Chapter 191 Once in the sea

"Qiyun, when I first met you, you were chanting poetry in front of Huang Ama." Voices whispered intermittently in my ear—about things I should have forgotten about, or that I didn't even want to understand.

"Qiyun, you know what? At that time, we were not optimistic about you, because we had heard that you were a bun that the Lord had picked up from outside, and that you were a wild seed born to a prostitute who could do his best......"

"A lot of us came to see your jokes on purpose that day, even Huang Ama - even Huang Ama had expressed dissatisfaction with your origins before that." There was something wet dripping on my hands, warm - who was crying, was it because of me?

"But your performance that day broke all our previous imaginations of you, not because of your talent, but because of your calm, humble and arrogant attitude - even if you stand by the side of Huang Ama, you are still radiant, and it is still impossible to ignore you......"

"At that time, I had been secretly staring into your eyes, there were many things in them that I didn't understand, but I read the vicissitudes of life—I can't imagine how many things a person has to go through to have such eyes—at that glance, I saw the vicissitudes of life; That glance became my lifelong longing......"

In the past, the sea was difficult to water, but Wushan was not a cloud......

Once upon a time, I also loved a man like this, and I loved him like this for six years without regrets, and I have never been able to let go...... Once upon a time, I was so stupid that even if I was wronged by him, I would help him recover his losses, and even if I was a stranger from now on, I didn't want to be an enemy of him......

"Qiyun, the second time I saw you, it was you standing alone in the rain - just like that, alone, as if the whole world had turned its back on you......" There was a mournful voice like a fawn in my ears: "Woo- do you know? At that moment, I cried, and by the cover of the rain, I deceived you—and it has been in my dreams ever since. And I've been heartbroken for this for a long, long time......"

"Qiyun, what is the reason that you have never been happy? What is the reason why you have to carry so many things on your back? Qiyun, who is the sadness in your eyes for? ”

For whom?

For the irreversible fate of the aunt next door when she was very young......

For the sake of ideals that they can never achieve......

For the crush that I can't even say......

For the sake of me one after another party who has not been denied legal remedy; For Li Yanyan; For the sake of me, I was actually sent to such a sad time......

For a fate that I can't reverse no matter how hard I try......

Once in the sea, what is the water; Beyond Wushan, there are no more clouds......

"Zhang Xiaoying!" As soon as I walked out of the gate of the court, "he" rushed out and slapped me heavily: "This slap is for all the people in the world who have been wronged by you!" Zhang Xiaoying, you have done so many bad things, are you not afraid of retribution? ”

"Why?" I covered my hot cheeks - I had encountered such things more than once, for which I had learned self-defense from famous teachers, but I did not expect that this time it would be "him" - this man who had always been gentle in my heart would actually beat me in front of all the prosecutors and bailiffs.

"Why do you dare to beat someone in front of the courthouse?" My assistant quickly called the bailiff and pushed him to the ground.

"Why, why are you doing this to me?" At this moment, I am not the one who has won all battles and is not chaotic - I can't figure it out, I have already helped him recover the money, and I have re-established the contract, and I haven't even taken the commission, why does he hate me so much, why bother?

Do you know that I can't afford your hatred?

"Why? Do you dare to ask why? "He" struggled and wanted to pounce on me: "You were defending my cousin's murderer just now - Zhang Xiaoying, your conscience was eaten by a dog at all, such a murderer, you actually defended his innocence!" Zhang Xiaoying, because of you, my cousin will not turn a blind eye, I hate you - Zhang Xiaoying, our whole family curses you! ”

"Your cousin?" I was stunned for a moment, and immediately reacted to the case just now: "My client was originally wronged, it was your cousin who made trouble with someone drunk first, and it was your cousin who did it first, my client was at most overly defensive......

"Shut up!" "He" sneered, with indescribable sarcasm on his face: "Which case did you handle not always end up like this?" Can you guarantee that every case you take on is not unjust? ”

Of course, "I ......" can't - but it is our duty as lawyers to defend our clients, and even murderers have the right to be defended, so how can "he" be so unreasonable? Besides, this time, I'm really on the facts, and I don't have the slightest intention of playing with cleverness - why can I finally provoke him when I finally handle a case with my conscience?

Who is wrong between us? How do you hate each other to such an extent?

"You don't have anything to say, do you?" "He" glared at me fiercely, and the hatred in his eyes made me tremble: "I know you have the ability, you go sue me!" It's better to add a few more charges to me, isn't that your forte, Zhang Xiaoying? I'm telling you, I'm not afraid, I'm just loving the wrong person, I can afford to lose! ”

Hehe, you didn't lose, but I completely lost - I lost to my own ridiculousness, lost to the place where you would think I wanted you to die, I really have nothing to lose......

"I have nothing to say." I turned around lightly and silently hid my tears behind the crowd - the saddest thing in the world is not the one you love who hates you; It's that you know that he hates you so much, but you still have illusions about him, and you still can't stop loving him.

"Xiao Tang, run to the police station for me, and say that he and I are lovers, and what happened just now is not revenge, but we personally had a little conflict because of private matters, help me bail him out - remember, don't tell him that I bailed him out."

And now I have become the saddest person in the world......