Three hundred and fifty-two, the breeze alone

Prince Guo's Mansion

Although it has entered February, but the weather does not have the slightest intention of warming, in the cold wind, making this palace that has gone through more than 20 years more desolate, I have thought that as long as the seventeenth elder brother can survive this cold season, we can really go to live some happy days, can make up for the shortcomings we have never gotten.

I can't think of it, I can't wait for the arrival of spring, every promise I make to Brother Seventeen, in the end, is destined to be just a beautiful lie......

"Qiyun, you're back, your sister didn't embarrass you, right?" As soon as I entered the door, I was hugged tightly, very warm and warm embrace, but this time, such a fierce hug almost made me unbearable: "It's all my fault, it's me who is careless, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be - Qiyun, you didn't promise anything for me, did you?" ”

"Nope." This is the truth, in this world, no one can force me, and the only one who can force me is myself......

"It's good if you don't, Qiyun, you can't because of me-"

"It's so cold, why are you standing here waiting for me?" I interrupted him, these words of affection I used to like to listen to, but now I don't have time - because there is no time, so these words have become a Ling Chi to me: "You promised me that you will take good care of yourself, you are ...... in case of this" I can't take care of you by your side anymore, you have to take care of yourself, only if you take care of me can I go with peace of mind, you know?

"Got it!" Brother Seventeen hugged me hard again, and my favorite embrace in the past has now become a burden that I can't bear - my chest is churning with blood and a disgusting smell of blood rushing to my throat, and finally I can't bear to vomit a mouthful of blood.

"Seventeen, I'm so cold and tired, can you carry me in?" Forcefully darkening his head to my shoulder, I forcibly swallowed the blood that I had vomited just now back to my throat, quickly wiped the blood on the corner of my lips with the back of my hand, and then raised my head and smiled reluctantly: "It feels really good, good ......to be held by you, so good."

It's a pity that the only time I felt that your hug was so beautiful, I couldn't bear this kind of beauty anymore......

"Is it really as good as you say? In this way, if you treat me well, I will hold you like this every day in the future. Brother Seventeen blinked, and his expression was like a little fox trying to kidnap a woman from a good family like the first time I saw him.

"What do you mean? If I'm not nice to you, you don't want to hug me? "I blinked, too, but the extreme tiredness made me a little overwhelmed.

"Hug! Embrace! Embrace! No matter what you will do to me, I will hold you like this until we are both gray-haired—" He lowered his head and rubbed his forehead against my nose: "Even if you don't want to hug me, you can't do it!" ”

How could I not want to?

It's just that I was already a dry bone at that time, how can you hold me?

My mouth is now full of blood, and I don't dare to speak anymore, because as soon as I open my mouth, blood will immediately gush out - I really don't want to scare Brother Seventeen, I held my breath, pursed my mouth hard, and raised my hand to caress this face that I have seen for more than 20 years but can never get enough......

"Qiyun, what's wrong with you, why are you crying?" There is still affection, tears can't stop staying, and finally being seen by the seventeenth elder brother: "Have you been wronged in the palace?" ”

I didn't cry, I was moved, life is like this, even if it's dead, what's the matter? I shook my head vigorously and pursed my lips even tighter.

"Why don't you speak? Is it your sister who won't let you go, I-" hugged me violently and turned around: "I'll go to her to theorize, you are sisters, she needs to-"

"Don't go!" Seeing that he was about to put me down and rush out the door, I was so excited that I didn't care about demonstrating: "No-to-go!" ”

As soon as I opened my mouth, a mouthful of blood immediately overflowed from the corners of my mouth—the bright red blood seemed to unstoppably stain my collar, my chest, my sleeves, and finally my sleeves red Seventeenth Elder Brother's clothes......

I saw the terrifying fear in the eyes of the Seventeenth Elder Brother, and the heartache was wrapped around my heart like blood that I couldn't stop in my mouth now: "No-don't go, no-no-it's none of my sister's business!" ”

"How so, what the hell did she do to you?" The seventeenth elder brother wanted to wipe the blood from my mouth, but the blood was flowing more and more, and he could feel that my life was slowly draining away, and he was so nervous that he almost trembled all over: "Imperial Doctor, quickly call Imperial Doctor, Imperial Doctor!" ”

"No—useless—" I reached out and clasped his cold and helpless hands, "It's me—my fault, I—I never believed—I believed that my sister would—would let me go because of—because of family affection......"

If I don't die, her life will be threatened, and I never believe that anyone in this world would be so stupid as to give up a chance to kill his mortal enemy. Before I went to Cining Palace, I thought I had won the battle - as long as my sister had the slightest intention of killing me, I would first fake her death and trick her into letting go of the seventeenth elder brother, and then raze the entire Cining Palace to the ground!

"I've checked—I've checked the hospital, and my sister asked them for wine three days ago—and I've already taken the antidote in advance—......"

I thought, as long as I drink the poisoned wine, my sister will rest assured, she let go of the seventeenth elder brother, I will kill everyone in the Cining Palace who knows, and then-

There is no queen mother anymore, there is only one invisible emperor in this world who controls the world like me. This world will be mine, I can keep Seventeen, keep everything I have, break the myth of my sister and walk alone from now on!

But—

But that cup of poisoned wine was broken by my sister, she let me go, and saved herself - I can't kill someone who doesn't want to hurt me even if I push myself to a dead end, she always treats me as a sister, then I can only repay her thousands of miles of mountains and rivers, take out-

My life......

"If you don't eat poison when the time comes, the antidote will become poison instead......" Tears fell, it wasn't my sister who killed me, not the sky, it was the trust between people-

I actually didn't believe until the last moment that there really would be feelings between people that transcended life and death, more than 20 years of dependence on each other, even if we are all using each other, but we are all human beings, even if the ruthless sister will still have humanity - I was wrong, I was wrong that I never believed that there would be such sincere feelings in the world, I resolutely drank the antidote, I never believed that my sister would change her mind and let me go-

It was I who killed myself, I died of distrust of the people around me......

"Qiyun, no, you won't just be like that-" Seventeenth Elder Brother really didn't want to believe that I, who had always been so alive and active in the court, would just pour on a bottle of antidote: "You're so smart, there must be a way, right?" You're blaming me for dragging you down, deliberately scaring me, aren't you? ”

"Qiyun, don't scare me, I've been taught a lesson, please, don't scare me like this!"

I'm sorry, I want to tell you I'm okay, and I'm trying to lie to you that I'm really trying to scare you, but I can't- I can't tell you a lie that's about to be exposed!

I'm really sorry that I lied to you all my life, but now I have lost the courage to lie to you again......

"Seventeen, don't cry, don't cry!" I wanted to reach out and wipe the tears from Brother Seventeen's face, but when I reached out, I found that my eyes had already become pitch black - I couldn't see, I bit my mouth tightly to stop myself from screaming, trying not to be quiet.

"Brother Seventeen, actually—actually—this—so I'm really—really happy, I've been scared—afraid of feelings, I've never believed—" A pair of warm hands took my hand in the air, and quietly placed it on his face—he, know, he knew I couldn't see!

I turned my face away, closed my eyes, and the pain made it difficult for me to even breathe: "I'm very happy - happy this time - this time the one who died, the one who died - ......it was me who died" Because the person who died was me, proving that my sister still loves me, proving that there is not only a cold exchange of interests in this world.

Because my death, proving that I have been used for more than twenty years, is not just a joke!

The content is fake, the words are fake, but after all, after so many years, there is a real thing in it - because of this real existence, I did not live in vain again!

"Why? Why? Feeling something warm flowing into my hands, I also opened my eyes that were already out of focus in horror: "Why let her go?" This world should have been yours, and no one has the ability to fight with you, why should you let her go? ”

"Seventeen, seventeen, you- what's wrong with you?" It's so warm, like the blood I just vomited: "You just-"

"I'm fine." He hugged my head to his chest: "It's you who have something!" Why do you always look at me, you are always the most dangerous, the most tired, and the most bitter! ”

"Yes—I'm sorry......" I gasped for air, feeling my lungs numb: "Leave her alone, in order to- to let myself go......"

Only when you really get it, you are qualified to give up - at that moment, the whole world is at my fingertips, and I give up - I give up because of my sister's abandonment, so I also give up at the same time.

At that moment, I not only defeated all my enemies, I not only proved that I could defeat everyone, but also proved that I could also defeat myself - I defeated the devil in my heart, and I finally began to learn to believe in others, to believe that maybe there is really beauty in this world, and to believe that I can also protect this beauty......

"For the sake of the thousands of vulnerable people in this world who need to be protected, for the sake of justice and justice, and for the sake of this great righteousness between heaven and earth......"

I think of my wish that I buried in my heart many years ago before I had time to put it into practice - it turns out that as long as you believe, no matter how difficult it is, as long as you firmly believe in this belief, you can still go on forever, and no one can change you - whether it is a cruel society, whether it is a family, friends or a lover......

It's just: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Brother Seventeen!" I promised you—promised you that you would die after you, I—I broke my promise...... "You will always forgive me, please forgive me again for my selfishness, I can't watch you die, so I choose to go before you—

Maybe my death today is really something I've been waiting for for a long time......

At night, the night wind suddenly became stronger, and it suddenly snowed heavily in the city of Beijing, which had entered spring, and the night was illuminated by the heavy snow, and in the heavy snow, someone in the prince's mansion knelt in the courtyard and refused to enter the house for a long time......

"Can you hear me? Can you hear Qiyun? I won't forgive you this time, and I won't ever forgive you for the rest of my life! ”

People have joys and sorrows, and the moon is cloudy and sunny, and this matter is difficult to complete......