Chapter 188: Dream (I)

It was so heavy and heavy that I felt like I had come to a garden, a garden that I seemed to have been to before.

"Woo-" There was a little girl's cry in the distance, and the voice was very muffled, as if she wanted to cry but didn't dare to let others hear.

"You—" the boy said in amazement, "who are you, and why are you hiding here alone and crying?" ”

"Don't worry about it!" Seeing someone find themselves in such an embarrassed way, the little girl became even more sad: "Woo——, you go, leave me alone, anyway, my Ama Eniang doesn't want me anymore, what are you doing with me!" ”

"I don't want to ......" The little girl turned around, and the young man was suddenly so frightened that he forgot what he wanted to say just now: "Little fourth sister-in-law, why are you crying here, who bullied you, I'll tell the fourth brother for you." ”

"Who cried, your eye saw that I was crying, I didn't cry, you were wrong!" At this time, from my point of view, I can also see the true face of the little girl - Duanxiu's face, graceful appearance, although she is a little more immature than now, and looks much more squeamish, but I can still recognize her at a glance - she is Han Lian, her sister who has just married into the Four Baylor Mansion and is only twelve years old.

And I don't have to guess that young man, he can walk freely in the Four Baylor Mansion, and he can have such a person involved with Han Lian, who else will it be besides the fourteenth elder brother?

It turned out that they met eight years earlier than me, and it can be said that they were childhood sweethearts, and the two had no guesses......

"Okay, you didn't cry, I read it wrong!" The fourteenth elder brother was a spoiled elder brother at that time, and no one dared to speak to him like this, let alone a girl younger than him: "Then can you tell me, why are you 'not crying' here?" ”

"I'm so lonely, so scared!" Although Han Lian has an extraordinary endowment and has been knowledgeable since she was a child, after all, she was only twelve years old at the time, and her life was turned upside down, her family's abandonment, and her husband's neglect were indeed not what she could bear at her age: "No one here is willing to talk to me, my mother doesn't come to see me, and even my personal maid Ama doesn't want her to come over to accompany me." I've been here for a month and I haven't spoken to anyone......"

As she spoke, her eyes began to turn red again, but this time she couldn't hold back and didn't cry: "Did I do something wrong?" Why doesn't everyone seem to like me very much-don't mention your fourth brother, he always looks at me coldly, I am so scared when I see him! ”

The fourteenth elder brother looked at Han Lian, he never knew that girls could be so fragile, so he was overwhelmed, he was so frightened that he took several steps back, and suddenly stopped: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you, I ——, I will often come to accompany you in the future!" ”

"Really?" Xiao Hanlian's eyes were shining with tears.

"I swear!" The boy raised his right hand, "Never break your word!" ”

……

I stood there numb, numb and unconscious—I was going to stand here to witness a relationship between two little guesses, and the protagonists of that relationship were my sister and the other was the person I loved before......

Now it seems that this once and now will also be marked with a question mark - a love with cause and effect, a compensatory relationship, can it still be regarded as love?

But this dream is unwilling to let me go, and the picture is a transition, and it is also in this garden. At this time, my sister is almost the same as she is now, but there are a little less holes in her eyes, and more crazy: "Take me away, Yinyu, please, take me away?" ”

At this time, the fourteenth elder brother's stature was already the same as now, and I saw that he first rushed towards his sister impulsively, but stopped at the last moment, and asked in a blunt tone: "What's the matter, little fourth sister-in-law?" ”

"You-" My sister's eyes instantly filled with tears: "What do you call me, when did you start calling me the fourth sister-in-law again?" ”

"It's not-" The fourteenth elder brother dodged his sister's gaze: "Little fourth sister-in-law, I have already married Fujin, and you ......" The fourteenth elder brother looked at his sister's slightly convex lower abdomen: "You are already pregnant, I believe that the fourth brother will treat you well in the future, and we can't run away ......, and it's not like you and me are suffering."

"My Ama and E-Niang don't care about me anymore, and that Geng won't let me give birth to a child!" There was not only madness in my sister's eyes, but also despair: "She is now exclusive and favored, and her family background is good, I can't fight her at all." I have to go, if I don't go, I'll die with my child! ”

"I'm sure Fourth Brother will take good care of you." Huang Ama just praised him for his extraordinary martial arts, Eniang has been given the lord of a palace because of his favor, he still has a lot of ambitions to complete, he can't go, he really can't go at this time......

……

It was the same garden, but the time changed from day to night, and my sister fell to her knees with her stomach in her arms, and there was a large pool of blood under her, and she let out a terrible cry.

"Hanlian, Hanlian, what's wrong with you?" The fourteenth elder brother also knelt beside him, but he couldn't believe what cruel things were happening in front of him.

"Yinyu, Yinyu, I hate you, I hate you!" My sister's face was full of sweat and tears, and her face was distorted because of the severe pain, but she insisted on expressing her hatred: "You know that because my father is the eighth elder brother's person at all, the fourth master doesn't expect this child to be born at all; You know that Geng is naturally domineering, and you won't let go of me who was pregnant when she was about to give birth; You know, I can't live a day like this......"

"I don't know, I really don't know if it's going to ......be like this," the fourteenth elder brother explained in a panic: "Hanlian, Hanlian, you can't die, you must hold on, I'm going to call the imperial doctor, you must hold on......"

"Useless ......" my sister's face was full of despair: "Now that the surname Geng is just about to give birth, even the master has rushed over there, and the imperial doctor is also over there, who else will care about me?" Who else would care about me, who doesn't even have a title? You let me die - no one has ever cared whether I live or die, and I don't want to care anymore without children! ”

"Don't, Hanlian, come, I'll carry you out to find a doctor." It's all her own fault, why give her hope. Don't you know that hope is followed by deeper despair? The fourteenth elder brother stretched out his hand, ready to pick up his sister from the ground.

I didn't know where my sister got the strength at this time, and suddenly opened her mouth and bit his wrist: "I hate you, Yinyu, you remember me, I hate you, I hate you forever and forever!" ”

Tears and blood in her teeth slowly remained, and my sister finally passed out at this time, but she still clenched the wrist of the fourteenth elder brother - as if she wanted to leave this hatred forever and forever, engraved in the bones of the fourteenth elder brother, so that he could never forget it for eternity......