"Tiantian, do you know that there is a bird in this world?" I curled up on the floor of the dungeon, staring at the gray ceiling with wide eyes: "Legend has it that this bird has only one mate in its life, as long as one of them dies, the other will commit suicide by throwing himself off the cliff and go with him......"

The young lady stood by the windowsill, facing the sunshine of a lifetime, but her eyes were extremely sad: "When I was very young, I was very envious of such feelings. But now ......"

"Tiantian, if one day, there is a person who loves you very much, and he suddenly leaves you, what will you do?"

I stood in the only shadow in the room, and I knew it was because Brother Seventeen had been sick for a long, long time, and Miss was scared for the first time. My murderous young lady, who didn't blink her eyes and never knew to be afraid, was now trembling even when she spoke.

And I couldn't comfort her, because there had never been a person who loved me very much. And I love the people I love very much, and I will never frown at my life or death. I am lonely, even more lonely than Miss--- she already has seventeen elder brothers, and I can only be used and willingly used......

"Such an extreme relationship, a relationship that would rather destroy than protect, I really want to understand, I really want to be so brilliant once!" sad eyes, but still firm---- smart and cold-blooded like Miss, are you willing to go out and try it once? So can I try it too?

Because there is a feeling in this world called obsession without regret......

"Ninth Master, please remember, I am already your person." When I followed Brother Jiu to stop Miss, I finally said solemnly: "The slave doesn't dare and knows that she is not qualified to ask for anything, I just ask you to remember that the slave is already your person." ”

It's impossible for Miss to let me go, I'm probably going to not see the sun tomorrow---- and for Brother Jiu, after this time, my identity will be exposed, and I'm a useless person. For a useless person, even if Brother Jiu doesn't say it. I can't fool myself, I'm definitely not going to get a good end.

"I remember, can I change anything?" Sadly, I saw contempt and disgust in his eyes---- and yes, he would have taken me for a vanity of affection. The lowly woman who climbed the dragon and attached the phoenix. For such a slave who can sell his original master, he really doesn't need to have a good face.

"Yes, you can let Tiantian die without regrets." I smiled wryly, not wanting to let myself cry on this last day: "Tian Tian has been used all her life and has never lived for herself. Only yesterday, I chose a ...... for myself"

"I made a note of it." Brother Jiu paused, his expression seemed to be shaken, but he returned to normal in an instant: "Let's go." ”

On this day, I dragged my injured leg out of the Yongding River with great difficulty, and almost crawled to the annex of Brother Jiu outside the capital. When I arrived at the door, I didn't know how excited I was---- I could finally do something for Brother Jiu, not because of the use of interests. Rather, it was because of my affection for him.

This time, I can finally prove that I am not in love with vanity, nor because I dream of glory and wealth. It's because I'm really in love with him---- hopelessly in love with him.

It's just that I didn't expect that this day would be the last day of my life......

"Ninth Master, you go back to Beijing quickly. The prince is about to make a move, someone wants to take this opportunity to pull you into the water together, you go back quickly, don't ......" I stood in the study in embarrassment, and the words froze in his cold eyes.

"How did you find out? Such important news? "The two words important are bitten very hard, and they are clearly satirizing such important news ----, how can a small character like me know? Such a big thing. Can you get a little deflated like you involved?

"No matter how I found out. Trust me, sir. You're really dangerous right now! "I can't say that this was planned by Miss at all, after all, Miss has treated me well all these years. Moreover, I know that Brother Jiu is very sensitive to Miss's affairs, and I can't force him to get rid of Miss. Therefore, I can't explain the source of this news at all, and this is the only sentence I can say.

"Oh, you heard about it from your young lady?"

I forgot one thing, how smart Brother Jiu is, even if I don't say it, he can't guess it.

"Yes, I heard it say that with my own ears." Since I can't hide it, I might as well tell the truth and save Brother Jiu first. As for Miss, as long as it is not until the last moment, I believe that Brother Jiu will not hurt her: "Miss has been greatly stimulated recently, so she will ---- be so irrational, Ninth Master, please don't worry about her." ”

"She plotted to kill me, how could I not care about such a big thing? Are you so good at bullying me? Brother Jiu condescended and turned the wrench in his hand: "You say, can I leave such a disobedient person in this world?" ”

"Then, the small punishment and the big commandment are good." I was so frightened by his courage that I stepped back step by step, but I fell to the ground because of a foot injury.

"You've finally said what you're trying to do." Brother Jiu's words instantly sent my originally excited mood into hell: "I know that you have always been jealous of Qiyun, I have known since you put on her clothes that day, but I didn't expect that you were so bold that you actually wanted to borrow my hand to get rid of her for you!" "What Brother Jiu said is categorical, and he doesn't give me room to defend himself at all.

"I ......" no......

I fell to the ground, my back against the wall, the killing intent in his eyes had already pierced me: "It's not like this, how can you think of me like this......"

"So what do I want me to think of you?" Brother Jiu approached me step by step, how many times did I dream that he would take the initiative to approach me, but I never thought that it would be in such a situation: "You are so unintelligent, your identity has been exposed, are you as stupid as you as a young lady?" And in this case you will be informed of this kind of news? Do you still want me to believe that you have never been jealous of Qiyun, and you have always regarded her as your dearest and best sister? ”

The word good sister completely knocked me to hell---- how ironic it was that in front of this man who had witnessed me betraying and betraying Miss again and again, he actually reminded me that I had a good sister.

Yes, I deserve to be where we are today, and I know that we can't do it, but I still have to force it, and I don't hesitate to betray our friendship again and again......

And now, my retribution has come, it turns out that even Brother Jiu despises me---- it turns out that even Brother Jiu refuses to forgive, I betrayed Miss like this---- Today, I finally know that Brother Jiu's heart has always been biased towards Miss, so partial that he will resent my betrayal, even if I am for him......

"Hahaha---- hahaha...... I laughed out of tears, legend has it that before a person dies, the happiest day of her life flashes in front of her eyes, and what I see now is ----

He took my hand that was stretched out to him, so calmly, so dashing, as if I could already give him my whole life, as if I were the groom who took the bride's hand......

"What are you doing lying on the ground? Carefully on the ground. ”

I have memorized your words for a lifetime---- and my life is so short, but the irony ends on the cold floor, and you will never pull me up again, because I have lost the value of use, and you no longer need to do it......

I gave my life to you as promised, and you really can't bear it......

"I'm going to die, I'll take the secret underground, Brother Jiu, for the sake of my many years of loyalty, can you answer me the truth." I'm not reconciled, I don't want to die like this, even if I want to die, I want to know the real cause of my death.

"You say."

"I want to know, do you really not believe what I say? I want to know, you are suspicious by nature, with what you know about Miss, are you really so sure that Miss will not do anything? I tried to hold myself up, I wanted to keep the last bit of dignity before I died: "Or, are you also deceiving yourself, because you hope that all this is because of my jealousy---- you don't want to kill Miss, you want to give her a reason to live anyway, so, I can only lie, I have to die?" ”

This is the first time that Brother Jiu has been silent about me, can I take this as a guilt for me? If he still feels guilty, should I be satisfied?

"You can choose a way to die for yourself......" The hoarse voice still determined where I finally belonged.

"Thanks, I see."

I closed my eyes, I didn't want to look at him again, I no longer have nostalgia for this world---- to this point, even if I am stupid, I should understand that I fell into a trap, a trap for Brother Jiu, borrowing Brother Jiu's hand to get rid of me, using me to win the trust of Brother Jiu, and then pulling Brother Jiu into the water......

My brilliant young lady already knew that I would never return---- was the arrow trying to recover me? It turned out that she was still hesitant at the last moment, and she would still be reluctant to ......

It's just that she chased for more than a hundred miles, but she still couldn't recover my determination to die, and I failed to live up to it......

"Brother Jiu, whether you still want to lie to yourself or not, please be careful, Miss." Such a resolute plan, even if it will sacrifice me, I still refuse to give up, Miss will never let go of Brother Jiu---- and this man, even if he wants to kill me, I still can't let him go: "I know you will let Miss go, so I can go with confidence, I am too tired and tired, thank you for relieving me......"

On a sultry afternoon in the August summer, I chose to leave this world on my own and ---- with a piece of gold that I was too poor in front of me, because I was so poor, my mother was sold into a brothel, and my sister became someone else's little wife and was tortured to death......

And I, at the very least, can choose to be a rich dead ghost......