I couldn't interpret my mother's eyes for a while, I was stunned, surprised, and then there was a trace of unbelievable fear......

The drama was really enough, I didn't speak, I just watched her stand in place for more than a minute as if someone had pressed the pause button, and then she said tremblingly, "What did you say?" ”

I shrugged my shoulders and didn't respond, but I made it clear to her body language that if she wasn't deaf, she should have heard clearly.

Mom's eyes were so red that she stiffened her neck and stood in front of me, "I can't believe that such words were uttered by a nineteen-year-old child." ”

I smiled sadly, with a slight self-deprecation, "Then what do you think, nineteen-year-old me, how should I speak, should I shout and ask you when you enter the door or should I be scared and ask you what is in the crisper?" What do you want me to do, as long as you say it, I can cooperate. “

"Xue Baosi!!"

I looked at her flushed face and actually 'giggled'~ and laughed, "What are you anxious about, it's just the two of us in this house, anyway, Sister Michelle is not here, isn't it just this bit of that let me know, what's the big deal, you have eaten it all, and now I'm still afraid of people saying it, I remind you, you'd better shout to me quietly, otherwise, your anxiety seems to me to be completely shameful after dirty." “

"You !!"

My unhurried tone seems to really anger my mother, I don't want to say how much pain I feel in my heart at this moment, the moment I learned to cry when I was nine years old, my life seems to be telling me, no matter how desperate and sad it is, you have to endure it, you have to endure it, you have to cruelly tell yourself to see the reality.

Mom's slap was still waving in the air, and I stood up with the armrests of the single sofa, my face slightly raised, "You hit." ”

"Xue Baosi! Don't think I dare!! ”

I still laugh, how could I think she wouldn't dare, didn't she just reward me with a slap stew a few days ago, "Let's fight, after this side is over, I will hit the other side if I don't understand my anger, and then I will make this delicious food, I will mix with you in the future, do women love beauty, Mom, I also want to be beautiful forever, just right, I will work hard from now on, and strive for a hundred years later, the two of us can still look like one in his early thirties, and the other will be like eighteen or nineteen, as soon as we go out, how many people envy us, right." ”

"You, you ......"

Tears welled up in my mother's eyes, and she put her hand down, "Do you want to be angry with me!" You're my daughter, you're ......"

I sighed, "I'm your daughter, so you want to tell me that you're eating this for me?" ”

Mom gasped for breath, as if she was desperately trying to calm her mind, I am not in a hurry, this time is that she is willing to cry and cry, and she is willing to make trouble, since she dares to come here, our plan will come with the changes!

After more than ten or twenty minutes, my mother took two deep breaths and looked at me, "That classmate of yours told you, what did she tell you?" ”

I raised my eyebrows slightly, "Mom, in fact, you can make her never give birth to a superborn and have no way to come out to trouble me, right?" ”

Mom stood there stiff, her lips quivering slightly.

I sighed softly, "You have a lot of time to drive a nail into her skull, so that she can't do it even if she wants to seek revenge from me, but why didn't you do that." ”

Mom turned her face and didn't dare to look at me, "I, I don't understand what you're saying." ”

I let out a laugh, "You don't understand?" The Yin and Yang of the Xue family should have been inherited by you, at what age will you give people the deeds of walking yin, I heard about it since I was a child, why, now you don't understand? Since you don't want to say it, then let me tell you, why didn't you do things absolutely well, why did you know that Tong Qianqian was so able to ask you to leave her a way back, are you soft-hearted, Mom? ”

Mom's face was still pinned and she didn't look at me, so naturally she didn't respond.

I seemed to be talking to myself, and I was talking energetically, "Of course the answer is not, if you are really soft-hearted, you will not move other people's children, so there is only one reason why you don't want her to never give birth, and that is ...... For your own sake. ”

Mom's body shook, and her voice trembled and spit out, "I still don't understand......"

"Huh."

I looked at her side face coldly, "What do you not understand!" Aren't you just afraid! You know all too well about these backlashes! You already need to bear the backlash of eating human fetus, if you let the family never give birth, it will be equivalent to adding sin to crime!!

You know that the consequences of this kind of bad karma cannot be digested by the living, so you don't think it's worth it, and you don't want to die on the streets one day and suffer day and night after going to hell! So you'd rather have a little luck than create a sin for yourself, to put it bluntly! It's that you know too well what you're doing, so you're afraid!! ”

Mom's body shook greatly, she sucked her nose hard, her lips were bloodless, she turned her head, but looked at me with a hint of strong composure, "Baosi, you listen to your mother, I don't know how your classmate told you, but the contents of this crisper box are not what you think...... It is actually a medicinal material, it is available in the pharmacopoeia, it is a kind of medicinal material that replenishes the body, I don't believe you to check it, this is called Zihe Che, I took this back, just to replenish the body. ”

Purple River Car?

Does she want to fool me like this, is this to refresh my three views again, things have come to this point, she can still come up with an excuse to defend herself, the key is that this excuse can't make me have a trace of sympathy for her, on the contrary, the anger in my heart is soaring, the word 'confession', is it so difficult for her!

"Purple, River, Car ......"

I looked at my mother word by word to confirm, and then picked up the crisper and opened the lid, and began to tear the black plastic sheet wrapped around the fetus in my mother's exclamation, my mother was frightened by my appearance, and vigorously snatched the frozen fetus in my hand, "What are you doing, you!" ”

"What do you say I do!!"

I looked at her coldly, "Didn't you say that this thing is a purple river car, then I'll give you a physiological and hygiene lesson!" Let me tell you, the thing in Ziheche is the placenta, and what you have in your hand is the developing fetus, the placenta is the placenta The child is a child, can eating the placenta be the same as eating the child, is it possible, you have been lying to yourself when you eat the dead child and saying that this is the Zihe car?! ”

'Smack!! “

Mom slapped me in the face, and in the few seconds of the intermittent blank of my brain, I inexplicably thought of the person surnamed Lu who was slapped by me that day-

Now I am in his perspective at that time, coupled with the shape of the face that is forced to be slightly sideways with the strength, it is really exactly the same as him, and the tip of the tongue immediately made an unconscious move, that is, to push the cheeks, numb, real numb.

"Do you think I want to eat, I'm not, not for ......"

"Beauty."

Spit out a word, I gently spat out a mouthful of spittle, but unfortunately, there was no blood, otherwise it must be very sensitive.

I didn't talk nonsense, I just took my school bag, fell on the bed with a bang, drew a few sheets out of a pair of messy things, turned around and handed it to her.

"Take a look for yourself, I know everything you have, I don't want to say anything to you now, I also know that at this moment, even if you confess to me, you can't be sincere, then let's talk nonsense, now, I'll give you two choices.

One, you have grievances, you have grievances, if you want to turn back after you finish speaking, you tell me, I am riding into my life, I will also help you, two, if you have the right idea, you just don't want to turn back, then we will be a companion on the road of cultivating Tianshan Tong's grandmother, you will be the grandmother, I will be the little grandmother, and eat the child in the future, you will share half of me, I will not pick my arms and legs, and I can't ask for beauty! ”

Mom looked at those lists, her whole body was trembling, and she didn't know if she was angry or stimulated by me, "You went to find Xia Wendong, right?" Didn't you go to him! ”

"Yes." I'm short and to the point.

"He, what he told you, how did he tell you!!"

I LOOKED AT MY MOTHER'S FACE, INEXPLICABLY, THERE WAS A TRACE OF UNCONTROLLABLE PITY, "HE JUST TRUTHFULLY RECOUNTED, FROM YOUR PREGNANCY AND BIRTH TO ME, TO YOUR POSTPARTUM DEPRESSION, AND, IN THE END, HOW DID HE WANT TO HELP YOU GET A HUMAN FETUS, HOW DID HE LEAVE LUJUN HOSPITAL...... All of that, if there's anything you'd like to add, I'm listening. ”

Mom bit her lip hard, her feet seemed to have no strength to retreat, and she staggered directly to the coffee table, "Can you tell me why you know everything and are so calm......

I silently walked up to her, "I just want to understand one thing, are you eating human fetuses just for beauty?" ”

Mom lowered her eyes, her whole body was rippling with an indescribable grievance, she covered her face hard, and her mouth made a small cry, like shame, and like a collapse, I don't understand her reaction, I just know that she is not normal, yes, she can eat the human fetus, itself is abnormal.

I think I need to make it clear from beginning to end, because my head is about to explode, "I also know about Nurse Liu's sale of your human fetus, everything you have, I know everything, now, I just want to ask you, what is your suffering, what is it, what is it that supports you to do such a heartless thing." ”

"No bitterness!!"

Mom's tearful face finally broke out, she raised her finger and pointed desperately at herself, "I just want to be beautiful!" I just want to be pretty, can I !! “

I gritted my teeth and forced myself to nod, "Yes, every woman wants to be beautiful, and they all want to be young forever, don't they, I just want to know, why are you so persistent in being beautiful, now, you got this face, but you have already pushed away your father, haven't you." ”

"I don't care about !!"

The tears on my mother's face shook me in the face, "I don't care about anything, I just want to maintain my appearance, I just want to be young forever!" Whether you understand it or not!! That's how I am! Even if you don't recognize me as a mother, even if I lose everything, I don't care!! ”

My chest twitched mechanically, but my tone pressed as easily as possible, "Do you really not care, or are you afraid of something?" ”

"Afraid ?!!"

Mom let out a sharp laugh, "What am I afraid of, I am not afraid of anything!" Now that you know everything, I don't have anything to fear!! ”

It's going to break the jar.

I took a deep breath and said lightly as I exhaled, "You're actually afraid that you will be compared to that Shen Mingya, aren't you afraid of her?" ”

"I'm afraid of her?! It's ridiculous, isn't she just going to be reincarnated with two dollars more than me, what's there to fear me!? ”

I looked at my mother's distorted face like a neurosis, but I was more and more sure of my thoughts, "It's because you are not as rich as Shen Mingya, so you can be reincarnated, so you want to start from a young and beautiful start, so as to compare with her, right?" ”

"Xue Baosi!!"

Mom stretched out her hands and grabbed my shoulders suddenly, her bloodshot eyes eager to pop out of her sockets, "I warn you, I will never allow you to mention the name Shen Mingya here, you can never mention that old and ugly woman, you can't !! “

"Why ......"

I was swayed back and forth by my mother's shoulder, and I didn't have much strength anymore, and now that I was being by her like this, I had a feeling that I was going to get motion sickness and want to vomit every minute.

"No why, no why!!"

Mom grinned, her facial features were distorted and almost crazy, "You swear to me, you swear that you will never mention that woman in front of me in your life, you swear!! ”

My head began to get dizzy, "Dad really loves you, what are you not confident in, as long as you really love each other, others can't hinder your life......"

"Shut up! You shut up!! ”

Mom seemed to be forced by me, she didn't like it at first and just shook me, her body pounced again, and she pressed me down on the single bed behind her, and her hands were also transferred from her shoulders to my neck, and she was still gritting her teeth after pinching viciously, "I'll let you say!" I'll let you say it!! “

"Uh......"

I lay my arms straight on the bed, and the clutter that had been poured out of my bag under me, except for the mouth that was forced to open up, I didn't have the slightest desire to struggle, tired, really tired......

I began to have this feeling of exhaustion since my grandmother left, I told myself every day, I must live like a hedgehog, as long as anyone provokes me, provokes my beloved family, then I will not hesitate to arch the thorns on my back and pierce out, I am willing to wrap myself, strong myself, but the thorns of the hedgehog, not all over the body, what about the heart, chest and abdomen......

Life is so tiring, and I have to stay awake at all times, then I might as well die, die, at least I can reunite with the people who love me the most, at least, I don't need to let myself grow into a big tree desperately, and I don't need to think about sheltering others when I am tired......

"You can't talk about it! Anyway!! ”

As my mother's strength grows stronger and stronger, the pathos in my heart is beyond measure, my eyes are blankly open, tears, but unconsciously slipped from the corners of my eyes, just when my eyes began to blacken, my mother's hands actually loosened, I was a little surprised, she is such a person who does not play cards according to common sense, then I should be strangled to death, at least I am dead, no one will say what she doesn't like to hear.

"What did I do, what did I do...... Bao Si, Bao Si, are you okay, don't scare Mom, I have nothing, I really don't have anything, your grandmother told me a long time ago, saying that you are my lucky star, Bao Si, Bao Si ......"

Mom started to pat my face constantly, pinched my man, both hands tried to pull me up, I lay there with limp limbs, and when my breath was clear, I began to cough uncontrollably, Mom's tears dropped my face, she kept apologizing, and kept apologizing incoherently.

"Mom didn't mean it, I don't know what's wrong with me, Bao Si, don't have an accident, don't have an accident, you must not have an accident, you are the only root and seedling of the Xue family, if you have an accident, I just die and I don't have the face to go down to see your grandpa and grandma, Bao Si, I beg you, you forgive your mother, my mother is really wrong...... "

"Ahem...... Ahem......"

I was still coughing uncontrollably, my eyes open, but I was looking straight at the ceiling as the light slowly recovered, grandma...... Why didn't I live by my mother's side for my grandmother......

"Bao Si, you say a word to your mother, can you say a word to your mother, I really don't want to strangle you, I really don't ...... I'm just, I just can't control myself, I hate myself, you know, I really hate, I don't know how to get to this point, I don't want to eat the human fetus, but I can't go back, as long as I stop, then I'm going to rot to death, I can't die so ugly, I really can't...... Bao Four!! ”

I can't understand her, even if I die 10,000 times, I'm afraid I can't understand it.

"Bao Si, mom beg you, please forgive me, please don't tell me about it, you and I will be selfish, just let me go on like this, even if it is death, I don't want to let myself stink to death, Bao Si, Bao Si ......"

I slowly raised my arm, and my mother thought I was going to pull her, so she immediately took her hand up, "Baosi, do you want to get up......

I didn't look at her, I didn't have the strength to talk to her, and I didn't want to persuade her to do anything, but I just looked at the roof of the house, and my hand was still stretching towards it, and at the same time, my nose was humming a tune faintly......

My mother looked at me with puzzled eyes, "What's wrong with you, Baosi, don't scare me, be scared of me." ”

I opened my mouth slightly, and while spitting out the notes, my eyes looked straight at the already mottled ceiling of my house, "The stars in the sky don't speak, the children on the ground miss their mother, and they think of their mother's words every night, and the tears are shining Lu Binghua............"

Mom cried as soon as she cried, and sat on the ground with a sad face, I couldn't care about her, I just blindly stretched my hand towards it, the person I love the most, is it in heaven?

"Ah~ah~ The tea garden in my hometown is full of flowers, my mother's heart and liver are at the end of the world, and I think of my mother's words every night, and the tears are shining Lu Binghua...... The eyes of heaven blink and blink, and my mother's heart is ...... Lu Binghua."

"Bao Si, I beg you, I beg you!!"

Mom got up and pulled me up, "I beg you not to sing this!" Don't sing this!! ”

I sat there in a state of disappointment, my head tilted slightly, even if I didn't sing anymore, my nose was humming the tune over and over again, is this what I'm coming to the city for, grandma, do you see, do you hope, how can I help my mother, I really can't do it, I'm not as capable as you think.

"Bao Si, Bao Si, my mother knelt down for you, can I kneel for you, I beg you, I beg you, please don't do this again!!"

In the midst of tears, my mother actually knelt down in front of me, put her hands on my knees and said in a hoarse voice, "I beg you, don't do this again, don't be like this!" ”

I really hate this kind of rain......

Raising my hand to wipe away the tears in front of my eyes, I watched her open her mouth in a daze, "I'll ask you one last time, can you stop eating." ”

Mom couldn't see her true face when she cried, her head shook weakly and collapsed, "If I don't eat it, it will rot to death, and it will rot to death......"

The corners of my mouth twitched, and I raised my hand to push her away directly, and my mother was pushed to the ground by my strength, her hand was propped up on the floor leather, and her eyes were still full of despair when she looked at me, "Baosi, mom can't turn back, can't turn back......

My throat twitched, and I nodded, "Okay, then I'll accompany you, and I'll live forever with you." ”

After speaking, I stepped forward and directly picked up the somewhat dissolved fetus, the black plastic bag was full of cold moisture, I almost didn't think about it when I picked it up, I bit it down in a big bite, I don't know what position it is, I just feel that the outside is soft, but the heart is still very hard, and an indescribable stench spreads in the mouth at the moment of biting!

My dead resistant's stomach twitched, and I was just about to pull it vigorously when I listened to my mother's 'whoa! Gotta let out a screeching howl, rush up and start snatching what I'm holding, "Are you crazy!!" Are you crazy! Loosen your mouth! Loose mouth!! ”

Staring, I looked at my mother with determination, my mouth was still biting the fetus and not letting go, I knew it was a sin, but I had to do it, if it didn't work, then I thought, I really can't do anything about my mother!! “

"Loosen your mouth!!"

Mom pinched my cheeks before she started like crazy, "Do you still want to eat the hardships I have suffered again!" You give me a sigh of relief!! ”

'Wow~~Wow~~~~!! ‘

There was a sound of a child crying in my ears, did this child be bitten by me?

I felt indescribable pus start to flow from my lips, and the smell was indescribable, very similar...... Poop miso soup.

"Bao Si!! Mom promises you!! Mom promises you everything!! You can't eat it, you must not eat it!!! ”

As soon as the force on the mouth was loosened, the fetus immediately fell into the mother's hands, my teeth were cold, very disgusting, disgusting, I didn't even dare to lick it with my tongue, I didn't dare to close my mouth and purse my lips.

"You said, don't eat it?"

My mother carefully held the fetus and watched me cry and convuls, "Bao Si, do you think I want to eat, I can't help it, I really can't help it, this is a sin, I was also pregnant, I know what the child looks like in the womb for four or five months, and I don't want to do this, it's just that I'm really afraid of rotting......"

"Let me ask you, if I break the body destruction technique for you, can you do it, from now on, will you never do such a hurtful thing?"

The mother was stunned, put the fetus in the crisper and wiped her tears vigorously and looked at me, "What do you say, you, will you break?" ”

I nodded, "yes, I'll break." ”

Mom looked at my face for a few seconds, and then smiled inexplicably, "You lie to me, how can you break it, this, this even many foreign masters say that it can't be broken, you, you just took the black mother's hall, black, what the black mother said, can you break it." ”

Lying is a hard job, but at this juncture, I have to look absolutely sure, "Of course, as long as you can promise not to touch these fetuses from now on, I will help you." ”

Mom's breathing began to be short, "I don't believe it, you lied to me, Xia Wendong once told me that there is an Azan in Thailand who said that he can break it for me, but he must have scars all over his body, that kind of thing, what's the point of living, I don't want scars all over my body, I want to ......"

"I won't leave you scarred all over your body, but you'll age normally, would you like to?"

I looked at her seriously and said, "This choice, I will leave it to you, if you are willing to choose to age gracefully from now on, then I will help you, but if you still want to eat the fetus, we will work together, you choose." ”

Mom still couldn't believe it, "Really, the face doesn't rot?" Won't you have scars all over your body like burns? ”

I shook my head, "No. ”

Mom swallowed her saliva and grabbed my arm very hard, "Really, it's just normal to get old, it won't become ugly and ugly, I'm not afraid of growing wrinkles slowly in the future, I also accept that I can age slowly, but I can't accept that the skin on my face is like a hyperplasia after burns, I think it's smooth and smooth, as long as it's ......"

"I think I've made it clear, it's just for you to choose."

This is also what I said at the beginning, the key depends on what attitude my mother has, although I am very bottomless, but what I can do is to stabilize her, way, I can think about it, find it, but if I can't pull my mother back, then it's sad.

"Bao Si!!"

Mom actually knelt down in front of my leg after shouting again, "If you can really let me help me break this without being ugly, then Mom will thank you for a lifetime, really thank you for a lifetime!" I'm actually fed up, I've really had enough, I'm just afraid of rotten, as long as it's not rotten, then I can do anything!! ”

I exhaled softly in my heart, I didn't speak, I pulled my mother's arm and motioned for her to get up, I should be glad that Sister Michelle was not at home, otherwise, whoever saw the things that the two of us tossed was not afraid.

The stench left over from my lips and teeth is still invading my mouth in waves, and I should be thankful that this thing is not something very delicious or pleasant, and I can even imagine how hideous and tangled my mother's facial features have to be every time she eats it.

Don't think about it, I know that she may not be able to bear it for a long time, although it is just a fetus, but it gives people the feeling that it is not only unpalatable, but also the most important moral norms, human torture, but, for my mother, the temptation of beauty is too great, just like lying in the face of me, my mother did not say that it is important to save her life first, but said, don't scar, don't proliferate, you can accept slow aging, but you can't become ugly overnight.

She still cares about this, but at the very least, I can breathe a sigh of relief for a while.

After sitting on the edge of the bed for a while, I watched my mother first silently pack up the crisper box, and then looked at me a little tentatively after putting it in the refrigerator, "Bao Si, how can I break it." ”

I cleared my throat and looked at her with a serious face, "I need to absorb the essence of heaven and earth in the dead of night, summon the gods of the eight directions, and ask for the ancient divine medicine, this method will take at least 2714 days, as long as the divine medicine is requested, and then cooperate with the secret method of the Divine Sect, I can break the body." “

"Antiquity...... Miracle medicine? ”

Mom was a little puzzled, "When I was a child, I saw your grandmother go to Taishang Laojun to ask for medicine, I can't see it, but it smells of medicine, where can you ask for this." ”

I sat up straight, slandering in my heart, time is so rushed, you can listen to what I want to make up for the time being.

"I, this one, is a collection of immortal wisdom, the nectar of a hundred schools, the essence of heaven and earth, the glory of the sun and the moon, and belongs to the ......"

Mom listened carefully, "What does it belong to?" ”

I slowly leaned into her face and spat out two words, "Secret." ”

Uncle, how do I know what it belongs to!!

My mother looked at me with a slight question, "Why do I sound weird, do you need to raise the altar, haven't you never invited Xian'er in the past two years, and also, what kind of secret method of the Divine Sect, why haven't I heard of it." ”

You just say that you are angry, you are most afraid of this kind of person who knows half of the way, you either don't understand at all, how do I say how you listen, or you understand everything, you say, I listen, but you don't understand it, and you don't understand it, and you still understand it, and it's the most unbearable.

"The secret method of the Divine Sect was passed on to me by my uncle, as for how to do it, you don't understand, you don't have to worry about asking for medicine, everything will wait for fourteen days, when the time comes, what to do, I will tell you."

I looked at my mother calmly, "As long as you cooperate, and from this moment on, you must sincerely repent and swear never to touch the cannibal fetus, can you do it." ”

Mom's hand clenched into a fist hard, and her knuckles turned white, "Bao Si, you didn't lie to me?" ”

I raised my temper, "If you think Xue Baosi is lying to you, then what about the new leader of the Xue family, the black mother is above, how dare the leader god talk nonsense!" ”

Black grandma, don't blame me, this is all my delaying strategy, I didn't make a move, I will turn around and slap my mouth!

Mom got up and walked towards the kitchen, I was wondering what she was doing, I saw her take a porcelain bowl back, knock on the edge of the bowl with a bang, cut the edge of the broken porcelain with her fingertips, and after the blood came out, she was a little in the center of the bottom of the bowl, raised her head high, and looked at me with eyes that were still blood-red, "I Xue Ruojun swears that from now on, I will not eat the human fetus, do not create evil, and I am willing to grow old slowly at any time, if there is a breach of contract, it will be like a porcelain bowl, and the body will be broken!" ”

Fall, 'Bang!! 'A sound sounded, and the rice bowl was completely scrapped!

I held on hard to stop me from shivering!

All kinds of shouting voices in my heart, Xue Baosi, you must not swear like this, you know no, or you will be a real tiger!

Fortunately, my mother's attention was not on me, after the bowl was broken, her big neck tendon was still raised high because of the force, looking at me, although her face was pale and bloodless, but her eyes were full of firmness, "Bao Si, Mom believes in you, you are Mom's lucky star, Mom believes in your grandmother's words, she said that if there is no you, I won't live to be fifty, I think, this must mean that you help me this time, although I don't know how you want to help, but I believe in you, Mom really doesn't want to be evil anymore, such a day is not a human life." ”

These words, I vaguely remember that grandma seems to have said, I want to help my mother, otherwise watching her continue to eat, then even if the skin is not old in the end, or the pot will not be able to resist the backlash, but what I just said is completely a delaying tactic, all my understanding of this body-destroying beauty is only through my father's words.

Oops, half a month, if I can't hold it back in half a month, what can I do, she has made this poisonous oath, but it's okay, I see that my mother is quite comfortable after making this poisonous oath, at least half of my heart is released, as for thinking about it...... As long as there is time, it is not a matter, I have always believed that there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and we will unload the wheel if there is no road.

Looking at my mother, I pulled the corners of my mouth and nodded heavily, "Mom, you remember, no matter when I am your daughter, I won't look at you and leave it alone, I know you don't want to be ugly, so I will definitely let you keep your current face and grow old slowly." ”

Well, dig a hole for yourself again, slap your mouth.

Mom was a little moved, moved to me, and gently held my face with her hand, "Baosi, I'm sorry, I know I'm not a competent mother, if I hit you again in the future, you will give me the kitchen knife and stomp my hand, I thank you for helping me so much, so that I can not only get out of the sea of suffering but also protect the things I care about, Mom owes you, really." ”

I lowered my eyes, I don't want to listen to these words, the kitchen knife chops or not, it doesn't sound good to listen, my face has been beaten, my neck has been pinched, for people like me who are used to giving sweet dates afterwards, I don't like to eat.

In fact, her care for her face is pathological in my opinion, what's wrong with being fat, what's wrong with her puffy face, why bother tossing herself to this, I'd rather eat a human fetus than let myself rot to death, that is to say, for this face, I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of ugliness?!

I can't understand even if I help her, really, if women care about appearance like her, and are afraid of being fat and ugly, then how can our village be as energetic as my aunt and uncle, and those who look at the side of the ridge as a peak, should not have been cut off from the people a long time ago.

Heart, my mother's heart has been properly distorted, maybe at the beginning it was just a simple pursuit of beauty and keeping my father, but over time, it seems to be addicted to plastic surgery, I am happy when I look in the mirror, and I forget all the original intentions!

After being silent for a while, my mother went to get the crisper in the refrigerator, put it in the bag, took a deep breath and said to me, "Your classmate is going to melt, I have to take advantage of no one to pay attention at night to send this fetus back to her belly, can you go with me to have a look." ”

I shook my head and said just four words, "I believe in you." ”

Actually, I want to go, but I don't have much energy on my body, and I don't think it's necessary, she has made all this poisonous oath, and I have made all my little wishes to her, and she really doesn't need to eat anymore.

It's equivalent to telling her to believe me, I'll let her keep her face and slowly age under the effect of gravity, pay attention, it's 'slowly', my mother should still think that she can be slower if she takes more care or something, after all, there are women in their forties and fifties who are still charming, and they are not old overnight, so if she is eating the human fetus, isn't it pure to curse that she doesn't know each other.

Mom nodded, a pair of eyes that no longer shed tears looked at me and was still full of gratitude, she was not busy walking directly, but first cleaned up the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, poured them into the trash can before opening her mouth gently, "Then I'll go, my house, don't help clean up, I'm too tired, wait for me to find someone tomorrow, dismantle the dark cabinet, so that the house can be more spacious, if you want to live in my house, let's change, okay." ”

"No, I'm used to living here, the curtain is drawn, one bedroom and one living room, it's good."

Mom still nodded, I got up to escort her to the door, and when I went out, she reached out and touched my face again, "I'm sorry." ”

I smiled indifferently, "It's okay, you can go quickly, Tong Qianqian's matter is clear, we are all relaxed." ”

Mom hummed, went out and went down two steps to turn back to me, "Thank you, Baosi, you are really my lucky star." ”

I stood still, all I could do was hold the corners of my mouth hard.

Listening to my mother stepping down the stairs and closing the door, my first reaction was to brush my teeth, facing the mirror, I didn't want to look at the woman with half a pig's head face inside, the toothbrush was desperately moving between her lips and teeth, and her neck was also finger prints, this is not, I really can't fight with people, otherwise I won't win, and outsiders will think that I was beaten!

I brushed it four or five times before and after, and I felt that there was a dead smell that I couldn't tell clearly, but I couldn't brush it anymore, my teeth were going to bleed, I rinsed my mouth and went back to the house, and I started to have a headache as soon as I opened the door of the house, and my mother was gone, and I didn't have to pretend anymore, and knocked the door of my head, "Let you blow, how can you collect it......"

I remembered my father's words, I sighed long, you said that if he lied back then, wouldn't it be easier to do it, it's not good not to say anything about scarring all over the body, just tell her, it's rotten first, and when it's done, it's a new layer of skin, I don't believe that my mother doesn't cooperate, it's just ...... Thinking about it, she began to shake her head, in vain, she must have committed suicide with her character.

When it was over, I shook my head as I collected the things that had fallen on the bed, and if I really couldn't think of this trick this time, then I would wait to be crushed with my mother!

"Hey......"

When I received the jewelry box, my hand paused, opened it and looked at the Buddha head pendant, totaled my own current body, I don't know how many days I have to raise, take it out and wear it directly on my neck, at least like that grandfather, I have to be slightly shielded by the accident, otherwise it is really uncomfortable, I am so slow to react, and I will faint every minute.

The Buddha head pendant is hot, very comfortable, I lie back on the bed and am still full of restlessness, I feel like what happened just now is like a dream, I made trouble, I cried, I almost let Tong Qianqian's child make me, it's okay, no matter how the result is controlled for the time being.

Close my eyes, I silently prayed, grandma, you manifest your spirits, tell me what to do, otherwise I can only go home to find my uncle, alas, I really think, just like my mother, if you give me two more, I will die young, don't eat the human fetus, eat me.

This sleep is dark, falling asleep quickly, as before, I am very clear that I am dreaming, but this dream is strange, I am walking alone on a dark road, there seems to be a voice in my ears to guide me, but the breath is like a gossamer, I can't hear clearly, so I walked in a daze, and after a while, I came to a fork in the road, a little blind, I tried hard to distinguish the voice, "Where to go, who is talking to me!" ”

As he was muttering to himself, a laughing voice came out, "Girl, why are you here!" ”

I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly I saw an old man next to me, smiling, a little familiar, but I didn't recognize it for a while, "Grandpa, you know me." ”

He laughed, "Of course I know, you're downstairs, forget!" ”

"My downstairs? So why are you here? ”

He casually pointed to the fork in the road behind me, "I'm going to the temple, live in a big store, and my son will bring me food in the morning, I want to thank you, thank you for helping me enter the door, and let me see my little grandson, to be honest, I don't know what happened to me, if I hadn't just seen two people on the road who were also going to live in the temple, I still wondered why I couldn't get into the house, confused, no one took it or was confused." ”

"Staying in a big store?"

I looked at him stunned and repeated, isn't this what people have to do in the first three days of death, live in the temple, wait for naturalization, and the children go to the temple in the morning, noon and evening to deliver pulp water, that is, to deliver food, and then burn big paper......

"Grandpa, do you want to stay in the temple and wait for your son to give you a horse, and then ride a horse to the Yellow Spring to walk the seven passes."

"yes!!"

He looked at me generously, smiling with wrinkles on his face, "I'm waiting for him to send me a big horse after he finishes paying me for my stay, yes, there are boys and girls!" When the time comes, I'll go on the road, in fact, don't look at my leg a little pain, in fact, I didn't suffer, people say that I envy me like this, I'm old, I haven't suffered hardship, I just saw one, then I said that I was liberated, and I couldn't finish the sins of the world! ”

I swallowed my saliva, where the hell did I go, I wouldn't be so overworked and die suddenly!!

"Grandpa, then I don't know how I got here, am I just like you......"

"Tsk! You're like me! ”

He still looked at me a little unhappily, "The road is long, I have seen you wandering here in a daze, we can watch you, if you want to see us, you have to see if we are happy!" ”

Co-authored, he appeared on purpose.

I didn't think much about it, since they were all acquaintances, I could only ask him if I didn't understand, "Grandpa, I'm just sleeping at home, I don't know how I came here, there is movement in my ears, but I can't hear ...... clearly"

"There's movement?"

He frowned and walked up to me, drinking, this is cold to me, but it's weird, I don't think he is listening, but his nose is tight, as if he smells again, "Mom, this voice is small, what do you want to tell you......"

I came to the spirit, "yes, you want to tell me something!" ”

He twisted his eyebrows and nose tightened for a long time, and then shook his head lightly and spoke, "You're on the wrong path!" Hurry back, this is not where you came, don't go back after a long time! ”

"Hey!"

I was a little anxious, "Grandpa, you haven't said anyone has anything to tell me!" ”

He looked serious, grabbed his hand at the air on my chest, and then threw it on the road where I came, "You go back, you can watch this thing you want to tell you on the road, but don't stop, just go, you know, keep walking, just rush out when you see the light!" ”

I thanked me again and again, "Thank you, grandpa, I'll go back!" ”

He laughed again, and his voice came from behind me, "Don't be so polite, just when I repay your kindness, thank you for letting me into the house to see my grandson!" Girl, if you have a chance, remember to tell my son, I must let him send it to me after I finish school, don't throw it at the crossroads, I can't accept it!! ”

"Hey! I remember!! ”

I responded from a distance, did not dare to delay under my feet, walked for a while, and actually saw a street sign beside me, with three italics written on it, "Splendid Road?" ”

I don't understand what it means, but I still strode forward, and when I saw the light from a distance, I actually saw a man standing on the side of the road with his back to me walking towards the light, very tall, very thin, I couldn't help but be a little surprised, and strode towards the man, "Hey! Wait for me!! ”

As soon as I stepped into the halo, I looked straight at his face, although it was only a side face, it was enough for me to recognize, and I opened my mouth in surprise and shouted, "Qin Sen!? ”

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