Chapter 26: Hungry

Liu Ze walked alone on the dark street, seemingly blending with the darkness, until the phone rang, Xu Guoping called, didn't want to answer, just pressed it, he didn't want to meet the other three again, he would only feel ridiculed.

One after another.

Pick up.

Xu Guoping's voice trembled, "Brother, where have you been?" ”

"You ask me where I'm going, and we're not going to see each other again."

She would obviously be wrong, "Brother, are you leaving Ice City?" You can't accept the blow and want to drop out, right? Don't do that. ”

The voice trembled even more, and then said to the side, "Oh no, Xiaonuma, my brother is leaving the ice city." ”

Ning Xiaonuma exclaimed softly.

At this moment, like a spiritual light hitting his brain, Liu Ze knew Ning Xiaonuma, she was a very kind person with a heart, and a plan was formed in his heart.

He sighed and said, "Yes, I'm going to the Ice City Railway Station soon, let's go now." ”

"Brother, wait, don't be impulsive."

Xu Guoping's exclamation obviously caused panic over there.

"Dude, where are you? Don't move, we'll go find you. ”

Liu Ze immediately hung up his phone.

Ning Xiaonuma actually felt ashamed, she didn't reject Liu Ze just because she wanted to choose Li Zhen, Li Zhen was a good boy who had always been outside her emotional boundary, but Liu Ze wanted to rush into the boundary again and again savagely, which made her panic and fear, and she couldn't continue.

Because of her refusal, Liu Ze ruined her studies, of course she couldn't bear it.

Whether it was young and inexperienced, or Liu Ze's final confession, made her hesitate, but the thought of a boy getting so close to her made her sweat flutter.

Liu Ze stood there thinking about all kinds of possibilities, at this moment, he was terrifyingly calm and very rational.

In fact, Xu Guoping knew that Ning Xiaonuma was going to reject Liu Ze, and tonight's negotiation was arranged by her, and she was the most panicked person in her heart.

A text message passed.

"Brother, we are still young, there is no hurdle that cannot be passed, Xiaonuma actually didn't refuse because he didn't like you......"

The words are earnest.

Liu Ze thought about it, grasping the timing and proportion, and he would inevitably let them find it.

"You insist on leaving, we'll see you off."

Xu Guoping changed his approach.

When the three of them came over, Liu Ze had a sad expression on his face, Xu Guoping rushed over directly and grabbed his clothes, and said with a crying voice: "Brother, you can't go, it's all my fault." ”

Ning Xiaonuma bit her lip and didn't speak.

Li Zhen pouted inadvertently, with a look of contempt.

Liu Ze naturally had to pretend to go to the station, but Xu Guoping held it and was deadlocked, like a farce.

The final result was that after tossing until five o'clock in the morning, Xu Guoping took Liu Ze's mobile phone and promised: "Blame me for pouting tonight, you are not rational enough, calm down for three more days, these three days, Xiaonuma will not see big chestnuts, think about it again." ”

She thinks it's a good expediency.

The four of them walked back to the campus, many old men and women got up for morning exercises, and the sunrise in the ice city was already very early.

Send the two girls back to the apartment first.

Liu Ze's face was sad and tired.

Only two boys were left walking towards an apartment, and Li Zhen sighed: "Everyone is gone, don't pretend." ”

Ignore him.

"You still have a thief's heart, it doesn't make sense for you to do this, it will only make Xiaonuma despise you even more."

The corners of Liu Ze's mouth grinned, and he actually smiled, and counterattacked: "Xiaonuma will definitely be my girlfriend." ”

"You...... Sure enough, I said that you would do it again, Xu Guoping just didn't believe it. ”

Li Zhen was a little aggrieved, shook his mobile phone and said, "You can't contact Xiaonuma for the past three days, but I can, you're dead." ”

Back in the dormitory, Kan dared to see Liu Ze with sleepy eyes, and teased: "Oh, I'm grass, I don't go to bed at night." ”

"Don't bother."

Just three words.

It's clear that you're in a bad mood.

Liu Ze couldn't fall asleep while lying on the bed, so he thought repeatedly, what did Ning Xiaonuma think? Does she really like Lee Jin? Now, he just didn't let the situation completely collapse, but how can he turn it around?

Li Zhen will not give up.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that tonight was a complete fool, because Li Zhen called Ning Xiaonuma away, and he was in a mess, so he sought Xu Guoping's help, and as a result, he was cornered.

I must turn defeat into victory.

Thinking about various ways and wording to impress Ning Xiaonuma, she is not an easy girl to impress, she must win by surprise, so that she is unexpected and unable to refuse.

I don't know when I fell asleep.

I don't know what time I woke up.

The dormitory is alone.

"Dude, are you frustrated?"

Kan Dare said happily.

"What time is it?"

"It's almost four o'clock, it's really awesome, I haven't eaten for a day, I'll order takeout, and I'll give you a copy?"

"Don't eat it."

Liu Ze was very resolute.

"I'm grass, you want to become an immortal." Kan dared to throw over a piece of chocolate, "If you like to eat it or not, you will starve to death and pull it down." ”

I didn't eat dinner, I didn't eat breakfast the next day, and I didn't eat lunch the next day.

Moreover, Liu Ze never left the bed except for drinking water three times and going to the toilet twice, nor did he speak, which was an abnormality that had never been done before, and his face was still very gloomy.

The cheap Wei Sixin didn't dare to ask nonsense.

Han Xiucao secretly asked Kan Dare.

"Hell knows."

After two days, at two o'clock in the afternoon, Liu Ze asked Kan to borrow a mobile phone and send a message to Ning Xiaonuan.

"When I came back, I was lying in bed all the time thinking, wondering what else is the meaning of life without you? It's weird, before I met you, I could live well alone, why didn't I have the belief to support myself when I met you and lost you? I feel that everything is boring, and any struggle is not worth looking forward to. Oh, it's okay if you don't eat or drink, it seems that you're about to become an immortal. ”

Reply in five minutes.

"Don't be like this, the Liu Ze I know is a person with a clear plan for the future, and he is very mature."

Liu Ze thought about it, sent out every message very carefully, grasped the time interval of each message, he had to be calm, and now, only one step can reverse the situation.

The last one.

"I didn't feel hungry for two days, I'm really afraid that I don't want to eat anymore, at four o'clock, I'm waiting for you at the door of the third canteen, drink some porridge with me, we may never have an intersection in the future, and we have to learn to face this cruel world alone, heh, you always have to return my mobile phone, this is my classmate's mobile phone, return it to her, don't reply again."

Directly block the possibility of rejection of the reply.

Although Liu Ze deeply knew that Ning Xiaonuma was a kind person in his heart, he was still uneasy, and the plan he wanted to implement must be Ning Xiaonuma alone, and Xu Guoping or others could not come together.

Now, he doesn't know if Xu Guoping can still be trusted.

can't easily risk explaining anything to her, once she is exposed, she will directly lose her efforts.

Chapter 27: Why Don't You Want to Follow Me to the End?

Ning Xiaonuma appeared, and she was alone.

The two looked at each other silently, but neither spoke.

Seeing Liu Ze's haggardness, she was still nervous, and then let go, she was never a hypocritical person, her face was always light and light, that was because she was wrapped in a hard shell, and no one could see the softness inside.

"Drink porridge first."

She said these three words, and ate in silence.

She has never felt softness and warmth, and she will not give softness and warmth to others.

After this meal, the two of them walked out of the cafeteria together, keeping a distance not far and not close, and neither of them spoke, as if two strangers were walking on the road.

Ning Xiaonuma thought, I still don't want to hurt others, I say that I can live alone in this life.

Liu Ze felt a great sadness in his heart, he was already like this, still couldn't he see a trace of her compassion? Then she really didn't feel anything about him.

The heart is miserable, and the feet are walking fast, unconsciously going in one direction.

At first, he was just walking in psychological pain, but halfway through, he noticed that Ning Xiaonuma had also been following, and he instinctively walked towards the shadows and darkness.

I don't know the unfamiliar out-of-the-way place until I go anywhere.

Ning Xiaonuma's insecurity reached the extreme, and he stopped, and Liu Ze also stopped when he walked more than ten meters.

"Why don't you want to go down with me? If you don't go down, how do you get to where is the front? ”

Liu Ze shouted loudly.

She stood silently.

"Life is vast, the future is unknown, how can you know the result if you don't go on?"

He approached her and asked aloud.

"Do you know that since I met you and met you, I have been planning the future all the time, and your future, we will start a family, do you know my definition and desire for family since I was a child?"

He vented a stagnant breath in his heart.

"I'm special, I really really want a warm home, a particularly safe haven, no matter how hard I work outside, I need to grovel and obey against my will, I don't care, I know that there is a warm home, I know that when I go back, it is the safest and most relaxing, for this home, I can give everything, even my life."

"What is the meaning of being alive? That's what I'm alive for. ”

Ning Xiaonuma glanced at him, and a warm current moved in her heart, why didn't she desire it?

Liu Ze grabbed her shoulders and looked at her affectionately, her face was still quiet, "Xiaonuma, since I was a child, I feel different from other children, I always have to think about a lot of questions, why I live, why I die, why everyone ends up dying, and they have to work so hard, what is the difference between early death and late death, I have been thinking about why I live?" Heh, I'm always so cranky that my high school homeroom teacher said I was like a little old man. ”

He was sincerely dissecting his heart to show her.

"Until one day, I figured out, since we all have to die, where is the meaning and criterion of life? The life I pursue is to have no regrets or regrets about anything in the moment before I die, so I will think carefully about every major decision I make, and will I regret it a year later? Will I regret it in five years? Ten years, twenty years, will I? ”

"Yes, we've known each other for a short time, and I've been thinking about it for the past two days, why I was able to live well before you appeared, and now I can't go back to you again? That is, I will regret it, I will regret it, I will always think that I have planned a beautiful and happy life for us, why don't you want to go with me? Yes, sometimes we can't see the road ahead clearly, the darkness is pervasive, as long as we hold hands together, we can walk through it, and we can achieve what we want and want. ”

He took her hand and spoke earnestly.

A warm current in the corner of her eyes, she felt crystal teardrops, yes, she has always felt that he is very mature and can see it thoroughly, but she doesn't dare to take that step, yes, will she regret it? She was asking herself.

A crack cracked in the thick layer of ice that enveloped it.

"Where's your phone?"

Ning Xiaonuan's mind was very confused, and he took it out mechanically, Liu Ze looked for the number inside, and there was no mother's name, and asked, "Which one is your mother's phone?" ”

"What are you going to do?" She was nervous and reluctant to mention the name.

"If you don't dial, I'll dial them one by one and tell everyone who knows you how sincere I am to you."

She really had to be a little frightened, how resolute, how courageous, how determined was it to do this?

She looked at his face seriously and thought, can I spend my life with this man? Building a happy and warm family like he said, harmonious and beautiful, that was a dream she never imagined, but it was attractive, wasn't it?

Wouldn't it be nice to give it a try?

She hesitated.

"Don't you even give me a chance to show my resolve?" Liu Ze became more and more determined, "This is the last thing I will do for this relationship, don't worry, I won't bother you anymore, I just want to do my best, so that even if I fail, I am willing, I have no regrets, I don't want to regret not persisting at this moment before I die." ”

She was sour, took the phone and entered the number.

Toot and dialed.

She was nervous, and she was really afraid of some dirty voice.

Not really.

Answering over there, Liu Ze took it, took a breath gently, and said, "Auntie, hello, I am Xiaonuma's classmate, I have a good impression of her, and I have been pursuing ......"

Facts have proved that the young and steady Liu Ze is deeply loved by middle-aged and elderly women, and the two chatted for twenty minutes before her mother asked Xiaonuma to give the phone.

A moment of silence.

"Xiaonuma, mom has always hoped that you will have a happy and warm family in the future, Liu Ze is very steady, his ideas are very mature, and he is also very courageous, you can try to get along, mom doesn't want you to be ...... because of you"

Before he could finish speaking, Ning Xiaonuma said, "Oh, I know." ”

I pressed the phone, and my mind was very chaotic and imitating, as if her most painful side was exposed to the sun, scorched and smoking.

Liu Ze hugged her tightly, very tight, smelling the good smell of her hair, faint, very elegant.

"Give me a chance, give myself a chance, I will do what I say, I will do everything I can, and I will leave no regrets in both of our lives."

Whispering, full of warmth.

Ning Xiaonuan's psychology was warm and warm at this moment.

On the way back, the two held hands and didn't say much.

Liu Ze was very happy, and sent her to the door of the apartment all the time, reluctantly waving goodbye.

As soon as he walked a few steps, he received a text message from Ning Xiaonuma.

Chapter 28 Ya is not dead

"I can't promise you anything yet, try to get started, can you?"

Liu Ze was immediately entangled.

What exactly does Ning Xiaonuma mean?

"Of course, you're willing to try, I'm already very happy."

It's a little against his will, but he also knows that he can't remember anything, especially to Ning Xiaonuma.

Even so, he was in a much better mood.

in the dormitory.

Kan Dang, Han Xiucao, and Wei Sixin are rarely there, Kan Dare hugged Wei Sixin and comforted: "Aren't you slapped in the face, it's not the first time you've been pumped, what's unacceptable?" ”

Wei Si's heart was quite entangled, this time was different, that girl actually beat him in front of Zhang Qi and Liu Meng, this is so shameless.

"No, I have to break up with her."

This guy made a lot of determination.

"You two can't be separated, why are you struggling?"

Han Xiucao also nodded, "Yes, you two can't be separated." ”

Seeing Liu Ze coming back, Wei Sixin was still very convinced of him, and asked: "I really can't bear it this time, I have to divide it, grass, every woman can't do it?" ”

Liu Ze also said: "Why bother, why bother? ”

Only then did the three of them realize that he was in a very good mood.

"Oh, no, it's not right, wasn't it frustrated by that girl, this emotion is not right."

"I've saved a little bit, and I have to continue to work hard."

Liu Ze didn't want to say much about his feelings, and he didn't hide them.

Han Xiucao gave a thumbs up and said, "It's worthy of my brother Ze, how can you fail easily, when will you bring it to us to meet?" ”

"That's it, that's it."

"Don't talk about me, talk about Wei Sixin and Kou Chong."

Wei Si's heart was also very energetic, and when he thought of Kou Chong, he gritted his teeth and said, "I don't have any worries this time, I can do."

It， I must do it.”。

Kan dared to understand in seconds, and continued: "You will have to go down in a few days." ”

It seems that this time, Wei Si really made up his mind, and broke up with Kou Chong that night, then turned off the phone and pulled out the phone line.

"Hey, she can't toss this night."

Kan dared to react the fastest, and hurriedly grabbed the mobile phone, but it was still a little slower, the phone rang, and it was Kou Chong, "I'm grass, I really regret letting her know my number." ”

"Hey, Kou Chong, I'm on the train back to my hometown, yes, hey, I quarreled again, no way, I really envy you and Wei Sixin, a school is so close, convenient."

After coping with the call, Kan Dare said angrily: "Damn, Kou Chong will definitely block you at the door early tomorrow morning, I don't dare to go out, how can I go to class?" ”

Weiss scoffed, "Are you in class?" ”

Han Xiucao was quite fortunate that Kou Chong had never had his phone, and chatted with Zhu Zhu by text message leisurely.

Kou Chong's side is indeed a ball of anger and has nowhere to vent, walking back and forth in the dormitory, flipping through his mobile phone to find this number and that number, if he can't find Wei Sixin and quarrel, don't think about it this night.

"Yes, and Liu Ze."

When she found it, she wanted to call over, but Liu Meng hurriedly said: "Don't do it, I heard that he didn't chase his sister well, and he has been nesting in the dormitory for the past few days, so don't block people anymore." ”

"Then I'll go to the door of an apartment early tomorrow morning."

Zhang Qi was reading a book, his mind was a little disturbed, and said: "It's not a way for you to block it like this, can't you make Wei Sixin feel that he will lose you?" If you make such a fuss, he is even more fearless. ”

In the past two years, these two people have made trouble one after another, and these two sisters are also full of exhaustion, shouting and killing at this time, maybe they will hug each other at noon tomorrow for self-study, and tomorrow night they will not say that Kou Chong will "go home" again.

Every time he didn't go to bed at night, Kou Chong said that when he went home, where did he go, the two sisters knew it, and they had some discussion.

"Qi, you said that we are all old girls, is it a bit of a loss?"

"Well, what do you think? Spring heart rippling? ”

"What's the matter, my first kiss is still there, Qi, your first kiss is gone, right?"

Zhang Qi's face turned red and he didn't want to pay attention to it.

"There is nothing that is not lost, you will not become a god a year earlier, and you will not wither a year later."

All right! Liu Meng is still somewhat affected, she doesn't have a boyfriend yet, Kou Chong has done everything she can after getting married, and the gap is so big.

Wei Sixin made a lot of determination this time, and he was very excited when he didn't see Kou Chong early the next morning, haha, this time she finally got rid of this girl, she just finished her work, she won't rely on me again.

The two have been entangled, and the biggest reason is this.

Liu Ze was also a little entangled, he really wanted to ask Ning Xiaonuma to eat and study together, but he was afraid of scaring her, so he took care of it, and he was still hesitating until noon, but he didn't expect her to send a message first.

"Invite the big chestnuts to eat KFC in the evening, I said it a long time ago, well, I'll tell you first."

I was immediately confused.

Ya is not dead yet.

I really want to rush over and beat this girl.

couldn't care so much, Liu Ze immediately rushed back to the dormitory and dragged Kan Dang up from the bed, "Hurry up and show me, what's going on?" ”

His heart was really confused, he really didn't want Ning Xiaonuma to have any contact with Da Lizi again.

Kan Dang just finished watching the ball and licked his lips.

"Hurry up."

"Hurry." Kan Dare is there, "This is a good thing, your sister must be thin-skinned, this big chestnut is your previous rival in love, right, Ya must not be willing to give up the whole play, at this time you must be atmospheric, you must have the bearing to control the whole audience, and you must take care of the proportions." ”

"Quick...... Say. ”

Liu Ze wants to go crazy, this is a test for him.

"She told you, although she didn't ask for your opinion, but her words still affirmed your identity as a boyfriend who is trying to get along, so go out to dinner with other boys and tell you first, your reply must agree, and at the same time make a counterattack."

"At noon, please eat, outside the northwest restaurant."

Kan dared to come up, "I came up with a brilliant idea, you just said that you haven't eaten KFC for a long time, ask my sister to pack one for you, and then you will pick her up after eating, perfect!" ”

Liu Ze didn't blindly follow, thought for a while, felt that it was okay, thought about the wording, and sent the message over, and Ning Xiaonuma agreed.

Even so, he still made another call to Lao Gen Xu Guoping and chatted and inquired.

Lao Gen'er said happily: "I just said that my brother is the most suitable for Xiaonuma, she has already made it clear to Da Lizi, in fact, she didn't plan to be good with him, just take him ......"

I almost said that I missed my mouth, so I quickly shut up.

Liu Ze could also guess it and didn't care.

Everything went according to plan.

Even so, the waiting time, Liu Ze was still a little tormented, restless, and kept wandering back and forth on the road at the west gate waiting, if it wasn't too low, Kan dared to say again and again, I really wanted to send an undercover agent to KFC to see the situation.

Kan dared to say: "Brother, how can a girl be so rebellious, you are prone to make mistakes in what you do at this time, it is safest to do nothing, the girl packs it for you, this big chestnut wilts at a glance, and you can see who is heavier and who is lighter when you compare." ”

This guy has been talking nonsense all day long, and I don't know if it's right this time.

Liu Ze is really not at ease, just three days ago on the night, he was full of confidence and was overturned, almost Game-Over, the pain was just around the corner, he was really afraid that Ning Xiaonuan stood quietly, or came hand in hand with the big chestnut, and he didn't know if his heart could stand it.