled, "Am I fine?" ”

"Still laughing."

I pursed my lips with the corners of my mouth, "I've checked, arsenic now has an antidote, and the reason why I put it in the capsule shell is to figure out the dosage, I was afraid of ...... at first"

"What are you afraid of?"

Looking at his stiff face, of course I didn't dare to say that I was going to die quickly, who wants to suffer, and then I felt that I was too prescient, I just used a capsule shell, and most of the way to find my mother made me pour into a tissue, of course I can't die, how useless it is!

"I'm just afraid of death, I can't die, you're right."

The stomach is really uncomfortable, but it doesn't affect the brain, I desperately brewed the vocabulary, "That's it, I don't want my mother to care about me, she has to live with me, if you want me to follow wherever I go, then I can't ......"

Completely insane!

Lu Pei's eyes were full of worry and helplessness for me, "Bao Si, didn't I let you catch the wind, Lao Tzu's heart is definitely playing a roller coaster with you, you are not scaring your mother at all, you are completely scaring me, Lao Tzu is ......"

Leaning forward, I directly blocked his mouth, even with it, reached out and hooked his neck, looked at Lu Pei's eyes, and didn't let go until the little anger inside gradually dissipated a little, "Besides, I ......"

Lu Pei was very useful, and his hand naturally put on my waist, "You think that's it, Lao Tzu ......"

Re-dear!

"Xue Baosi, you ......"

Again!

Although the whole person has fully exerted the stinky and shameless spirit, I have to say that this little stubble is quite prickly.

It wasn't until Lu Pei got up and sat on the edge of the hospital bed that he hugged me in his arms, and his voice became softer, "I feel sorry for you, Sibao, what if something happens to me." ”

I smiled softly, and there was a faint bitterness in my heart, "It's going to be fine, really, I'm immortal, and I will have a blessing." ”

There's really no way around it, so I can't do it.

If I had any other ideas, I wouldn't do it.

"Where's my mom."

"She was also hospitalized, in the ward downstairs, she fainted last night when I saw you pushed out of the emergency room, she had a fever and cold, it's no big deal, I found a nurse to take care of it, and Pang Pan and Xiaoliu are also downstairs."

My mom was sick, and I guess I was stimulated by that.

"Then she didn't tell you anything."

Lu Pei's tone paused, "No, it doesn't matter what you say, when this matter passes, and we get married in the future, I will let her change her opinion of me little by little, that is your mother, I will respect it." ”

The corners of his mouth were slightly pulled, and he arched towards his arms, "Thank you Lu Pei." ”

"Thank you, don't think you'll coax me to pass this matter, you have to remember, no matter what happens in the future, you have to tell me, don't make up your own mind, this is me following you, if I don't follow, you just lie on the ground and wait? Wait until the stomach and intestines are completely perforated and bleeding? ”

Ah......

That's a good point.

Stupidly raised his eyes to look at him, "How did you follow me, didn't you leave?" ”

Lu Pei was speechless, "I saw that you were in my car, and the line was still busy when I called you, and I asked Pang to say that you didn't go upstairs, and I had to stare at where you were going to run at night." ”

"Hey......

I looked at him with a smile, "So you're my nobleman, right, Lu Xingyue." ”

"You're still laughing, Xue Baosi, are you a little ......?"

"Hiss~! Damn! ”

The moment the door of the ward was opened, there was a sound of cold air, and then I listened to Pang Bian continue to respond in a panic, "I'm sorry, you go on, my ......"

"Fatty!"

Although my voice was hoarse, my spirit and mood were not bad, "Come in! ”

Pang stood at the door without moving, followed by Xiao Liu, and the two of them followed the door as if they were clubbing, and looked at Lu Pei in unison, "That ......"

I didn't understand what he was doing, so I glanced at Lu Pei, but he got up directly, took his coat and put it on, "I'll go out and buy you some porridge first, rest here in the morning, and be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon." ”

After explaining, he walked to the door and looked at Pang next to Xiaoliu and the exit, "The doctor came over and said it's okay, don't worry." ”

"Oh."

Pang didn't dare to raise her eyelids as soon as she stood next to Lu Pei, and she didn't know what she was nervous about, but Xiao Liu didn't react, just drooped his eyes and was sullen.

Lu Pei instead raised his hand and patted Xiao Liu's shoulder, feeling like a brother, "Don't worry." ”

Xiao Liu's response was a little complicated, like a student who was comforted by the teacher, and after glancing at me, he opened his mouth towards Lu Pei, "Brother Lu, I'll go with you." ”

I was naturally puzzled by Xiao Liu's reaction, thinking that he wouldn't care about me like this, and when the two of them left together, I pulled Pang next to me and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong with Xiao Liu." ”

"He ......"

Pang Bi scratched his head, "I think he misunderstood Lu Er, so he told you about your parents' collaboration to harm you......"

My eyes widened, "You said it! ”

I'm not afraid that Xiaoliu will know about this, but I'm afraid that Xiaoliu will let the second uncle know about it, so it will be more infuriating!

Pang sighed, "Don't say no, you didn't come back last night, Xiaoliu can't contact you again, I know from Lu Er that you are hospitalized, and what arsenic you eat, he is going to be angry, and he thinks that Lu Er let you eat, of course, what I can be sure of is that it will definitely not be Lu Er who let you eat, but I don't know why you eat, in a hurry, I can only tell you why you have a conflict with Lu Er recently." ”

I sat there with my eyebrows tight, and there were no calls and text messages from my second uncle in my mobile phone, which showed that Xiaoliu's mouth was not so fast, but fortunately, it could be remedied.

"But Bao Si, why did you eat that arsenic, you don't want to die."

I waved my hand, glanced at the closed door and could only talk about it to Pang Bi, looking at her eyes that she couldn't understand at all, my heart was also full of helplessness, "Anyway, I really can't help it, I want to be good with Lu Er, and my mother is ...... So that's ......."

"No wonder your mom feels like she's been hit."

After listening to my words, Pang Jian began to chatter, "She is very depressed, Xiaoliu and I went to see her in the morning, she didn't say a word, just lying there, she must have been scared by you." ”

I nodded, and my heart hurt, but I wouldn't have done that if my mom had given me some breathing space.

"Then Xiaoliu didn't say anything to my mother."

Pang Bi shook his head, "No, he didn't ask anything when he saw that your mother didn't say anything, he kept bored, and went out to chat with Lu Er for a while when you didn't wake up, it should be to clear up the misunderstanding, Bao Si, are you and Lu Er reconciled, just now, it's ...... ...... of it"

I hummed and nodded in acknowledgement, "Okay." ”

Pang next to smiled and grabbed my hand, "That's good, I'll rest assured, the two of you have to face it together, you don't know, you two are special when you're good...... In any case, it is pleasing to the eye! Lu Er is really different from other times when he is by your side, he looks very gentle, ah, it's enviable......"

After chatting for a while, my mobile phone rang, and it was Lu Pei who picked it up, and he said that he had something to do and couldn't come back, and everything was done in the hospital, and I would just be discharged from the hospital in the afternoon.

I gave a lot of miscellaneous instructions, I responded with a lot of miscellaneous, put down the phone, and Pang Bei's smiling eyebrows and eyes were all opened, "Baosi, it's so good, I'm in a good mood to see you two like this." ”

Xiaoxiao was just about to reply, but the phone didn't stop again, and I picked up the phone after glancing at the caller, it was Uncle Lei.

"Girl, I heard that you have been hospitalized for eating bad things, are you okay?"

Heard?

Who can I listen to, but I don't think Uncle Lei named him, so he didn't pick it out, and his mouth responded, "It's in the hospital, it's no big deal, that is, you should pay attention to eating recently, Uncle Lei, are you okay." ”

"Hey! It's okay! This is not Xiao Feng called me just now, saying that I want to thank you well, his son went back last night, saying that it hurts, I think it is a light beating! Call a few more times to see if he can't run anymore, he's used to it! ”

It's still smoky, and the subwoofer seems to be full of Jianghu gas!

I smiled softly, knowing that Uncle Lei was joking, but it was normal to say that the pain in the flesh was normal, and I urged me to go home quickly.

"I was going to invite you out to dinner tonight, I just told you about my little job, I heard that you are hospitalized, then don't toss it, take care of your body first, young man, your body is the most important thing!"

I snorted, "Uncle Lei, are you in a hurry about your little work?" ”

"Don't worry, it's just a little bit of something in my hometown, last month, I was thinking about being idle, so I went back to my hometown to see, one of my nephews happened to build a house in the local area not long ago, so he invited me to come to the door to sit, chatting and chatting and saying that something strange happened at home, that is, the things raised are always not alive, chickens, ducks, geese, dogs or something, one after another.

I thought about it, it's just that the house is not good, and he also looked for someone else, but he didn't find any reason, I originally planned to find Xiao Qin for this matter, and I chatted with him, but I caught up with him and ran around for a while, my hometown is quite partial, and it's not convenient to go, I thought about it, it's not a big deal, so I didn't let him go on purpose, and put it until now. ”

After hearing this, I can even understand a rough idea, the little Qin in Uncle Lei's mouth is almost Qin Sen, then Lu Er must also know that there is something wrong with Uncle Lei's hometown, so he introduced me around the corner, and let Uncle Lei see that I gave Mr. Chen a small house, and the most important thing is that Lu Er knows Uncle Lei's habits, and he also knows Uncle Lei's style, just right, Uncle Lei still has work to deal with......

Alas, Lu Er's intentions for me can be called exhaustive.

"Uncle Lei, how long has this matter been delayed?"

"It's been more than a month since I knew, it's okay, I guess it's just that there is a problem with the room, my nephew is also looking for someone to get rid of evil in the yard, it's the grinding and chirping of the whole whole rope, fortunately, some beasts have died, I think others haven't figured it out, in this way, you take care of your body first, when you say you're okay, you give me a call, I'll arrange for you to go over! If this job is done, Uncle Lei will recognize you! It's easy to say anything in the future! ”

This voice made me really enthusiastic, "Okay, Uncle Lei, I'll call you when I'm done arranging here." ”

"Yes, then you rest first, by the way, Xiao Feng said that you didn't want to seal the red after you helped, right, what kind of thing is this! You helped and helped, Feng Hong should be, Xiao Feng's daughter-in-law specially told me, saying that she saw your ability and could jump very high! ”

Speaking of this, he was still laughing over there, "Don't care, I'm not laughing at you, I'm laughing at Xiao Feng's daughter-in-law's tone when she talks about these times, I just haven't seen it, when I was a child, I was also born in the countryside, I haven't seen anything, but I didn't expect that you are still a half-fairy!" ”

I sighed in my heart, relying on this open hanging skill, otherwise my physical understanding is really unmixable.

"Yes, don't talk about it anymore, I see what assistant phone number you have on your business card, I'll just ask Xiao Feng to call your assistant and send Feng Hong to your assistant, you take care of it, if you do a good job of Uncle Lei in the future, Uncle Lei won't be able to treat you badly!"

I want to say that there is no need to be so troublesome, what kind of assistant, isn't it Xiaoliu's phone, the total is still calculated, my body can't go out to eat with others, and I always feel weird when I go to get the red envelope, how does Uncle Lei arrange it.

"Bao Si, who's looking for you to see something......"

I smiled and nodded, "Hmm." ”

Pang looked at me comfortably and pulled the corners of his mouth, "How good, Bao Si, you will definitely be popular in the future, now more and more people know you!" ”

"It's hard......"

I muttered softly, it's not that I'm frustrated, it's really too difficult, my personal starting point is low, and my sensitivity is poor, even if I encounter dirty things that want to ask for help, they don't dare to approach, for fear of being rushed by me, a moment of yin, a moment of yang.

Now it's the third or fourth line, if you don't have a momentum, you won't come up, even if you are talented, you won't be able to do anything, and the ten fingers of the famous and famous people in the north can't count my head if it's clean, speaking of which, those people in Pang's hometown recognize me, and the remaining opportunities are too few.

"Bao Si, it's not difficult! Do you have what it takes? How do you say that sentence, it is called guarding the clouds and seeing the moon! You have to have confidence in yourself, just like you and Lu Er, besides, with Lu Er here, he will definitely help you! ”

I raised my eyes and smiled at Pang Bian, but I remembered the first time I went to my uncle's house before I opened my mind, I really didn't understand anything at that time and was fooled by my grandmother, and my uncle didn't really want to accept me, no matter what clever I left behind, the result was that my uncle accepted me!

Although his teaching method is a little different from ordinary people, and he is also free-range to me, I don't believe that my uncle will collect a waste!

I am grass, although small, but also tenacious, just like my uncle's words, as long as I persevere, there will be a day when I will reach the top.

I silently swore in my heart that within a year or two, I must make some achievements, for Lu Er, and for myself!

Xiao Liu didn't talk much after coming back with porridge, I think it was because Pang was around, I didn't rush to say anything to him, I ate two bites casually and was ready to be discharged from the hospital, I went downstairs after changing my clothes, I wanted to see my mother.

Pang Pan and Xiao Liu stood on the side of the corridor and waited for me very tacitly, and when they saw me pushing the door, Pang Pan also whispered very intimately, "Bao Si, tell Auntie what you think......

I didn't respond, I don't think anyone can understand the complexity in my heart, I have no intention of hurting my family, this kind of pain is more unbearable than physical pain, I don't want to be ruthless with my family, it's just ......

Sucked my nose, I unscrewed the handle and walked in, the temperature of the air conditioner in the ward was very good, the warm air flow was flowing everywhere, the sunlight outside the window was also very good, it was the brightness of the room, but my mother, she was lying flat on the hospital bed, her eyes were closed, but her whole body was exuding a cold chill that rejected people thousands of miles away, if it weren't for the ups and downs of her chest, you said that she was a cold corpse without temperature, I would believe it.

The nurse was an aunt in her forties, who looked very kind, and when she saw me enter the door, she got up and nodded politely at me, "You are ......"

"Her daughter."

As soon as the three words came out, my mother's hand moved obviously.

Aunt Nurse sighed, "Your mother is fine, she had a fever last night, she had a cold, and she got a lot better after the drip, you talk, I'll go out first." ”

I nodded, listened to the sound of the door closing behind me and walked to my mother's bedside, "Mom......"

"Don't call me mom......"

My mother's eyes were still closed, and her voice came out of her mouth weakly, "I can't stand it......"

Teeth bit his lower lip to control his emotions, "I know, I'm excessive, but...... Have you thought about it, how scared you were of me at the time, how much I was afraid that you would do such a thing, Mom, I don't want to be like this, I just, I want to have my own space, I want to do what I want to do, I will be very sensible, I will also be very filial to you, it's just that I ......"

"Don't talk about it."

Mom interrupted me with her eyes closed, her elbow propped up her forearm and shook gently towards me, "You go, let's go......"

"Mom."

My mother sighed softly, and two lines of tears flowed from her closed eyes, "Let's go...... I don't want to hear it, you won...... Won ......"

My emotions were a little uncontrollable, and even with it, my stomach began to feel uncomfortable, I reached out and covered it, and nodded after a while, "Okay, I'll go, Mom, what I want to tell you is that I haven't forgotten what I want to do for my husband, and I won't live up to my grandmother's expectations of me, I will work hard, you take care of your body, and when this matter passes, let's talk again." ”

Mom didn't speak, just silently wept, it seemed that she was really hit by me.

Is it disheartened with me, I don't know, I think, the person who is disheartened should be me.

Turning around and walking to the door of the ward, I looked back at my mother and said the last sentence, "Mom, you remember what I said, which is also what my uncle told me," If you encounter extreme hardship, let go, it is detachment. ”

My mother didn't respond, so I could only open the door and go out, being a husband, probably the most helpless place was that I couldn't save my family, and it was difficult to quickly think about driving to save myself.

Everything can only be handed over to time, to experience, and slowly to realize.

Through, relief.

If it doesn't work, then it's the same as my mother, who tortured herself and didn't let others go.