I was a little dazed, but I still hurriedly picked up the order flag, raised my hands above my head, and responded one after another in my mouth, "Bao Si kneels down to thank Hei Mother, from now on, ...... backwards"

In a hurry, I really forgot what my grandmother taught me later, but after glancing at my grandmother, my mind immediately ran rapidly, and I suddenly remembered the summary statement that the school leaders always made after the speech, changed it slightly, and used local materials, "From now on, Bao Si will be able to understand the spirit of the black mother at all times, be strict with himself, be lenient with others, not arrogant or impatient, and dedicate his life's contribution to a good generation of leading gods!" ”

'Poof', Xiaoliu, who has been hugging the door frame not far behind me to watch the excitement, couldn't hold back his laughter, I turned my head slightly and glanced at him, what are you laughing at, you kneel for so long with a stomach full of worries, you try, who doesn't have empty brains, I reacted fast enough!

Belly slander is belly slander, my heart is still drumming, the bird quietly looks at grandma, I'm afraid that she thinks what I said is not that set of words and will be angry or something.

But no, after grandma shouted for me to kneel down and thank the voice, she couldn't control her tiredness and supported the altar table with one hand, as if her strength was exhausted, and she couldn't take care of anything else except to relieve herself......

"Grandma......

I whispered to her, not knowing what to do next, whether to continue to kneel, or to wait for the oil lamp to come on?

Grandma looked at me with a painful expression, took a long deep breath and nodded, "Very good, very smooth...... Black Mom, Black Mom takes care of you and doesn't embarrass you......"

I nodded, "So what's next." ”

Next ......

Grandma sat on the Taishi chair a little shaky, "Call, call the big fairies on the mountains to come over, as long as the oil lamp is on, you are a sure god......"

I obviously saw my grandmother's weakness, but I didn't dare to ask, I could only hold the order flag high and wait, until my grandmother slowed down for a while, and then looked at me, "You have to scream, you have to scream, don't tell them, they know that you are the leader of the hall......"

Saying that, she gritted her teeth and got up hard, picked up a piece of red paper and wanted to break her fingers, but tried a few times, maybe she had no strength, I looked at her and was distressed and anxious, helping, but I didn't know how to help, grandma was sweating all over her busy work, bent over, but found a pair of scissors under the table, and quickly shook her head, "I almost forgot, your collar red line hasn't been tied to you yet...... This has to be a tie......"

"Grandma!"

I couldn't stand it anymore, so I put Ling Qi on the table and grabbed her hand, "I'll tie it myself, you tell me, what to do, I'll just come......"

Grandma's lips began to tremble uncontrollably, "No, I have to come, I'll tie it, when the great immortal comes, I'll cut it for you, and after that, you can spread your fists and feet, it's the rules, the rules...... It's like, the red line, my eyes, my eyes are a little hard to see......"

Looking at my grandma like this, it's really hard for me to calm down, all I can do is to hold my nose hard to prevent myself from crying, crying at this time, grandma will definitely be angry and blame me, randomly find out the red line, and when I handed it to grandma, I sat on the ground and stretched out my foot, "My feet are here, grandma, here, you help me tie them." ”

Grandma really didn't seem to be able to see clearly, she touched my calf to her ankle, and then chuckled at the corner of her mouth, "It's really going to work, I've been fiddling with these things all my life, and I really don't know that it's all true, if people can't do it, they won't be able to see the things in the yang world clearly, these eyes, now I have to look hard to see the road to the underworld......"

"No, you're presbyopia, it's normal......"

I pressed hard and cried to help my grandmother tie the red thread between my ankles, loose, and I didn't need to tie it tightly, and there were a lot of red threads left between my feet, and I could stand up and walk.

After tying it, grandma felt to find scissors, I saw this and hurriedly handed it to her, only to see her open her eyes hard to see clearly, and then stabbed her shriveled fingertips, there was very little blood, really little, she squeezed hard, and then groped out the red paper from the altar table, and after smearing this bit of blood, his hand couldn't help but tremble with the incense and lit the red paper, and shouted with the last strength in his mouth, "The next generation of the great god of Xue Fengnian in Baishan Village has been passed on!" I look forward to your arrival here!! ”

I bit my lip and got up to support my grandmother, who was swaying like a leaf, "Okay, you can sit down and rest, I promise, I promise that the oil lamp will be on in a while!" It's going to be bright!! ”

Grandma looked at me weakly and smiled, "Bao Si, I can't see clearly...... Brain, it's not easy to use......"

I shook my head, "You have a good brain, a hundred times better than me, let's rest, rest." ”

Helped my grandmother to sit on the Taishi chair, and I stood next to her in a regular manner, and now I just waited, waiting for the oil lamp to turn on.

Looking at the direction of the door, except for Xiao Liu, who was standing there and didn't know what he was doing, the rest was only two rows of small oil lamps, a sense of emptiness and loneliness, very quiet, and she could hear Grandma's slightly heavy breathing, every few minutes, she would open her mouth softly, "Are you here......?"

I bent down and attached myself to her ear, "No, some of the immortals are far away, and they definitely won't arrive so soon." ”

Grandma's vision and hearing seemed to deteriorate sharply after I picked up the black mother, she nodded forcefully, but her eyes seemed to be a little sleepy and couldn't open, "No hurry, no hurry, it will come...... Will come......"

Teeth chattered gently in my mouth, the contradiction in my heart is really nowhere to say, I know very well what I am facing, if the oil lamp is on, then it is very likely that grandma will leave tonight, but the oil lamp is not on, then grandma will have to wait with me in great pain, I am afraid that grandma will go, but I am afraid that grandma will be disappointed, if the light has not been on, then grandma's breath, can you accompany me to wait?

"Here we go......"

Grandma opened her eyes, her gaze was as faint as a candle flame that was struggling at the bottom, "Are you coming......?"

Xiaoliu had already dozed off on the ground holding the doorpost, the courtyard was still quiet and abnormal, I held back my tears, attached to my grandmother's ear and continued to speak, "No, they, they may want to come together, how boring it is to come by yourself, you want to come together, talk more......"

Grandma held the corners of her mouth and smiled softly, "Where are they coming, just let the little soldiers come...... Bao Si, how do I look, the oil lamps are on, are you here, you want to surprise me......"

I looked at the black oil lamp and bit my lip hard, "I'm sure I can surprise you, aren't you afraid of being late for a good meal, people have to observe me even if they let the little soldiers come?" Rest, I'll call you ...... when you're coming."

Grandma nodded and closed her eyes again, her voice was as thin as a silk thread, "You must call me when you come, I remember, when I take over the hall, I have to take office to cut the red line for me, otherwise, I can't let go of my fists and feet, it won't be powerful, you have to be powerful......"

"Hmm."

I nodded strongly, feeling my grandmother's head leaning on my arm a little crooked, standing and not daring to move, just trying to look at my grandmother's chest by the light in the courtyard, if I didn't see the ups and downs for a few seconds, I had to grit my teeth to probe my grandmother's snort, until I felt that she was sleeping, a heart, which could be a little stable.

At about three o'clock in the second half of the night, the rooster began to crow, and Xiaoliu was woken up by the sound and got up, "Fourth sister, you are done......

I stood beside my grandmother's Taishi chair in a reluctant, my eyes staring at the oil lamp on the ground, it didn't turn on, and sure enough, none of it lit......

"Bao Four, it's past three o'clock."

The second uncle, who hadn't slept all night, came out of the house, "Didn't your grandma say that if it's past three o'clock, then ......"

He didn't say the latter words, the situation in front of him was clear at a glance, although he stayed in the house with his mother and second aunt last night, but he must have watched through the window, the oil lamp was not on, it means that these big fairies don't appreciate their faces and don't approve of me, then it's useless for me to pick up the black mother, what else can the half-fairies do if they don't invite the fairies.

"Second uncle, am I falling short......

I looked at him in a hoarse voice, "Grandma must be so disappointed." ”

The second uncle shook his head, his face full of comfort, "Don't think about it so much, I don't think this thing is that simple, it's not that you can call it, you just get through the phone, don't you have to wait for someone to receive the letter and prepare to come over again, it's okay, don't think too much, help your grandma into the house to rest first." ”

Grandma was hugged by the second uncle, and her eyes opened again, "Are you coming, are you coming...... Is it coming? ”

The second uncle shook his head with a bitter face, "No, Mom, it's going to be dawn, you can go into the house and sleep." ”

The flickering candlelight in Grandma's eyes dimmed, and she couldn't see a trace of vitality in the gray, "Oh, I didn't come...... Isn't it the right thing for me to call......"

"Mom, it's okay if you don't come, don't ......"

"No, I have to come, or I don't worry about the four treasures, there are no big fairies behind the great god of the hall, so you can't make people laugh when you go out, how can you lead the hall...... Four treasures, four treasures......"

"I'm here."

I couldn't control it, and looked at my grandmother while wiping my tears, "It's me who is not good, I don't have enough understanding, and I am not qualified to be a ...... of the leading gods."

Grandma fumbled and held my hand hard, "You are enough, I Xue Fengnian said that you are enough, you are enough, it's okay...... Don't cry, kid, we're waiting tonight, maybe, like you said, they're all on the way, and they'll definitely come......"

"Mom, you hurry up and rest, the dew is heavy in the morning, and your body is not good."

Grandma was carried into the house by the second uncle without much energy, and opened her mouth like a self-muttering mouth, "I can hold on, I can hold on, I don't believe it, if they don't come, I won't ......believe it."

Seeing my grandmother enter the house, I grinned and squatted on the ground crying uncontrollably, full of hatred for myself and feeling useless, how bad I was, none of the thirty oil lamps were lit!

……

"Fourth sister, don't feel uncomfortable, this thing is not that simple, it's a big deal, I'm waiting for it tonight."

"But grandma ......"

I raised my eyes and looked at Xiao Liu, who came to comfort me, and I felt that I couldn't say a lot of words, "Do you know, grandma told me that when she took over the hall, it didn't take half an hour to finish it, and at that time, grandpa Tai lit sixty oil lamps for her, and they were all lit, just half an hour, do you know...... I'm ......."

Xiaoliu squatted in front of me and carefully comforted me, "Actually, if you think about the other side, maybe they don't want grandma to go, right?" ”

I shook my head, my chest tightened and I wanted to hammer it with an iron block, "You don't understand, they know very well how painful it is to get to Grandma's step, and delay the road!" It's me, it's they who think I'm unworthy! I don't deserve it!! ”

"Where are you unworthy! Don't you take it anyway! ”

Xiao Liu muttered and reached out to pull me, "Let's go into the house, let's sleep and then talk, I'm really panicked when you cry......"

I was brought into the house by Xiaoliu in a trance, and saw that the second uncle was still taking care of her in my grandmother's house, and when the second aunt saw me, her face was full of anxiety, "Bao Si, you know these things better than us, you said that if you really can't take it, it will be passed on to others if it is not our black mother, oops, that Xu Pozi must see our jokes." ”

"I don't know."

Where else will I say anything, if I am a real waste, then I can only give it to Mrs. Xu, I can't get it, what can I do.

"Ruojun, what do you say, we haven't encountered this kind of thing, I'm afraid that my mother will go, I'm afraid that Bao Si won't be able to take it, you said that if you really can't take it, if your mother can't stand it and leave, then you can't close your eyes, think about it, why don't we sneak out and get on it?"

After hearing the words of the second aunt, my mother began to shake her head, "Is that something that can be done casually, if we do that, my mother will be angry when she gets down." ”

"Don't talk about it!"

Xiaoliu was unhappy, "How do you know that my fourth sister can't take it, you don't know how many good things are grinding!" ”

As soon as these words came out, my mother and second aunt both glanced at me who was sitting on the kang and crying muffled, and no one dared to say more.

Yes, what are they going to say, they want me to pick it up, but they are afraid that I really can't take it, and grandma's side, I am afraid that she will see me leave after picking it up, and I am afraid that I haven't picked it up if she really leaves, how big is the human heart, how can I bear so many complicated things and ideas.

I really feel like I'm going crazy, why should I be a damn gentleman, since God thinks I'm not suitable, I'm a dead star, just a big thunder will kill me! Why do you want me to dream! Fuck you!

Everyone didn't sleep, and I don't know if I felt like I couldn't face my grandmother, and I never went to my grandmother's house, but I just watched my second uncle, my mother, and my second aunt take turns to take care of my grandmother's house, and then sleep in shifts for a while.

I bent my legs and leaned on the wall next to the kang, Xiaoliu was with me at first, until dawn I couldn't stay up and pillow my shoulders before falling asleep, I didn't want to sleep, but my eyelids were swollen and fat, and when I was groggy and sneering, I vaguely dreamed that my grandmother took me to the mountain to find my uncle's scene for the first time, my uncle asked me what was in the basin, I said it was a small fish, but grandma's face was stiff at that time, she said, this child has no wisdom at all.

The uncle said, "Look at the creation, if the yin and yang are balanced, the life is clear, and the tiger bones can be connected again, at that time, this child will really be like a rainbow, and the tiger will come out of the mountain......"

"Then how do you pick it up......"

"God, God counts."

I opened my eyes suddenly, looking out the window at the golden sunshine, but the corners of my mouth laughed at myself, my fate is handed over to heaven? But it seems to beat me since I was born, I can't get along!

"Bao Si, come over and have some food."

The second aunt set the table and came over to call me, "Don't forget what your grandmother said, you can't skip eating when you encounter anything." ”

I glanced at Xiao Liu, who had slipped off my shoulders and was lying on the kang, and moved his ass to the ground, "Grandma." ”

"She sleeps, wakes up every hour or two, and hangs about you."

Speaking of this, the second aunt was also a little heavy, "Alas, this is a sin ......"

I didn't say anything, I walked to the door of my grandmother's house and looked at her on the door frame, only to see that she was breathing very weakly as if she was asleep there, and I didn't know if she felt me, her eyes didn't open, but her mouth was muttering, "Don't worry, Sibao...... Let's wait a little longer tonight, we'll definitely come......"

The second uncle who was dozing off next to him was woken up by his grandmother's voice, "What's the matter, Mom, you ......"

"Shh~"

I made a gesture to my second uncle, walked lightly to my grandmother, who seemed to be still asleep, held her hand, and strained slightly, "Grandma, don't worry, they will definitely come tonight, definitely." ”

……

Another night.

It's just that this night is more relaxed that there is no need for grandma to do those rituals and procedures, in fact, grandma wants to do it, but she has no strength, she can't even hold the scissors, all she can do is to sit on the Taishi chair and put the scissors on her lap and wait, waiting for the oil lamps that are being nagged by Xiao Liu to see if there is no oil to light up.

I was really tormented, like watching a person try his best to consume the last heat of his life, but still not getting the joy and satisfaction he wanted.

The result, of course, was obvious, those lights, as expected, did not turn on.

The light in Grandma's eyes was dim and she couldn't catch the traces, she was so weak that she didn't even have the strength to speak, but when she was helped up by the second uncle, her arms were still pointing to the door with difficulty, signaling us not to help her, she still had to wait.

"Mom, don't wait, the time is over, let's go into the house and rest."

Grandma shook her head, spitting out the finest words, "I can...... I can ......."

"Mom!!"

The second uncle couldn't bear it a little, "Forget it, I beg you to forget it, Sibao doesn't need to be an immortal, isn't she already worshipping her uncle as a teacher!! ”

"Black ...... Black Mom ...... Can't give ...... Outsiders ......"

Grandma insisted on expressing her thoughts, ignoring the fact that her family was close to sealing the demon because of the ordeal of the past two nights, "I have to wait...... I can...... I can ......."

I couldn't bear it anymore, so I slammed my throat out and kicked an oil lamp flying, "I can't! I can't!! ”

The second uncle looked back at me in a panic, "Four treasures! Don't irritate your grandma!! ”

I looked at my second uncle, I really didn't know what to do, "Second uncle, I really want to, I really want to take it, but they don't come, they don't recognize me, God won't let me eat this mouthful!! ”

The second uncle didn't dare to tell me too much, and while helping my grandmother to hurry into the house, I asked Xiaoliu to control my emotions, where can I control it, it's been two nights, looking at these thirty oil lamps, I can't wait for myself to hallucinate them to turn them on.

Even Xiao Liu was staring at the oil lamp at the door and rubbing his eyes, several times, he shouted at me not far away, "Alas, fourth sister, look, see if that light is on!" But before he finished speaking, he sighed in frustration, "Oh...... No, I'm dazzled. ”

We all held our breath, and even thought that it didn't matter if I became a god or not, as long as I let my grandma go and let my grandma feel at ease, this was her last wish, but God didn't give me this bite to eat, what can I do!!

When Grandma entered the house, I tore off those damn red threads and ran out of the gate, Xiaoliu was so frightened that he came over and grabbed me hard, "Fourth sister, where are you going, it's not dawn yet!" “

"I'll go find a way for my uncle!"

"Grandpa is not a half-fairy, what can he do!"

I sniffed hard and looked at him, "Then I want an answer, if I'm not suitable to be a gentleman, then what am I still obsessed with, doesn't this make grandma more tired, I'll ask my uncle, if not, I won't do it!" No expectations will not be disappointed!! ”

Tearing his hand away, I raised my feet and ran up the mountain, Xiao Liu shouted loudly behind me, "Fourth sister! Isn't that your dream! It's not just grandma's expectations for you, it's your own dream!! ”

After a pause, I looked back at him in the faint morning light, "Dreams? Dreams also have to be appreciated by God, so that you have the talent in this area! Do you know, the first time I went to my uncle's place, my uncle said that there is a child, younger than me, but people are born yin and yang, if he takes Mr. as a dream to pursue, then it can be realized, believe it or not, if he wants to pick up immortals or want to learn the Tao, he will definitely not be as hard as me, so difficult! ”

Xiao Liu's figure stood there thin and tall, "I know the one you said, grandma mentioned it, isn't it a green dragon!" What are you missing, you are a tiger know no! King of the Mountain!! ”

I looked at him with a sad smile on my face, "Tiger? Your fourth sister, I'm a fucking crippled tiger!! I don't have any sense at all! Tiger bones are broken, do you understand! Even my uncle said that I was a gentleman and watched creation! Saying that Mr. Big is nothing more than a! I don't want to pay for it now!! ”

"Hey! Fourth sister, fourth sister!! ”

Xiaoliu was still chasing me behind, but my way up the mountain was much more familiar than him, and I successfully threw him off near Jizuigou, and ran all the way to my uncle's house, until the sky was dark, I ran into the yard panting, and when I raised my eyes, my uncle also pushed open the door of the house at the same time, dressed in white linen, but his expression was indifferent, "I knew you would come." ”

I didn't say anything, I knew what he knew by looking at my uncle's clothes, and I ran to my uncle in a few steps, and knelt on his knees, "Uncle, tell me the truth, did you know early on that I couldn't be a gentleman at all." ”

"What do you say?"

My uncle responded softly, and instead of helping me, he went to get a bucket to prepare to water the vegetable patch.

I moved and knelt at him, "You said when I was a child, you won't restrict my development, all I want to do is just read books, and the rest, you won't ask more, now I want to say, do you think, in fact, it's useless for you to restrict me, if you can do something, the elders will definitely have more mercy and more beatings when they see it, so as to prevent him from being a little careless and stifling, and I can't do anything, I don't need to be beaten at all, so you said, you let me develop casually, right?" ”

In the past, I felt that my uncle was detached from my hands-off management, but now that I have grown up, I look at it from another angle, and I think it is not the case, in school, the teacher will always beat the student who studies well, as long as he does a wrong question, the teacher will always draw inferences, for fear that he will make a mistake.

But learning is generally more hard, although the teacher will not ignore the question, but to die, will only encourage you to work harder, and then say, the teacher does not put pressure on you or restricts you, develop freely, maybe there will be a future, look at the creation.

Oh, my situation, isn't it the kind of person in the class who has mediocre qualifications but wants to work hard to be recognized, but he has no talent, and he is in the class, it is the kind of teacher who thinks that you will not have a big career and does not expect you to get a high score into the big list but see that you work hard and can't bear to hit your students, anyway, such students are not noisy or noisy, and what the teacher can do is to encourage you without pain or itching, and it is not a bad thing to work hard anyway.

Look, my uncle is not such a teacher, and I'm not an unqualified student.

Uncle didn't speak, after walking into his small vegetable patch, he bent down and began to water intently, I was anxious, so I naturally kept talking, "Uncle, I know that you are very good to me and have taught me a lot of things, but it is my own business to have no talent, I just want you to tell me the truth, is it that God really doesn't give me food, if so, I Xue Baosi don't want to be obsessed anymore, I won't be a gentleman, and I will ...... in the future Burst!! ”

A scoop of cold water suddenly poured down on my head, and I was not in a hurry to dodge, so I immediately wiped my face with my hands and coughed.

"What does it feel like?"

I shook my head, feeling that my uncle's scoop of cold water was unusually cold, "Do you want to wake me up for something, but I don't think I need to wake up anywhere, I just want an answer, a god ......"

"It's not like rain......

I was stunned and looked at my uncle, "It's raining?" ”

He nodded, took the water scoop and pointed to the sky, "Didn't you say that it wouldn't give you a reward to eat, then do you remember when you couldn't cry, when was the most serious time you were taught by your grandmother?" ”

I looked up at the sun in the morning light and opened my mouth, "The worst time was when my grandmother wanted to chop my fingers with a knife...... I was punished by my grandmother to kneel, and it rained a lot, and I got sick. ”

"Later."

I didn't know what my uncle wanted me to say, so I replied in a daze, "Later, I was brought by my grandmother to find you." ”

The uncle lowered his head to the vegetable patch that was still being tinkering, and responded softly, "Think about it again, what that rain brought you." ”

"It's just that it went down for days, and it ...... the pole"

I said, my eyes widened, "It was the rain that washed Yuan Datou out, otherwise grandma would misunderstand me, my second uncle can't marry the second aunt, they all think I'm bad and want to harm people, plus at that time my grandmother hid the gold bracelet, and the second aunt said at the time that I didn't want my second uncle to get married, it was the heavy rain that made Yuan Datou come out and solved Xiaoliu's surgery at the same time, and my grandmother also told the truth!" ”

My uncle nodded and looked at me nonchalantly. "Without that rain, what would you do, according to your grandma's temper, will you easily let this thing pass, even if your mind was chaotic at the time, she will let you remember it for a long time, however, that rain indirectly let all the truth come out, your grandma not only did not punish you anymore but also sent you to me in order to solve the problem of letting you go to school and the old baby, you said, all this chance, is it all that heavy rain?"

If there was no heavy rain, grandma would have thought that I was a very bad child, even if I was not allowed to lose a finger in the end, then everyone's misunderstanding was very deep, and, according to grandma's character, she felt that I was hopelessly bad, and she was so angry that she even had the heart to 'eliminate harm for the people', and she didn't have the face to send me to my uncle.

It was the heavy rain that was solved, the treasure was rushed out, Xiaoliu had money for surgery, and the grandmother was willing to take out the bracelet again, and the most important thing was that the grandmother began to think about my problem, she knew that I didn't mean to be bad and was afraid that I would be targeted by the old baby...... That's why I gritted my teeth and sent me to my uncle......

The more I think about these things I did back then, the more furious my heart becomes, if there was no rain, how would it have ended at that time.

"Now, do you want to say that God didn't help you?"

I took a deep breath, "But ......"

"No, but."

My uncle put down the water scoop and walked in front of me, "Whoever enters the yin and yang, no matter how early or late he gets his ambition, there are ups and downs on the way, the so-called five disadvantages and three shortcomings, whether it is widowhood, loneliness and disability, or money and life, or love or lust or greed or persistence, which step is a robbery, which step is determined, the reason why there are very few Mr. Big is because of the difficulty of enlightenment, which makes people feel timid, and you now have this cowardice, cowardice." “

I gritted my teeth, "No, I'm not cowardly, I'm not convinced by anyone, I just don't want to do useless work!" ”

Uncle smiled, "It's useless, everything in the world, when you can't see the result, it's useless, is it useful to read, it's useless, is it useless to pursue it, it's useless, when you don't get the result, you tell me, what is useful." ”

"I ......"

I shook my head, unable to speak.

Uncle patted me on the shoulder, "This is not the first time you have wavered, and it is certainly not the last, I can tell you very clearly, in the future, no matter how many times you have to shake, I can't give you any answers, all your questions, you have to ask yourself, you think you can, that's okay, others can't give you answers." ”

I sank my heart slightly, "Uncle, I don't want to be a tangled person, I just know that my tiger bone is broken now, and I'm afraid that I will be persistent until the end of the ......."

"You'll never be Mr. Big."

"Huh?"

My uncle looked at me very calmly, "The answer I gave you is that you can't be a gentleman, and you can't be a gentleman." ”

"I ......"

"Why, didn't you just ask me about this?"

I bit my lip, "But you just ......."

"Unwilling?"

I lowered my eyes, a little annoyed, "Hmm. ”

"Not convinced?"

"Hmm."

"So, why do you ask me, that's the answer in your heart."

I froze in place, watching my uncle turn around and go back to the house lightly, touched my heart, and suddenly found that I was hot and unreasonable, if I really want to give up as I said, then I am the most unconvinced, but my heart has been really messed up by these two nights, "Uncle, I ......"

Just as I was about to chase into the house, my uncle had already come out and stood in front of me again, "What else do you want to say?" ”

"I see, I actually...... I'm just afraid ......."

I looked at him with some guilt, "I'm sorry uncle, I know I'm so impulsive, but I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that my grandma won't feel at ease, so, I don't know what to do, I ......"

My uncle nodded and interrupted me, "Needless to say, in case of trouble, don't think about whether God won't help you at the beginning, but think about whether there is a problem with the method itself." ”

As he spoke, he handed me a small box, "This is what I gave you, and you should use it in the future." ”

I opened it with some doubts, the box is not big, the small wooden disc contained inside, there are only three layers up and down, the top layer is a small pointer, the middle is Hugh, life, injury and other eight doors, the lower layer is the direction, very small, the largest disc below is the size of my palm, the words on it are all carved, I twisted it slightly, can move, and at the same time, the small pointer is also trembling with the strength of my twisting, "What is this......"

"I've made a little gadget before, as long as you turn to the position you are standing in, it will help you find the auspicious position, you know what I mean."

I tried with some surprise, glanced at the direction I was standing in now, twisted slightly, the pointer actually shook twice and pointed to the door, I opened my mouth wide, "It's looking for the door!" You can find a living door! ”

Uncle nodded, "Take it, in the future, it will help you save a lot of things......"

To tell the truth, at this moment, my heart is full of unwillingness, I can't move and the blood is rushing up to make trouble, my uncle not only doesn't blame me, but also gives me things, "Uncle, I, I didn't mean to, I just ...... upset"

He patted me on the shoulder, "I remember you just asked me, why didn't I mention something that you need to avoid in the future, in fact, it's not that I don't want to, but I said, will you make it, this is the cause of suffering I said when you were a child."

Rather than me saying it, your character will still want to test hard, then it's better for me not to say, the cause and effect, you should experience it, this world is congested with countless flowers, is the catastrophe or fate in my opinion are all clouds, and you, you have not experienced where do you know what it means to let go, so I tell you, see for yourself, listen to yourself, everything, listen to your own heart, or that sentence, to achieve great things, you must first meditate. ”

I had nothing to say, and nodded heavily, "I understand, uncle, whether those immortals come tonight or not, I believe in myself, I can be a leading god, I think I can, really!" ”

There was some helplessness in the uncle's eyes, "Then go back, remember, the most important thing for people to learn in this life is to say goodbye, say goodbye to the past, say goodbye to friends, say goodbye to relatives, and say goodbye to the world...... It's just that, don't leave regrets, your grandma has been angry all her life, she can't let go too much, don't let her go uneasy at the end. ”

I tried to control my emotions and nodded, "I understand, even if the lights are not on tonight, I will tell my grandmother, I will not let her down, and I will not let her worry......"

"Let's go back."

Uncle turned around silently, "I know, you won't let her down......"

I looked at my uncle's back, and my hand clenched into a fist hard, uncle, I won't let you down, and I will never be shaken by Mr. again.

Directly down the mountain, passing by the forest mouth I also deliberately tried, raise your eyes only need to know your current position, twist the pointer will point me to the beginning of my difficult to find the door, very magical, very useful, although I don't understand why the uncle only gave it to me now, but this thing is definitely a treasure!

Running fast, I was still thinking about going back to see my grandmother, and when I was about to get to the dead man's ditch, I heard someone call me again, I didn't add it up, I stopped directly, "Little annoyance?" ”

Xiao Nasty probed from behind the tree and looked at me with only round eyes, "Sibao, why didn't you notify the gods of all walks of life when you picked up the black mother, if you don't look for it now, they won't come to you to help you in the future!" ”

I frowned, "I don't understand what you're saying, I've been waiting for them to come for the past two nights!" ”

"Impossible!"

The little annoying child's voice was very resolute and straightforward, "I only knew in the cave that you received the order flag from the black mother, but I didn't hear the news that you informed the gods from all walks of life, otherwise I wouldn't have come to ask you!" ”

It's been a long time since I haven't seen it and I said that I was blinded, "My grandma has informed me, but they don't come, and they don't look down on me!" ”

"Impossible!"

Xiao Nasty's voice was full of disbelief, "When I helped you find the hoe to deal with the black dragon, the famous immortals on the top of the mountains already knew that you would be the next leader of the hall, and the purpose of my help for you was to let them recognize you as soon as possible, as long as you notified you, they would send their disciples to lead the lamp to prove your identity as the leader of the hall!" ”

I didn't understand more and more, "Yes, I remember what happened at the beginning, and my grandmother also said that the fairies from the courtyard would say that I was awesome when I came back that day, because they didn't know that you had been helping me, but as soon as I received the order flag the night before, my grandmother broke her finger and drew a talisman to notify me...... Wait a minute! Do you mean I have to inform you! ”

"Of course, you are the one who takes over the Lingqi Lingtang, of course you have you, where will others be able to borrow if they can't borrow it...... Feed! Four Treasures!! ”

I ran down my feet and looked back at it, "Thank you, little nasty!" I know what went wrong! Go back to the cave! Looking back, I got up, and you think how I can seal you, how can I seal you!! ”

Running far away, I can still hear the little annoying sigh, although I myself am speechless about this mistake, but fortunately I can still correct it!

It's all my fault, I knew that I had been careful with my grandmother at the beginning, and my grandmother's state began to fail when I received the flag, and the last time she received the flag was decades ago, how can I still have the energy to remember it so clearly!

ran all the way home, Xiaoliu ran out of the house when he heard the voice, "Fourth sister, I have to talk to you, you have to know the dream, it is not easy to realize, Marie Curie's dream is to discover radium, for this she abandoned the glory and wealth, and the result is ......"

I pulled out the corner of the composition paper in his pocket, and half of it was densely written on what dreams are the source of strength, the cradle of wisdom, and the battle flag of the charge......

"Fourth sister, don't look at it, I wrote it for you......"

Looking at Xiao Liu's face, I opened my mouth seriously, "I'm angry, I know what to do, I don't have to listen to this." ”

"But didn't you say you were a crippled tiger......

I let out a long breath, "So, ah, I'm going to be strong!" ”

After speaking, he went back to the house directly in Xiaoliu's dull eyes, "Grandma!" ”

……

"Mom, let's not go out tonight."

As soon as it got dark, grandma struggled to get up, and the second uncle looked at her gray eyes with all kinds of distress, "Listen to me, let's rest in the house." ”

Grandma didn't have the strength to speak, but her hand pointed to the yard very persistently, "Wait...... etc......"

"Mom, you ......"

"Second uncle."

I tried my best to ignore my mother's cries, and looked at my second uncle opening his mouth, "It will definitely be possible tonight, believe me, otherwise grandma will not be willing." ”

The second uncle frowned, "But your grandmother is too guilty to sit outside." ”

"Trust me!!"

I clenched his arm hard, "Otherwise, you will not be willing to let grandma lie in the house!" ”

Grandpa nodded beside him with no expression, "Ruowen, help your mother out, until the last moment, she was uneasy." ”

The second uncle held back his tears, glanced at me, picked up my grandmother, who was already thin and only had a handful of bones left, carefully put it on the Taishi chair and looked at me and said, "I'll wait until twelve o'clock tonight, the second half of the night is too cold, the humidity is heavy, and her body can't stand it." ”

I didn't speak, but went back to the house and took out the basin, carefully wiped my grandmother's hands and looked at my second uncle, "After the lights are on, you should be ready, you must take good care of my mother and aunt, don't let them get dirty...... Grandma's clothes ......"

When the second uncle heard this, he was anxious, "Sibao, what do you mean?" ”

I sniffed hard, but my voice didn't have much strength: "It's not interesting...... Just listen to me......"

After speaking, I got up and let Xiao Liu stand in the door as before, and then let the second uncle enter the house, raised his eyes and smiled hard at his grandmother, who was already struggling to open his eyes, "Grandma, Bao Si is going to become a god!" ”

Grandma tugged at the corners of her mouth weakly, "Okay...... Good ......"

I didn't speak, after exhaling a breath, I tied the red thread to my feet, took out the scissors and put them on my grandmother's lap, got up and cleared my throat vigorously, looked at my fingertips, and bit down heavily after lighting incense, I didn't feel any pain at all, my heart hurt too much, and there was no other pain, after seeing the blood, I wiped it on the red paper, looked back at the door, lit it, and raised it vigorously, "Baishan Xue Baosi summoned all the immortals to the throne as the new leader of the hall!!! ”

"Four Treasures...... What are you shouting......"

Grandma squinted and listened to my voice asking, I looked at the burned red paper and looked at her and chuckled vigorously, "I called me a god, and they will come soon......"

"Oh......"

Standing beside my grandmother, I stood there with my back straight, and within five minutes, I saw that the little six in the door suddenly shivered, and then jumped over!

Yes, Xiao Liu jumped directly from the door in two steps, and when he came to the black mother's altar table, he opened his mouth and opened his mouth to open his mouth and said sharply, "On the order of the long-eared great immortal of Pengtian Cave in Xishan, I would like to congratulate the new great god of the black mother on his accession to the throne, if there is anything to ask for, the great immortal will definitely help!" As in duty bound!! ”

I opened my eyes wide, it turned out that Xiaoliu was going to do this, so did he know it himself?

As he was summing up, I saw the red paper under an oil lamp burning, and with the oil that lit the lamp in the lamp holder, the orange light flashed.

"Grandma...... You see, it's on, it's on!! ”

I excitedly pulled my grandmother's hand, the words have not fallen, Xiaoliu suddenly came to the spot and did a somersault, particularly high, almost rising from the ground, after landing, the voice was shocking, "I congratulate the new god of the black mother on the order of the black dragon of Cuiyun Mountain, the hall master said, the new god knows what it fears at a young age, and the road will be successful in the future, take over the god and it will be convinced, if there is a request in the future, it has no two words!" ”

Black Dragon ......

It's the big snake that the ox coaxes but is afraid of the hoe......

My eyes were hot, and I looked at the oil lamp again, only to see Xiao Liu suddenly swaying again, and his voice was delicate and sharp, "I am here to congratulate the new god of Black Mother on the order of Hu Xiaoying, who is hereby to congratulate the new god of Black Mother on his accession to the throne. “

"Thank you...... Thank you ......."

I looked at the oil lamps lit up one after another, to be honest, I felt that Xiao Liu was a little tired of tossing, he didn't stop for a moment, and his voice was different every time, or serious, or kind, or cold, or shrill, until all the thirty oil lamps were lit up, Xiao Liu also returned directly to the inside of the door, and sat softly on the pillar in the door.

I squatted down excitedly and looked at my grandmother, "Grandma, look, the oil lamps are on, and the oil lamps are all on......"

Grandma's eyelids twitched twice, and when she opened them, the light flickered, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but hook, "Like stars...... Like a star...... Quick, scissors, scissors......"

"Here."

I held back my tears and stuffed the scissors into my grandmother's hand, lifted the red thread in the middle of my foot and handed it to her, "After cutting Bao Si, you will be Mr. Big, you will be a great old man!" ”

Grandma couldn't use her strength, and trembled slightly and touched the red line, "Here...... Over here...... Cut it, cut it open your shackle line...... Later...... In the future, we will show ...... Show your ......"

"Show your strengths, show your strengths! I will, I will......"

After Grandma finished cutting, she smiled like a child, let go of her hand, and threw down the scissors, "Let Grandma take a look, look at my great god ......"

I half-squatted in front of my grandmother, and looked at her with tears in my eyes, "Those big fairies said that I would come to help me in the future, grandma, they will all come......"

Grandma smiled, but her hand rubbed on my face, "Don't cry, tears, it's not good...... Not good......"

I sniffed and nodded, "I don't cry, I didn't cry, I'm just happy, grandma, are you happy!" ”

Grandma nodded, and the dark light in her eyes flashed as if it was about to be extinguished at any time, "Happy...... In my life, there are many happy days, but today, I am the happiest...... I'm going to see your grandmother...... Grandma misses her......"

I bit my lip and couldn't control the trembling, "You see Grandma, you want to tell her, I'...... I miss her so much, but I, I'll be strong, I won't...... It won't be useless, and you will know how to cry...... No......"

Grandma nodded with a smile, "Your grandmother said...... What she is most happy to listen to is that you sing, you sing, she will hear it when she comes...... Sing, sing the whole family that day, the ones you sang on stage...... How happy our whole family was that day...... Right. ”

"Hmmm......"

I wiped my tears vigorously, looked at my grandmother and sang, "I want to go to school, don't be late every day......"

"Not this ......"

Grandma shook her head and looked at the gate of the courtyard in a bit of confusion, "Your grandmother is here...... She's coming to pick me up...... You sing, you sing the song you said the teacher taught you to sing to your mother...... Your grandmother loves to listen to it, and she always says that you sang it to her......"

I turned around and didn't see anything, but I still opened my mouth obediently, "~ The stars in the sky don't speak, the children on the ground miss their mother, and they think of their mother's words every day, and the tears are shining Lu Binghua...... The eyes of heaven blink and blink...... Grandma......"

She didn't respond to me, but slowly, slowly pillowed her head on my shoulder, and gradually, her body leaned forward towards me, I supported her hard to prevent her from falling off the stool, wiped her tears and looked up at the sky, her mouth was still humming softly, "The tea garden in my hometown is full of flowers...... Mother's heart and liver are at the end of the world, thinking of her mother's words every night, and the tears are shining Lu Binghua...... Grandma, you remember, Southwest Road, you go forward......"

"Mom!!"

When her mother came out of the house, she shouted that she was going to pounce on her, but the second uncle pulled her hard, "Don't go over!" Don't get your mother's clothes dirty!! “

"Mom!! Say a word to me! You're talking to me! Mom! Mom, can you tell me something!! ”

The second aunt couldn't cry either, so she followed the second uncle and supported her mother hard, "Ruojun! Don't do this, don't you ......"

I sniffed hard, hugged my grandmother's thin body, gritted my teeth and looked at the location of the gate, "Go to the southwest!" Grandmother! Southwest Road, you go forward!!! ”

After shouting, I faintly saw four figures in my teary eyes, and my heart tightened, "Four...... Second uncle!! Second uncle!! ”

The second uncle asked the second aunt to pull my mother over and wipe away her tears with her sleeves and come over to help me hug my grandma, "What's wrong......"

"Grandpa, grandpa......"

I watched as my second uncle asked my grandmother to sit on the chair first, and then ran to the house, 'bang'! pushed open the door of his grandfather's house, until he saw his grandfather lying on the kang in a brand new way, his legs were weak and he knelt directly on the ground!

The second uncle came up from behind, and suddenly his voice rang, "Dad!" Father!! What's wrong with you, Dad!! ”

Grandpa's kang was still full of black pills, and the second uncle broke down in vain and reached out to take something out of his grandfather's mouth, and for a long time, he could only 'snort'!! "What are you doing!!! ”

I knelt there like a fool, I couldn't hear anything in my ears, I raised my eyes, just looked at a piece of paper pressed under my grandfather's hand, and couldn't help but take out the paper from my grandfather's hand, wiped my tears hard, and wiped it again, so that I could see clearly, only a few short lines.

'Neither can go, nor get up, Feng Nian goes, but also can not drag down the children, I have no worries, just wait with Feng Nian to leave, life is the same, death is the same hole, I have no regrets, Ruowen, remember to take care of the family, for the father to take the first step, do not read. ’