Zhen didn't react for a while, what was Su Li talking about? In other words, she must tell her in person, tell her, why did she do that? Why didn't you think Su Li was so troublesome before?

"I said, I can't play this, I am empathetic to the emperor, to the mother, to those irrelevant people!" Su Li withdrew her smile, sighed softly, and said faintly.

Yin Zhen understood a little now, Su Li's anger that day was only aimed at herself and not Nian's, just because she was also her husband, the father of her children, and her only reliance in the house, if she was an outsider, of course she would understand, and she would be smart and think a lot, but only for herself, she couldn't be smart. Thinking of this, Yinzhen's heart also softened, what happened to him that day, even if he glared at Nian's family, or coughed like Su Li said. At least it was a little comfort for Su Li.

"Got it, I'll pay attention to it later." Yin Zhen cleared his throat and asked him to apologize, it was impossible, saying that paying attention in the future was already his limit.

"Thank you!" Su Li got up and bowed to him, and at this time, the previous grievances between them were eliminated.

Yin Zhen was also relieved, knowing what Su Li was thinking in his heart was better than guessing between the two, he felt that this was a good start.

Su Li sat down and thought about whether it was time to get to the point, and now that the account was in place, could she look forward to the future? But that doesn't seem to be easy to say.

"What else do you want to talk to me about? You've tried hard to make me know what you're thinking, but you've never told me what you want and what do you want me to do? Don't you pride yourself on being bright? Didn't you let me guess? But when did you not let me guess? Yin Zhen saw her thoughtful thoughts and knew that she hadn't finished speaking, and she was in a good mood, so she blasted at her like a cannon, of course, she was looking for the bottom of the stairs because she had just been soft.

"So let's be friends!" Su Li smiled, and came out of a sentence without a head, seeing that Yinzhen didn't react, she immediately said softly, "Actually, I don't know what I want, because I don't know so I left here with the children, at that time there was resentment and hatred in my heart, maybe like you said, at that time I was really stupid and thought, 'Without you, we can live well.'" In fact, if it weren't for the tolerance of Your Majesty, Niangniang and you, I would have died a hundred times. At that time, I was really pampered and pampered; Sometimes I can't sleep at night, and I think, why don't you want to be special for me, don't be so behaving, even once; But now I think about it, in fact, you are really good to me, you secretly take me out, you share your happiness and sorrow with me, and sharing is your love for me. Do you think you have given me trust, maybe in your heart you are afraid that she is older than me, she is not as healthy as me, she has no son, and you also think that you are better for me, so I should give her more from any point of view, and you will be more tolerant of her? ”

Yin Zhen nodded, Su Li could think of this, it seemed that he had really figured it out a lot. Just what are you doing at this point? Yin Zhen was a little uneasy in his heart, "What are you talking about?" Still resentful? ”

"I didn't talk about resentment, I left, watched from afar, and after quietly reflecting, I really thought about it thoroughly! Isn't it getting cute again? She smiled and shook her head, and seemed to be in a good mood all of a sudden.

"Not at all!" Yin Zhen grimaced. Didn't laugh at all. But the gaze softened a lot. Su Li thought very thoroughly. But he knew it, too. Su Li has always wanted to get it. But it can't be done.

Su Li didn't mind either. He let out a long laugh and sighed. "It's a pity that I understand everything. But it just can't be done. This woman. When talking about others, one set at a time. It's your turn. I can't turn that corner. ”

"It's kind of self-aware!" Yin Zhen nodded. may be afraid that Su Li will be angry. Busy said. "It's kind of cute."

Su Li laughed. The expression is more pleasant. "Really? I also feel like I've become cute. There was no sharpness and anger when he first returned. It's as if the whole world owes me. Especially you. You've ruined my relationship with my heart. You used her to force me back. Circle me here. From now on, he will live as a prisoner for the rest of his life. For the rest of my life. Relying on the reminiscence of the great achievements of the past two years. And live a pitiful life. ”

"What made you turn the corner?" Yinzhen thought about Su Li when he just came back. It's like a thorn all over your body. No one wants to see it. To whom is to smile lazily. I didn't smile at all when I saw myself. What transformed her? Or did someone say something in front of her again?

"A lot! Children, you, Sister Nian, Sister Geng. And the old mother who was beaten to death. Su Li felt a little tired. Stretch your legs flat. while banging. Bian sighed softly. "This incident was born more than 10 years ago when I first entered the house. You're going to think you're scary. I'll be afraid of you. But when I came back that day, I knew. I didn't feel anything anymore. The reaction of the brain is. Except for the heart and liver. You're using this to put your backyard in order

It sounds a little cruel, but I can't help but say that this is the easiest and most effective way to think, but I am really scared, not afraid of you, but I feel terrible. That day, I began to really reflect, it turned out that I was no longer the Su Lier who just came more than ten years ago, it was me who had changed. My credo was 'Live as selfishly as you can!' But now no, I can easily sacrifice others for my own sake. ”

Su Li is telling the truth, she never thinks that selfishness is wrong, she feels that she is already helping others if she doesn't cause trouble to others, so be selfish and live her life well, that is, Su Li does this no matter whether she is in modern or ancient times. And her selfishness has a premise, she will not sacrifice the interests of others to fulfill herself, this is where she is proud, but the fact of killing the old mother in public really scared her. It was not Yinzhen who scared her, but herself, and what scared her was not the incident itself, but her own reaction to it. It turns out that no reaction is the big problem, no reaction, showing that she really agrees with Yinzhen and their way, people disappear every day, she knows a lot of things that she can't think about, so she doesn't want to, five deaths a month, and the other four people, including Fuyi's cause of death, can't be investigated, so she doesn't ask, she doesn't want to. Now when the death of the old mother is unavoidable, she suddenly realizes that she has really changed.

"Because I am more and more selfish, I ask of you differently, and when you don't meet my requirements, I get angry. But I don't want to think from your standpoint, of course it's not cute, in fact, I'm not happy myself, so I hide away like a turtle, thinking that if I don't look, don't listen, and don't want to be happy, that's lying to myself, no matter the problem, it doesn't mean that the problem will be solved over time. It's like nominally I'm still one of your wives, I've got to come back, I've got to sit in front of you and solve the problem. ”

"What's the problem? How to fix it? "Yinzhen's feeling is getting worse and worse.

"The question between us, you just asked, what do I want, yes! What do I want? Isn't it ridiculous that I made a list that day? But that day I really did this, and wrote all your kindness to me, as well as my grievances, I didn't expect you to write several big words about my kindness, but you are only one bad to me, and you don't let me see the child. And today, that's not a reason, so I wonder if you're so good to me, and what have I done for you? Everything I do is for myself, at most for my children, that's the problem. ”

"How do you want to solve it?" Yin Zhen looked at her calmly, she said so much, it seems that she didn't really want to reconcile with herself, she talked to herself for so long, but waiting for the final blow?

"So I want to tell you, let's be friends!" Su Li went back to the original topic.

"Release!" Yin Zhen wanted to slap the table, but they were in the backyard at night, and the two of them were afraid that they could spread far away if they were loud, so he could only glare at her in a low voice. I can't help but think, this girl's mind is in the water, right? Want to be friends with the same master?

Su Li laughed, she concluded that although Yinzhen looked angry, she was actually not too angry, today they actually want to sit down and talk seriously, and they all know that if they can't talk about a result, they will have no way out, they can only treat it as a joke, but try to communicate.

"So now you're not cute, Yinzhen!" Su Li called his name, Yinzhen's somewhat stiff body softened, Su Li occasionally called his name, once he said, Su Li pitied him when he called his name. But this time it was different, Su Li was trying to communicate.

"I don't pity you this time, I just want to call you by name." Su Li sighed softly, reached out and gently held the clenched fists of Yinzhen's hands, and pulled it away, "You must not know that when you sit, your hands will unconsciously clench into fists, you are always thinking about things, and you are always nervous and vigilant." ”

Yin Zhen looked at his hand and was stunned for a moment, thinking about it, he would unconsciously clench his hand into a fist, when was it formed? I can't remember, no one ever said it, and I didn't pay attention to it.

"Me too, I will unconsciously grasp something, because I am afraid, but I don't know what to be afraid of?" Su Li smiled and shook her head, "I want to be friends with you now because even when we are at the most stiff, I still believe in you, and I believe that you will not harm me; I think you also believe that no matter when, I will stand behind you, and no matter what kind of trouble I have with Nian, when you have something, I, like her, will turn the gun and go to the outside with you. I know you're good to me, but now we've abandoned it, and I can't be husband and wife again, and it's not fair to you. But under the same roof, every day is like a stranger, not to mention that it hurts the children and everyone, and we are both awkward.

So I want to talk to you, how about we be friends first and try to understand and be considerate of each other? (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log on to 6m, more chapters, author, genuine reading!) )。 Back to Table of Contents