After two days, Lu Pei finally appeared on time at dinner, he was still expressionless, after entering the door, he just pulled out a chair and sat opposite my dining table, to be honest, the moment I saw his face, my heart trembled, but looking at his indifferent eyebrows and eyes still did not spit out bytes, as if I saw a familiar friend who I hadn't seen for a long time, the air was solidifying, and unnatural was written everywhere.

Humans are really the most camouflaged animals.

I was distressed, but I could control myself, his eyes were obviously tired, but his dark eyes only glanced at me, and he ate quietly and carelessly, without saying a word, the two of us, a very strange atmosphere.

It wasn't until he dropped his chopsticks that he got up and threw down a sentence, "I'm going to Toronto at seven o'clock tomorrow night, and I'll be back in about three or four days. ”

Without waiting for me to respond, he took the suit jacket he had taken off and went upstairs, leaving only a slight cold breath.

As soon as Uncle Xu saw Lu Pei going upstairs, he whispered something in my ear, as if it was comforting, perhaps, I should be very angry, and I will understand that this trip to Toronto was he and Sun Fei together, so it was obvious, it was a marriage.

Raising my face for a while, I looked at the crystal chandelier, the pain was real, and the anger was there, but I felt that everything had nothing to do with me.

I can't tell if it's for myself or for the white fox, after going upstairs, I carefully dyed my hair in the bathroom, my hair was really long, it was over my shoulders, I mended the gray silk in my hair, and I washed it with water for a few minutes, and it was soft to blow.

Then, from the cloakroom, I pulled out the underwear that I thought I would never touch, and looked in the mirror after changing it, I should have blushed before, but now, not at all, I was covered with a nightgown, the belt was loosely tied, the neckline was large, and the lace inside could be seen clearly.

My face was a little bad, I moistened my lip gloss a little, and I felt that it was almost over, so I raised my feet and walked to Lu Pei's study, not far away, but I walked in a daze, as if I had gone through my twenty-four years of life, knocked on the door, and Lu Pei's deep male voice came out after two "knocks", "Enter." ”

Unscrewing the handle, the faint smell of smoke came to his face, he sat on the boss's chair, habitually sitting lazily, with one hand still on his lips, the notebook on the desk was open, and he was holding a stack of materials bound together in his hand and was looking at it carefully, and a living person came in, without raising his eyelids.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, I happened to look at him carefully, the black shirt buttons were unbuttoned four or five, different from the sharpness of formal wear, after loosening a few buttons, the collarbone was exposed, plus his sitting posture and demeanor, a very pleasant scenery.

I found that the word sexy, not only for women, but also for men, especially at work, is very charming.

"How long more do you have to work?"

Hearing my voice, he raised his eyes, "I almost got three or four ...... in the second half of the night."

He didn't finish his words, his brows tightened slightly, and his gaze fixed on me, "You ......"

"Shall I go to sleep first?"

I whispered, "Or, together?" ”

Lu Pei was obviously puzzled, adjusted his sitting posture and looked at me seriously, I slowly pulled out the belt of my nightgown, and looked at him with a smile after opening it, "I'll go back and wait for you." ”

Turning around, I didn't wait for a few steps to take a few steps and my back was tight, Lu Pei hugged me from behind, "Do you know what you're doing." ”

I took the corners of my mouth, raised my hand to his forearm, and said softly, "Are you done?" ”

Lu Pei's breathing was obviously a little heavy, and his face looked at me from behind, "You're not angry with me, huh?" ”

I didn't speak, nodded my head, then pulled down his arm around me, slowly took his hand, looked back at him and smiled, "Are you done?" ”

Lu Pei's eyes flashed lightly, and he wanted to laugh, but he looked at me incredulously, "You really, don't ......"

"Let's go."

I didn't give him time to explore, I didn't want to explain, I took his hand and walked slowly to the bedroom, very slowly, I enjoyed the process.

It seems like it's been a long time, and they haven't been so hand-in-hand, and the two of them are not walking together sharply.

I have always believed that when you hurt someone, if you love him, you will hurt more than him, in other words, I know that Lu Pei loves me, and when he says those unpleasant words, he is not necessarily more comfortable than me.

But people's reason is often a little slower than the brain, we always choke our wrists after the injury, blame ourselves, look, how I understand, how smart, but still, not good life.

Closing the door, when I turned around, the nightgown had already fallen to the ground, Lu Pei looked at me with a half-hanging face, and looked carefully, he was not as active as before, very domineering and domineering, no, he was more like he was scared by me, or, he was studying me, studying my actions.

I didn't care what was going on in his head at the moment, I just raised my hand, slowly touched his face, and then tiptoed on my feet and kissed him on the lips.

He responded naturally, his palms were very hot against my back, and I tasted a hint of bitterness, as well as the mint sweetness of cigarettes, which was very delicate and long.

The time of the wall clock flowed quietly, and the air was full of the intertwined breath of me and Lu Pei, I unbuttoned it for him, looking at his warm smile, Lu Pei became extremely gentle, and he kissed me gently along my cheek......

I have always been ignorant, once thought that this process for me is nothing more than being torn apart again and again, and then being glued, but this time it is not, we blend with each other, forgive me, until now I realize that it is a bitter process and then sweet.

The beauty of the room, the air is full of belching girls, I am extremely cooperative, even active, time is not important, indulgence seems to be just this process.

If you use a verb to describe it, it is a bond.

'Tick...... Tick ......'

The wall clock was still turning gently, and I gasped slightly and lay on his chest, sleepy, but I didn't want to sleep, and looked up at him, "Aren't you going to smoke a cigarette?" ”

Lu Pei looked at me with a smile on the corner of his mouth and shook his head, "It will smoke you." ”

I shook my head, "It's okay. ”

"Won't you let me quit?"

"No, why do you want to quit......"

Lu Pei helped me lift the quilt, and his fingertips brushed my sweat-soaked hair stuck to my forehead, "As long as you say, I will quit, huh?" ”

I still shook my head, my face against his chest, it was warm and comfortable, and I could hear the thumping heartbeat, what a wonderful process.

"Four Treasures."

"Huh?"

"You're really not mad at me?"

I closed my eyes, moved my head to answer, my heart hurt so much, and I grabbed him hard, "Don't go to the bath, don't move, just let me hold it, okay......"

The top of his forehead softened, and Lu Pei put his hand on the back of my hand and whispered, "I can come back in two days at the earliest, Sibao, you believe me, everything is ......"

Fell asleep.

It's tiring but reassuring.

When I opened my eyes, I was a little surprised, but I still kept a sleeping position, and when I looked up, Lu Pei seemed to have been awake for a long time, and his eyes were looking at me very brightly, "Did you sleep well?" ”

"You ......"

I braced my limp arms to get up, "I haven't moved." ”

"It's comfortable."

He finally smiled the same way he had done before, his hand running over my cheek, "You're snoring." ”

I couldn't help but laugh, "It's not ......."

Lu Pei raised his eyebrows, "It's too loud, Uncle Xu came to knock on the door, saying Mr. Lu, what kind of voice is this, why is the train coming in......"

"You're annoying you!"

I laughed and hit him in the chest, "I didn't!" ”

After a few clicks, Lu Pei hooked the corners of his lips and hugged me sideways, "I like to see you laugh, Sibao, don't be angry with me, okay." ”

I nodded, looking at his complicated eyes.

It was already noon when I went out, I sent him to the yard, and helped him straighten his tie very carefully, Lu Pei's hand was on my waist, and he looked at me with great enjoyment, "I heard that you learned a dance?" ”

I nodded, and mumbled.

"Then show me when the jump is on."

I looked up at him and smiled, "You'll see it when you get back." ”

Lu Pei smiled and hugged me when I finished his tie, "Wait for me to come back." ”

"Hmm."

"Two days."

"Okay."

Yes, I'll be here all the time.

Forever.

The wind seemed to be gentle, I smiled and waved at him, Uncle Xu also stood on the side with a smile on his face, Lu Pei sat in the car and looked at me through the windshield, his eyes were as bright as stars.

I shook my forearm until the car went out and turned around, but the smile on my face disappeared immediately, and uncontrollable tears rained down.

I was afraid that Uncle Xu would see the clues, so I was in a bit of a hurry, and I slowed down for a while after going upstairs, and then I changed into a white dress, looked in the mirror, and some kiss marks on the neck would be exposed.

The sun was very good, I found a good angle to face myself, did a little preparation, locked the door, put on the music, I knew that I didn't dance well, but I wanted to show the best state, so when the prelude sounded, unconsciously, I would think of the little white fox.

The white yarn in my hand was still flying, I seemed to follow the actions taught by the teacher and seemed to meet casually, my mind was very empty, until the end of the song, I stretched out my hand to the camera, only to find that my face was already wet.

Taking a deep breath, I pulled the corners of my mouth and walked to the DV camera, "Lu Pei, this is what I jumped to you, maybe you won't understand, but I want to jump, I want to show you, it's a ...... to make a concluded"

The sourness on the tip of my nose is still surging up, I really rolled my eyes and couldn't control the falling tears, "You ask me, if I am angry with you, how can I be angry with you, I know, you are not easy, everything I have is given to me, I am grateful to you, thank you for having you in my life, if, there is a next life, I hope that I am a very good person, someone who will be worthy of you, no, someone who will only support your hind legs......"

Raising my hand, I wiped away my tears and laughed, "It's so silly, in fact, I'm very relaxed now, because since the day I would cry, I feel that life is very hard, why do the people I love want to leave me one by one, why, I can't catch anything, I always compete with myself, I'm willful and selfish, if I don't have you, where would I be so smooth......"

took a deep breath, "My last hope is that you want to be happy, you don't have to work so hard, I love you...... Lu Pei, I love you, but I can't let some tragedies happen again, this is my life, you always say that I am a fox, but in fact I really am...... Oh, forget me, in this life, you must be good, you know, I will give you back the words you wrote to me, may this life agree, he was born in a hug, don't read it. ”

I smiled hard at the camera, waved my hand, and turned off the DV.