On the twenty-fourth day of the thirteenth year of Yongzheng

When the gates of Jingyang Palace were opened again, I felt like I was in a different world—I don't remember how many days I was under house arrest, but I remember that every day I was like a year. So much so that when I saw the first rays of sunlight, I was dazzled by the dazzling sensation, and then I saw an overwhelming white ......

My sister stood at the gate of the palace to greet me, she was also a vegetarian, I looked at the white flowers on her chest, trembling and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

My sister held my hand, but didn't answer - both of us knew that the sentence I asked was just a passing nonsense, since I was able to come out, and since my sister was able to take control of the situation from scratch, it can only prove one thing, that is, the fourth elder brother has really ......

My sister's hands were cold, and so were my hands—I knew it was going to be like this, so why did I still feel like the world was spinning when I faced it? Is it that in my final consciousness, I don't really want to win this gamble at all?

Even though I did, I actually hoped that the fourth elder brother would not be beaten so easily, and I actually still expected his counterattack, just like for so many years - we have been secretly fighting, but we have always appreciated each other's continuous innovation......

"Seventeen Elder Brother, Seventeen Elder Brother......" I muttered, this is the reason why I am so anxious, so living like a year - I am afraid that Seventeen Elder Brother's body will not be able to wait for me to come out and control the situation, and my fear has caused my cruelty. I have considered whether my sister can accept the death of the fourth elder brother!

"Brother Seventeen is fine." My sister turned her head, and with just one glance, I saw the mixture of love and hate in her eyes: "Who doesn't know that Seventeenth Elder Brother is your baby, how can he have something, and it is impossible for anyone you let him have something!" ”

"I'm sorry, I can't ......help it," I saw a piece kneeling in front of me, all of them were eunuchs and palace maids in filial piety clothes. Those explanations are not appropriate to say in their faces, which I saw last time. It was Kangxi who passed away thirteen years ago, how proud I was on that day, I was proud that the emperor who had no one before and no one after him would actually fall at my feet, and now-

All I have left is to wander......

It was as if I was still in a dream for so many days, and I didn't even want to wake up from this nightmare......

"Don't say it, change your clothes!" He held my hand and tightened it: "Sister." I swore many years ago that I wouldn't blame you for what you did. I'll help you. Hurry up and change your clothes, and when Prince Huizhuang (the sixteenth son of Emperor Kangxi) and the Duke of Zhenguo inlaid with yellow flags (the twelfth son of Kangxi) will enter the palace, you can't mess with yourself! ”

Only then did I react - as soon as the emperor died, these princes who usually held heavy troops would definitely come back to see what was going on, especially when Emperor Yongzheng died so suddenly. And my house arrest to this day will certainly remain a public secret, if this matter is leaked. Then my sister and I are likely to be the target of public criticism......

I suddenly felt ashamed, Emperor Yongzheng's sister had more impact than my earth, but she was still able to maintain the calmest and most composed heart to deal with things. On the other hand, I was just flustered. If it weren't for my sister's reminder, I would have to show my flaws!

"The edict. The edict ...... "I entered the inner room, and I retreated from everyone, and I took off the hair ornament on my head in a panic, and reminded my sister in a panic.

"It's Hongli." My sister replied in the affirmative.

I swear she must have seen the edict behind the Zhengda Guangming plaque before picking me up - this matter forced my safety to be more important, so she was so sure, but I was a little skeptical: "Your Majesty has not yet determined whether Hongli is his own flesh and blood?" ”

"No, he's sure." My sister closed her eyes, but tears still flowed down the corners of her eyes: "He was suspicious as early as when he was assassinated, and he would say that just to stabilize you and me - the royal heirs are different from the common people's families, as long as there is one percent of suspicion, then it is better to kill a thousand by mistake than to let one go!" ”

"Ahh I covered my mouth, I was talking in front of the grave of the thirteenth elder brother just to stabilize me? Yin had planned it before that, and I was very moved to say at that time! "Then why, then why...... "If you don't change the edict, don't cut the grass and eradicate the roots this time, don't kill us all in the net, it's useless to cry today:" He cares, he thinks that Hongli is at least your flesh and blood, unless he is dying, he doesn't want to see you sad and desperate with his own eyes...... "It was he who died, and Hongli and I had to be his funeral objects?" He couldn't bear it, so he left me behind and arranged to take away me, the scourge of the Qing Dynasty, after his death?

"Ha, ha, ha......" Is God helping me?

If it weren't for Jiufujin's revenge, if she hadn't stabbed out the fact that I couldn't have children in advance, if it weren't for this incident that I had to attack in advance, I would really have been so confused and would never recover-grateful for his tolerance, grateful for his willingness to believe me, and then taken underground by him together?

"Hongli is really his own flesh and blood, I didn't lie to him, he didn't believe it, he was too suspicious, I couldn't see their father and son killing each other......" I hugged my sister: "Sister, do you think I'm cruel?" "Actually, he was also cruel, and he wasn't always ready to murder me—but he was so proud, he thought it was a long, long time after he died......

"I don't think so." Knowing that I wouldn't lie to her at this time, my sister didn't bother to ask what the situation was back then: "It's just that it shouldn't be you, it shouldn't be you......" He can die at anyone's hands, but if it were you, he would be too sad......

It shouldn't be me, it can only be me, and that's what makes me sadder than him!

Forbidden city. Taihe Temple

I stood on the empty hall dressed in white, looking at the dragon chair that had dazzled countless people, although the white curtain around it buffered its dazzling yellow color a little, but it was still so fascinating. Then you can't be a "Yin, you have been doing this position for thirteen years, are you happy?" ”

The world scolds, and you look coldly at each other; You are burdened with infamy, and you even do not hesitate to be the enemy of all the scholars in the world for the sake of your ideals; You are conscientious and conscientious, lest others say that you are not diligent in government and love the people. After so many years of hard work, who will give you a good shout. Is it worth it?

Is it worth losing so much just to become an emperor?

I still remember the year we first met, the sky was full of red leaves, you stood under the maple tree, so handsome and chic - why do you have to embark on the road to power, why are you a lonely person so keen on power?

"I've finally found you!" The murderous voice made me look back in fright. Seeing that it was Lu Siniang, I didn't expect her to stay in the palace after the fact. She's getting bolder!

"You succeeded, and your family revenge was avenged, why don't you leave?" I designed her to kill Yin, I knew I had no right to hate her, but the moment I saw her again, I suddenly realized. I hated her like that—I hated her, for no reason, and I even wished that she hadn't stayed in the palace all the time to plot evil. I won't have anyone to take advantage of, and Yin won't die......

"Have I taken my revenge?" She approached suddenly. I was already exhausted, and I was forced into a corner by her knife before I even had time to flash: "Or, congratulations that all your goals have been achieved, and from now on, no one in the world can compete with you?" I wanted to smile proudly, but the trembling lips proved that I didn't have the slightest joy at all now: "The fourteenth elder brother will soon bring troops to escort the new emperor, if you don't leave, you won't be able to run away, aren't you afraid that I will kill you?" ”

"Then it depends on which of us dies first!" The sword was almost embedded in my skin, and the scars left in the Great Northwest were once again dripping with blood, but I didn't even have the slightest intention of resisting, and I was even thinking - this is the end of the story, Yin was originally going to take me away after death, and now although the situation has changed, the ending is the same. In fact, it is not necessarily a bad thing for me to be able to atone for my sins with death.

"I have a request, kill me, please take my body and leave no traces." It doesn't matter if I'm dead, I'm afraid that Brother Seventeen will not be able to stand it, I have done so much and betrayed my conscience, I only hope that Brother Seventeen can live well, and I hope that my sister and Hongli can rule the world like the records of history - so they can't know about my death, I would rather they think I'm missing

"Hehe, do you really think I'm going to kill you?" Lu Siniang suddenly chuckled: "I really want to, but someone won't let me!" ”

"Is that your senior brother?" After so much, I don't believe that your senior brother's words can still have such a great influence on your psyche!

"It's not. It's him ......" Lu Siniang's voice suddenly became very erratic, making the originally dead hall even more solemn: "I asked him, why did he kill my family, and he told me that the person who should be killed" He asked me, I have come a long time ago, why wait until today? Lu Siniang's sword approached my neck a little closer, and the blood instantly stained my snow-white collar red: "I told him that I had been hesitating, I even thought he was a gentleman, he was just a last resort, why did he change his mind and ask me to sleep?" Why are you forcing me to do it? ”

It turned out that she realized that she was being used by me......

"He told me that he had never asked me to sleep, and he didn't know why I was the one who came today......" The sword slid from my neck to my chest. Qiyun, can you tell me, what's going on? ”

It's obvious, isn't it? I'm deliberately provoking you, forcing you to make a move, because I can't do it if I want to kill him with my own hands, but it doesn't matter: "He knows ......"

A sense of powerlessness came over me - it was one thing to do it, it was another to be known to him, and I couldn't imagine how desperate he would be when he knew that I had arranged it all! It would be even more cruel than killing him!

"Yes, I also told him that you actually knew me twenty years ago, and you already knew the purpose of my entry into the palace, but you never said ......"

Yes, on the one hand, I prevented you from assassinating him, but I didn't say it - I actually subconsciously thought that you were very useful, and I restricted you but kept you

I'm so despicable, I can't even imagine that I actually left this trick a long time ago! You're a little affectionate with him, right? Why can't you kill him, you have to kill him

"It's you who is cruel!" His hand trembled, but the sword still didn't stab: "I also told him that in fact, I would choose to kill him first, all because you made me think that the person you care about the most is him, and it was you who lied to me and made him a substitute for the seventeenth elder brother!" "I didn't understand it, but I didn't understand it until the moment I drew my sword - I was used again, I really liked it, how could I design her to assassinate?

"Smack!" I didn't care that her sword was still pointing at me, so I rushed up and slapped her: "He also treats you well, how can you, how can you ......" let him know?

I didn't know until now that I knew everything and was many times crueler than death!

"Hahaha! Why? She looked at me with a crazy look in her eyes: "Because I told him that when you designed me to assassinate me, he didn't beg me to let him go, he begged me to let you go!" ”

"You know what? If he begged me, as long as he told me that he was wrong back then, I would let him go! But he didn't, he actually begged me to let you go! ”

"I'm not convinced, I told him that he was just a substitute for Brother Seventeen, and I told him that you had been lying to him all along, and you were designing him......"

"What did he say?" Hate me? I'm afraid you've been hating me for a long time, right? What was that, remorse, pain—I suddenly felt that he was happy to die that night, at least his pain was short-lived, and it wouldn't be as endless as I was......

He still begged me to let you go...... "Eye-Yin, it turns out that I have never understood you, it turns out that you are really different from me, I always use my way of thinking to understand you, it turns out that you and I are really not."

"Hahaha, hahahaha!" Lu Siniang laughed wildly, and her laughter was as miserable as a ghost: "I, Lu Siniang, have only loved two men in my life, both of whom died because of you, and both begged for your life before they died. Qiyun, what did I owe you in my last life, and God wants to treat me so unfairly? ”

I don't know, and I don't know why, I don't believe in these things that I never believed, but I have to believe them now. I don't know why I thought it couldn't happen, but now it's happening - I thought I could restrain my feelings, but now I can't hold it back anymore for a moment, and I'm spewing out my years of savings like a volcano......

"I like to look into your eyes, to hide and watch you secretly, your smile - even if I can never read what is in your eyes......"

"If you feel guilty, give me your life! Listen, your life is mine from this day forward! You must not die without my consent, and you must not let this body have another scar, it is useless to hear! ”

"It's too hot in this house, and it's too cold outside, don't go out yet, you'll get sick if it's hot and cold."

"Qiyun, you promise me, you must come back, I can't lose you, I can't lose anything I can't lose you!"

"No, I don't want to ask you to do anything as an emperor, I don't want to do anything now, I beg you, beg you as a man, you must live, you must return to me alive!"

Why is it that what I have deliberately forgotten for so many years is now pouring towards me like a sea of mountains, every word, every expression and every look so clearly as if engraved in my mind?

"Niu Co Lu. Qiyun, do you still know how sad it is? Don't you think you're hard-hearted? Her sword pushed forward, but stopped at the last moment: "If I don't kill you, I can't get rid of the hatred in my heart, if I kill you, I have no shame to face him - for the sake of my family, I must kill him, all I can do for him is to spare you, to spare you, the man who did everything possible to kill him!" ”

The blade of the sword turned, and when I was caught off guard, it quickly slashed at my right arm: "No-"

The blood in the sky is the same as my dream, the difference is that it is not Yongzheng's blood, it is Lu Siniang's......

"I can't kill you, he can finally rest assured......"

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