Part IX
Chapter 29 How can a woman be like this
A lot of the time, it's about scaring yourself.
Ning Xiaonuma made a bun, a glass of Coke, and a hamburger.
When the two walked over, when they saw Liu Ze, Xiaonuma came over and said to the big chestnut.
Eating a hamburger and drinking Coke, Liu Ze's psychology was very warm, and he felt that this was happiness, someone would miss you, how beautiful, at that moment, he was ruthless, and he must go to the end happily with Ning Xiaonuma until the end of his life.
The two walked around the campus together and chatted, naturally a lot, Liu Ze didn't try to hold her hand, or hold her, while being self-defeating and a little depressed.
Deliver her to the door of the apartment.
Kou Chong and another boy stood aside and talked, giggling, and slapped the boy's arm twice, looking very familiar and intimate, I don't know what kind of relationship.
"Liu Ze, is this your girlfriend? I won't introduce it either. ”
Kou Chong glanced at him and asked.
"Ning Xiaonuma, School of Materials." Liu Ze said, "This is my ex-girlfriend Kou Chong in the same dormitory as Wei Sixin, and they are both in the same major. ”
Kou Chong puffed out his cheeks and couldn't speak, how could he introduce it like this.
At night.
3041 dormitories.
Wei Sixin scolded: "It's too sassy, is there any more woman's way?" Not even the most basic sense of integrity. ”
Kan dared to say: "You two broke up, what are you doing in charge of others?" ”
"That's too fast, I just broke up last night, and I'll do it with other men tonight, what else do you say Anyway, she is destined to have more than one man in her life, and it's okay to break the jar."
Wei Sixin was caught seven inches and was heartbroken.
"Did she scare you?" Han Xiucao still can't accept that a woman has had sex with two men, and she doesn't believe that Kou Chong will do this.
"She's really capable of doing it." Wei Sixin had a little cry in his voice, although he was quite selfish, he had always been bored with this relationship with Kou Chong, and he had been trying his best to get rid of it and want to end it, but he still couldn't accept Kou Chong getting involved with other men so quickly.
Although they broke up, it really had nothing to do with him.
But I just can't accept it in my heart, it's fucking pain.
But if you want to say how much affection he has for Kou Chong, he can't stay away from this woman, and he will never bother him again.
If Kou Chong lived quietly and didn't start a new relationship, he mentioned breaking up, and he didn't seem to feel it at all.
Liu Ze is also thinking about what kind of psychology Wei Sixin is.
What is the sign of parting a relationship? Maybe it's not the couple who says they're breaking up, but one of the parties starting a new relationship, announcing that the two will never be able to reunite.
Kan dared to hug Wei Sixin, and said with a cheap smile: "Since they have all broken up, you don't care, Kou Chong is not occupied by you for the first time, and you are not at a loss." ”
That being said, Wei Sixin just couldn't accept it.
"I'm grass, who said last night that they would break up this time, don't coax, you coax, the two of you are together again, and you are still the same dead virtue as before, you still want to break up all day long."
When Han Xiucao heard this, she replied, ", don't be cowardly." ”
Weiss held his heart for a while, "I...... I'm green at all. ”
Very restless.
"Your mother is a coward, let's go, I'll accompany you out to find it, where is Kou Chong?"
Kan Dare really couldn't see Wei Sixin's bearish appearance, and completely forgot the despair and loneliness of wiping his tears and packing his clothes to catch the train after he quarreled with Bai Qin.
Liu Ze wondered, are they because they can't bear the painful emotions in their hearts, and they can't get rid of them for a while, or do they really have any feelings? If there really is, how can they still hurt each other so ruthlessly.
Wei Sixin and Kan Dare walked out of an apartment and went to a road next to the West Gate, Kan Dare was puzzled, "Isn't the hotel over there?" What does Kou Chong do here? ”
"Buy medicine."
Wei Sixin said so fiercely, his already white face was miserable.
An hour later.
Kan dared to come back alone.
Han Xiucao hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" What's going on? What about Weiss Heart? Did you get into a fight? ”
"It's a hairy fight." Kan dared to be angry when he thought about it, "That buddy said: You two should be together, and then leave." ”
Liu Ze was chatting with Ning Xiaonuan, listening to music, this boy was invited by Kou Chong.
Bystanders are clear, in the middle of the game, who can calm down for these young men?
"The matter is settled, what about Wei Sixin?"
"Paralyzed, who knows, anyway, when I came back, I saw the two of them hugging each other again, two sluts."
On the road outside the West Gate.
streets, dark in the shadows of trees.
Wei Si kissed Kou Chong in his heart, both of them were very forgetful, and the accumulation of Wei Si's heart was finally swept away and relaxed, and at the same time he was ready to move.
The two have been holding back for more than a month.
Once this kind of thing starts, there is no turning back from the bow.
Especially the boys and girls of seventeen or eighteen years old, they know the taste of the marrow.
At this moment, Kou Chong's heart was also moistened.
Feelings are such fucking things.
An hour ago, the man was still gritting his teeth and scolding, and the woman was still pulling other men to do something, and now she can't wait to rub the other party into her body.
Once the flame burns, it is difficult to extinguish, and there is a smell in the air.
Kou Chong muttered, embarrassed to speak.
The two held hands as calmly as possible, and walked towards the hotel with a tacit understanding.
Dry firewood meets fire.
"No, it's safe."
Wei Sixin exhaled heavily, sweating profusely, impulsively passed, and a little faintly regretted.
Kou Chong lay in his arms, the two of them touched as much surface as possible, feeling their hearts close together, her fingers drawing circles on his chest, "You treat me a little better." ”
Wei Sixin didn't know what to say for a while, and suddenly wanted to get rid of her again, and now there was more boredom left.
"Well, you should be gentle, too."
"We're both fine."
The inertia of life is so strong, and the inertia of feelings is so strong, and if you break it, you need to bear a pain, and if you don't break it, you will continue to get bored.
The three people in dormitory 3041 are used to it, and Wei Sixin is used to not returning for a night.
Chapter 30 To kiss or not to kiss
Da Lizi didn't give up, and asked Ning Xiaonuma to go to the basic school to watch a basketball game.
Said it was said before.
Sima Zhao's heart is well known to passers-by.
Liu Ze accompanied Ning Xiaonuan to go, and when watching the game, Liu Ze deliberately put his hand into Ning Xiaonuan's pocket, well, the jacket pocket on her upper body, holding her hand, she tacitly agreed after a little struggle.
She also understands Da Lizi's thoughts, since she has made a choice, it is better to let him give up early.
After watching the game, the three of them went to eat Korean food together, that is, the one in the house on the south side of the grove, the taste was superb, just after ordering, while waiting, the big chestnut lay on the table, it looked like he was resting when he was tired, and the twitching of the head was faintly visible, very similar to crying.
Ning Xiaonuma was a little unbearable.
Liu Ze frowned, this guy can't be pretending, right?
After the food was served, the big chestnut got up, there were no tears, his eyes were a little red, this meal, Liu Ze took care of Ning Xiaonuma very considerately, the big chestnut almost didn't say a word, after eating, the three of them went back to school together, on the bus, he also didn't say a word, Liu Ze took care of Ning Xiaonuma, and gently supported her.
Took the school, and the three separated.
Liu Ze knew that he had finally won the battle.
The two began to meet to eat together and study together, Ning Xiaonuma took her studies very seriously, she learned every homework very well, and she was a female student in engineering.
Liu Ze thinks that such a day is very good.
When she went up the stairs again, she finally took Ning Xiaonuma's hand, and it wasn't until downstairs that Ning Xiaonuma struggled away, but with this intimate contact, when crossing the street, Liu Ze went to hold it again, and she didn't resist, slowly, when we usually walked together, we could also take it.
It's just that he can't always hold hands like other couples, sometimes holding his waist so intimately, Ning Xiaonuma always keeps some distance.
Almost two months later, this is still the progress.
It's almost June.
Kan dared to say: "You two are too innocent, pure than Weis's heart." ”
Han Xiucao said: "That's it, it's all local love, look at the gap with Wei Sixin, people don't want to do everything they shouldn't do in a month." ”
Wei Sixin came back from outside, and when he heard it, he scolded: "Grass, dry, what do you say about me?" Talking about people behind your back is a villain's act. ”
As a result, Kan Dang and Han Xiucao said directly in front of Wei Sixin, and said that the girl's face was even whiter, and it was almost green.
"Say...... Say...... What is there to say, isn't there that little thing between men and women, I want to do it when I don't do it, and I am empty, lonely and boring after doing it. ”
was scolded again, obviously because he was cheap.
Wei Sixin still felt bitter, he was telling the truth.
In the end, the three of them unanimously agreed that the progress of Liu Ze and Ning Xiaonuan's intimacy was a little slow, very slow, which made Liu Ze hesitate, is it really something wrong with the two?
It's been so long, and the two haven't kissed yet.
this day.
On the way back to the dormitory, Liu Ze received a call from Su Weiwei, she hadn't called for a long time, and she looked very happy, "Hahaha, Liu Ze, do you know what day it is?" ”
"I don't know, what day?"
"You don't know, guess."
"Can't guess."
"It's boring." Su Weiwei pouted and said, "What are you doing?" ”
"Just sent my girlfriend back to the dorm."
"You...... Do you have a girlfriend? Su Weiwei's voice trembled a little.
"yes, the relationship that was just confirmed."
"What kind of girl does you like? Is it good-looking? ”
"Very nice girl, nice to look at me."
"Then bless you, you must introduce me to you if you have the opportunity." Su Weiwei's voice was still full of happiness, but two lines of tears slowly slipped down her face, silently, paying tribute to the boy who was tempting her girlhood, and finally stopped worrying.
Su's father shouted, "Weiwei, hurry up and cut the birthday cake." ”
After hanging up the phone, Liu Ze didn't think about it anymore.
Su Weiwei is still happy on the surface, but she is very disappointed in her heart, yes, how can he remember my birthday, on the eve of the college entrance examination two years ago, he didn't come to the birthday party.
Many times, his heart is cold, for those whom he classifies as irrelevant and who will not cross paths in this life.
Reason is almost ruthless.
Ning Xiaonuan's birthday is here, and Liu Ze wants to surprise her.
Kan dared to say disdainfully: "Grass, you can also call it love, it's been more than two months, and there is no kiss, so you just send your first kiss out." ”
"Tell me something useful and how to create a surprise."
"There must be flowers, and it's best to send a necklace or something, put it on in person, and there's a killer move!"
Han Xiucao asked curiously, "What?" ”
"As much as possible, please send blessings to as many people you know and don't know as possible, write them on a piece of paper, wish Ning Xiaonuma a happy birthday, and then sign it."
"How embarrassing it is."
"If you want the girl to be moved, you have to be thick-skinned, don't blame the buddy for not reminding you, as far as the two of you are making progress now, you really can't call it boyfriend and girlfriend, you may be subverted by that little white face at any time, this time you must kiss it, and completely determine the relationship."
Liu Ze thought about it, and let it go, and the exquisite letter paper filled the dormitory to find someone to send blessings.
Although I do have some embarrassment.
Even the girls' dormitory knows about it.
The day has finally come, and Liu Ze is completely prepared.
Ning Xiaonuma didn't seem to have the habit of celebrating birthdays at all, and after evening self-study, Liu Ze proposed to go out for a walk together.
When she arrived at the intersection, Kan dared to take flowers there in advance, Liu Ze excused her to wait, and then held 29 roses to Ning Xiaonuma, she was a little surprised, more shy, holding such a large bouquet of flowers in her hand, people who came and went looked back, and it seemed that there was no joy of ordinary girls at all, but a little embarrassed.
The two walked to the bench in the school's only small garden and sat down, Liu Ze looked at the moonlight, took a breath, and said: "Ning Xiaonuma, the relationship between my parents has not been very good since I was a child, and I often quarrel, at that time I thought, I must not be like this in the future, I want to find a girl I love, she also loves me, run a warm home together, don't quarrel, no matter how hard it is outside, as long as I return home, there will be no worries." ”
"I don't know how I met you, I firmly believe that you are the person I am looking for, we must go on well."
Ning Xiaonuma's eyes have some crystal tears, is the family warm? She didn't have the slightest luxury.
"Close your eyes, okay?"
Liu Ze took out the necklace and put it on for her, but she was not skilled, and she didn't buckle it after taking it for a while, she was so anxious that she wanted to open her eyes several times, and finally put it on.
"She must still have her eyes closed when she puts the necklace on, and you touch her hair and kiss it violently." This is what Kan dared to tell Liu Ze before leaving.
Under the moonlight, Ning Xiaonuan's lips pursed slightly, her lips were round, and Liu Ze suddenly became nervous, and his heart was beating fast.
His hands were still a little trembling, stroking Ning Xiaonuan's hair, his face slowly approached, and he exhaled a thick hot breath, Ning Xiaonuma opened his eyes suddenly, and the two of them met ten centimeters at this time.
"You have to give a kiss before the relationship can be determined." Kan dared to say it several times.
Liu Ze turned his heart sideways and kissed it.
Ning Xiaonuma immediately struggled.
Liu Ze doesn't care so much, anyway, he just kisses, and there is no skill at all.
Ning Xiaonuma did not cooperate.
After the kiss, the two silently did not speak, Liu Ze's heart was a little lost, this was different from the kiss he imagined, there seemed to be no sweetness, and there was no rumored magical touch, after a while, Liu Ze said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't ......"
"It's getting late, let's go back."
"Okay."
"Can I throw this bouquet away? It's not good to get back to the dorm. ”
……
"Liu Ze, don't think about it, you prepared a birthday gift for me, I'm very happy, it's ...... I'm afraid of a few other girls' jokes. ”
"It's okay, I'll give it to you, whatever you want."
Ning Xiaonuma didn't seem to be angry because of Liu Ze's abruptness, she was still a little cold, and she didn't have the excitement that a girl should have, when she walked to the door of the girls' dormitory, Liu Ze handed her another thing, "This is my third gift to you, let's open it when I go back." ”
Chapter 31 is out for the first time
Liu Zegang returned to the dormitory.
"How's it going, did you kiss it? Is there a dry sea and rotten rocks, and the sky and the earth are cracking? Did Ning Xiaonuma fall into your arms, and then do something else to be ashamed of. Kan dared to gossip right away.
"The kiss was a kiss, but she seemed to resist the contact."
"Once born and twice cooked, I will like it more and more in the future, mainly because your skills are not good, come, brother will teach you." said that Kan Dang was about to come to kiss Liu Ze, Liu Ze also put his mind at ease and said with a smile: "Get out of the way." ”
Han Xiucao was also laughing.
Liu Ze's heart was also a little sweet, but he seemed to feel that something was wrong.
In the next few days, the two still ate and studied like a couple, but whenever Liu Ze wanted to kiss her, Ning Xiaonuma would avoid it, which was a little depressing, maybe she was slower to heat, Liu Ze thought so, he didn't want to force her, he wanted the two of them to go with the flow.
Every time she saw that no one hugged and made love at the door of the girls' dormitory, the expression on Ning Xiaonuan's face was always a little awkward.
A week later, the first quarrel between the two people, not so much a quarrel, is not exact, Ning Xiaonuan does not reply to text messages, does not answer the phone, Liu Ze is really going crazy, he doesn't like the relationship between the two to crack, if there is a problem, it must be solved as soon as possible, this is his attitude.
He searched for the study room one by one, and finally found Ning Xiaonuma who was studying on his own, and pulled her out without saying a word, he was also a little angry, and he had been taking care of this relationship very carefully, and when he arrived at the door, he said bitterly: "If you are unhappy, just say it, between lovers, if you don't make it clear, a little thing will accumulate into a big problem, I don't want to regret it for a lifetime because of a small misunderstanding, is it good to communicate?" ”
Ning Xiaonuma still didn't speak.
Liu Ze was in a hurry.
She just stood there without speaking, stubborn and cold.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
Liu Ze didn't want to leave any regrets in his relationship with Ning Xiaonuan, so as not to become the fuse of future quarrels, the scene of his parents arguing and counting each other, he had seen too much, it was a kind of torture, he didn't want to be like this, it must be just such a life.
"What's the problem, say it, as long as we solve it, we can move forward better, Xiaonuma, don't be like this, for the sake of this relationship, I can give up anything, everything in school is bullshit, even life."
Liu Ze said, he thought so in his heart, he was very cautious about feelings and giving, he used to like Su Weiwei so much, but he didn't start because he felt inappropriate rationally, but he did such a bad thing to Su Weiwei in the rental house under that emotion.
Ning Xiaonuma was like ice, and it was melted a little at this moment.
In the small garden of the faculty area, she finally leaned on him, Liu Ze kissed it, and the lips touched each other, and the two couldn't help but tremble.
This darkness is a cover.
The kiss was devastating.
Ning Xiaonuma didn't know how to respond, but she didn't bite her tongue.
The two really began to exchange lips.
That's where nerves are intended.
Two young people, one icy and the other depressed, opened a gap at this moment, and Liu Ze couldn't help himself.
He is too rational many times, not as rational as a person, but once the gap is opened, the feeling that has been suppressed erupts out, and it is very scary.
Liu Ze was excited, he wanted more contact.
The hand moves unconsciously.
Leaned in from Ning Xiaonuma's clothes.
It wasn't that he hadn't seen a woman's features, he had touched it, and he thought it was the most perfect work of art in the world.
He even lowered his head and kissed it.
Ning Xiaonuma was a little stupid.
The red dot is very small and cute.
Fortunately, it was dark, fortunately he didn't do anything more crazy, Liu Ze hugged Ning Xiaonuma, feeling a little guilty in his heart, he shouldn't have done such a thing here, Ning Xiaonuma was obviously a little uneasy, his mood was a little wrong, and he didn't want to speak.
In a moment, she will go back.
Just reconciled, Liu Zezhen regretted why he couldn't control it, and sent a very sincere text message to apologize.
Ning Xiaonuma just said: "It's over, it's over, there can't be a next time." ”
Of course not.
Liu Ze was ruthless in his heart.
Fortunately, since the last contradiction and reconciliation, although they did crazy things, the relationship between the two has improved, Liu Ze sent Ning Xiaonuan back, and he could even hug him at the door of the apartment, but he didn't do anything out of the ordinary after that.
The 2006 Ice City also felt the heat, and the quadrennial World Cup came, and the fans were reveling.
Ning Xiaonuma is a football fan with a lot of personality, and she is not fascinated by Beckham, an Italian fanatical fan, she likes Baggio the most, and even the music and stars she likes are very special, she likes Xu Wei's music the most, and her favorite movie star is Johnny Depp, Liu Ze remembers these information and remembers it deeply.
Watching the game, especially the game in Italy, Ning Xiaonuma didn't want to miss it.
However, the first game in Italy was in the early hours of the morning, and it was impossible to watch it in the school, so Ning Xiaonuma was very anxious about this.
Liu Ze wholeheartedly tried to find a way for her.
As soon as Kan dared to hear it, the thief laughed twice, and Han Xiucao also laughed twice, and the two looked at each other.
"Isn't this a good opportunity to go out for a night?"
Wei Sixin also smiled and said: "There is a pharmacy outside the West Gate, which has everything, prepare it first, and then go north to the small supermarket also has the balloons you need." ”
Now this guy understands everything, after all, he has been broken for two years, and he is not even so new to this kind of thing, but he can't help but do it once a week or two, and Kou Chong is more and more involved.
Liu Ze said tentatively: "Why don't we go find a hotel to watch the game, and take a rest after watching the game." ”
Ning Xiaonuan bit her lip, her heart was a little complicated, on the one hand, she wanted to watch the game, on the other hand, she slowly got along, she trusted Liu Ze very much, and Liu Ze gave her a great sense of security.
She's not a muddy character.
Agreed right away.
The two asked for a room.
The boss's eyes are a little obscene, and he looks like he knows everything, and he hates it when he looks at it.
Ning Xiaonuma fled into the room first.
Liu Ze went through the formalities, brought water and snacks, and everything was arranged in an orderly manner.
A person, in a public space and a confined space, can be very different manifestations, polite on the outside, and a beast in an unknown place.
Ning Xiaonuma was still very cautious, one person and one bed, keeping a great distance.
"There's still a long time before the game starts, so let's take a shower."
At school, you can only go to the bathhouse to wash, which is not convenient, and it is generally picked once a week.
"No need." Ning Xiaonuma refused, feeling embarrassed again, and said, "If you want to wash it, wash it, I'll ...... I'll watch TV for a while, it's been a long time. ”