Eighty-two, that year

Chapter 82 The Year

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye I'm already in my senior year, and I've become a weirdo in the eyes of my classmates - I haven't had half a boyfriend in three years of college, I don't care about the introduction of my classmates, and I never participate in any social activities.

"Zhang Xiaoying, if you're either above the top, you're a pervert, you don't want a man like a senior to introduce you to you!" Friend Yang Linling said angrily.

"He's so good, you keep it for yourself and use it well." I deliberately made an excuse to excuse myself and said, "I want to concentrate on getting a judicial certificate and becoming a lawyer." ”

"I hate it, don't people already have boyfriends?" Yang Linling complained: "If it weren't for your turn, to a boy with such good conditions, I would have gone on my own a long time ago." ”

"You're still in time!" I deliberately teased her, "I promise, I won't go to your boyfriend to complain!" ”

"Okay, you Zhang Xiaoying!" Yang Linling's face turned red with anger, "You dare to change your way and scold me for being a pervert, I'll fight with you!" "And when he finished speaking, he pounced on me.

We Liang kept playing and joking on the lawn behind the campus, and after a long time, Yang Linling said to me very seriously: "Do you know, Xiaoying, I'm worried about you." Do you know that if we come to Beijing to study and develop, it is equivalent to having no relatives, and if you don't find a boyfriend, you will be very lonely and lonely after graduation. ”

"Why, I still have you?" I said with a hippie smile.

"I'm different, in some ways boyfriends and girlfriends are just different!" Yang Linling looked at me sadly, "Besides, once I graduate, I may have to go home and marry Tang Li, what will you do when you are alone in Beijing?" ”

I was about to say that being alone is also very good, Yang Linling suddenly interrupted me: "You listen to me, I have tried to find time to accompany you in the past three years, Tang Li actually has a lot of opinions, but I don't care, I still have a lifetime with him." But what about you? Yang Linling has never asked me so seriously in the past four years: "You tell me the truth, do you already have someone in your heart?" ”

Already have someone in your heart? Yes, on that afternoon four years ago, on that drizzly day, my heart had long since sunk into that smoke and rain, that umbrella. That crush was like a seed watered by the spring rain, which continued to take root and sprout in my heart, gradually covering my entire heart.

But this kind of feeling can't be said to Yang Linling, who is emotionally surreal, so I had to continue to perfunctory and say: "Of course there is someone in my heart, then our Miss Yang, who is like a flower, charming, extremely smart and cares for me!" ”

"I'm serious right now!" Yang Linling saw that I was still fooling her, and said angrily.

"I'm just serious, huh? You can tell me, such a good girl is loved by everyone, and she is jealous, and I get along with you day and night, how can I not be emotional? After that, he still winked at her in a similar way (fortunately Tang Li wasn't here, otherwise he would have the heart to kill me now).

"Y-forget it!" Yang Linling said to me helplessly. "You're not in a hurry, why am I here to that heart for you, you just know what you want."

What do I want? I smiled desolantly, I don't know what's wrong with me? Finally, I planned to completely forget him, and even agreed to meet Yang to meet his senior in order to forget him - but fate made people, God let me meet him again at this time.

I went to apply for a job that day, and as a foreigner, and my major is not very right, I attach great importance to every opportunity to find a job - because it is the hope that I can survive in Beijing. So I dressed up very smartly that day and made a lot of preparations in advance, but all this was broken by him in an instant.

I remember that before he came in that day, I was showing my spoken English in front of the chief examiner of the personnel department, and I was very well prepared and performed very well that day until he came in.

He gently pushed the door in: "How is it, how many have you admitted?" ”

I looked at his face in amazement, my English was stuck in my throat so hard, and I could only look at him in a daze—was it fate? Let me rub shoulders with him again and again, and remind me of his existence again and again; But again and again he cruelly announced to me that he had forgotten me again.

This time he obviously didn't remember me, and I felt the urge to rush out and have a plastic surgery - my appearance was so ordinary, so unattractive to his old man's eyes? Why, why didn't he even have the slightest impression of me?

My mind went blank and I couldn't think of anything other than a few times we met. In the face of the examiner's inquiry, I can no longer speak a fluent foreign language. I can only look at him with my eyes - Mr. "Umbrella", I have always been very careful and careful to store your umbrella, can you still remember the little girl who cowered in the rain?

I saw him and the examiner look at each other in disappointment, and said to me, "You go back and wait for the notice, next one." ”

I know this is already a death sentence for me, but I am not reconciled, I can be looking for a job, but I am not willing to let our third encounter end in such a hurry. "May I ask this gentleman, who are you from this company?" I must know your true identity this time, I can't let you be my "umbrella" sir.

"This young lady, your grades are good, but your psychological quality is really poor. As the general manager of this company, don't I even have the right to make such a decision? His tone began to harden.

He misunderstood me, he actually thought that I was the kind of person who was vexatious without being hired, I just wanted to know your true identity, why did you think of me like this? Is it just because now you're a high-ranking general manager, and I'm just an ordinary applicant?

I was about to explain to him, but he said impatiently, "This young lady, if you have nothing else to do, you can go." ”

I looked at him in shock, and for the first time realized that the young lady in his mouth could be so calling. Now I'm sure he'll remember me, but it's just a bad one. I shut my mouth and didn't try to explain, my explanation only made him feel worse about me.

I got out of the building mechanically and slowly, and suddenly I felt a little ridiculous—I had hoped that he would remember me for so many years, and now suddenly I hoped that he would quickly forget about me, what a strange animal!

That's it, our third meeting, it's better not to see each other!