My future is to wait, to wait for your arrival, for you to be cured of my "disease".

I waited in front of the shoe store until about four o'clock, when you and your mother came into my sight without realizing it.

Remember you were wearing a pink tracksuit that day. I just wanted to look you quietly, but your mother was right next to you, and I couldn't be so conspicuous.

The medicine for the disease is right in front of you, but it feels as if it is far away.

"What's the matter, I'm here to buy shoes!"

"Buy you a head! I came over with Zeng Huan for a walk. ”

"I heard that you went to the vegetable market to buy a lot of vegetables today, did you know that I was coming today, and specially picked up the wind and washed the dust for me!"

"Still vacuuming, I'll wash you."

"Good! I don't care about a few more washes. ”

"Are you here to play, or are you here to help?"

"Then it depends on what I think!"

"How do I know what you think?"

"I don't know, I don't want to!"

"If you don't say it, forget it."

Actually, I'm here for your birthday, or I'm here to see myself, and I'm terminally ill.

"How many days off do you have?" I ask you to

"Four and a half days, yesterday, classes started on the evening of the fourth."

"Then you don't have a holiday on your birthday?"

"Hmm"

"Then don't spend it at school on your birthday!"

"Well, but it's okay, you can spend it with your classmates."

I was thinking: how nice it would be if I were your classmate.

"Then I'll buy you a cake!"

"No, there will be a cake."

Your mother also said that she didn't need to buy it, so I didn't insist on it again and again.

"I brought the watch and put it at the accommodation. Or I'll get it for you tomorrow. ”

"Hmm"

Actually, I couldn't wait to give it to you, but now I seem to be hesitant. What could have been done in ten minutes, I have to put it off until tomorrow. I just wanted to see you a little more, and I was afraid that if I gave you the watch, you wouldn't come again, but of course it turned out that I was thinking too much.

You and your mom will come to the store every day, during the days off when you're on vacation.

The good times always pass so fast, and in a blink of an eye, it's October 2nd, and I feel like I'm still stuck in yesterday.

But time doesn't stand still for anyone unless you don't have it anymore.

I took the watch to the shoe store early and waited for you to show up. You still appeared in front of me at a certain time, by your mother's side.

"I brought the watch, and I'll bring it to you."

"Hmm"

Soon, I'll take the watch and present it to you.

"How is it gray?"

"Yes! It was this watch that was first sent to you with a photo. ”

"Gray looks too mature."

"Then why don't you wear it when you're older?"

You probably didn't see it at the time, and my face was gone. My heart is half cold, but I won't let you see it, and I won't let you know.

"Why don't I buy you another watch?"

"No, the style of this watch is not bad, and the watch head is quite good-looking."

"You can ask the master repairer to remove the straps on both sides of the watch and use only that watch head, and you only need to look at the time anyway."

Just like I only need to have a heart, as for my body, it doesn't matter if I have it or not. You're here, your heart is there, if you're not there, I'm just a shell.

"Yes! But this watch is okay. ”

"Thank you."

"It's me who says thank you."

Maybe you don't understand why I say thank you, I'm here to thank you for helping me with treatment, as for whether my "disease" can be cured, no one will know. Because there are too many variables in the future, and the world is so unpredictable.