I'm so angry, I encountered so many things today, and I finally won some of my own private time, but my private space was suddenly interrupted by this man, even if I was interrupted by him, I even had to pay the price of my life for his illness, obviously I didn't even know this boy, I really don't know how he survived until now, how can he not be excluded by everyone, and let him live until now. If it were me, I would probably have to beat him in minutes, and maybe relieve my anger.

The man on the other side looked at me for a long time and didn't speak, nor did he show any impatience, he still looked like he had no desire or desire. Although his outward appearance had not changed, he walked towards me with a determined step. Every step he took forward, I took a step back. Neither of us adjusted the speed of our steps, and if a third person saw it, they might think we were doing some dance practice and practicing the dance steps.

"You're avoiding me, you're scared of me." The strange man spoke firmly, not so much in a firm tone as in a calm tone telling a mundane truth.

"You've said you're going to kill me, shouldn't I be afraid? I'm not sick like you, I love my life very much, I haven't lived enough, I still have a lot of things to do. You might not believe it, but I died once five years ago. Not only that, but just now, in less than a day, I was almost killed, and the killer nicknamed Stone was sent to kill me by my most trusted person, you know what it was like? It's not a feeling of despair, it's something like yours now, and I don't even know how to express my opinion on it, or how I should reflect it. Because my brain didn't give me a chance to react at the first moment of learning of this fact, he became unusually numb, so numb that he could no longer transmit any emotions to me. "I might be really crazy, I might be telling a sick man about my strange experiences to a sick man who was trying to kill me.

When facing the stone, I fought with him for wisdom, I didn't tell him about my past, compared to this man, I treated the stone as an opponent. However, when I faced this man, my strategy was meaningless, because he was born without mood swings, a person does not even have basic mood swings, is he still a real human being? Taking a step back, animals have some emotions, and in this regard, he can't compare to an animal.

So, I don't need to waste time thinking about my tactics. Fight for physical strength, I can't win him, even if I hold the heart of a dead fish and a broken net, I can't match him, the difference in strength between men and women is too great, even if a boy is skinny, it is definitely much stronger than a girl. In addition, I can't survive from other people, the location chosen by the stone before is the best place to kidnap me, even if I have been walking for so long, so aimlessly, I still haven't wandered out of this desolate place, I am still deep in an inaccessible area, so I have broken off the idea of asking others for help. I don't even have to expect Bai Zhi to be by my side as usual, because Bai Zhi knows my character very well, and since he has chosen to give me enough time to think about this complicated relationship between me and him, then he will definitely not follow me back.

This time, I may really have to give up my control over my life, which is something that I have no choice but to accept calmly. I don't want to act like a crazy woman who has no taste of her own, everyone dies after all, but I didn't expect that I was so young, I still had so many things to do, and I had to die at the hands of such an inexplicable person, which was really hateful.

Maybe I have given up my desire for life, which makes me want to vent all the emotions I suppressed before. For example, how I escaped death five years ago, how I had just experienced a fierce war, how I was so pitiful that when I thought everything was going to go well, I suddenly ran into a strange person.

"Five years ago, I was taken advantage of by a man I trusted the most. He and I have known each other for ten years, that's a whole ten years, we are childhood sweethearts, two little guesses, the golden boy and girl in the eyes of others. He always held me in the palm of his hand, but in the end I realized that I was just a tool for him to get revenge on my parents. I admit that my parents were profiteers, and even suppressed the man's parents by any means to achieve their own goals, forcing them to commit suicide by jumping off a building, leaving the man alive alone. I also know what it means for a little boy, originally he was a son-in-law from a wealthy family, and he was originally a big baby held by his parents in the palm of his hand. But because of my parents, he lost all of that overnight. The wealthy family has become an embarrassing orphanage group life, and the big baby held by the parents in the palm of their hands has become a small weed on the side of the road. I know all of this, and I know it all. But what does this have to do with me? My feelings for him are real, although I have the closest blood relationship with my parents, but I am just me, I don't know what they have done, even if they kill people and set fires are unforgivable people in the eyes of others, but in my eyes they simply love my parents who love me. "I started to recall the part of the memory that I least wanted to recall, maybe it had been suppressed for so many years, and this time I could finally say it all at once.

Isn't it good to say that people are dying, and I am also a dying person, so let me vomit as soon as possible. I've been depressed for too long, I've been depressed for too long. Now at this critical moment, I don't want to continue to wronged myself, at least I hope I can vent all my emotions, and then love will be whatever it is, it doesn't matter whether it is life or death, I will see the result.

I'm glad that this strange man didn't interrupt me, and I'm wondering if he was trying to find something lacking in my story, or maybe maybe he knew I was going to die today, so he gave me a chance to say a few more nonsense. Whatever the purpose, at least I can express my own opinions and vent my emotions as I like, and the rest doesn't matter in the face of life or death.

"Actually, I also have to admire that man's scheming, his endurance and willpower. Far from being crushed in that harsh environment, he became stronger, and his mind matured not at all. It could use his wits to play with me in applause, and I wasn't aware of it yet. You know what? It's ridiculous that my parents, though they didn't adopt him in name, actually ate and lived with me, and he had what I had, and even he had what I didn't. At that time, I often thought that the little brother that my parents brought back from the orphanage was their biological child, and I was just a girl who was raised. Don't blame me for thinking too much, although I was very young at that time, and I didn't have the mind of that man, but our children at that time already knew a lot, and we also knew a lot about those illegitimate children and other rumors. ”

"That man can give full marks, he is neither humble nor arrogant. It will not make my parents feel that this boy is a flattering person, and it will not make my parents feel that he has forgotten his roots and forgotten his own biological parents. However, it will not make my parents sad and sad, and it will not make my parents feel that this child only recognizes his biological parents. This man's genius lies here, on the one hand, it makes my parents feel that he is very grateful for the fertility grace of his biological parents, and on the other hand, he hates to be grateful for the nurturing grace of my parents, how remarkable it is. Of course, I don't think my parents knew at that time that this man had already known why his biological parents chose to commit suicide and end their precious lives. "I was still talking, and I had a great feeling that I would not give up until I finished speaking, but thankfully the strange man across from me had stopped moving towards me after hearing me speak, and I wasn't sure if he was interested in the story and put a pause on his murderous actions for now, or if he was just fulfilling my last wish in life.

It doesn't matter anymore, the most important thing is that I can express everything I want to express at this moment, and that's enough for me.

"That man is also very good to me, he does things so perfectly that I don't have the slightest jealousy of him, and my only thought is to be glad, glad that he is by my side, and even more glad that he loves me so much that I have always lived in my own little world."

"Of course, he is the man I hate the most. Because, when he approached me with an impure motive, I didn't notice it at all, and I was stupid because he really liked me innocently, and he fell in love with me day by day. I fell into the trap he had put together, like a mudslide, and the deeper I sank into it, the dirtier my body became, and I couldn't wash it off. He's been able to rise through his own efforts and abilities, and I've been following in his footsteps. What I don't know is since when I started to like to continue the relationship. ”