Chapter 81: Purgatory (II)

I rushed forward desperately in the pouring rain, not daring to turn back, not daring to stop for a moment. I'm afraid that as soon as I turn around, I can't help but accept his kindness, I can't help but want to stay by his side, and I will do crazy things that even I can't measure - he doesn't even remember me anymore, even if I miss him in my heart for more than a year, it won't change anything.

The rain poured mercilessly on me, easily washing away the traces of his car for me, but I knew that after this unexpected encounter, he could not be washed away in my mind. I even once thought to the heavens that maybe it was a sign that we were destined for the betterment of the world.

The rain got heavier and heavier, and my body got colder and colder, so cold that I couldn't stand it anymore - why was it so cold, it was supposed to be summer, wasn't it? Why did I want to fall into an ice cellar, as if my internal organs were frozen, from my body to the cracks of my bones? It was so cold, so cold that my mind was about to freeze, and my body kept sinking, as if I was about to fall to the bottom of hell, and I would never wake up again.

No, you can't! What little consciousness I had left told me that I had something important to do, and that something big would happen if I continued like this. However, it was so cold, my breath was frozen by the relentless cold, and I was almost unable to breathe!

No, Zhang Xiaoying, how much suffering and danger have you taken to get to where you are today, you can't give up, you can't give up! You've already died once, what else is there that you can't overcome, and what else is there that you can't overcome? You have to wake up, you have to wake up in your own strength, you have to wake up quickly!

My sanity began to gradually recover, and the first thing I regained consciousness was a piercing pain that was thousands of times worse than in my dream, as if countless ice blades were piercing my bones, and in an instant, my sanity, which I had so hard to recover, began to become sluggish again.

But now that I've woken up, how could I allow myself to be defeated by this pain so easily. I inhaled desperately, grinding my teeth against the wound on my tongue as I tried to regain my slump of consciousness.

The people outside don't know how long they've been waiting for news from me, if I don't go out again, even if Tiantian loses her life, it is estimated that they won't be able to stop them, I must cheer up as soon as possible. Otherwise, not only will I suffer in vain today's suffering, but if this matter reaches Brother Jiu, I am afraid that I will be doomed immediately.

Fear gave me new strength, and I gritted my teeth and almost rolled out of the tub, and with the momentum of my unsteady stride, I knocked over all the drugs on the table—so they couldn't figure out what I was doing in the room. Then I poured all the hot carbon from the brazier into the tub and neutralized the ice water into lukewarm water, destroying all the evidence.

At this time, I couldn't exert any strength, so I had to collapse to the ground and ask Tian Tian outside the door for help: "Tian Tian, you come in." Just saying this short sentence made me panting with exhaustion, and my voice was even more hoarse and terrible.

"Miss!" Tian Tian had been waiting outside the door for a long time, and when she saw me screaming silently, she had already gone crazy, and as soon as she heard me shout, she immediately rushed in: "How are you, have you been poisoned?" ”

"I'm fine!" I closed my eyes and rested, and continued, "Help me change into clean clothes and clean up my room." When I'm done, tell Ama and say I'm fine. After I said these words, I had no more worries in my heart, and immediately lost consciousness.

Finally, you don't have to enter the palace!

When I woke up again, it was already five days later, and I saw Tian Tian, who had been by my side, and asked, "What did the doctor say?" ”

Seeing that I had come to my senses, Tian Tian shouted happily before replying: "The imperial doctor said that although the poison on Miss's body has been completely cleared, this poison is too domineering, and Miss's body is too weak. He also said that if the young lady didn't wake up again, she might be worried about her life! ”

It was not poisonous, of course, it was completely clear, and I couldn't diagnose why I was unconscious, so I irresponsibly inferred that my body was too poor, and this doctor's ability to shirk responsibility was not ordinary. But this has helped me a lot, and now I am afraid that the entire Qing Dynasty knows - there is an unlucky Gege who has a highly poisonous body, and his life is still in danger after being easily detoxified, that is pitiful! (Except for Chen Huaifeng, I think he will be wondering until he dies - why did the arrows he shot well become poisoned arrows?) ）。 This statement is even better than I made it up myself!

Tian Tian cried so much that she continued, "Miss, Da Gege and I have been very worried about you these days, we are afraid, we are afraid that you will-" I couldn't wake up anymore.

"Sister?" It made her worry again, as if I had been bothering her since I came to the capital.

"Also- there is also the fourteenth elder brother, ...... that day"

Tian Tian still wanted to say something to me, but I was so tired and tired, after knowing the diagnosis of the imperial doctor, I could really put my mind at ease, and I really didn't have the strength or interest to know the rest of the matter.

"Miss, miss, don't faint again, miss-"

The sweet and anxious cries gradually faded into my ears, and those who heard me wake up and came to visit me could only see me fall into a coma again. I'm sorry, sister, but I really don't want to scare you again; And Amma, although I can't compare to your career in your heart, I know that you have always treated me very well, and I didn't mean to worry you.

I'm just, I'm just too tired and tired, just too much in need of rest.