Chapter 39: Memories 2

"I tried my best to chase his pace, because I know that if two people really want to be together for a long time, then the strength of the two people must not be too different. It's a pity that when I worked so hard, and finally when I was about the same as his ability, I also became a sharp weapon in his hands, a sharp weapon that stabbed at my biological parents. He was smart enough not to tell me that he needed my parents' help, and he told me that he didn't want to rely on my parents anymore to survive. Because, if there is no way to get rid of the strength and support that my parents have given him, he will not be able to say to them in front of my parents that they will give me to him for the rest of their lives. Therefore, he expressed to me only one meaning, that is, he wants to spend his life with me, and all this must be based on the premise that he has a strong enough background or has enough power and fame with his own efforts. At this point, I paused.

Until now, I can clearly recall the expression on Ye Mochen's face when he said these words next to me, and he did not exaggerate and say those bloody words. Similarly, I'm also doing it for the two of us to be good in the future, or to show a melancholy look that makes people feel distressed when they see it, but it's actually just doing. He didn't exaggerate any expression, he simply stated this fact, and even when he said this, his tone and tone were the same as usual. If he had told me about it with a different emotion than usual, maybe I would have been a little suspicious, because I know how proud he is. He can give up his life for me, but he will never kneel down to me and admit his mistakes, probably this type of character.

It's obviously not right to say that he doesn't care about me and doesn't like me enough, because there are too few people in the world who are willing to give up their lives for you, even if it's your biological parents, how many of them can do this, let alone someone who is not related to you by blood. However, I don't know how much you say he loves me, because why can't people who can give up their lives give up their dignity? These answers are unsolvable.

The topic is a little far away, and it is based on my understanding of Ye Mochen that I know more clearly the meaning of what he said to me.

"That man was very powerful, and with such a simple but not simple means, my parents and I proposed to lend him a sum of money for him to invest and finance. My parents and I regretted this decision, and I think my parents were guilty of the child, and because he wasn't very old and didn't have a lot of money, they decided that he wouldn't be a threat. In this way, there is nothing wrong with lending money to that man, and it is a double win for my parents, on the one hand, it makes up for the guilt in his heart, and on the other hand, it also ensures that he does not make any big waves. Unlike my parents, I thought he would be able to create a business empire of his own with this money, but when I swore to my parents that they had never been in contact with society, they both thought that the two of us had never been in contact with society, so they dared to say that they were ashamed to say that they were like watching two mischievous little children, and they smiled at the two of us and reassured us that they believed it. We can also feel the perfunctory words of my parents, but at that time we didn't care about this little thing, sooner or later we will one day use our strength to prove that we are right, and my parents' investment is accurate. "I'm still babbling about old things, and in the face of such a stranger, it's easy for me to substitute my emotions at the time, because I don't have to care about anything, and I don't have to care if these words will be heard by others and find out who I am.

"As it turned out, I and the man succeeded. My parents were devastated when they sensed the man's success. Because this man used my parents' money to run everything, and even initially built his business empire. You know, at that time, he hadn't graduated from school yet, which none of us expected. At that time, I didn't know anything, all I knew was that he succeeded, and if he succeeded, it meant that he had enough capital to ask my parents to marry me to him. I thought I was the happiest woman in the world at that time, the perfect marriage partner, the excellent growth environment from childhood to adulthood, and the parents who loved me. Listen, isn't there anything better than that? I laughed as I said this, but with a hint of sarcasm on my lips, and when I asked this strange man this question, I was actually mocking my youth and ignorance at the time.

"Or am I too naïve, God is fair, where will make you do well. So, in order to balance me, after a short period of anticipation and excitement, one after another, I fell into the abyss of despair. When I got a call from my parents, I was excited to think that the man had made it and that we could finally be together. However, when I arrived at my home, I found the bodies of two elderly people and a suicide note. The sky is falling! How did my parents, who were fine yesterday, become cold corpses today? I yelled and screamed so frantically for help that I forgot even the most basic things about judging the life and death of my parents and making a distress call. I just kept dialing the man's phone over and over again, but the female voice that never appeared on the phone kept ringing in my ears, and the man's phone was turned off. He never turns off his phone because he's afraid I won't find him, so his phone is always full for me. Did something happen to his phone when it ran out of battery, I didn't dare to think about it further, but my emotions had collapsed, could it be that I lost the three most important people in my life overnight? I didn't dare to linger any longer, and I didn't want to continue to make up the picture. I immediately ran out of the house and frantically knocked on the doors of the surrounding villas, and I just didn't care about it, knocking door to door without any image. Luckily, these doormen know me, because it's a training for them, and you have to know who your neighbors are, so that you can have a better defense. When I finally got help from a janitor, who was trained to check my parents' bodies and shook his head at me. That shaking of the head was like a classic picture from the movie, with its own slow-motion replay, and I looked at the guard in disbelief. Even though I had already judged in my heart how slim my parents' hope of survival was, I still held on to the slightest bit of luck. But the brutal truth was in front of me, and I had to accept it. When I learned this cruel truth, I calmed down, and I was a little sluggish. Now let me think back to what I thought at that time, I still can't recall it, my brain was blank at that time. By the time I was conscious, I was already lying in the hospital, and it turned out that I had fainted. "I think my expression must be complicated now, because this memory is so painful, even after many years, it still feels painful to think about it again.

"When I woke up, I found the man sitting next to me, and like a wounded little beast, I threw myself over and hugged the man tightly, venting my emotions in his arms, crying uncontrollably. While crying, he said that he had no relatives other than him. I can't remember how many times I repeated it, but when I regained consciousness it was because the man said something to me. I took a few deep breaths as I said this.

"He said, thank you, you helped me destroy that disgusting masked couple. What can I thank you, my dear partner. I was stunned for a moment, I didn't realize what he was saying. But, at least I did stop crying because of his words, and when he saw that I had stopped crying, he said to me again what he had just said. I stupidly asked him what he meant, if he was sick, and I couldn't bear the fact that the man I loved the most had become abnormal. Then he told me the cause and effect of these things, and his conspiracy, and the fact that I was an accomplice. "I looked at this strange man, and he still didn't react, and it reassured me that I could go on talking about my business, I just needed an outlet.

"At that moment, the sky fell apart, and as soon as my eyes were dark, I passed out again, and I was greatly stimulated. By the time I woke up a second time, it was already late, and this time I was in a coma for much longer. This time when I woke up, it was not the man who sat on the edge of my bed, but the other two good brothers of the man, they looked at me and stopped, I was actually very familiar with them, and I also knew that they had long known the ins and outs of this matter, and I was the only one who was deceived in the dark from beginning to end, and I laughed out a little self-deprecatingly, laughed wildly, and tears of laughter came out. It turns out that when a person is sad to the extreme, he really won't cry anymore, but will go to the other extreme, laughing. By the time I said this, I stopped for a long time, and I needed some time to calm my inner mood, and if I didn't, I might have to face another mental breakdown. The strange man had not interrupted my self-talk, nor had he shown much interest in the old things I had said, but since he had not stopped me, I would have continued to tell them, and it was rare to have such a good audience.