It didn't take long for the phone to vibrate suddenly. Looking at the phone screen, I realized that it was you who replied to me

: It must be good, this is used to improve the language level! Hobbies in the third year of high school.

My curse, at this moment, was suddenly dissolved (perhaps, you are the curse that I can't escape in this life)

I don't want to escape, the spell you have set for me. I'd be willing to die in it if I could.

I talked about death again, in front of you, I don't know how many times I have died, I am not a Monkey King, in front of you, I am not even a monkey, how humble I am, how small I am.

When I met you, I began to be very low, all the way down to the dust, but my heart was happy.

You gave me hope again, and it was as if I had risen from hell to heaven all at once.

Sometimes, I feel like you're not you, and I'm still me. There always seems to be something between us, but I can't say it, but I can be sure that it's not time, it's not distance. Perhaps, what separates us is the incomprehensible relationship. And it will always be a mystery.

In the days when you were away, my mind was full of you, and I wanted to forget it again and again, but it seemed to be deeply embedded in my mind.

So, during this year's winter vacation, I came to "here" again, saying that I was here to help my brother take care of the business, but in fact, just to see you again.

I really wanted to see you, but I didn't tell you, I was really afraid that the news of my arrival would affect your studies.

I'm in the shoe store every day, and I'm looking forward to the day when we can meet again. We are less than a kilometer apart, but we feel like centuries apart.

I still remember that day, you suddenly appeared in my sight, but I hated that I was busy with business at the time, and I only said hello to you, and I never saw you again.

I have endless words, but I can only swallow them in my stomach at the moment. A rare opportunity, but it has become a thing of the past, not that I don't cherish it, but I am too obsessed and forget myself in reality.

may be so carried away that even the mobile phone that is inseparable every day is gone.

At first, I didn't pay much attention to it, I thought it was somewhere, and I forgot to take it, but then I gradually realized that it was gone.

I hate myself so much for not protecting "you" well. When you are away, it is like you, with our past and the heartfelt words I have written to you.

(You can still see the text now, and I have to say it's a miracle.) Actually, I wrote it before I came here. I also printed a copy at the time, and I thought I would show it to you in the past, but you were at a critical moment in your life, and I was really afraid that it would affect you, so I didn't show it to you. Now that I think about it, I'm glad I printed a copy at the time, otherwise I really wouldn't have seen it again. ）

Sometimes, I really want to do nothing, I don't care about anything, but I can't. As the poem I wrote for you said earlier: "You can't spend your whole life repenting for the sake of momentary happiness." ”

All I can do is wait, all you need to do is let go of your heart. I've said this many times before.

I know the third year of high school is not easy, and your time is so tight. Sometimes, I want to encourage you more, but I am afraid that it will disturb your study, so I can only cheer you silently in my heart.

How many times have I dreamed that you have finished the college entrance examination and achieved gratifying results, and I am so happy that I forgot that the person who took the college entrance examination was not me but you.

Actually, I think the college entrance examination is just an experience that life needs, and you don't have to care too much about the outcome. Of course, everyone wants to do well in the exam, but there is no need to worry too much.

No matter how well you do in the college entrance examination, you have to be good, you must be good, because there are so many people who care about you, and we will always support you behind you.

When it comes to the college entrance examination, I am also nervous, but there is no need for that because it is just an exam.

I remember you once said that it would be nice if I could take the college entrance examination with you. I will, I will take the college entrance examination with you, although my person is not in the examination room, but my heart is there, I will accompany you until the end of the exam. Of course, I know that I must not be as good as you because I am not as hard as you. In my heart, you will always be the best.

These words, you will see when you should see it, and hopefully see your lotus-like innocent smile again.