Sixty years of Kangxi

That day, I saw Qi again

There is no guilt, yes, it was me who told the emperor the secret, and I reminded the emperor to fight quickly, and directly assassinating her was the best way. But I have never regretted the decision I made, whether it was despicable or shameless, whether she was wrong or not, this woman's life is my hell.

That day, I was forced to drink poison to save her. I was writhing and rolling on the bed in agony---- I almost bit off my tongue, and all ten of my nails were broken from the pain.

And the most painful thing for me is that the little life in my belly left my body little by little because of this violent poison......

Yes, for three days and three nights, the father of my child, my husband, did not even say a word of greeting!

When I was in a coma, I even knew that my husband wanted me to die at all, so he gave me such a violent poison--- only when I died, the secret would always be a secret......

"Dawn, if I come back, you will return!"

I watched her leave with tears in my eyes, and at that moment I even felt the urge to pull her back. I kept asking myself in my heart: "Chenxi, why are you so spineless?" She gets so much more than you do, what do you have to pity her? ”

However, when I saw her and Seventeen Elder Brother's loving look, I still couldn't stop crying---- no matter how much I give, no matter who we fall in love with first, no matter whether it is fair or not, I am destined to be an outsider......

It's okay to go back. I've given so much, it's better to pay more, if I return, will Brother Seventeen thank me sincerely?

But I really can't die now, my hand is on my slightly protruding lower abdomen---- this child is what I begged for with my life. Last time because of his Amma's ruthlessness. He lost the opportunity to come into this world. And this time, he shouldn't be sacrificed. Never......

I was going to give birth to a child, but I gave up, and as a result. I accidentally discovered a shocking secret......

"Niu Co Lu. Qiyun, do you really think I don't know what you're doing? "I thought you had fallen in love with Brother Seventeen, and I was willing to die in order to fulfill his happiness, but why is this? "I sent someone to follow you that day, but after you left, you hurried to your uncle's house in Roncodo without even looking for a place to stay. ”

You're in love with Brother Seventeen. But even his biological father refused to let go, Qiyun, are you love? Why is your love only hurt? Are you really not concerned about Brother Seventeen's feelings at all?

"I won't allow you to do that." Although I was forced to retreat again and again, I was still firm: "Have you ever thought that there is no impermeable wall in the world, how painful it will be for you to do this? I'll stop you, even if I can't, I'll want Brother Seventeen to stop you! ”

"Dawn, you know what? I was originally a maidservant of a family surnamed Wang in Yangzhou. My mother was born in a Qinglou. Because of my mother's background, I was treated like a mongrel from birth. ”

"Actually, I should have died. Our housewife predestined me to death several times, but I survived, and I even did not hesitate to kill more than 300 members of my family in order to change myself from a mongrel to a *human! ”

"Ah----h

I also hate my Amma, I hate him for ruining my sister's life, I hate him for killing my sister who is desperate for power. I hated him for being merciless to his own daughter just to save himself, and beat me several times......

What I hate him the most is that he is so snobbish, seeing the fall of the Eighth Elder Brother, he actually fell into the well for the Seventeenth Elder Brother, who is also the Eighth Master Party, and he didn't care at all about his son-in-law's affection!

But no matter how much I hated him, I never thought about killing him. I just took away the power he wanted most---- I just wanted him to calm down and think about what he had lost! You can calm down and take a good look, the Eniang who has waited for him for so many years without regrets but has been ignored by him forever......

"You didn't expect it, I'm not a button. Qiyun, the real me is just a mongrel that even my father won't admit to me. So you don't need to mention any etiquette and shame to me, my conscience was eaten by myself as early as the day the Wang family was destroyed! ”

My eyes widened, and I thought my body was twisted enough that I couldn't think of it----

Looking at her eyes that were always deep and impossible to see what she was thinking, a word suddenly popped up in my brain, and I could not find a good way to describe her, to describe this opponent of my life, and now I think of ---- devil.

This devil who climbed up from the ground and was reborn from the fire!

"You, you, you---- you devil, I will never let a beast like you stay with Brother Seventeen again!" My dagger carved blood into her neck.

At this time, I saw the pink scar on her neck---- was it left in Qinghai to rush in to save the seventeenth elder brother?

My hands began to tremble, I had always thought that there would be absolutely no one in this world who would love Brother Seventeen more than me, but this scar made me shake ---- button. Qiyun, this ruthless and arrogant woman, is it possible, is it possible......

"Oh, really?" As if he didn't realize he was bleeding: "Why do you think I'm telling you this?" ”

"Why?" The hesitation made me lose my bearings.

"Because, I'm afraid I'll be soft on you again. Because I am reflecting on this, my current desolate situation is caused by my own countless soft-heartedness. ”

Her brazenness terrifies me, and I know that someone like her will never fight a battle that she is uncertain in her life. I was thinking about what she wanted to do when I realized that her wrist had been clasped by her.

She actually knows martial arts?

In desperation, I pressed my hand on the dagger's mechanism---- button. Qiyun, I underestimated you, but you also underestimated me, I dare to negotiate with you with a six-month belly, how can I not be prepared at all?

The dagger is an ordinary dagger, but the handle is a machine Huang, which is filled with a poisonous needle that seals the throat with blood, and even a peerless master of five steps and the like cannot be spared, not to mention Qi who is only one step away from me

I can kill her, I finally have a chance to kill this nightmare of my life, she told me the mystery of her unspeakable background--- killing her father and king, I kill her now for the sake of heaven, even the seventeenth elder brother can't say any reason to refute......

But my hand stopped on the mechanism, and I couldn't press it down, and what flashed in front of my eyes was the scene of the seventeenth elder brother rushing out in front of me that day----

The seventeenth elder brother suddenly clenched his fists and covered his chest and fell to the ground, his head was covered with cold sweat, and he didn't even notice that the sword fell to the ground and stabbed his foot......

The heart-rending cry of "Qiyun ----" let her know that distance and time were wrong for them, and it was not a problem for the seventeenth elder brother to Qiyun's feelings.

Such a distance, such a treachery, can also make him have such a concern. What about ethics? Can you really deter your husband? Just for Qiyun's pass, can the seventeenth elder brother give up this unforgettable relationship?

A sharp tingling pain in my abdomen stopped my thoughts about the relationship between the two of them, and I finally understood that I should not care about the relationship between the two of them, and I can't care about it anymore......

"Chenxi, in the next life, remember that you don't have to say so much nonsense to excuse yourself when you kill someone. Kill it, kill it, if you have any nonsense, you can learn from me to say it now. ”

Yes, I've been taught---- I'm lying on the ground, and even with my current strength, it's not hard to pull the mechanism again. However, I don't want to do this---- I can't do it anymore, I don't want to come to the end of the seventeenth elder brother without anyone by his side.

And she, even if she is a demon, can be regarded as a demon who has moved emotions!

Looking at her expression that seemed to be much more relaxed, I had a lot to say, but I couldn't say it anymore---- I was dead, and it seemed that it was a good thing for everyone except me.

Child, looking at his bulging abdomen sadly----I'm sorry, this grievance, Eniang is most sorry for you." Last time, your Amma sacrificed you ruthlessly; And this time, it was your E-niang who ruthlessly abandoned you along with your Amma......

"Niu Co Lu. Qiyun! I don't care who you are, you'll regret it. I smiled---- is this a feeling of relief? For my hopeless love, the grievances of my life: "I told Brother Seventeen that I came to see you, if I am gone, you can't get out of the relationship......"

The last one was unwilling, turned into the last joke before he died---- I didn't tell the seventeenth elder brother that I went out, and you are now living and dying, and the seventeenth elder brother will not also care about where I go."

I, Ilgen Kyoro. Dawn has been a wicked person all his life. In the end, even if I die, no one will shed tears for me---- since I am destined to be a bad person, let me be bad to the end! Niu Co Lu. Qiyun, you're right, neither of us should give sympathy to the other, so this time, please allow me to once again proudly not need you to sympathize with me......

You didn't win the war between the two of us, I didn't lose either, I'm just tired and tired, I'm just too tired......