November 12, 61st year of Kangxi

"What's the matter, uncle, are you afraid?" I didn't think I would put on the clothes of a palace maid again after twelve years, but this time, I was not here to serve the nobles in the palace.

"I didn't ...... No, how...... How so? Roncodo snorted, but his shaky legs still betrayed how nervous he was right now.

"Hehe, if my uncle regrets it, you can go back now." After a few months of doing tricks and feet in Kangxi's ginseng tea, it finally broke out yesterday when he came to Nanyuan. Unlike Long Kedo's excitement and nervousness, I am basically numb to this result, I am an ancient, I should have died, he is unkind and unjust.

I'm not a good person anyway!

"Go back?" Long Keduo almost screamed, but the solemn atmosphere of the palace compound made him have to lower his voice again: "You've done everything and you want me to go back?" If you don't get it right, the whole family will lose their heads! I'm not like you, the whole Tong family still counts on me......"

"Alright, alright." I interrupted his chatter impatiently: "You also know that the old fool of your Tong family is on the wrong side, once the fourth master becomes a problem, he can't get around them." ”

"Huh?" Another scream comparable to that of a beautiful woman: "So what should I do?" ”

"Afraid of what?" Hooked his little finger with bad intentions: "Right now, there is an amazing feat waiting for you to do it, uncle, if you make such a great achievement, not to mention that the whole family is exempted, the future emperor will treat you as a benefactor and enshrine you!" "I'm ashamed to talk about it. Anyway, the future emperor is not me, and I don't need to fulfill my responsibilities.

"Really? What credit? "In the face of huge fame and fortune, even the scheming man is a little confused.

"Forcing the palace" seemed to be to make him hear more clearly, I leaned into his ear and deliberately lengthened the sound so that his nerves were completely shocked by these two words.

"What!" Really. This ambitious and talented loser was shocked by my shocking education, and sat directly on the ground.

"I mean, our wise and martial Lord Long Live will only be majestic until tonight!" There was a hint of hatred in my tone.

I will always remember that when I returned Chenxi's body to Brother Seventeen, Brother Seventeen wanted to see a stranger's expression in his eyes.

"Why?" A faint question, but with infinite pressure.

"No why?" I laughed in my heart, didn't you already know that Dawn would come to me? What happens to two insanely jealous women will not be clear to you? You know that I never want to explain more, and you know that there are many things I can't explain.

"I'm asking why you sent her back. Why don't you hide it from me like you used to? ”

"Do you think it's better for me to hide it from you?" I can't believe he thinks so. "At least if you deceive me, I'll think you care about me, I'll think you at least want to keep me!"

But Dawn went to find me, didn't you already know?

I swallowed my curiosity and tried to make myself look calm: "Seventeenth brother, the last time I was assassinated, was it Chenxi who told the secret?" And you already knew about it, didn't you? "You all know, but let me guess for myself, you know she wants to get rid of me. But he still left her and had a child with her

I don't want to question, it would humble me, I'd rather I could whitewash the peace forever. But this world is not peaceful for me!

"Qiyun, I" I punished her, but you still need her to save it then! I also hated it, but she had been taught a lesson, to be exact, the sympathy in his eyes made him unbearable to get rid of her, he loved so hard that it was rare for someone in the world to understand him......

"You don't have to explain." Is it because of the child? Is it because I can't give him a child? Dawn is dead, and it's useless to talk about it......

Silent..

After a long time, the seventeenth elder brother suddenly said again: "After you went to Qinghai, I went to see the thirteenth elder brother......" was silent, and he hesitated whether to say it or not.

"Ask whatever you want." As soon as Dawn died, many questions that had existed in my heart for a long time were about to be exposed, and I didn't want to avoid it. In fact. I've always minded that sentence in my heart when Brother Seventeen knew that he loved me. It's just an electric phantom, when he knows what kind of person I really am. Will he still have half a nostalgia for me?

"Brother Thirteen was framed, did you know it a long time ago?"

"Hmm." Sooner or later, what should come will come, and what can't be avoided can't be avoided after all.

"It's the fourteenth elder brother, isn't it?"

"Yes!" I watched him stop talking, opened my mouth and wanted to ask, but the scolding added for him: "Do you want to know why?" It's because of me! ”

"The thirteenth elder brother treats you like a sister, when he was in Chengde, he would rather be sorry for his fourth brother to intercede for you, are you worthy of him like this?" A heartache flashed in his eyes, no longer for my situation, but for his own unladylike encounter: "Don't you have a little gratitude? You can pay him back! ”

I can't! This is 10,000 steps back from history and said, your great emperor Ama also knows that his son is innocent, but for his selfishness and the stability of the Qing Dynasty, he wronged his son. In such a situation, how many catties and taels can my words be worth?

"Do you know what has become of Brother Thirteen now?" Seeing that I didn't answer, the seventeenth elder brother decided that I was shielding the fourteenth elder brother: "You know that he is sick all over now, and he is not more than twenty years old, you have drunk the righteous wine, how can you bear it?" ”

"In the face of interests, there is nothing to bear." Seventeenth brother, didn't you already know the land? If you knew it earlier, why did you hold it in your heart? Since you already knew, why should you be so affectionate?

Do you know? I almost thought, almost thought

You can accept all of my ......

".sd, look what you've done!" Ignoring my silence, Seventeen Elder Brother pulled me up and was about to walk out the door.

"I don't want it, I don't want it!" Tears flowed down at once, since I knew the whole truth of the matter, I didn't even dare to look at Lao Thirteen once, and I knew his true feelings for me. I can ignore his grievances, but if I had to see it for myself, I couldn't.

"Because, I know that you don't love me at all, and I know that you are going to marry me just as a stopgap measure. But I'm different, if I never got you, I could lie to myself and say that we were just brother and sister. But once I got it. Once I get it, I can't control myself anymore, I'm afraid I'll hurt you, I'm afraid you'll hate me after all......"

Just by his words, I knew that I owed him, and I couldn't imagine what would have become of me today if he had said yes at that time. At least I won't meet Brother Seventeen again, even if I have come to this point with Brother Seventeen, I still thank God for letting me meet him.

"You have to go, you need to be sober. Do you know how dangerous it can be for you to go on like this! "Hold me hard, Brother Seventeen has never been so resolute with me as he is today." If you don't go, you can kill me! I'm not going to die! "What guilt do I have to face him who has been thinking about me? His sister said that he still asked me about my situation from time to time, and that people were not grass and trees, and some of them were more frightening than death.

I struggled to the death. I accidentally guessed the body of Dawn placed underground. A crisp sound of a mechanism being touched froze my struggle, and I stared at the row of hair-thin silver needles on the table leg not far away, the dark black silver needles glowing with death in the light of the setting sun.

"What's wrong with you?" Because he pulled me with all his might, Brother Seventeen didn't notice the subtle sound of the silver needle firing, but he saw fear in my expression.

"You kill me, you kill me!" Why, why is this the case? Coming so prepared, you can easily kill me, but you deserve me to die: "Please." Don't push me again, kill me! Let the damned people die! ”

The huge disbelief and hesitation made me completely lose my mind, and my whole mind was shouting, why do you want to be merciful? Perhaps, you are just going to die, you want to aggravate my sins. Why do you want me to know that I'm the one who is ruthless, isn't it?

"Qiyun. What happened to you. You calm down. The familiar warmth surrounded me at once, and Brother Seventeen hugged me tightly: "Okay." Don't cry. No, no, no, I'm not trying to force you, I just want to let you go to be a little happier. ”

Sadly looking at him and thanking you for forgiving and tolerating again and again, but I really can't let go, you know? It's not a game where I want to stop and stop.

"Seventeen, I never regret killing Dawn." I looked at the row of silver needles with empty eyes that could have killed me, I was just regretting for Dawn, I regretted that she didn't kill me.

Seventeenth elder brother, Chenxi is really a good woman, although you are very affectionate to me, but you really have a debt with her......

The four eyes are facing each other, one is obsessed, the other is obsessed and unrepentant, we come to the really, really is a perfect match!

"No, no, I'm afraid!" Roncodo's knee slammed into the ground again, and the sound pulled my thoughts from that day, that day, my heart was full of hatred, that day I and Seventeen Brother Shui didn't want to explain more, we can't hate each other, but I can hate these people who drove me to a dead end!

Kangxi, Nine Elder Brothers, Bafujin, Concubine De.........

It's no wonder that Long Keduo looked at me with the eyes of a monster, and it was okay to use his hands and feet in the tonic without knowing it, and if he personally sent the person he had regarded as a god for many years on the road, his courage was indeed frightened.

"Not going?" He snorted lightly: "Do you know that the old thing has secretly recruited the fourteenth elder brother back, originally he didn't go to Nanyuan the day before yesterday, and he has been slowly "dying of illness", but now that he has an early attack of labor and poison, why don't you hurry up and cut the mess, do you think that as soon as the fourteenth elder brother's army arrives, how will he deal with your family?" ”

This is in no way a threat, it is a fact.

"I'm just acting on orders, the idea is all up to you, I'm just ......"

Like, have you learned to shirk your responsibilities? I'm going to let you die of this heart: "Uncle thinks that the fourteenth elder brother will believe your words?" Don't you forget that I have a relationship with Brother Fourteen, what is the relationship? "With a spring on my face and a look at the corners of my eyebrows, I wish everyone thought we were a couple of adulterers and adulteresses.

"Go ahead, even if he is a real dragon, he is a sick dragon without horns at the moment." I finally smiled elegantly: "Besides, I just want you to lead the troops to surround the entire Changchun Garden, the last step that will really be punished by heaven, how can I be willing to work Uncle Uncle?" ”

At that step, I want to do it myself, I want to let the Kangxi who thinks he is great know that not everyone is suitable for being sacrificed by him: "Uncle, for the sake of your future master and your future future, should you work hard?" ”

"The fourth master also agrees?" After all, this is his old man, and it is not good to kill......

Of course, do you think that such a big movement can hide the blood drops under his hands?

Is this considered utilization?

Fourth elder brother, you don't want to bear the heavy shackles of killing your father and killing the king, so you borrowed my revenge heart Is it in the eyes of an emperor that feelings have nothing to do with exploitation?

"Without the order of the fourth master, do you think that with me as a weak woman, I dare to do this?" Since you use it, you can be used by the fourth elder brother, your use, my madness, your charge of killing your father is settled.

You are a crime, in exchange for a great mountain and river, have you earned it?