One hundred and eighty-eight, the truth of love
Chapter 187: The Truth of Love
Tonight, my sister has already started her path to the clouds, and what about me? I am no longer the virtuous and virtuous Seventeen Blessings recorded in history, and the direction of my fate has no evidence, where will I go?
Thinking of this, I was so annoyed that I had to put on my sister's clothes and wander alone in the garden while the night was like water. Because of my relationship with the fourth elder brother, I now feel uncomfortable even when I see the seventeenth elder brother. It's not easy to move here under the honor of accompanying my sister, but I still have to face this embarrassing problem.
As the saying goes, being a third party is to be punished by God - although I am helpless because of something, I have to carry two shackles at the same time, and I actually robbed my uncle with your own sister - I am ashamed of the fact that I am now the two closest people in this world.
Things have come to this point, although we won't say it to each other, but I'm afraid this knot will never be opened......
I was thinking about it, and I was about to split him with a palm, but I heard him shout inarticulately: "Niu Co Lu's ......"
It's the Fourteenth Elder Brother - I don't know if it's because there have been too many recent changes, or if I'm completely desperate for the distance between us, and I've rarely been able to think of him lately. But I didn't expect him to break into my sight again in this way......
"Fourteenth Elder Brother ......" I always feel guilty about him - I shouldn't provoke him, just because of the undying love in my heart: "How can you be so drunk?" "Is it because you also know about me and the fourth elder brother? Who told you?
It must be Brother Jiu, I gritted my teeth and thought fiercely - for a pair of people who once loved each other, even after breaking up, they would hope that they could leave a beautiful and holy impression in each other's hearts. But this is good, now in the heart of the fourteenth elder brother, I and the slut are probably the same level, right?
Fourteenth Elder Brother, is it because you feel that your love is not worth it at all?
"How good it is to be drunk, you don't have to know anything when you're drunk......"
"It's not true, it's not true what you know!" Fourteenth elder brother, God will make people, but my feelings for you are true - I never meant to deceive you, I did this because I carried too many lives and expectations on my body, I really don't want to hurt any of you, especially you!
"It's not true that you came all the way to see the fourth brother? Not really, you're going to do that? The fourteenth elder brother drank with red faces, but his eyes were full of pain: "I knew for a long time that we were impossible!" But I believe that you at least have me in your heart, but it turns out that even this has changed, why, why is this? ”
Traveled thousands of miles to see the fourth elder brother?
How did this ninth elder brother add oil and vinegar to what he told the fourteenth elder brother? How can there be such a huge difference from the truth?
"Fourteenth elder brother, I haven't changed, what has changed is the will of heaven, you and I are destined to have no chance, why should you ......"
"I don't care if he is providential or not!" The fourteenth elder brother shook me off violently and interrupted my persuasion: "It's him, it's him who doesn't know how to cherish you!" He's sorry for you – why do you still like him after all? Why? ”
I finally started to like Brother Seventeen, but how much did Brother Seventeen pay for me? There is no one in this world who can say that the seventeenth elder brother is sorry for me, and he doesn't understand my nonsense - the fourteenth elder brother is even worse, besides, he doesn't know what the seventeenth elder brother treats me......
Suddenly, I was startled, and a chill slowly rose from my feet, and I suddenly remembered a possibility that I would never dare to guess, but now it is likely to be true-I am now wearing my sister's clothes, and the fourteenth elder brother was obviously hugging me from behind......
At this thought, I suddenly fell into an ice cellar, and my body trembled slightly because I couldn't suppress the cold—I could still deceive myself that Brother Fourteen was familiar with me, so he was able to determine my identity just by one of my backs in the dark?
It can't be - the most rational explanation should be that he saw his sister who was driving into Chengde this afternoon, so as soon as he saw this dress, he thought I was ......
Niu Co Lu. Han Lian –
"You still say! You died in the rain there and refused to come back, but fortunately, Tiantian was smart and knew to come to me. The fourth master is not at home, so I have to beg the fourteenth master to bring you back. ”
"Fourteenth Master, why Fourteenth Master? I seem to be familiar with the Thirteenth Master! I looked at my sister and said ill-willedly: "I remember that the last time I fell into the water, you also rescued me with the Fourteenth Master, and he seemed to listen to you very much! ”
"Dead girl, what are you talking about! It's just that the fourteenth elder brother happened to come to the mansion as a guest at that time! ”
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"Niu Hulu Clan?" Fourteen looked back in astonishment.
"Promise me!" I looked up to meet his gaze, and there was a pang in my eyes.
"Okay, I promise you!"
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"Qiyun, do you know what your last name means?" There are so many words that can't be said - even if they say it, they will probably be laughed at by Qiyun Fu, and they won't be cared about at all, and the fourteenth elder brother can only change the topic: "Niu Colu, it means wolf in Manchu." ”
"Oh?" I don't know why Fourteen mentioned this to me, I really want to go back and see how Seventeen is doing!
"Wolves have always been the most admired animals of our people, not only because of their bravery, but also because wolves are the most loyal animals in the world, and a wolf will only have one companion in his life, and he will never die."
"So, you're always fond of calling me Niucolu?" I asked tentatively.
"......" Brother Fourteen answered my question with silence.
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Niu Co Lu, Niu Co Lu - deceive, it's not because of the meaning of a wolf at all, you call me Niu Co Lu, you are simply shouting another person's name through me - a name that is already married to you, you can't think about it, you don't dare to think about it, but it haunts your heart day and night......
"Yinyu?" I held back tears and tried to calm my voice – I needed a proof, a proof that might drive me into madness: "I wasn't in love with him, I was just lonely." I hate you Yinyu, I hate why you didn't want to take me away in the first place, I hate you for leaving me alone to spend my time, I hate you for ......"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" The fourteenth elder brother couldn't tell the difference between the two of us at the moment, but just hugged me tightly - this made me feel ironic, it turned out that such a tight hug, such a strong feeling, it never belonged to me at all......
"Coward, coward!" Tears rolled down, and I kept beating him with my hands - if I like my sister, take her away! If you can't be together, you silently bless her, why provoke me, why do you want to be so good to me? Just because I'm her sister?
So you made it up to me for all the debts you owed to your sister? Therefore you did not hesitate to abandon the sword and surrender for me; Don't hesitate to block the knife for me; did not hesitate to be punished for fighting with Brother Ten for me; I don't hesitate to turn my face with the prince for me......
Even a long, long time ago, when you didn't know me, just for my sister's cry, you resolutely jumped into the water to save me regardless of your own safety......
"Yes, I'm a coward, you should hate me!" The fourteenth elder brother grabbed my hands and suddenly said, "Han Lian, please forgive me, if time can be repeated, I will definitely agree to your request and take you away and fly away......"
Wow - my head is covered with snowflakes like a TV short circuit - what does he call me, what does he call me?
I was so self-righteous that I always thought that it was always me who failed others, but I didn't think about it......
Tonight, when my sister wanted to try to be my stand-in, I had been her stand-in for a long, long time......