The autumn wind blew, and the fallen leaves on the trees fell on my thin body, but I didn't realize it---- I have been sitting here like this and waiting since the day the seventeenth elder brother rushed out of the door from here.

The cold wind blew through my legs, and a sharp stinging pain was a profound reminder of ---- how hard those legs had been, and what a painful result it had brought me.

I finally waited for him, but before I could taste half of the joy, I saw his foot---- which he had accidentally stabbed by his own sword when he was excited, I didn't know how serious it was, and the most serious thing was that Brother Seventeen hadn't done anything for so long.

"Master!" When the doctor told me that Brother Seventeen might have difficulty moving in the future, I cried out on the spot.

However, it was the other ones who sent the doctor away indifferently, and their expressions seemed to be quite indifferent. I was furious---- for me, his feet would be lame, and it would make me sadder than if I couldn't get up for the rest of my life. But as a person concerned, he is indifferent, is it true that nothing in this world is important to him except Qiyun?

"What about Fujin? Why didn't she advise you to heal your wounds? Why did she let you come back like this alone when you were hurt like this? "I hate her, but I've always kept my duty, but this time, I wish there had never been a button in this world. Qiyun is a person.

"She ----" The originally indifferent expression, sure enough, because of that woman, stirred up waves: "She must have something to suffer." ”

"She made you like this, and you're still defending her?" I don't know whether to feel distressed or angry for Brother Seventeen: "What can she do?" Fourteenth elder brother is very good to her, right? I heard that in the Great Northwest, he knew that he would give it to Qiyun first---- could it be that this is also a kind of hardship? ”

"Shut up!" I didn't know that eyes were never so affectionate. Staring at people can also be so vicious: "There must be something I don't know, why don't I say it, why can't I think of it?" No, it must be something big, I must think about it! ”

I know that jealousy is a woman's big taboo. But here and now. It is impossible for any woman to feel nothing: "If betraying her husband and stealing from the Han is also a kind of hardship, then Pan Jinlian may be the most aggrieved woman in the past!" ”

"Smack!" A hard slap landed on my face. My legs were already weak and weak, and this slap actually knocked me out of my chair.

"You're so daring. Dare to slander Chang Fujin like this, it seems that you have learned the rules for so many years, and I will set up rules in the house today! Although he was sick and weak, his ruthless momentum still shocked a group of mothers-in-law and slaves who rushed over: "Come on, go and ask for family law!" ”

"Am I slandering?" For him, I have always endured hardships and made up for them. Family law can't scare me, but aren't you afraid that it will break my heart at all? You're going to beat me up for another woman?

Soon his personal little eunuch brought a rattan cane, which was very thick, and I even suspected that this method was set up for me alone---- slaves and maids would be sent directly to play the board if they made mistakes, and this family totaled me, Qiyun and him, I would never believe that he would use this method to control Qiyun. With his character, Qiyun is much more likely to use his family law.

"So you've been ready for a long time...... "I don't want to cry anymore, I know he won't feel it even if I cry, but I can't help it." I couldn't control my tears: "Was it the day I entered the house?" Is it because he is afraid that Qiyun will be wronged in any way? "I only understood today. I won't win the war with Qiyun at all----

Because my opponent has always been my favorite Seventeenth Elder Brother. And not Qi

"A hundred canes." Under my forced gaze, a trace of unbearability flashed in the eyes of the seventeenth elder brother in an instant, but he quickly bypassed my gaze and looked around at the grandmother and slave maid standing around: "Who dares to intercede for her, the same crime!" ”

My leg was crippled, I couldn't resist, I watched as the execution of the healthy woman actually lifted my skirt and prepared to remove my pants: "Yinli, you can't do this to me, you can't!" ”

I cried and shouted, my usual calm and self-control are all in the impression of today's broken work---- even if it is my Amma, I will not let me strip and be tortured in front of everyone, what a shame is that, this shame is more tormenting than pain!

However, in this situation, my husband actually turned his back: "Hit! ”

At this time, I realized that the real purpose of his doing this ---- Fu Jin has not entered the house for two years, even if people dare not say anything on the surface, there will probably be a lot of discussion behind the scenes!

And I, who have been in charge of the power of life and death in this mansion for so many years, naturally have a very high prestige, and it is estimated that many people only know that there is a Dawn Shu Fujin in this mansion, but they don't know Niu Co Lu Fu Jin at all, right?

And today, he finally found an opportunity, a chance to kill a chicken to show the monkey, and a chance to give Niu Cobalt. Qiyun's chance to stand up in the mansion---- So, I have to be humiliated, I have to bare my buttocks in front of so many subordinate slaves and maids, and then I will be spanked and my ass blooms---

Only in this way can we show how noble Qiyun is, and no one dares to say that she is not!

"I hate you! Ah---- I hate you, I hate you, Yinli, I ----" The pain was accompanied by humiliation, tormenting my already fragile nerves, and the hateful thing was that my crippled legs couldn't even dodge, so I could only watch the ruthless rattan cane, humiliating me like this in front of everyone!

Finally, I was plunged into darkness with this endless humiliation and pain......

"Dawn, Dawn......" The gentle voice brought me back to the first encounter many years ago, such a gentle smile, such a gentle bearing: "Didn't you keep saying that you hated me? If you hate me, wake up! I'm waiting for you to take revenge on me. ”

However, now I know that ---- such a gentle smile is because he thinks of Qiyun in his heart, such a affectionate vein. can only be to Qiyun, never me, never be me! I fell in love with the illusion of love, and I fell in love with my own fantasies......

"Dawn, I actually know that you are a good girl. It's a pity that I really can't give you anything more. You deserve a better ...... than I am."

I don't want better, I just want you. It can only be you, who has been destined since that day many years ago. Merely. You are the same obsession as me, and the two of us are chasing each other, equally scarred, but destined to hurt each other.

"I'm glad you said you hated me today, but you actually hated me. I'll be a little better. ”

Hate you?

You should hate ---- you gave so much to that woman so generously, but you refused to give me even a slight!

It's a pity that I hate myself for falling in love with you, and I hate my heart for loving you, but I finally find that I can't hate you......

"Hmm----" groaned and turned his head, surprised to see the tears in his eyes.

I have the impression that he is always frowning and always crying, but never because of me, is it because of me this time? Because of our likeness?

"Do you blame me?" Tears flashed. Fast, I almost thought it was a delusion.

"I don't know." I struggled to get up. But he found that his whole body was weak, and then he found that he was lying naked in the room of the seventeenth elder brother--- husband and wife for so many years. I didn't expect that the first time we met honestly, it would be like this: "I ask you, if I change places with Qiyun, if I am your wife and she is your concubine, will you punish her in the same way?" ”

I know you won't, change places, and I will still be punished, but I'm sad---- you can't even talk about appeasing me, it's about Qiyun, you will feel distressed even if you talk about it casually! "I don't complain!"

I don't complain, it's not because I don't hate your partiality, I don't complain because ---- if you change places with the fourteenth elder brother, if Qiyun hurts you so much because of the fourteenth elder brother, I know you won't be resentful.

You don't complain, I don't complain, it turns out that we are all such poor people!

The palm of my hand did not touch the scars on my body without any **, I tried my best not to let myself tremble, he looked at me gently, and I almost thought that happiness was about to come to me: "Does it hurt?" ”

Trying to press the moan back into his chest: "It doesn't hurt. ”

He leaned over, pinched my chin with his hand, and met my eyes: "Are you still willing to love me as before?" ”

Yes, yes, as long as you allow me to love you, I'm willing!

But I didn't have time to answer, my answer was swallowed up in the cavity by his lips and teeth---- and I confessed that the kiss could have been devastating to me, both then and at the end of my life. Because of this kiss, I can finally smile and fall into hell......

"You don't have to answer, I just want you to ...... tonight"

yes---- tonight, except for the wounds on my body, everything is good, good like ----

A feast before death......

"I finally thought about why Qiyun did this, Chenxi, you must help me!" After waking up from the dream, I am still the one who was abandoned, I will never become Qiyun, I know, don't I? "You're the only one who can take her right now!"

"How do you want me to help you?" Closing my eyes, I don't want to put the word "utilization" on him, it would be a blasphemy against my feelings for so many years, but----

So sad, so sad, why didn't I die in disgrace under the rod that day?

"I want you ......"

A moment of shaking and a feast will cost me my life, I can't die for you, but......

So wronged, why should I die for a woman who will torture me endlessly as long as she lives?

"Dawn, please!" Ignoring the foot injury, the seventeenth elder brother knelt on his knees.

"You don't need it, you ----" burst into tears---- man has gold under his knees! Although I knew that although he knelt down and begged me, it was for the sake of the woman that he would bend his knees. "I promise you!"

"Thank you!"

"No, you don't." Bow your head and do so much for him, thank you for two more words I said was an insult: "I'm pregnant, if I don't die, please compensate me for a child." "I'm pregnant, and I just wanted to share the joy with him, but I don't need to say it anymore, I know that compared to Qiyun, nothing is rare for him.

"What?" Sure enough, as I expected, it was only a moment of shock, and he immediately sentenced the child to death: "I promise you. ”

Seventeenth elder brother, we are both moths, and we both yearn for the beauty of the flying flames. It's just that I was wrong, I forgot that a moth can never fall in love with another moth, and what he likes is always the flame that can destroy him......