Chapter 190: Dream (II)

The rain was pouring down, and I couldn't figure out where I was on my horse, and I didn't want to know exactly where I was going to go—I persevered, searched, gave up, but I never thought it would be a joke. Like my crush, it became a stain on my powerlessness in this life, a nightmare that I would never wake up from.

"Miss Zhang, can you explain to me what this contract is all about?" The gentle smile was gone, and "his" face was cold.

"I—" This contract was completely different from what I had drawn up, and I opened my mouth to explain, but my pride made me disdain to explain such frivolous questions—and even if I did, "he" would not believe it, and as long as "he" did not believe it, all explanations would be in vain.

"Miss Zhang, I've heard a lot of your legends outside, and I know that you only recognize money in your eyes." The contract was slammed on the table: "But has our company treated you badly?" Aren't you getting paid enough? You are so greedy as to do something that violates your work ethic? ”

I picked up the contract and read the terms carefully—it was a clearly biased and fraudulent contract in favor of the seller—and I had worked in the judiciary for several years, so how could this kind of failure occur?

"What, is there nothing to say?" "He" grimaced, making others think that we were just working together, but no one knew that we had been secretly in love for almost a year - from that heavy rain, or perhaps from that first encounter, we finally came together.

I will always remember when he said to me, "Miss Zhang, you know what? I've always admired you, can you be my girlfriend? I was so excited that I almost knocked over the coffee cup in my hand - after several years of unremitting efforts, I was determined to be the best lawyer in his eyes, and for this goal, I turned my back on my ideals; I want to win, I want to be the best lawyer, and I can even disregard my conscience and do whatever it takes to do it......

But now? All these efforts will actually become the evidence of my guilt today - yes, I have always been cold-blooded and ruthless, and I don't recognize people for money, and it is indeed reasonable for you to be so suspicious. This is nothing but God's punishment for breaking my oath and doing all the bad things.

"There is still a remedy for this contract." I took a deep breath and tried to say in a very professional tone: "Leave it to me, I have a way to deliberately minimize the loss, and there should be no loss." "I want to be angry, but I really don't want to watch his company suffer a big loss - after all, this company is his hard work, and it is also my hard work in the past few years......

"You'd better not lie to me, or else—"

"You're going to sue me and put me in jail, aren't you?" I don't want you to say such cruel words, I'd rather say it myself - surnamed Lin, you know that people like me can't go to prison, you know that I don't know how many enemies I have in prison, you know that I don't know how many enemies I have in prison, you know that I want to go to prison, you might as well die......

You still say it, my heart has been locked up in prison by me......

"Xiaoying, I don't want to do this either, but what you did this time is really too much, I don't think I saw the unscrupulous things you did before, but this time, you even did something illegal!"

"You never thought I wouldn't have done this, did you?" Didn't think about this in the slightest, right? I never thought I really loved you, and I wouldn't do anything bad for you, right?

I hate you, not because you despise my character, but because - you can't do it, I really love you, you don't have a heart at all, so I am still ignorant and unconscious after six years of falling in love with you......

"Do you have any other explanation?"

"I didn't." Greedily looked at the face that had been appearing in his dreams for the past six years, but today I realized that he was so far away from me, so far away that it was out of reach - it turned out that there was only a rain between us, and now we were separated by thousands of rivers and mountains - so far that I really didn't have the courage to hold on anymore......

"There's only one thing I have to say." My heart was getting cold, and the words in my mouth became neat: "The surname is Lin, if I really want to destroy you, the last fraud case will be fine." To tell you the truth, with a piece of paper in your hand, you want to sue me. Dream your big dreams! ”

I snatched the contract from the table: "I agree to make amends, that's because my pride doesn't allow such a mistake to appear right under my nose." It doesn't mean that I'm afraid of you - you can sue me anytime you want to, but you have to pay the price for suing me! ”

"You-" "He" was so red and white that he was blocked by my robbery - although I am notorious, I have always been very gentle and considerate in front of him, and the first time I saw my sharp teeth, he was really a little at a loss: "Zhang Xiaoying, I have been suppressing this matter, and I want to give you a chance to repent." I didn't expect you not only didn't know how to correct your mistakes, but also made it worse like this, you-you......"

He is a civilized person after all, and he can't scold with ugly words: "It's so disappointing to me!" "Repeating and repeating, that's probably it, right?

Why don't you let me down?

"I wish I could disappoint you again!" I turned around and slammed the door, leaving the last sentence: "I will not accept any case from your company in the future, you and I will say goodbye, it will be to deal with the court!" ”

The ridiculous ending - four years of secret love, a year of painstaking contact, but in exchange for the ending of turning against each other, and now I want to end this unequal relationship with my own hands......

……

I rode on my horse, watching the rain pour down in the sky, the past and the present overlapping, tearing at my soul that was about to collapse......

This time, I wasn't in a crush, I chose someone who loved me, but what about the ending?

This time, I hated God - I always thought we were destined to be inseparable, but now I know that our fate is so ridiculous, just like my ignorant love, so ridiculous that even I am laughing at myself......

I've been riding, I've been riding – thanks to the rain, thanks to the accident, I actually learned to ride a horse......

In the distance, I saw my familiar sight, and saw a familiar figure, holding an umbrella, standing in front of me, just as it had been many years ago......

Is "Seventeen Elder Brother ......" waiting for me? Have you been waiting for me? Always waiting for me?

I smiled bitterly - I didn't realize that when my mind was so confused, I actually ran back to my residence and Seventeenth Brother before I knew it......

Is it because of my fragility that I miss his tenderness so much?

Yinli ...... "Fool! Fool who always waits for me without regrets - I sighed, feeling that there was no more strength in my body, so I fell from my horse in front of him......

"Qiyun!" The last thing that rang in my ears was his heart-wrenching cry......