Later, I learned that I would meet Concubine Qin because I was so badly injured that day, but I was a woman in the barracks and there was no one to take care of my injuries. My uncle had no choice but to go to the lady who was driving in front of me to borrow a palace maid to take care of me. As a result, I didn't know if it was providence or something, but it was Concubine Qin's personal palace maid who was brought in, and Concubine Qin knew about my situation, and she took me over with sympathy.

It's a blessing in disguise for me! Originally, my hope of marrying the seventeenth elder brother was very slim, but Concubine Qin liked me very much and said that she would personally ask the emperor to point me out to the seventeenth elder brother. The bad thing is that I couldn't go to Chengde together because of this accident, I heard that I walked for half a month---- when I think of the eyes of the seventeenth elder brother that night, and think of his foot injury, my heart hurts like a pinprick......

I was sad and aggrieved when I first met Niu Colu. Qiyunshi, finally erupted.

She was greeting Concubine Qin, although she was extremely polite and thoughtful, but even if she knelt down, the awe-inspiring and inviolable momentum in her body could still tightly oppress me--- this is a proud and cold woman, I found myself hating the forever indifferent expression on her face.

Concubine Qin's attitude encouraged me, I want to declare war on her, I know how to cherish it better than her, I love Brother Seventeen more than her, why can she ignore this affection that I can't even dream of?

However, I could not have imagined that the day after I declared war on her, I would go to avenge her because she was in prison......

When I was pressed on the torture bench again, I really didn't know that I was Ilgen Kyoro. What kind of shit luck has Chenxi handed over this year, and she actually has to taste the taste of the board again and again.

The big board carries the sound of the howling wind. Hit me the hip, "Ah---hh----h Half of the board passed, and I saw that the situation was about the same, and forced myself to endure the sharp pain that made my scalp tingle, and lay there motionless with my eyes closed, pretending to faint......

God knows just a few boards after "fainting". How much perseverance did I have to get myself to lie straight there. Don't even tremble your hips!

"Why are you doing this? Chenxi, you know that if you catch the Seventeen Fujin. These dog slaves would never dare to be tortured casually, why are you so smart to commit such stupidity? "When I was interrogated for the second time. Even if I spent tens of thousands of taels of silver to bribe, I would have been bloody and miserable when I came back from the waist down.

"Uncle, I can't get involved with the Seventeenth Elder Brother!" Although the wound hurts, what I say is loud.

"Really? Dawn, is that really the case? "Uncle looked at me. There was already a hidden worry in his eyes: "Since you insisted on going to Rehe, I felt that something was wrong with you, if you really wanted to save the seventeenth elder brother, you could insist with Concubine Yi and say that you know that the headdress of the seventeenth Fujin has long been lost, and you don't need to put on your own, but you don't." ”

I think I avoided his gaze as if I was afraid of being seen through by my uncle: "I was bent on saving people, and I was very panicked, so I ......"

Is that really the case? But the truth is that I didn't panic at all, and every time I was tortured, although it was painful, I never lost my cool. I remembered that day when Qiyun came to see me at the Internal Affairs Office, I was so flattering to her, trying to make her happy despite the pain in my body. Even violated my principles and pretended to be her admiring character......

Why. I knew exactly how much I hated her!

"Dawn, too much persistence. You will become unscrupulous! Uncle sighed, he couldn't bear to criticize me harshly when I was beaten like this: "You will hurt others like this, and you will also hurt yourself......"

I know, but I've paid the price, haven't I?

I originally thought that as long as Concubine Qin liked me, I would definitely have a bright future with Brother Seventeen. But unfortunately, I saw the true face of Lushan of the Seventeenth Fujin--- a woman who would never compromise easily, at first glance, I knew that if I wanted to marry the seventeenth elder brother, I had to pass her level......

"Uncle, fulfill me! I have no bad intentions, I will definitely serve her well if I marry Brother Seventeen, I will not fight with her! "I just feel sorry for Brother Seventeen, he loves him too hard, and he also needs someone to love him well and feel sorry for him......

In the end, I finally got my wish and married the seventeenth elder brother and became his concubine, although I almost died in court due to the intervention of the seventeenth elder brother in the middle, but I finally won Qiyun. Since then, everyone knows that the Seventeenth Elder Brother Mansion has a willful Fujin, but there is a virtuous and affectionate side Fujin.

Later, when I was crippled---- moment the horse's hooves stepped on my knees, I realized that the pain I had suffered for so many years was not called pain, but that real pain could destroy all souls and make death less terrible.

But I never regretted it, I saved my husband, the person I loved the most---- even though I was injured until now, he insisted on staying by the side of another woman, regardless of his own safety.

"Dawn, do you have any requirements?" Brother Seventeen's eyes fell on my lap.

I don't have any requirements, I just want you to look at me with the eyes you saw Qiyun that day---- that day, you woke up from your slumber, and you saw the fourteenth elder brother holding Qiyun in his arms in the chaos. I lay on the ground and saw you rushing like crazy, not even noticing that the arrow had pierced your shoulder blades......

I heard the sound of my leg bones shattering, I heard myself screaming that didn't look like a human voice, but the most painful thing was that you didn't rush at me, you didn't even glance at me, even out of curiosity.

The strong grievance made my eyes widen, I saw your eyes, and then I saw the wound on Qiyun's neck, the pain that was more painful than being Ling Chi ---- for the first time, I knew that men can be more affectionate than women, and for the first time, I knew that I could actually have blood and tears in my eyes...... Qiyun, since that day I have lost to you forever, it's not that I'm not as brave as you, it's not that I'm not as smart as you, it's not that I'm not as beautiful as you, I lost to you a heart---- the heart of the seventeenth elder brother!

"I want you to watch the sunset with me." I smiled quietly, trying not to look more annoying. But my heart hurts so much---- Seventeenth Elder Brother's attitude stung me, he didn't really want to compensate me, my disability became his trouble. He wanted to fulfill one of my wishes, but he wanted to relieve me of this trouble as soon as possible, so that he could return to the woman as soon as possible ---- and continue to be a cow and a horse......

Calculated so much, paid so much, but it was just a trouble......

"Why watch the sunset?" Good-looking brows furrowed: "You women don't like jewelry, either clothes, or I'll give you a garden!" ”

I'm crippled, what's the use of asking for that? I have only one sentence in your heart, you women? There was a sweetness in my mouth, and my pride made me force the blood in my mouth down: "Seventeenth elder brother, since you hate me so much, why do you want to report to me when Tucheng is besieged?" ”

Five days of midnight non-stop, several times rushing into the siege of the pain, less than the joy that the letter gave me---- finally, when his life was at stake, he finally thought of me......

Even if, it was an errand to die, even if it was, I knew that he would choose me because he was reluctant to Qiyun---- but I was still excited, at least he wanted to be with me when he was dying, at least the last thing he thought of was me, not another woman!

But today I realized that I was very wrong: "Because you know that the fourteenth elder brother forced you into a desperate situation in order to lure Qiyun to appear, you know that Qiyun may have been detained by the fourteenth elder brother, you are afraid that Qiyun's stubbornness will make the fourteenth elder brother ashamed and angry, you know that you will die, you are willing to fulfill her, let her cut off her thoughts about you, so that from ......now on, "Have a good double stay and double flight with the fourteenth elder brother."

I hated myself, and even now, I was reluctant to say anything that would hurt him!

"Seventeenth elder brother, you are so great, you are so touching!" What am I in the middle? Has anyone counted my feelings?

"Just watching the sunset?" Seventeen look at my legs.

I know my injuries are not fit to move, let alone ride, but today is probably the only day I can ask him to--- not because I became like this to save him, but ----

He was afraid that I would tell Qiyun what I had done today, and this man who would rather wronged himself than that woman would be sad could ignore my feelings forever!

"Just watching the sunset."

I already know that your feelings for her cannot be shaken, but I always have the right to dream! I want to be like that woman, riding on your horse, imagining the feeling of being cherished......

"Okay." He came over and picked me up violently: "Now we will go, and from now on this matter will not be mentioned to anyone again!" ”

His heart shook suddenly, it turned out that he didn't want to compensate me because of guilt, but wanted to shut my mouth---- two princes made trouble for a woman, even if the emperor favored the fourteenth elder brother and didn't pursue it, Concubine Qin would blame Qiyun for almost killing her son!" So, you have to act as if nothing happened.

It's just that, Brother Seventeen, you don't have to take my legs to heart, but what about yourself? The pain of hovering between life and death for five days and five nights, the hatred of one arrow piercing the shoulder, you just forget it?

My eyes were very sour and astringent, but I couldn't cry anymore, and I finally understood that ---- it turned out that being too affectionate and being ruthless actually meant the same thing......