"After doing a mess of the questions, I began to lose confidence, I didn't want to listen to the class, I looked at the questions, and took a pen in a daze. I said Huanhuan, why are you so unproductive??? ”

Reply: "What you want is not to get the question right, what you want is to calm that heart and believe that you can do it." I remember you said that when school starts, you will completely devote your mind to studying. Don't be immersed in intense study all the time, think about how Eleven should play, and you may be much better. ”

"Eun..."

09.28

It's already the 28th, and I'll see you in two days. But for me, two days is like two years, how should I go! Before I knew it, I thought about it again, maybe I should write something, record how I spent my torment after I came back from Qidong.

Soon, a poem that I felt was very real was created. It's so real because it's all heartfelt feelings.

"Waiting"

How many people can understand this sorrow,

Who dares to pay for this worry.

This sorrow is always in my heart,

This sorrow will never be forgotten for a lifetime.

It doesn't come,

You hope;

It's coming,

You're worried.

How contradictory you are,

How much sorrow you have.

await

makes you so helpless;

acacia

Let you die and come back to life.

How much you want her to promise you a future,

Even in the afterlife;

How much do you want her to promise you a deadline,

Even if it's 10,000 years.

But you can't survive today,

Not to mention this year.

Your future,

It's just waiting,

Wait until the sea withers and the rocks rot,

Wait until the earth is barren.

I bought a train ticket at more than 10 o'clock in the evening on September 30, and it was a station ticket, in fact, I still booked it more than half a month in advance.

You don't know how I got through that night, and I don't even know how I survived that night.

I arrived in Hengyang at about 6:10 in the morning, and I had to take a shuttle bus to Qidong. I still remember when I arrived at Hengyang Railway Station, the sky was still drizzling, but it didn't affect the joy in my heart at all.

I feel that I have come to your country, or that I have found that lost heart when the train passed through Dongting Lake.

I quickly took the bus from Hengyang to Qidong, it was raining all the way, but when I got to Qidong, it didn't rain.

There will always be a place where the sky is clear, and there will always be a person who is hard for you to give up. I don't know where it started, and I went deep.

When I arrived in Qidong, I couldn't wait to send you a message.

"I'm in Qidong, and I'll come to our store with your mother to play."

Then I stopped a motorbike on the side of the road.

"Master, I'll go to Liufu Jewelry Store."

"Come on!"

It didn't take long for the master to drop me off at the door of Liufu Jewelry.

Looking at the shoe store across from the Liufu jewelry store, I felt as if I was in the wrong place. But when I saw my brother's familiar face, I realized that I was not wrong.

A few more cabinets have been added to the shoe store, and the inside of the store has been renovated. It's not unrecognizable, but it's at least a new look.

"You put your stuff here and go home and catch up on sleep." My brother said to me

"Hmm"

Soon he gave me the key to the accommodation there, and I took some of the clothes I had brought with me and went back to his accommodation.

I didn't catch up on my sleep, I just washed up, changed my clothes, and went back to the store.

I'm really afraid that when you go to our store, you won't see me, and you will be disappointed. Although I am "terminally ill", I will never let you see my sad appearance by your side.

Remember when you sent me a message around half-past eleven.

"I accompanied my mom to grocery shopping just now. I spent time with her. ”

Whether you and your mother will come, I don't know. I remember that I had been waiting for a long time that day, and maybe you were delayed because of something, but it was also possible.