Chapter 46 The old love is hard to break, and there is a date to break up
After breakfast the next day, Xing washed her face, put on a little makeup, covered up her swollen eyes from crying last night, and then picked up her textbook and went to Liu Rui's house to tutor Xiao Ming. As soon as she went downstairs, she was stopped by Ding Kai, and he took the initiative to review and said: "Xing, I'm sorry, I drank too much wine last night and said a lot of things that shouldn't be said, which hurt your feelings, I apologize to you, please forgive." I hope that we can continue to be good friends as before, and I promise to continue to abide by our original common agreement: to be affectionate, to be courteous, and not to be excessive. ”
Xing ignored him, avoided him, and continued on his way. Ding Kai couldn't get Xing's forgiveness, so he chased after her until he reached the school gate. Xing had no choice but to stand still and say:
"Ding Kai, please don't force me. I will seriously consider the questions you raise, and when the consideration is mature, I will give you a clear answer. We are not children anymore, we have the ability to think independently. I think you should think about it as well. What you said last night, what you did, I don't think was due to drinking too much, but it was deliberate, premeditated, and deliberately designed. This shows that your doubts and opinions about me have not stopped. It's just been a night and it's not your real intention to change your attitude today. Don't push yourself either. We all need to calm down and think carefully for a while before making a decision; It's not good to affirm or deny too soon, and you will regret it later. ”
Ding Kai saw that Xing said it so clearly and clearly, and it was inconvenient to entangle it in public, and he was afraid that Xing was a prevarication, so he couldn't believe it, so he thought about it and said:
"That's fine. Excuse me, how long will it take for you to get back to me? Don't keep me waiting too long. ”
"Now I can't say because I haven't thought it through. Anyway, I'll give you a clear answer after I've thought it through. ”
"How about a week?"
"I don't dare to say it."
"What about two weeks?"
"Now I don't dare to say it either."
"That's not going to work, I won't be able to stand it if I delay it indefinitely. In my opinion, it is limited to two weeks, and when you think about it well, if you think about it well, if you don't think about it, please give me an answer. You're just over a year away from graduating, but I'm less than two months away; If you don't agree, give me a chance to fall in love again, right? ”
"Well, since you say so, at the time you agreed, two weeks. I will never delay you from falling in love again. ”
Two weeks passed quickly. Ding Kai came to the downstairs of Xing's dormitory as scheduled and waited for her reply. After a while, Xing went downstairs, she handed a letter to Ding Kai, said "I'm sorry", and turned upstairs.
Ding Kai's face changed suddenly, and he immediately opened Xing's letter to read it, only to see that it read:
"Ding Kai, in the past two weeks, I have been thinking about the questions you raised, recalling many of our beautiful memories in the past two years and the fierce disputes that happened at Xiaomei Hotel; I always feel that in your character, there is the delicacy and suspicion of the southerners, and in my character, there is more northerners' uprightness, and our personalities are difficult to match. For example, after you learned about the matter between me and Li by that means, you didn't come to listen to my explanation, but secretly suspected Dou Huansheng, conspired to design, did not hesitate to hurt my feelings, and made all kinds of suspicions that insulted my personality, and finally broke out in Xiaomei Hotel; Despite my explanations, you still can't believe it, and you have to test my body yourself. It was an insult and a deep distrust of me; Although I am innocent, I will never accept such an insulting examination. I won't accept it, and you will have no doubts; I told you to wait until the day of marriage to prove my innocence, and you refused to wait. Helplessly, we had to break up. - It's not that I don't care about the old feelings, but you really pushed me too much and hurt me too much! ”
"I'm sorry, Ding Kai, for keeping you waiting. Let's do it in the future! I can't persuade you any more, because you don't believe me at all. Where is there no grass at the end of the world? I wish you the best of luck as soon as possible! ”
Ding Kai was completely disappointed after reading Xing's letter. He was angry and aggrieved, his face was pale, his fingers trembled and he tore Apricot to shreds and left it behind, and said, "you! Say I'm suspicious, am I wrong? Lee's letter is proof of that. At the end of the day, you're still afraid of revealing the truth; But I have already said to forgive you, but have you not heard? Say that I have pushed you too much and hurt you too much; Outrageous! Do I still have Li to hurt you deeply? If you can forgive Lee, why can't you forgive me? The women in the mountains are so rough and incomprehensible! ”
But Ding Kai did not sink in the broken love, but actively used re-love to treat the pain of broken love, and soon he got along with a female classmate named Hu Die in the class. There was a lot of discussion among the classmates. But they were close to graduating, and the school turned a blind eye to such things, and no one cared about them, so they thought it was tacit.
But since Xing made the decision to leave Ding Kai, she was sad and silent for a long time. In addition to going to class every day, she sleeps with her head covered when she returns to the dormitory, and she is too lazy to wear the newly bought clothes.
As Xing's good friend, Huimin has always been concerned about Xing's emotional problems, and when she learned about Xing's breakup with Ding Kai, she persuaded her: "You brought it up yourself, and you can't complain about others." It's divided, so why be so sad? If you're feeling lonely, I'll introduce you to another person. ”
Xing shook her head: "I don't want to fall in love anymore, I just want to calm down and think about it alone, why do I always fall in love not smoothly and unsuccessfully?" Is it me who is unfaithful to love? Or is there a problem with how you get along? ”
Hui Min said: "You are too serious! Every day, all the school's classmates are in love, but by the time they graduate, how many of them will be successful? Everyone is enjoying the joy of love while 'trying to get married': if two people think it is suitable, they will be together, if one party thinks it is not suitable, they will separate, and then they will find a partner again, combine again, and try again. It is also a painful thing for two people to be reluctant to be combined, but it is a relief to be separated, and they should feel relaxed and happy. You're good, the two of them feel inappropriate to separate, but it's more painful than when they were barely together. ”
Xing said: "Ding Kai and I have been in love for two years, and we know each other, I didn't expect this kind of thing to happen in the end, it's really unpredictable and incomprehensible!" Could it be that all the feelings he had for me before were fake? Pretended? It seems impossible, and if it's not spy work, no one can pretend to be so long. ”
Hui Min said, "What's so incomprehensible about this? As the saying goes, people's hearts turn day and night, and the sky changes for a while. Don't say that you have been in love for two years, even if you have been married for two years, it is inevitable that there will be divorce. ”
Xing shook her head and sighed, looking both painful and helpless.
Hui Min said: "It seems that you still love Ding Kai in your heart." Since you love him so much, he has already apologized to you, why do you want to reject him? Don't forgive him? Aren't you asking for pain? ”
"I couldn't stand his suspicions and insults against me. I am innocent and humiliated for no reason, who can stand it? ”
"You can't blame Ding Kai blindly, and Li's letter is indeed questionable. Don't talk about Ding Kai, it's any other man, as long as he truly loves you, he will suspect that you have lost your body. Since you are innocent and love Ding Kai deeply, why can't you prove it to him? ”
"Why do you say that? You don't know Li, he is definitely a righteous gentleman, he has only cared for and helped me since I was a child, and he has never bullied me or insulted me. I've explained it to him again and again, but he just doesn't believe it. Ding Kai did this because he was extremely insulted and distrustful of me. So I'd rather put up with the misunderstanding for a while than accept this insult. This is my principle of being a human being. As for my innocence, I am going to prove it to him, but not now, but when I get married. But he didn't believe it and didn't want to wait. Now he is in a hurry to get together with Hu Die. Do you say, is he genuinely examining and genuinely repenting? ”
Hui Min laughed out loud when she heard this, and said, "It turns out that you are jealous, and you are worried that Hu Die has robbed Ding Kai." Don't worry, I can guarantee that Ding Kai and her will break up before graduating. ”
"How so?"
"I'll tell you a secret."
Hui Min leaned into Xing's ear and whispered: Don't look at Hu Die's blonde clothes every day, so generous and noble, in fact, she is a courtesan and a love liar. She had also lived with my boyfriend Zhang Xin before. In the first week, she asked Zhang Xin for a gold ring, and Zhang Xin spent more than 2,000 yuan to buy her a diamond ring; But the next week she asked for a gold necklace. Zhang Xin felt that something was wrong and asked her: Do you love my people, or do you love my money? She said: Since I have decided to love you, I must love everything about you, and I love both your people and money. Zhang Xin slapped her hard, and the two broke up from then on. Since then, Hu Die has fallen in love with two or three classmates, and all of them went to rent a house off-campus to live together, but they broke up in less than a semester. Therefore, she said: "With Ding Kai's family conditions, he can support Hu Die for two weeks, even if he has the ability." At present, he has just left you and feels spiritually empty, so he will find her; When the little money in his hand is gone, he just kneels down and kowtows, and Hu Die will not be with him again. Believe it or not, you'll see! ”
Sure enough, two weeks later, Hu Die and Ding Kai broke up. Ding Kai felt deceived and was very annoyed. Then he remembered the benefits of apricots. He writes a letter to Apricot to review his mistakes and ask Apricot to forgive him again. He said: "Maybe it's really the loss that knows how to be precious and cherished." When I was with you before, I always felt that you were too polite, didn't know how to love, and couldn't let me do what I wanted. Leaving you, I dated Hu Die for two weeks, and in the first week, I spent my money as she pleased, and she let me do whatever I wanted; But the next week, I couldn't let her spend my money as she pleased, and she wouldn't let me do what I wanted. As my money ran dry, our love came to an end. Just ask: What is this called love? What's the difference between keeping up with a brothel? Xing, now I really know that I was wrong, I shouldn't doubt your innocence, let alone force you to be examined. I sincerely apologize to you and am willing to continue to abide by the rules of love that we have agreed on together. I ask for your forgiveness! ”
Xing didn't reply to him immediately, because she didn't know if Ding Kai was truly remorseful; But when Ding Kai graduated and left school, she took the initiative to see him off and sent him to the bus station. When parting, she handed Ding Kai a letter, which described in detail the process of her love affair with him and the reasons for the breakup, expressing her nostalgia for the past and her hopes for him. In the end, she made it clear: "Ding Kai, if you are willing to wait, I will give you hope." ”
Ding Kai read the letter with tears in his eyes, and the two hugged and waved goodbye.