The fourth day of the second month of the third year of Long

I stood at the gate of Cining Palace, and compared with the old scenery, there was only one child by my side—a child whose birth I had always despised and who had been bent on killing him, but now I could not entrust him with all his children.

"Heshen, if I don't come out later, do you know what to do?" Looking back at him - the immature little face has already left traces of scheming, Hongli should have found out that he is a boy, right? Or is it because it is a historical necessity to stay with him as always?

I want to ask God, should my today also be a historical inevitability, how can I struggle and escape the future that I can't escape?

"Auntie, please rest assured, I have written down everything you have explained." For the first time, the young face was full of caution.

"Good boy, my aunt didn't see the wrong person." I stopped being nostalgic and strode into the hall: "Remember, no matter what happens next, don't let anyone into the hall!" ”

And my memory still seems to linger on that day, the snowy day when I failed the most and miscalculated......

"Qiyun, I'll give you a chance, you go back." My sister slowly paced to the window, stretched out her hand to pierce the gorgeous window paper, and raised her hand to catch the falling snowflakes: "It's so beautiful, but it's a pity that it's about to melt......"

"Will you let me go?" I'm very curious, I spent so much effort to set up such a poisonous situation, and I didn't hesitate to sacrifice my health, and finally I became a turtle in an urn now, how could I give up easily?

"Brother Seventeen is still in my hands, I'm not afraid of what tricks you will play." Gently pasting a snowflake on my neck, the cold made me shiver: "I'll give you time to go back and think about it, whether to prepare for yourself in advance, or for Brother Seventeen!" ”

……

I don't want to prepare for anything. But thanks to my sister. You're too confident. Your self-confidence finally gave me a little time to breathe: "Sister. I'm coming. ”

High on the throne. My sister sat in the center of the hall in a gorgeous dress. The appearance is serene and solemn. As if such a high position was originally prepared for her: "Have you decided?" It is the sick seedling of the seventeenth elder brother. Or choose these thousands of miles. Choose your place for eternity? ”

"How do you want me to die?" You don't have to choose at all. Sister. If you know my language. You'll know I don't have a choice at all......

"What do you say. Are you here to send you to death? No matter how gorgeous the makeup is, it can't hide the disappointment in my sister's eyes: "I gave you that much time." You actually ran to death for the sake of a person who was about to see Hades? ”

"Seventeen, he's not a dying man. He lives for a day, and that is also alive! "Maybe. Choosing death is selfish. I've been thinking about this all the time. What should I do if Brother Seventeen dies?

I can't imagine what I'll be like that day. And this day is getting closer and closer to its footsteps. Maybe my sister's multiple-choice question solved a problem for me. I will no longer have to face the life and death of the Seventeenth Elder Brother - if I die in front of him. I don't have to think about these things......

Seventeenth brother, forgive me for my selfishness, because I lost this problem to you, and I know that this problem is more difficult than death......

"You're still young, you know how many years you can live? Are you going to trade so many years of yours for a day for him? My sister rushed in front of me, as if she had an urge to wake me up: "What about the fourth elder brother?" Don't lie to me, you don't feel anything about him, are you worthy of him for doing this? You sentenced him to death like this, but you told me that the seventeenth elder brother lived for a day......"

I'm sorry for him, I admit it, maybe today is the retribution that God has given me - I am destined to not keep what I care about the most, and I can't keep anything!

"I'll ask again, how do you want me to die?" I'm dead, even if I can give this life to the fourth elder brother, maybe the world will be fair in this way - I forced myself to leave my heart to the seventeenth elder brother, then use my most precious life to pay him - if I hadn't killed him by mistake at the beginning, my sister wouldn't have become as extreme as today, my fault is that it's time for me to pay the price!

"Okay, you want to die so much, I'll fulfill you!" My sister picked up the flask that had already been placed on the table and slowly poured me a glass of wine: "Niu Lu Qiyun, do you know what this is?" ”

"Know, the first emperor died of this poison." I think back then, Kangxi wanted to poison me with this poison, but I Li Daitao stiff escaped, and in order to retaliate, I later poisoned Emperor Kangxi with this poison.

Maybe this is really retribution, after a lapse of seventeen years, I saw this poison again - I struggled for a long time, but I didn't let fate go around a corner, and after seventeen years, I still have to drink this cup of bitter wine with my own mouth......

"Do you know what kind of disaster your glass of wine has brought to Yinzhen? You made him a sinner for thirteen years, and in the end you let him die without a body, and he was infamous and left in such a very undignified way! ”

"So you're going to use this glass of wine to kill me?" I slowly took the wine - although I had been mentally prepared for the realization of death on the first day I stepped into the Forbidden City, but when the threat of death came to me, I would still tremble slightly: "Perhaps, this glass of wine is really waiting for me, waiting for me to send it down my throat ...... heaviest"

"Don't worry, after you finish drinking this wine, I will send someone to send him back." My hands were a little shaky, and my sister grabbed my shoulders and slowly helped me to the seat: "You go quietly!" Qiyun, why am I just a small mistake, just because it is the seventeenth elder brother, you just refuse to let me go? If, what you're willing to do doesn't happen, so do we

…”

"I can't act like nothing didn't happen!" I can see that my sister is emotionally loose - more than 20 years of feelings, if she wants to poison me with her own hands, even if she is ruthless, she will still be timid. I know that if I were willing to respond to her feelings, I might have a chance to get away with it, but I wouldn't-

Because she hasn't lost her last bit of affection for me, I don't want to lie to her; Because it's about the seventeenth elder brother, I still don't want to lie to her: "If I don't die, I will definitely investigate the things of the year, I can't let him suffer in vain in the past ten years, and I can't watch him die and do nothing!" ”

He could have lived, but he gave up because of a belief; Obviously you can lie to her once, and you can survive if you cheat again, and then you can have a chance to bring her down again, but she still gave up - she kept saying that she would not let her go, but she kept giving her the opportunity to fight back; Pointing to heaven swore to make her pay, but would rather get rid of himself who was bound to kill her......

"Sister, let me, an idiot, toast you one last time......" I raised my glass and gently put it to my lips: "I hope that in the next life, we can be simpler, even if it is just a stranger, and we will not be mixed with so many grievances and grievances......"

It's just that I'm a person who has crossed over, which life will my next life be? Will I have another life?

Raise a glass and I'll drink the poisoned wine—

"Don't!" At this time, my sister unexpectedly knocked down the poisoned wine in my hand.

The wine spilled on the ground, and a puff of white smoke rose from the carpet on the ground—it was so poisonous that even though I had already decided to live and die by now, I still broke out in a cold sweat. Looking at my sister again, she seemed to be frightened by her actions just now - I guess she didn't expect that she would save me at a critical moment, and at that moment just now, she was just instinctive......

"Really, don't?" When the instinct is gone, reason will return, and she knows very well in her heart that unless I die, the grudge between the two of us will never be resolved.

"Ahh——,h ”

"I-"

"You know I can't do it, you're my dearest person! For your sake, I can even give up the fourth elder brother, why can't you be considerate at all, you have to force me so much! Lying on the ground, even my sister, who had never shed tears on the day of Yongzheng's burial, actually cried unprecedentedly: "I just want to get rid of last Qiuyue, what's wrong?" As I said, this world can only be two of us, it can only be two of us, and it will always be me without two sisters, you know? ”

"Do you know how cold it is at night in this great Cining Palace? I sat alone in such a cold chair, facing people with masks on their faces. I wanted to lie down and comfort her, but who knew that as soon as I squatted down, I was hugged by her desperately: "Stay, even if you want to kill me, stay, as long as you don't leave me behind!" Isn't this glory and riches bad? I thought you liked ......"

"Why are you doing this?" I've made it clear that it's impossible to let you go, why are you still shaken at a critical juncture, my ruthless and unscrupulous sister?

It turns out that I am not the only stupid person in this world......

I broke away from her, and in her teary eyes, I slowly stood up: "I want to go back to see the seventeenth elder brother......"

"Don't go ......"

"I'm not allowed to leave, I really can't accompany you anymore......" finally wiped the tears from her eyes for her: "This country is so delicate, even if you don't have me, you will definitely live a happy life......"

Over, I broke free from her, and almost ran away from Cining Palace, and her crying kept coming from behind me: "Liar, you liar......"

"Auntie!" When He Shen saw me coming out, he immediately came forward: "How are you?" ”

"I'm fine." I looked around and shouted, "Get me out!" ”

At the sound of an order, an ambush of guards immediately appeared around the Cining Palace, and the first person knelt down and said to me: "Master Qiqi, the seventeenth elder brother has been sent back to Prince Guo's mansion, you can rest assured." ”

"Auntie, are you still going to raze this place?" He Shen pondered my face and asked cautiously.

"No need ......"

Sister, why can't you be ruthless?

As long as you are a little more ruthless, as long as you persist to the end, you must force me to drink that cup of poisonous wine, then--then, I can send you back to the West with peace of mind, kill you, replace you, and from now on, the beauty of the country will stand alone in the world, and no one can influence my will......

What is it that makes you at the last minute, or willing to spare my life? And what is it that makes me retreat to this day, finally enough excuses to kill you, but give up because of your abandonment?

"Everyone obeys orders, from now on, you are the guards of the real Cining Palace, and only obey the orders of the Queen Mother!" Seeing everyone's surprised and unconvinced reactions, I added: "Including you, Heshen!" ”

"Why?" The little guy followed my footsteps: "He Shen only follows my aunt!" ”

"Nothing." I will not look back, because these prosperous bubbles are no longer worthy of my nostalgia: "For from this day onwards I will no longer be your master, and you will now have only one master, and that is when - now - after this." ”

"Take good care of my sister, please......"

This time, I really can't stay, this is the only guarantee I can leave to you, sister who has no chance......