"I can't see it, just because I can't forget it"

I thought I loved,

There will be results.

I thought I had paid enough,

You can live the life you want.

What a ridiculous me,

So naïve.

I thought there was silence,

can get rid of the current life.

I thought I saw through the red dust,

You can no longer suffer from such torture.

I can't see through it,

Just because you've been here.

I can't achieve positive results,

I can't forget my life with you.

I deserve to be tortured like this,

I deserve to spend every day thinking about you.

I'm going to write a novel for you,

Record that you have been here.

No one will question me anymore,

No more dodging.

You've been here,

I have loved too,

Life is incomprehensible,

Why should I bother with whether you love me or not?

You've been here,

I have loved too,

There is no life in vain.

10.22

"I can't bear to leave, just because you've been here"

When the meaning of life,

Just love you,

When I live,

And just for you,

I wasn't destined for a happy ending.

I'm destined for a tragedy,

Thank you for giving,

Let me die in love with you.

Don't you feel sorry not to go,

It's not all because of you,

Love is such a thing.

I live every day with your memory,

In dreams,

You make me cry again and again.

I'm dying,

And you are gradually leaving me.

I know

Sooner or later, this will be the end.

I hate myself so much,

Why is it so spineless.

If I hadn't met you,

It doesn't make much sense for me to live.

If time could go back in time,

I'm not going to have any intersections with you.

Love this game,

Mortals can't afford to play at all,

I wouldn't be a special case either.

Even though I understand that thoroughly,

But I can't get out,

That relationship doesn't exist at all.

How many times have I been questioned,

But my heart for you,

But there has never been a transfer.

I love with all my heart,

Even if in the end it is just a sentence that is deserved,

I won't mistake you either.

10.23

Today is another special day, and you can tell me about it again.

"Tears in the Sky, Wet the Heart"

Approaching November, the day was dark, oppressive, and dreary......

is about to usher in the seventeenth winter of life,

Actually, there was a slight reluctance.

In winter, it gets dark earlier but brightens later.

The sun is gone, and the warmth of the sun is gone.

At night, there is no moonlight to sleep.

In this way, you will lose your sense of security,

For me, who is afraid of the cold but loves snow alone.

Winter without snow is the most unforgiving.

These days, the sky is no longer so blue and lifeless.

Occasionally it rained, and it was his tears, as if it were for

Tell me about his sorrow and his helplessness.

Your sadness, maybe I don't understand.

But you don't know that your tears have drenched my heart.

"You're going to have to be good"

2013.10.20

Let's talk about you sending it at night, you only have time at night, and you are so busy studying.

At that time, I really wanted to return a poem, but I had my concerns. In fact, the poem has already been brewed in my heart after reading what you sent, so I just owe it to write it. Now I'm here to present it to you.

"No Longer Alone"

I see the beauty again,

I saw heaven again,

I have wings again,

I can still fly to you.

time

Recording our past.

you

Let me find my way again.

No one would have thought that

My wounded bird,

You can also fly in the sky.

It is love that gives me strength,

You're the one who makes me strong.

I've always been looking for my direction,

Thank you for your help,

Let me no longer be a lost lamb.

I don't hide anymore,

The goodness of my heart,

The reason why I'm pretending,

It's just that I don't want you to hurt again.

I made the dust,

I have also become an ointment.

As long as I can stay by your side,

As long as you can cure your disease,

I will make medicine of my heart,

Boiled with my soul.

10.24