I began to hate my understanding for growing too slowly, and I really didn't know much about this body-destroying art, "Beauty? ”

Dad looked at me helplessly, "That's what your mother told me, she said that this is a shortcut to becoming beautiful, she wants to be beautiful, she doesn't want to be fat and bloated, so she chose to cooperate with her with full authority, until finally, her body began to fester, and the evil spirit was pervasive, and she realized that this thing, as soon as you step into it, it is the point of no return, and there is no way back......"

I 'snap'! Slammed the table and got up, "What about the master, the master who taught my mother this!" ”

"Dead."

Dad spit out two words and looked at me, "If he hadn't died, your mother's body might have festered two years later, but when he died, the three or four female disciples who studied beauty with your mother with him began to suffer from the backlash of their bodies one after another." ”

"Then how did he die?"

Dad sighed, "It's also a backlash, I guess he wants to run, listen to your mother, before her, there was a female disciple who first learned this beauty's body found that her body was festering, they asked the master to ask the reason, the master at first said that there was a problem with the blood of the bat fetus, and then after several times he closed the door, and when they looked for him together, they found that he was dead, and the blood on his whole body was sucked dry by unknown things, and the whole person was left with a piece of skin stuck to the bone."

At that time, he could still see his packed salute beside him, and the police couldn't find out the cause of his death later, for fear of causing adverse effects, so they hurriedly dealt with it after it was determined to be a suicide. ”

I swallowed, "My mom is alive because she eats the human fetus......"

The name of the person quickly came to mind in his mind, "This matter, does it have anything to do with Shen Mingya, right?" ”

Dad was stunned for a moment, "How did you think of her with this?" ”

I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled ugly, "Because, when my nine-year-old mother went back, I saw my mother's ulcerated shoulder, she asked my mother, why there is a body destruction technique, my mother didn't say, later, grandma asked the black mother at home, and came up with a name, that is, Shen, Ming, Ya." ”

I don't think it's necessary to say anything about Uncle Shen, but it can be determined that Shen Mingya is inextricably linked with my parents.

Grandma must have asked about Hei's mother, as for how she asked and what answer she got I don't know, maybe it won't be clear in this life, but Shen Mingya's name, I have been remembering it since then, so it must have something to do with this matter.

Dad was puzzled for a long time, but probably thought that grandma had left, it was useless to ask more, lowered his eyes, sighed and continued to open his mouth, "This matter is indeed related to her, because the master your mother is looking for is from Southeast Asia, and then when he had an accident, I also inquired about what the magic is, but I don't know about these, and I don't know any masters who are too powerful, so I can't look at your mother like those other female disciples, first rotten, rotten and dead, and dead will become a dry corpse."

Therefore, I went to Shen Mingya for help, she knows many masters in the country and Hong Kong and Southeast Asia, and has a wide range of contacts, I can only ask her to help me in this matter. ”

I gritted my teeth, "Dad, she has a bad relationship with my mother, isn't she?" ”

Dad didn't look at me, but nodded after thinking about it for a long time.

"It's because of you, right?"

Dad didn't answer, and after taking off his glasses, he began to rub the bridge of his nose again, full of depression and helplessness.

I seemed to understand, Mu Mu's mouth opened, "You go to ask for help from a woman who is not compatible with my mother, is it appropriate, you told me, Shen Mingya is ruthless, then, do I want to think that the master of my mother at the beginning may have been found by her, this is the trap she put on my mother, step by step, causing my mother to come to this point?" ”

Dad sniffed hard and put on his glasses and looked at me, "You know, I reminded your mother the first time I saw her drinking bat blood, this is not the right way, but your mother doesn't look back, she just wants to be beautiful, Shen Mingya is ruthless, but the relationship with me is still good, I can say, I knew her when I was studying more than 20 years ago, she is a mother, she can come to this day, she has her difficulty, in fact, I still admire her very much, after all, her heart, there are also a lot of unknown pain......"

I smiled, "Dad, you didn't answer my question directly, not only did you not answer, but I also found that you spoke very contradictory, a few nights ago, you also told me to stay away from their house, saying that she is ruthless and desperate, why, just because you are sitting in the hospital opened by their family, you began to clear her name?" ”

"It's not whitewashing!"

Dad's face was serious, "A person can succeed, on the one hand, on the one hand, on the other hand, what I told you that night was just to keep your distance, you don't need to be involved with the Lu family, and I owe Shen Mingya, I personally, I deserve to be grateful to her!" ”

I have nothing to say, the foreign surname is a house slave, what I said is quite right, what's the matter, can't I question it! I really can't read my dad, on the one hand, he is full of suspicion about her family, but on the other hand, he is conscientious and conscientious in all kinds of protection, and he is not tired of living!

I really admire Shen Mingya, how can he make people afraid of himself and willingly do things for himself, a capable person!

"Bao Si, let me ask you, if your mother's original master was found by Shen Mingya to harm your mother, then what about other female disciples, she can't, hurt several at once!"

I pursed my lips when I listened to my father's words, this is the case, and I also know that I am a little unfounded, maybe it is because I am very oriented towards my mother in my bones, so I naturally have some inexplicable prejudices about this Shen Mingya.

"Cheng, I won't ask, you can continue."

Dad was a little depressed, like the old pain formed a scab, I was picking, he was in pain, "Shen Mingya helped me find the master, a Thai Azan, after listening to what I said, he said that he couldn't break it, there are two ways to do it, one is to continue to rot, after the whole body is ulcerated, he can seal the wound, although the scars will be all over the body, extremely ugly, but at least in the end you can save a life and get out, the second is to maintain, the maintenance method is to upgrade from animal fetal blood to eat cannibal fetus. ”

I raised an eyebrow, "So, just let my mom eat a human fetus?" Shen Mingya suggested it. ”

Dad shook his head, "The advice she gave me was to let your mother save her life, and she also said that I should come back and persuade your mother not to be obsessed, but your mother didn't listen, she said that she couldn't stand her ugliness, so you said, is it someone else who is harming her, or is your mother choosing it herself?" ”

I opened my mouth for a while before I spoke, "But you know, mom is afraid of losing you, if she is ugly, will that woman have a better chance of getting you?" She's not confident! Do you understand!!! ”

Yes, I admit that I can't turn a corner, so I can't control myself to think about Shen Mingya in a good direction, I always feel that her friendship with my father is not pure, since they were very familiar before I was born, then I can be sure that my mother and she also knew each other for a long time, so, is her role positioning the most intimate face of the man who has been lurking beside my parents?

Dad seemed to be listening to a joke, and spit out two weak laughs in his mouth, "Bao Si, since you want to know from beginning to end, then listen to me tell you, your mother wants to be beautiful and wants to maintain her appearance, so she said that she chose to eat the fetus."

Shen Mingya said that your mother's choice has nothing to do with her, she just has a relationship with me, I know you also misunderstand my relationship with Shen Mingya, but I can tell you clearly, Shen Mingya is a person like my sister, and there are no dirty relationships between us. “

I cleared my throat, "In that case, I want to know how you got out of the hospital and divorced my mom." ”

Dad was still suppressing his emotions with a cold face, "Of course it's a human fetus, I'm a graduate of the military medical university, although I haven't served in the orthodox military, but I'm also a soldier, since the day I put on the military uniform, I thought, what I can do is to be worthy of my military uniform and rank, but as a result, I feel sorry for myself, several times, I have violated military discipline for your mother to bring home the fetus that should have been handled inside the hospital, before the incident in the east window, I was already in very bad health, and I couldn't help but get angry with your mother every time, I blamed myself but I couldn't watch your mother ignore it, until, I was censored and quarantined......"

Speaking of this, Dad exhaled a little relieved, "The day I was taken away, to be honest, I was happy, because, I finally don't have so much pain, I am seeing patients every day, every day I think about not meeting a young girl who takes the wrong path and needs to have labor induced, but every day I pray to meet the right person, in this way, your mother will be happy, I want to see her laugh, I am conflicted, I feel like I'm going crazy, Bao Si, you know what, how painful I am, if I don't get taken away, then, I don't die in the end, and my spirit will eventually collapse. ”

Looking at my father's red eyes, I couldn't help crying and couldn't speak, it was hard to think that a civilian officer who walked through technology, in such a serious and solemn environment, on the one hand, suffered the shackles of the heart and spirit, and on the other hand, wanted to please the woman he loved, how cruel it was, his future was gone.

Dad smiled, smiled at me very easily, "That year, I had nothing, they all said that I was the most promising doctor in the military hospital, I was young, I still have elders to support, and my career is bright, you know, this elder is Shen Mingya's father, my former professor."

However, I disappointed everyone, I was dismissed and reviewed, expelled from the army, and had to go to a military court to be tried, I thought that I was going to be left behind for 10,000 years, but it was Shen Mingya who helped me suppress things through her father's relationship, although I finally left the military hospital, but I at least don't need to live in the dirty past for the rest of my life, I came here, I can still do the profession I like, these hands, now only welcome a new life, this life, They will not touch the fetuses that need to be killed in the mother's womb. “

I sniffed hard, "Just because you were taken away, my mom is gone?" She just left you, and she felt that you had no use value, did you? ”

Dad's eyes were full of deep despair, "I also thought I would never be able to use the scalpel again, at that time, if she didn't divorce me, then she would be reviewed with me, this is the best choice, of course, she divorced me for me, before I took it away, she mentioned divorce, she said she didn't want to affect me, it's me, I don't agree."

Later, something happened, and naturally left, your mother is a temperamental, divorced, she doesn't want to be involved with me, she is also angry with me, I think, I can leave the army hospital, but why come to Xinya, so, she is not in contact with me, the emotions in this are really complicated, Bao Si, do you understand, your mother just wants to be beautiful, since I can't change her mind, I can only do my best to help her, at least, I am here, I can also achieve some value, otherwise, I am now a prisoner, So what can I give your mother? “

I don't understand, as I shook my head with tears in my eyes, "Dad, isn't my mother afraid that you will leave her if she wants beauty, then why in the end, I would rather divorce and continue to find a way to eat the human fetus than be with you, I really don't understand." ”

Dad raised his hand and wiped his tears, "You can probably only ask her about this, perhaps, she has become accustomed to persisting in the end, besides, before we divorced, it was true that we often quarreled, I was also a little tired, I still think that it is more appropriate to be friends, and I am willing to take care of her." ”

I bit my lip, what he was referring to was my mother's obsession with beauty close to perverted, yes, although she never said her appearance, but there must have been people who often praised her, a woman in her forties, she actually looks like she was in her early thirties, the two of us stood together, it was easy to be misunderstood as two sisters, I don't dare to think, if my mother is making a human fetus for more than ten years, it must be like Tianshan Tong's grandmother, as soon as I go out, others think she is my sister, no, if I worry about the old soon, she will have to become my girl!!

Too...... Speechless.

"Dad, then you know very well about my mother's later job, do you know that she went to work as a corpse beautician, on the one hand, to make a living, and on the other hand, to get a fetus, right?"

Dad nodded silently, and looked at me with a little bit of incredulity after a while, "Baosi, how did you know all this, just rely on your mother to get the mother of the human fetus to come to you, if you meet the kind of corpse belt, your mother won't let people speak, she still understands a little bit of this, when she was a child, didn't she say that some talents were Yin girls or something, what, do you know it too." ”

I can't tell my dad that I'm blindfolded, a large part of it is my mom herself muttering so I know, so I can only nod, "I took my grandmother's black mother's cousin, understand, Dad, do you know that my mother later found a nurse surnamed Liu to buy a human fetus?" ”

Dad nodded again, looking like he didn't have any strength, "Yes." ”

I was a little surprised, "Do you know everything?!" ”

Dad pulled the corners of his mouth sneeringly, "What do you think, how much does a human fetus cost?" ”

I shook my head, where do I know, is there still a market here?

Dad sighed and smashed a hole on the ground, "Actually, as long as a patient comes to the hospital to induce labor, 80% or 90% of the human fetus is for the hospital to dispose of itself, and only a small part is willing to take it back, and those left in the hospital will be treated as medical waste."

In fact, it is abandoned, it should not be worthless, but this is very risky, what your mother wants to eat, is the first child of a young girl, preferably a minor, the worst, also about twenty years old, of course, the first child is a must, because only the first child, is the most abundant sperm and blood. ”

I understand this, the first child must be born is a lot of old people are talking in their mouths, not to mention the matter of sperm and blood, that is, if you come up to the first child and hit the curettage or something, you must also bear a certain risk, once you are injured in the future, you can't give birth to it, so it is reasonable, it is generally not a last resort, the first child, must be born in a good appearance.

"Nurse Liu is in the kind of small hospital that relies on advertising, how much money can she make as a nurse for a lifetime, so she is willing to take this risk, and every time she finds a suitable human fetus, she will contact me first, and then contact your mother."

I was dizzy and said, "Why did you contact you in the first place?" “

Dad's eyes were full of the vicissitudes of life after the storm, "Because her price has been rising again, but for so many years, your mother has spent the same amount of money every time, 10,000 yuan, from after our divorce to now, your mother has spent 10,000 yuan every time she buys." ”

Ten thousand?!!

I'm staggering, that's a lot, that thing, that thing...... Sky! I really don't understand!

"But in fact, it's now 80,000, that is to say, I will make up for the extra money."

"Crazy, Dad, what's ......?"

"As I said, risk is priceless."

Dad interrupted me very calmly, "This kind of thing, as long as Nurse Liu is caught, she has to go in, so if she can do it with her freedom and reputation for several years, it can only be the credit of money, otherwise, you can't buy it, are you right?" ”

I don't want to say anything about the price, I can't say, "In other words, you've been silently helping your mother make up that part of the money all these years, right?" ”

Dad nodded, "Yes, I know that 10,000 yuan is already very difficult for her, after all, this thing does not mean that one meal a year is enough, the more the better, but Nurse Liu's foundation has been laid at the beginning, and the price can not be raised, but if you want Nurse Liu to reduce the price at your mother's place, your mother will definitely be suspicious, when the time comes, she will definitely come to me, or contact other channels by herself, or troublesome, she is in the funeral home, a year, can meet a few, sometimes it is a car accident, and it depends on the age and month of the pregnant woman, She can't eat a month-old fetus, and she can't eat a month-old fetus, and she can't do it if the month is too young to form, so she ......"

"Don't talk about this, I'm disgusting."

Dad also took a deep breath and looked at me, "So, you know it now, your mother, it's just that there is no turning back, since she chose to eat the human fetus, then maybe, she can only continue to eat." ”

I shook my head, "Impossible, everything in this world adheres to the principle of mutual reciprocity and mutual restraint, as long as it is a spell, there is a way to solve it!" I'll break it for my mother! ”

I think of my mother's face like rotten meat when I first came to my aunt, can I continue to eat this thing, she has a good skin, but it is all rotten! I don't believe that she can eat until she eats like this, and in another ten or eight years, she will definitely be finished!

Dad lowered his eyes, "I also hope that someone will break this body destruction technique for your mother, but after so many years, as long as I have time, I will inquire, I will go to find someone, who knows, as long as someone hears about your mother's illness, they all shake their heads, I ask more, people will not answer, I don't understand, whether it is not broken, or it can't be broken, Bao Si, what I should do, I really did it, perhaps, it was wrong, but the road has come out, how to turn back." ”

Looking at me, he spit out a few words with some sourness, "Will you blame me, blame me, for not taking good care of your mother." ”

Biting my cheeks, I looked straight at him, "Dad, you always say that I am a child, and there are many things, saying that I don't understand, but I think that some of the things you call adults are the truths that people really don't understand, even children understand, you don't understand, even children don't make mistakes, you actually make mistakes."

I don't want to blame you for anything, that's pointless, I can only say, you don't tell my mother about what I came, the rest of the things, up to me, go and talk to my mother, she is my mother, no matter what, I can't watch her go wrong, unless, she really wants to cut off the mother-son relationship with me, no, even if she breaks off the mother-son relationship with me, I can't ignore her, grandma is her mother, I can't let grandma worry about her daughter underground, that's all. ”

After that, I got up slowly, I was really weak, how to tell my mother when I got home, was it a big quarrel or a saber rattling?

I don't have an idea, it seems that since I came to Ben Cheng, I haven't found a good communication channel with my mother, and I can't communicate, which is the saddest thing.

The phone on Dad's desk was very good at finding time to remember, he picked it up and hummed twice, then looked at me, "I have to go to a meeting, do you want to go back." ”

"Hmmm......"

"Bao Si, although you know this, but I hope that you still try to accept it, after all, it is really difficult for your mother to change anything, in my opinion, I think you still pretend not to know, your mother wants to save face, so ......"

I smiled stupidly, "Is face important, or is life important?" ”

Even if I can understand that my dad loves my mom, he has paid a lot, really a lot, and I even feel the pain and entanglement he once had, but the way he used, I really can't agree with it.

Dad patted me lightly on the shoulder, "I know you want to help your mother, to be honest, sometimes, I think you are covered with your mother's shadow, but sometimes, you are completely different, if I can find a way, or a Mr. Onmyoji who is willing to help me, then I will definitely help your mother break this body destruction technique without saying a word, but the answer I got is the same, they all shake their heads, Bao Si, this world is really complicated, sometimes, it is very cold, many times, All we can do is accept it, and adapt it, you know. ”

I really want to be sick, looking at my dad top-heavy, "This world is actually not complicated, but people's hearts are complicated, you adults, make things complicated, it seems to be more complicated, it can reflect your difficulty, your IQ seems to be high, in fact, it's not, it's a very simple thing, you have to let me go around a lot of bends to know, really, it's boring." ”

"Bao Si ......"

I leaned on the door frame and poured two breaths, "Dad, I still thank you for saying these words to me, it's useless I'm taking out the documents to confront me, this little thing, I'm really tired, I don't want to be entangled, and I hate trouble, I just hope, we can be happy with everything, killing people is not too much, don't be full of bitter water, I want to understand you, but you all talk like squeezing toothpaste, I really don't understand, what are you doing when you're so tired." ”

"I don't want you to know, just for your own good."

I laughed twice, looked back at him and pulled the corners of his mouth, "I know, I heard this little and heard it, I'll go first, you go to the meeting, I'll deal with my mother's business." ”

"Bao Si, you still don't understand what I mean, I mean ......"

I raised my hand to interrupt my father's words and looked at him very seriously, "Trust me, can you, I'll try, okay." ”

Dad swallowed the words in his mouth and nodded as if he was forcing himself, "Okay, let's go, I'll go to the meeting, let's go to the elevator together." ”

Slightly swaying and following behind my father, I can't tell my feelings, depression, discomfort, resentment, all kinds of things, but Dad's fault, I can still understand, what about Mom, I can think that she is for the sake of beauty to keep Dad, so what about the current result, living in a tube building with a good skin is what she wants?

What is she trying to do?

No wonder, no wonder Sister Michelle said that my mother also earns a lot, as if she wants to sell herself to a funeral home, but the money is not a foreign debt, but she eats it.

What is certain is that grandma must not know about her mother's eating of the human fetus, otherwise grandma will not stand idly by, but Shen Mingya, what did grandma say to Uncle Shen back then, is she just a person who helps to carry her father, maybe, for the meaning of her and my family, I really need a lot of time to understand.

Many things in the world are really complicated by people.

However, some of the old knots are still untied today, that is, my parents don't show up all year round, and I finally know their hardships, just like my mother, she can't dare to show up, if grandma knows that she eats human fetus, she has to jump out of the coffin with anger.

When I waited for the elevator, my father and I had our own thoughts, he went up and down, the elevator nodded and went into their own side, he said that it was not necessarily much easier, and I felt that I had accepted my fate, what about me, full of body and mind in the total of this body and mind to destroy the body, and there was really no spectrum in my heart.

"Hey, to be honest, I'm very uncomfortable after being transferred, you don't know how noisy the gastroenterology department is, and I haven't had a clean ear this day."

"Hehe, didn't you always say that our department couldn't exercise, but now it's okay, go to the gastroenterology department, it's a key department of our hospital, pay a lot, and earn a lot."

I stood in front of melancholy, forced to listen to the chatter of the two little nurses behind me in the elevator.

"No, if you want to earn more bonuses, you have to pay more, it's just that it's okay to always think about our physiotherapy department, hey, how is Lao Sheng, isn't it strong at all."

The little nurse next to him sighed, "No, do you remember last year, the eyes suddenly opened and we were excited enough, but in vain, the eyeballs sometimes moved, they couldn't speak, and their thinking was still unconscious." ”

The little nurse sighed, "I remember that when I first went to the physiotherapy department, the head nurse told us that this Lao Sheng is the key object of care, I have been in our department for three years, and the miracle I hope to witness the most is Lao Sheng's awakening, alas, you said that if you really wake up, it will be regarded as a medical miracle, nine years of my God, the general vegetative person wakes up less than 10% after a year." ”

"Hey, that's all data, this kind of brain injury is not possible, if you take care of it, you may be able to sleep for decades, anyway, it's all free, then live, one day that miracle can be witnessed by you, don't you know, we are now the head nurse has developed a habit, as soon as I arrived at Lao Sheng's ward, I began to chatter, Sheng Hui, my daughter was only in elementary school when you came, and now she has graduated from college, when are you going to lie down, haha, you say it's not funny......"

When the elevator door opened, I stood still, just watched the two little nurses walk past me talking and laughing, looking at the backs of the two little nurses in a daze, and muttering to myself, "Sheng Hui? ”

Nine years, brain damage?

I stood there a little hesitantly, not knowing if this Sheng Hui was the Uncle Sheng I knew who said that he would cover his eyes when he went to the second floor.

'Drip, drip......'

The elevator was stuck by me and began to sound an alarm, I gritted my teeth, retracted directly back to the elevator, glanced at the distribution of the inpatient department on the elevator wall, and pressed my hand, the thirteenth floor - rehabilitation physiotherapy department.

'Ding~'

When the elevator opened again in front of me, I saw the empty corridor, very quiet, except for the smooth and dazzling ground I didn't even see a person, a little uncomfortable, mainly because my dad's outpatient floor was too noisy, LED female voice has been shouting, suddenly to such a place, panting like you have to take a leisurely point.

Tentatively walking towards the corridor, I saw all kinds of rehabilitation wards, what acupuncture room, cupping room, physical therapy, Chinese medicine fumigation, cryotherapy, massage room, etc., after walking more than ten meters, I saw a large space of transparent glass, and the sign said 'Rehabilitation Training Hall.' ’

There are more than a dozen patients and family nurses inside, I took a closer look, some of the patients seem to be walking a little hard, with the help of nurses and family members, some of them are struggling to walk on the small parallel bars, and some are still holding the staircase-like steps on the handrail, just a few sections, half a day can not go up.

I sighed in my heart, this should be a cerebral hemorrhage or cerebral infarction or something, and a few of them are lying on that kind of bed, constantly being guided by the nurse to lift their legs, flexing and stretching, I don't know if it hurts or what, I stand outside and hear the waw wow call, and shake my head, "It's really something and don't get sick......

"Little girl, which patient's family are you?"

A voice came from behind, and I looked back at a twenty-five or sixteen-year-old nurse, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, "Oh, I'm looking for Sheng Hui, Uncle Sheng." ”

"Lao Sheng?"

She was a little surprised, "His family hasn't come to see him for a long time, what kind of relative are you in his family." ”

"That's a distant niece."

"Oh." She nodded, "An Feng is here?" ”

I hummed, "Yes, I haven't had a chance to come and see him all the time since I went to school, so I came to see him during the school holidays." ”

She smiled, "That's a good relationship, let's go, you come with me, his family used to come to see his lover often, and he hasn't shown up much in the past year, we also know that Lao Sheng's illness is too long, and the mood of this family member has been affected, although we are 24-hour nursing, but if you want him to wake up, you mainly have to rely on your family, have you been admitted to the university here." ”

"Huh? Yes. ”

She nodded, led me to the door of a ward, and smiled lightly at the corner of her mouth, "No matter how much we talk, we can't compare to your family members, tell him more about his past, maybe there will be a miracle, his lover's phone has been unable to get through recently, if you can get in touch, it's best to talk to Lao Sheng's lover more, don't give up, you can see that Lao Sheng's desire to survive is still very strong, come, come in." ”

I nodded and followed her into a single room, and the moment I entered, my eyes turned red, "Uncle Sheng......"

Uncle Sheng lost a lot of weight back then, lying on the hospital bed with blank eyes, wearing a blue-striped hospital gown, and his body was still in a large shape, very thin, as soon as he was thin, he looked old, and his nasolabial folds were particularly deep.

"Lao Sheng, look who is here, it's your niece's daughter!"

The nurse greeted him familiarly, and deliberately reached out and touched Uncle Sheng's buttocks, "It may be that I have not urinated because I have been running out of fluids today." ”

I looked at Uncle Sheng's nursing pad underneath, "This, don't you insert a urinary tube?" ”

She chuckled and shook her head, "Long-term catheterization is easy to infect, so we are all looking at the change of diligence, you talk to him here first, if he goes to the toilet for a while, remember to ring the bell, don't move, I'll find a nurse to come and change, Lao Sheng has a special person, come and see it in an hour, you won't change it badly." ”

I kept nodding my head and tried hard to control my emotions and open my mouth, "My Uncle Sheng, how did he get hospitalized......"

The nurse was a little stunned, "Don't you know that you are a relative of his family?" ”

I sniffed, "I'm a distant relative, I didn't know about it before, so I thought about coming over to take a look, in fact, at first, I wasn't quite sure, it was my uncle's." ”

Speaking of this, I couldn't control it a little, and wiped my tears vigorously, "How did he get like this, before, he was a cute joker." ”

The little nurse gently patted me on the back as a comfort, "Since you just knew that Xin'er could come to see him, it was not easy for Lao Sheng to come in for a few years, don't be uncomfortable, he is not bad, he left early in another place, brain injury, I don't know the specifics, Lao Sheng was here when I came, I heard the head nurse say, it seems to be a car accident, transferred from another hospital, has been treated in our hospital, you control your emotions, you want to think of something good, didn't he open his eyes, I didn't react at all before, ahh ”

I wiped away my tears and nodded, "Thank you, I can, can I stay alone with my uncle for a while." ”

"Okay, you accompany him, just ring the bell if you have something, ah."

When she left, I stepped forward and grabbed Uncle Sheng's hand, looked at his godless eyes, and said softly, "Uncle Sheng, I'm Baosi, do you still remember me, you say, you said that my grandmother scared you, you still think you were flying the plane, do you remember, ask for medicine, ask Uncle Shen for medicine......"

My hand tightened tightly, and I looked at the hand I was holding with some excitement, "It's moving, Uncle Sheng, you are doing it, are you responding to me, can you hear me, my second uncle is Xue Ruowen, you went to buy a dog with my second uncle, and I was deceived by the landlord's uncle, and I bought a baking oil, do you still remember, Uncle Sheng, Uncle Sheng?" If you hear it, you can move again......"

No response again.

I thought, maybe he was unconsciously twitching, sitting on the stool next to his bed, his hand still holding hard, "It's been nine years, my second uncle has always thought that you didn't go back to us for some reason, I really don't know, you actually had a car accident, Uncle Sheng, what happened back then, why are you all different, Uncle Shen is headless, Lu Xingyue has also changed, can you tell me, what happened......

……

In the afternoon, I went home alone with red and swollen eyelids, dizzy, and very cold all the time, I knew that this was the relationship between being put on the body, and I was thinking about it, and it was my mother's business, and I saw Uncle Sheng who I hadn't seen for a long time, and my brain and body were the same exhausted.

The handrails of the stairs in our building are very dirty, because of the age, unlike most of the current communities are the kind of shiny stainless steel, it should be made of iron, and the green paint that has been brushed has long been wiped clean day after day, and now as long as one hand touches it, it is either rust or ash, but I really can't take care of it, it is tired, so I can only use my arm to drag the handrail step by step to move upstairs.

Walking to the corner of the second floor, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, an old man actually seemed to be squatting there faintly, and I could vaguely see the outline, and even, I was sure that it was an old man, squinting and looking carefully, I tentatively opened my mouth, "Why are you squatting here." ”

He squatted and didn't move, but the voice came out, "I want to go home, I can't get in, my leg hurts......"

I seemed to have some signs of fever, my body was very cold, and my brain was a little chaotic, I wanted to look at his legs carefully, but I could only see him curled up and squatting there, and I couldn't tell where my feet were, "Knock on the door, knock on the door There will be someone at home." ”

"I knocked, but no one answered my ......"

I shook my head vigorously to keep me awake, "It should be no one at home, you give way, I have to go upstairs." ”

"Girl."

Implicitly, I actually saw him stretch out his hand to me, "I know you, you live upstairs, knock on the door for me, I want to go home, I want to go back to the house to see ......"

I couldn't say how uncomfortable it was, "But didn't you knock on the door!" ”

Seeing that his outstretched hand was about to touch me, before I could react, I heard the door next to me 'click' open, "Who is talking at the door?" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and looked at the huddled shadow flashing suddenly, and looked at the man in his thirties who opened the door for me in a daze, "Did you see someone go in just now?" ”

"What."

He looked at me with a frown and some impatience, "Aren't you upstairs, who do you keep talking to at my door!" ”

Swallowing my saliva, I finally understood why I was so uncomfortable just now, "Is there ...... in your house?"

Before he finished speaking, there was a sound of a child crying in his house, "Wow"~, and then a woman's voice was heard, "Daddy, child! Hurry up and see what is going on with the child!! I'm going to the toilet!! ”

Before I could say anything more, the man gave me a warning look, "Stop wandering around my door, god-to-god!" ”

After speaking, the door was closed with a bang, accompanied by the child's crying, "What's the matter!" It's good not to play! What are you crying about after you have bought all the toys!! ”

The child was crying loudly, and the sound could still come from the house after I walked several steps, and he shook his head, yes, this is the child is scared, and I am fucking stimulated again!

When I got home, I didn't do anything, I put the crisper in the refrigerator and lay on the bed and squinted, I really couldn't take care of anything, and I felt like I couldn't last a minute.

I slept until more than five o'clock, got up and got up a little better, got up and looked at the messy hut that I had turned over and the broken door that I kicked in, I was too lazy to clean up, I got up and kicked the box into the house and closed the door again, but the big hole was conspicuous, and I raised my eyes and glanced at the curtain that my mother had picked up and hung obliquely on the side, and untied it and blocked the door.

Lazily lying back on the bed, I have thought about it, I will take care of my spirits if I don't go anywhere tonight, and tomorrow, I will go directly to the funeral home to find my mother, I have to talk to her about this matter whether it can be broken or not.

I just squinted for a while, and the door opened the door, so I sat up directly and came back?!

Before she could keep up, my mother entered the room with a relaxed face, "Bao Si, that classmate of yours is going to melt the day after tomorrow, and I also saw your class teacher, she said that this matter is all settled, it's okay, don't worry about it anymore." ”

With that, she went into the house and threw her bag directly on the TV cabinet and went out to wash her hands, not noticing the door that I kicked open.

I pursed my lips and didn't squeak, stood at the door of the house, and watched her come over with a smile and wipe her hands with a towel, "Ignore me, are you still angry with your mother?" Bao Si, mom is really all for your good, our mother and daughter don't have an overnight feud, what do you want to eat, mom will take you out to eat today. ”

It seems that this is seeing that Tong Qianqian is going to melt her, and she is going to open meat again, and she is in a beautiful mood.

"I don't want to go out to eat."

My mother looked at me and smiled gently, "Then you want to eat at home, but there is nothing at home, let's go out, I'll take you to eat Western food, steak?" Pizza? Don't you like it, so let's go eat spicy crab? ”

I took a deep breath, "Are you sure you don't have anything better to eat at home?" ”

Mom smiled a little, "What is there at home, haven't you eaten enough quick-frozen dumplings and instant noodles?" ”

I gritted my teeth hard, turned around and opened the door of the refrigerator without saying a word, took out a crisper in my mother's smiling eyes and threw it directly on the coffee table, and pointed with my hand, "Just eat this." ”

Mom's smiling face froze, her eyes immediately looked at her cabin, and she ran over a few steps to open the curtain, and I interpreted the pause at that time, according to my mother's IQ, I shouldn't need to explain to her step by step.

"Bao Si, you ......"

Turning around, her eyes were actually a little scarlet, "You moved my things?" ”

I sat on the sofa with a big prick and looked at her innocent face, "Yes, otherwise how would you know that you don't share delicious food, Mom, what kind of taste is this, is it smooth in the mouth, or has a long aftertaste......"