At this moment, Xingxiang was stunned and ignorant, she was completely unprepared, everything was going on according to Ding Kai's arrangement, she just passively followed him to eat the dishes he brought in, drank the wine sent, surrounded by Ding Kai's love and warmth, and enjoyed the warmth and sweetness of love. However, her mind was not easy, and her thoughts were full of thoughts: Is this an engagement? My life will be handed over to this man? Will he take care of me like Lee? But Lee has become Tao's husband, and whether I forgive him or not, he will no longer be able to live with me. But Li has always been thinking about me, caring for me, and fighting for my forgiveness, what does he mean? The peach, plum and apricot spring breeze family, the trinity of peach, plum and apricot is a naïve idea and cannot become a reality. Could it be that he is still dreaming of a trinity, a family? She thought so every time she received a letter from him, but she couldn't believe it was true.

Look at the late night, six dishes and a bottle of red wine have been eaten and drunk, and the cups and plates on the table are in disarray. Ding Kai was still pulling apricots to drink with him. Apricot pushed away his glass and said:

"Don't drink it, I'm full. It's getting late, and it's time for us to go back; After ten o'clock, the school door was locked, and we couldn't get in! ”

"No, tonight, let's not go back to school: I have opened a room in the hostel, take advantage of this beautiful day, spend a full moon, let us enjoy the romance of youth, the joy of fish and water."

Ding Kai dropped the wine glass, stepped forward to hug the apricot and kiss him. Xing struggled to break free from his embrace, stood up and said:

"Are you drunk? Have you forgotten our agreement? Be affectionate, stop polite, and not exceed the rules. Don't you think you've gone beyond the norm tonight? ”

"No, my dear, what you said was a covenant from the time of love, and now that we are engaged, we are no longer bound by those treaties."

Saying that, I came to pull the apricot again. Xing suddenly felt that this "Xiaomei Hotel" was a "Warm Hotel", and Ding Kaila was going to stage the scene of Li and Tao in the Warm Hotel with her. She suddenly woke up, was scared, quickly dodged, and said solemnly:

"You don't want to come nonsense! This can only be your perception, or rather your wishful thinking. I didn't know that way, and I didn't want to do it. We will stick to our agreement until we get married. In the meantime, don't try to pull me into bed; Otherwise, I will never forgive you! ”

"If you are engaged, you are husband and wife, what else do you say to forgive or not? Tonight I only want to spend a good night with you, good things come true, good dreams come true; After the incident, I will be beaten and punished, and I will have no regrets. ”

As he spoke, he came to hug the apricot again, and moved his hands and feet. Xing felt that she could no longer endure Ding Kai's frivolity, so she pushed him away with all her strength, retreated to the door and said:

"Ding Kai, if you come here again, I will leave you and go back to school by myself!"

Ding Kai saw his hard work and fiery love, but he was not understood and accepted by Xing, but in exchange for being so ruthless, even ruthless. He sat on the chair with tears in his eyes, and expressed his grievances:

"Xing, since you agreed to my marriage proposal, it means that you are willing to be with me and share the same bed, but it is only a matter of time or time, so why do you have to wait for the day of marriage? I'm about to graduate, I'm about to leave you, I'm about to leave school, don't you want to leave me a little thought, a little token? ”

Xing was moved, and she said:

"Ding Kai, don't think so, say that; I did this because of my intentions and principles. I have already thought about the tokens you requested, and when you graduate and leave school, I will send you my diary for the past two years as a souvenir, which records my love for you and my commitment to you in detail. Isn't that enough to be a token? ”

"No, I don't need your diary as a token. Although I also write articles, I don't believe in words, because words can be made up at will. Today's TV dramas, love songs, I think, are much better and better than your diary, I have watched and listened to them a lot, and I know that they are all made up, fake, and deceitful. What I need is real love, a lover that can be seen and touched, a noble soul that is as pure as crystal. The rest are fake and deceitful, I don't need any, I don't accept it. ”

Ding Kai's words speak of this, and Xing completely sees his thoughts and character, desires and demands; She didn't expect that the minister of the student union and the editor-in-chief of "Life in the Institute of Engineering" would be such a dirty person. It is really "infatuated since ancient times, and I know people and faces, but I don't know my heart". She trembled with anger and said angrily:

"Dream your big head! As I said, before the day of marriage, you don't want to possess my body, let alone expect me to share the bed with you and share the joy of fish and water. As for my soul, although I dare not compare myself to crystals, I dare say that it is much purer than yours! ”

After Xing finished speaking, he opened the door and was about to leave.

Ding Kai grabbed her, pushed her in, closed the door and said:

"Why are you so scared to sleep with me? Is it all fake that you love me? Deceived me? Or is there any privacy, an ulterior secret that I'm afraid of finding out? Is your body, your soul, as pure and noble as you say? I can't believe it! ”

"If you don't believe it, pull it down. What I do, my mind and soul, are bright and fair, and I can share the day. Over the years, so many teachers and students in the School of Engineering have been obvious to all, who can say half a word? I only believe in my own conduct and character, and I don't beg everyone to understand and believe in me. Again, including you. ”

"Don't say that you are so pure, noble, spotless, and there are sunspots in the sun, let alone you?"

"What do you mean by that? Please explain! ”

"Where can I make it clear? You and I are neither classmates in the same country, nor classmates in primary and secondary school, but we met halfway and introduced each other, true, false, false, real, and I haven't investigated, who can tell clearly? But there is one man who can speak clearly and discern clearly. ”

"Who?"

"Him!"

Ding Kai slammed Li's letter in front of Xing.

"You, you're peeking at my letters? Despicable! ”

When Xing saw Lee's letter, everything understood, and she was furious for a while.

"How is it a peek? You personally gave me the key to open the box and check it. Will this be regretted? Actually, I have long doubted your love for me, lukewarm, tepid, it turns out that there is another person in your heart. My actions are certainly not above board, but they are not despicable compared to you: at least my love for you is genuine, and I have not deceived you; It's not like you, one set in front of you, another behind your back, stepping on two boats. You're the real mean! ”

"If you don't understand the situation, don't curse people indiscriminately. Actually, it doesn't hurt to tell you about me and Li: Li and I are fellow villagers and classmates from elementary school to high school......"

Xing gave a brief introduction to the relationship and emotional entanglement of the three people, and the final result. However, where did Ding Kai believe it, and he actually ridiculed him:

"You deserve to be a good editor, the story is euphemistic and twisty, novel and touching, about the TV dramas of Hong Kong and Taiwan, but you should add: 'The storyline is pure fiction, don't believe it.'" How is it possible for three young people, one man and two women, to swear to become one family and one body? Obviously, this Li is a master of love, a love liar, he played with you and Peach, and in the end, he was afraid that the law would not allow it and be sanctioned, so he abandoned you and married Peach. ”

"You talk nonsense! Lee is definitely not that kind of person. He is helpful, sincere and trustworthy, and never deceives people. It was Peach who designed him, and there was no way, so he decided to leave me behind and marry Momo. Therefore, he always felt sorry for me, repeatedly apologized to me, and tried to forgive me. ”

"You've forgiven him?"

"What reason do I have not to forgive? Who to marry is his choice, his freedom, and I have no right to interfere. ”

"That's right! Could it be that Li didn't understand such a simple truth? Must apologize to you in a low voice and fight for your forgiveness? If you don't forgive him, it seems that he can't live a good life with Peach? It can't be that simple, right? If you only make up a story, but don't think about it in connection with reality, such a story is completely unreasonable and does not conform to the logic of life. Literary works are higher than reality, and they must also be derived from reality, so that they can not be distorted and made people believe. Have you forgotten even the most basic literary knowledge? ”

"So, according to your reasoning, what should be the way things should be? Logical to life? ”

"It is evident that Lee has played with you more than once, and has promised to marry you, but he has finally chosen to marry Tao, or according to you, it was Tao who designed him; Anyway, anyway, he married Momo and abandoned you. You will inevitably be angry with him, annoyed with him, hate him, and then make trouble with him, and even sue him, so that he will be embarrassed, criticized by public opinion, punished by law, and Tao can't live a good life; He was scared, so he had to put down his worth, keep his voice down, beg for help in every possible way, continue to try to coax you, lie to you, in order to win your forgiveness, no longer sue him, make trouble with him, and threaten him, so that he and Peach can live with peace of mind. And after you have been deceived by him, and your anger has dissipated, you have been thinking of your old love, and you are so distracted that you have stepped on two boats, and you cannot be single-minded in your love for me, and you cannot be sincere, and you dare not stride forward. ”

"You are all making things up, suspicious of them, and you are completely in the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. Li Ke is not as despicable and filthy as you think. I can tell you plainly: he has only selfless care and help for me since I was a child, and even now, and has never deceived me, let alone played with me. That's what happened, and it's true. Believe it or not. ”

"Do you think I'll still believe you? Don't cover up for yourself anymore, let alone cover up for Lee. Actions speak louder than words. I'm sure your hymen has already been destroyed by Lee; That's why you have been delaying me, refusing me in every possible way, and not daring to sleep with me, for fear of exposing the truth. If you are really innocent and immaculate, dare to go to bed and let me check my body? ”

"Smack!" Xing was insulted, she couldn't bear it, she was angry, she slapped Ding Kai hard, and scolded: "Despicable and shameless obscene thing, get out!" ”

She desperately pushed Ding Kai away and ran to open the door. Ding Kai stood unsteadily, staggered and sat on the ground, he saw Xing go to open the door, and shouted:

"Xing, I warn you: tonight, if you dare to walk out of this door, we will cut it in two! Don't regret it! ”

"I hope so! Being with something inferior to a pig or dog like you has dishonored my innocence and my reputation in vain. ”

Xing desperately let go of the door, ran out of Xiaomei Hotel, and ran onto the street. Ding Kai then chased after him and shouted: "Xing, don't run, come back quickly, I can forgive you for everything, and I won't blame the past!"

"It's late, I can't forgive you anymore."

Xing ran all the way back to the dormitory of the College of Engineering, got into bed, put down the tent, hid in the bed, covered her head, and cried silently. She cried that her fate was not good, and everything was not going well; crying Ding Kai's unwarranted suspicion, insult and incomprehension of her; Crying that he was blind, he didn't know people, and he didn't discover Ding Kai's meanness early. She thought a lot about it that night, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that people were inferior, and the world was declining, and no matter how close she was, she couldn't believe it. She thought of Li again, and felt that there were very few loyal and reliable people like Li these days. But she had lost him, and it was hard to find him back. Thinking of her helplessness, she began to cry silently again, her tears intermittent and wet the pillow. It wasn't until the second half of the night that I barely took a nap, and I had nightmares again, aggrieved in every way, sad and sad, and couldn't be at peace all night.