Chapter Ninety-Eight (Dream)

These days, I've been dreaming every night, and I don't know how many times I've woken up in the middle of the night just because you're gone.

Last night I had insomnia again, I dreamed of you again, I used to have insomnia without you, now I dream of you, I also have insomnia.

I was not good at expressing anything, and I wanted to write everything into my poems, so I made another poem based on the scene of that dream.

Broken Dreams

I always hope that you can appear in your dreams.

On which day,

We met again in a dream.

The feeling for you has never changed,

I thought we could still be like we used to,

Don't care about other people's gossip,

Show your sincerity in front of each other without reservation.

But your sentence,

Let's not see each other again,

We won't have tomorrow at all,

Broke my heart to pieces.

I don't believe it's the language that comes out of your mouth,

But the facts are in front of you.

I was speechless,

Tears spread on the cheeks,

My heart was extremely cold.

That heart-pounding feeling,

also disappeared at this moment,

Everything happens before waking up.

I know

Sooner or later, there will be such a day,

But I believe I can change it.

If God,

Really blind,

I will still wait for you in the world to come.

It felt so real, and the heartbreak was so thorough. Nothing makes sense anymore, I've never woken up, you've been in your dreams.

In the days that followed, I kept dreaming like this. My wounds, who can understand. You know, but you can only stop at understanding.

Sometimes I think that poetry is really a good thing and can be used to encourage others, but one day, that other person becomes myself.

"The Heart Is Still Beating"

The road is so long,

Hello busy

I have many things to say to you,

But now I can only hide it in my heart.

thirsty,

Water can relieve cooling;

thirsty,

It can only dry up and be hopeless.

Even if you drink all the water of the river,

It can't solve the sadness in my heart.

But a smile of yours,

It will nourish my dry heart.

When will the day come,

I'm looking forward to that laugh.

Somewhere,

That heart was still beating.

"Infatuation Absolutely"

I am so tired

It's so exhausting every day.

Think of your taste,

It's always that heartbreaking.

I can't forget your beauty,

But it can only be an aftertaste.

I can't sleep at night,

Who can read my sorrow.

You know I'm suffering,

But you can't comfort me.

No one is wrong or right,

Some are just the beauty of the past.

You intoxicate me,

My heart is broken for you,

It hurts so much that you don't even know who you are,

and be regarded as a thief of the heart.

I ignore it,

These are the rights and wrongs.

You know I can't be a thief,

Please don't guard me.

The reincarnation of this life,

Just to be with you.

Please forgive me for my infatuation absolutely,

Please let me into your heart.