Chapter 99 (Dream)

"Beauty to the Heart"

The heart is still there,

Just because you're still here.

The heart is lost,

Just because you're gone.

I'm afraid I'll lose my heart,

I'm afraid I won't be able to keep you anymore.

My tears,

never left my eyeballs;

My sorrows,

It will take several years of spring and autumn.

When I have a heart,

I'm worried all the time,

I know you're going to take it with you sooner or later.

It's just that I don't want to accept it yet,

I've always believed that I could keep you.

My heart is so tired,

Hello so beautiful.

I'm so tired that I don't even know who I am,

But I still have to pay for the taste of heartbreak.

You are like a rose with thorns,

Thorns are not your sin.

You show your beauty to the fullest,

But it always brings sorrow to people.

No one is wrong or right,

It's just that the heart is at work.

Let me appreciate your beauty with all my heart,

Until the heart is gone.

I gradually felt that this day was near, but I still wanted to see you a few more times before it came, so I read all the things you had to say. There's your past, our past, and the future you can't see.

I've written another poem for you, and maybe this is the last one I'll write for you.

"Fault"

After reading all the talk you posted,

I think you used to be so lively and happy,

I wish you could have been like this all the time.

can live,

But it has changed you a lot,

You start to think more and more,

Happiness also quietly escapes from your surroundings.

How I want to see you pick yourself up again,

I wish I could share your sorrow.

I've always been around you somewhere,

But I can't show my true self,

I'm really afraid that it will affect your life.

In your kingdom,

I'm hiding everywhere,

I don't want to be at fault with me,

and ruined your original life,

But I still couldn't escape.

Selfish me,

Mistakes have been made,

Poor you,

But he was tormented alone.

Now even if I repent of my soul,

You can't get your old life back.

You must regain your strengths,

Back to the old liveliness,

I'll feel a lot better that way,

May you forgive me for my repentance.

What is due will come eventually, whether it is good or bad, whether you want it or not. And so it came quietly. It's like when you quietly broke into my life, but this time, you're leaving quietly.

You said it again, and I paid attention to it again. I've been watching you, you're a miracle in my life, and I just hate myself for not having the ability to create miracles.

"After all, it will be parallel lines"

The first time we met, in the noisy street, it was a beautiful business. At that time, I was a young girl in the second year of junior high school, and you were a junior. The second time we met, in the quiet library, it was a pleasant afternoon. At that time, I was an innocent girl in my first year of high school, but you worked. The third and fourth times, I can't remember clearly, but I know that they were all happy. I also forgot when it began, and the atmosphere of the meeting became weird. What you want to hear, I won't say; What you want, I can't give; I can't answer what you asked, I'm really not used to it. Therefore, let's all let go of what should be put down, and there will be no intersection between you and me. After all, we will be two parallel lines, two isolated paths. Why should I have to follow your old path, that's not what I want. I only hope that in the cool afternoon, I can open your book, relive your breath, let the flowers bloom and fall, and the clouds roll up. With my dreams in hand, I turned around and set out on my own path. Between you and me, after all, there will be two parallel lines.

: You have to be good

At this time, the head suddenly became sharply painful. The spell suddenly echoed in my mind again, this time it was no longer so vague, and this time my heart said goodbye to myself completely.

When you remember the good times, be sure to forget them. Because everything is just the beginning, and all the beauty is only the appearance.