"Fourth sister, what's wrong with you, you see how good your mother is today, you're not happy."

"You know the!!"

I sat on the ground, I couldn't see anything clearly in front of me, my mind was full of very bad premonitions, I would rather watch my grandma lying on the kang, I would rather watch her carry me on my back to play cold, but I don't want to see her energetic, I don't want to!

Xu I shouted too loudly, and the second uncle and aunt also came out of the house and came straight to me, "Baosi, you listen to your aunt tell you......"

"No one needs to persuade her!!"

Grandma's attitude changed suddenly, and she was in a voice, "Let her cry, let her make trouble!" Can't you think of anything, then let her do it! I'll see what she wants to do in the end! ”

"Mom, Bao Si is also uncomfortable......

"What's uncomfortable! Didn't she tell me a year ago that she knew everything and understood everything! You all let me into the house, let her cry there, and when I've cried enough, I'll leave!! Hurry up, let me in!! ”

I knelt on the ground and still raised my arms, grinning, my whole body trembled uncontrollably, I also want to be sensible, but grandma's words don't count, didn't you say wait for me to become an adult, didn't you say wait for me......

'Bang'! The sound of the door closing sounded, and in the courtyard, except for me crying, Xiaoliu and King Kong were left looking at me silently.

I don't know how long it took, Xiaoliu felt that my mood could recover a little, so he wilted, "Fourth sister, I should be happy today, you see, your mother is back, she ......"

"Grandma is leaving."

"Huh?"

I looked at him like a fool with red and swollen eye bubbles, "Grandma is leaving." ”

The half apple in Xiao Liu's hand fell to the ground with a 'grunt', and the corners of his mouth twitched, "What are you teasing me, grandma seems to be leaving, since she went to the city last year to check out that she was sick, the most energetic is today." ”

I took a deep breath to calm my mind, and watched him continue to open his mouth, "Do you still remember my grandmother, she was sick for a long time, and then, she suddenly became in good spirits, and then ......"

Xiaoliu shook his head, and stumbled to the ground opposite me, "Don't scare me, no, grandma said before that she would wait for you to be eighteen years old, but you haven't reached eighteen yet, grandma doesn't know how to count, you ...... No, I'll ask my grandmother, I'll ask her better! ”

After saying that, he staggered up and ran to the back room, and when he entered the door, he didn't know who told him anything, but he shouted in the room in his hoarse voice, "I don't agree!" You're going to lie! Grandma is nice! Grandma will be fine!! ”

The door opened again, and Xiao Liu ran out and grabbed my arm, "Fourth sister! You go into the house and tell your grandmother that she should wait for you to reach eighteen, and there is still a year to go! A year! ”

One year ......

I looked at the anxious and hurried face of the little six gods and the six gods, and suddenly understood that in fact, we were all lying to ourselves, even if I was eighteen now, I would be able to send my grandmother away as if nothing happened?

No, never, even next year, I have a new excuse, but all I can do at the moment seems to be procrastination, at least, one more day of delay, and I can see her every day, alive, and talkative, instead of waiting to sleep, occasionally, occasionally dreaming, and not touching.

Pulling Xiaoliu off my arm, I slowly got up, "You ride my car and go to town." ”

Xiaoliu didn't seem to react, "What are you doing, you go into the house, go into the house to find grandma......"

"Buy a trough cake ......"

I interrupted Xiao Liu's words and only expressed what I wanted to say, "Grandpa and grandma want to eat, you go and buy ......"

Xiaoliu was stunned there, "Fourth sister, what kind of trough cake are you buying at this time, you hurry up and ......"

"Go!!"

I glared at him, "Didn't you listen to me, then go quickly, don't talk nonsense!! ”

Xiao Liu wiped the tears from his eyes viciously, gritted his teeth and nodded, "Okay, I'll go!" I'll go!!! ”

As he spoke, he picked up the bicycle that fell to the ground and walked towards the gate, and looked back at me when he walked to the door, "Fourth sister, I want to tell you that I am one year younger than you, but I am a man, no matter what happens, I can bear it with you!" ”

I didn't respond, I stood there, looking back at Xiao Liu's face lightly, this feeling is probably what I looked like when I saw Sister Chaoyang, "I don't want to face it, but, if I escape, I will regret it for life, you go quickly, that's what grandpa wants to eat, I'll wait for you to come back......"

Xiaoliu didn't speak, and rode away quickly on my bicycle with a face full of forbearance.

When I raised my eyes, the spring breeze of May was blowing catkins all over the yard, and I really hated this white fluffy object, which seemed to drift directly into my throat with the wind, blocking my heart, and couldn't let me breathe at all.

Looking at the door of my house not far away, I knew what my grandmother was going to talk to me about when I went in, but I didn't want to listen, it was too tiring and depressing to pretend that I had a strong feeling in my heart, I didn't want to take on something, if I could, I would rather be the person I was before the age of eight, like a fool, at least I was carefree every day.

The second uncle pushed open the door of the house with complicated eyes, and his voice was chaotic and hoarse, "Sibao, your grandmother is still waiting for you in the house......"

I really wanted to shout, I wanted to go crazy, but I didn't have the strength just now, I walked to the door in a trance, and when I raised my foot and was about to go in, my second uncle pulled my arm, "Sibao, you are your grandma's greatest hope, don't let your grandma worry about you, you know." “

I didn't speak, I didn't know what to say, my mind was empty, there was nothing.

Mom and second aunt are standing in the outhouse, the two of them are holding each other to cover their mouths and sobbing quietly, their hearts are twitching, this kind of atmosphere, I think, whoever faces it, will go crazy......

"Don't cry, isn't Mom okay, why are you crying."

The second uncle scolded in a suppressed voice, "Don't forget, my mother is the most embarrassed to cry in front of her, bad luck." ”

I gritted my teeth hard, my cheeks tightened, opened the door of the room where I slept, and when I raised my eyes slightly, I saw my grandmother sitting straight on the edge of the kang, looking at me, her whole face was serious and she couldn't see the slightest sadness, "Close the door tightly." ”

I didn't need to move, but the second uncle outside the door heard the voice and pulled the door tightly, as if they all knew that this time was requested by my grandmother and was given to me alone.

"Are you still crying?"

I stood across from my grandmother with my head down, not nodding, not shaking my head, and not wanting to speak.

Grandma's voice didn't hear any emotion, but opened her mouth with a hint of lightness, "What did you say when you helped me order a birthday party with Li Jianguo last year." ”

"I've grown up, it's all left to me, I'm not so fragile......"

The voice was a little hoarse, probably from the shouting just now.

Grandma nodded, "Then what about you now, do I dare to hand over everything to you now, I'm leaving, the Xue family will rely on you in this life, you know, you are the most like grandma, do you know why, because you grandma and I, I don't want to be bullied, we have to be good people, but we can't be fooled, don't look at your young age, but you have some things, you can carry it better than your second uncle, so grandma rest assured, rest assured that everything will be handed over to you, but what were you doing just now, what, did you forget what you said?" ”

"You forgot ......"

My neck seems to be strangled by a rope sleeve, and I can only pant with force, "You said, you have to wait until I am an adult, otherwise you are not at ease, then why ......"

"I also want to wait for you to be eighteen years old, but my body doesn't wait for anyone!"

Grandma interrupted me with a long sigh, "You come, you come!" ”

My lips kept trembling, and when I walked to my grandmother's side, I saw that she grabbed my hand and put it directly on her fluffy and shiny head, and pressed my hand all over her scalp with a little force, "Sibao, why are you waiting...... Why wait......"

The palm of the palm does not need to touch the large and small protrusions, one by one, like beads hidden under the hair, and even more, some beads fall together and grow-

Breaking down again, I looked at my grandmother and kept shaking her head, "It's going to be fine, it's going to be okay......"

Grandma's eyes are also red, but her expression is still resolute, "Grandma has grown horns, Sibao, grandma is cancer, if it goes on like this, grandma is leaving, this body can't see people, grandma in this life, I don't want to be shorter anywhere, just go, grandma also wants to be decent!" ”

I suppressed my cry vigorously, "Go to the hospital, go to the hospital for chemotherapy, it will kill, it will kill......"

Grandma shook her head gently, "Do you want grandma to continue to be tortured, that's too sinful, five years ago, when grandma was operating in Bincheng, those sins were more than when I criticized it, but grandma could endure it at that time, grandma wanted to live, wanted to watch Sibao grow up, at least go below, saw that you were too grandma, she asked me about you, I also had something to talk about, but now grandma can't stand it, I really can't stand it......"

Saying that, Grandma lowered her voice and looked at me very seriously, "Last night, your grandmother came to see me, she stood by my kang and said to me, Feng Nian, don't toss anymore, go down early, you won't have to suffer these things-

Grandma really misses you too much, I wanted to walk with her last night, but your grandma said, no, your business hasn't been done yet, you have to get everything done, you can't let Sibao catch the blind, we have discussed, and when grandma has done it for you, grandma will go to her, reunite with her, grandma has a belly to talk to her, if your grandma knows that she is gone, you cry, you must show off to me, saying that you still have a good relationship with her, right? ”

I shook my head, speechless, tears streaming down my mouth, salty and astringent, "No...... Not good......"

Grandma exhaled a breath and reached out to hug me, "Grandma has done a lot of things in this life, some things are right, some things are wrong, but there are still some things, I don't know if it's right or wrong, but no matter what you say, those things that grandma did wrong, what should be paid back are all over, don't look at grandma is sick and died, this is actually very good, you think, grandma is the newspaper of this world, in this life, pay back everything that should be paid, go down, and you won't be guilty......"

"Grandma...... I beg you, don't leave me, you know I'm going to be smart, I'm not a gentleman yet, you have to look at me, watch me stop doing bad things......"

Grandma patted me lightly on the back, and her voice was suppressed with a trace of reluctance, "Grandma really wants to, but no, don't say childish words, grandma knows, Sibao can do grandma's future affairs very well and beautifully, grandma has come to this point in this life, only to find out that what my eldest brother said is really right, just let it be, why do you want to be delusional."

Alas, you remember, listen to your uncle's words more, I think the most successful thing I did was to send you to your uncle, but it was also your own struggle, I now think of your uncle said that you want to count the leaves and want to laugh, my four treasures, why are you so smart. ”

I shook my head desperately, "I'm not smart, I'm stupid, I'm stupid, if you leave, the whole village will bully me, they will all bully me......"

"I'm angry when I say that again!"

Grandma let go of her hand and pretended to be displeased to look at me with snot and tears on her face, "Where will the people in the village still talk about you, you have to remember, you have the blood of my Xue family flowing in your bones, and you are the most like me Xue Fengnian, since you are like me, then you can't admit defeat, and you can't look down on yourself before others say anything, otherwise, aren't you going back the more you live!" “

I took the paper handed over by my grandmother and wiped my face vigorously, "As long as you live well, I will definitely be strong and brave......"

"Shhh You kid! I told you all in vain, didn't I? ”

Grandma was anxious, "Do you remember what you were like when you were a child!" ”

I shook my head, "I don't remember ......"

"When you were a child, no matter how big something happened, you knew how to eat when you were hungry, and you knew how to sleep when you were sleepy, what's wrong, will the sky fall when I die, no, no matter how big the official is, there is this day for powerful people, and the ancestors have passed it on from generation to generation! I'll tell you, if you dare to give me such a slump, I won't be able to turn a blind eye when I'm dead!! ”

Grandma's angry chest gasped, "I also want to wait, at least wait for you to finish the high school entrance examination, but I can't wait for this broken body, grandma has an idea now, whether you can accept it or not, you have to accept it for me, you should eat, drink, learn to study, if you dare to seek death and life after grandma leaves, grandma will hit you in the mouth in your dreams!" Did you hear me? ”

I pursed my lips and pursed my lips vigorously, but I still didn't want to nod.

"Dumb! If you're not dumb, just repeat what I told you before! Hurry up!! ”

Snorting, I opened my mouth with a mutter, "I am Xue Baosi, the next leader of the Xue family, no matter what happens, I have to take care of myself, I can't let my family worry, at the same time, I have to take care of my younger brother, in the future, if he is willing, then let him follow me, seek the right way, for the common people, I also have to follow my uncle to learn the Tao, no matter whether I can become a big gentleman or not, I will never deceive others, nor self-deception, no matter how big things are, I have to eat and sleep, only by living well can I solve the problem, otherwise." and will be looked down upon......"

In the end, I really couldn't say anything, my grandmother was still urging with a cold face, "And what! ”

"Moment...... Always be careful of that stele fairy, don't be reckless in case of trouble......"

Grandma nodded, "What I'm afraid of is you, you kid tiger, I am absolutely relieved when my brain is sober, I am afraid that you will be enthusiastic and ruthless and give yourself a ride, you must remember, no matter what you do, you have to think about the back road, there is no back road, you can't do it, you know!" ”

I sniffed hard, and my voice almost came out of my nose, "Got it...... You have to be kind and compassionate, but, I'm afraid I can't do it!! ”

"If you can't do it, you have to do it for me!!"

Grandma is eyebrows and sharp eyes, "I know why grandma can only be a leader in this life, that is, there are too many things to understand!" I'm too anxious, when I was young, I also studied Buddhism, but it was not good to catch up with the year, and then I didn't understand anything, but you are different, you have caught up with the good years, you have become a big instrument, you can't be like grandma, you can't be anxious, you know no, grandma is not a big man, and I don't know how to become a big man, but you are different, you are not only your uncle's apprentice now, but you can also pick up grandma's black mother, two-pronged, grandma doesn't believe it......"

I shook my head, "Grandma, I'm not an adult yet, I'm afraid that those big fairies won't come and won't obey my ......."

Grandma's voice unconsciously lost a lot of confidence, "I'm also afraid of this, but I can't help it, if I don't go when the time comes, it's okay, grandma will wait desperately, when will they come, when will grandma leave, otherwise, grandma won't close his eyes when he dies, you guys, grandma will definitely give you a whole understanding." ”

I think it's too difficult, the words of that Mrs. Xu are still dangling in my ears back then, how old am I, I didn't take my own family's Baojia Xian'er, I took the Lingtang God, and I had to lead the hall when I came up, I didn't arrange it for Daxian'er at all, who can serve me?

But looking at my grandmother's current appearance, I don't dare to say, for fear that she will follow me to the fire, the whole person is like being torn apart but having to stitch myself desperately, trying to escape, but I can't escape, and I can't escape.

……

In the afternoon, our family sat on the table to eat, grandma ordered three times, no one was allowed to cry in front of her, in her words, as long as she arranged the black mother, it would be considered a complete merit, and her descendants of Xue Fengnian were not allowed to squeeze cat urine in front of her to respond to her.

The dinner table was very quiet, originally Xiao Liu bought back the trough cake and imagined that I had made a fuss before, but it was pulled out by that Mingyue and criticized for a meal, and there was no movement, everyone ate sullenly, facing the big fish and meat, but they were all preoccupied, and they looked like they were swallowing hard.

Grandma put down the dishes and chopsticks after eating a few bites, and her eyes swept around and said lightly, "I'll let Sibao take over the hall tonight, if she picks up well, I can also go comfortably, you remember, don't cry, don't mourn, don't get tears on me......"

"Uh-huh~~~"

Na Mingyue held the bowl, hid her face behind her and hummed and let out a forbearant cry.

Grandma was displeased, "It's over, I'm not dead!" Hold back!! ”

The bright moon grinned, held her breath hard, and her entire neck was deeply sunken.

Grandma sighed, "Listen to me, if everything goes well, then after I am busy with my business, Sibao will continue to go to school for the exam, and after the exam, I will follow Ruojun into the city to study in high school, as for whether I take the university exam or not, then I don't care, but she can't continue to nest in our countryside, she has to go to the city to be with her mother." ”

Mom was stunned, "Mom, you say, let Baosi go to me?" My ...... It's not very convenient. ”

The second uncle was even more surprised, "Mom, can this work, Sibao grew up with us since she was a child, and she didn't know her life in the city......"

"Everywhere there is a process from unfamiliar to familiar!"

Grandma interrupted the second uncle's words with a cold eye, "Since I am angry now, then I am the head of the family, you can just listen to my arrangement, let Sibao do here, why don't she go to the county seat when she goes to high school, then it is better to go to the big city, if Jun is Sibao's mother, where will she go if she doesn't go to her own mother!" ”

"I disagree!"

The second uncle glanced at his mother and said directly, "Ruojun said that it is inconvenient, Sibao is still in high school in the county, I can still go to see her every once in a while, it is also convenient to go back to the village from the county, Bincheng is too far away!" ”

I haven't been silent, for my arrangement grandma also as early as a year ago when she was still in good spirits told me clearly, all the arrangements, grandma has been explained to me one after another, after all, a lot of things, not that she can think of a day, so grandma remembered something, just explain something to me, this preparation, I have been doing, but really to this day, I know how collapsed it will be.

Although I didn't want to go to my mother after listening to my grandmother's words, because I didn't want to be too far away from my second uncle, but then I thought about it, my grandma's arrangement was right, and for my second uncle, he paid too much for this niece.

If grandma is gone, then he will be under a lot of pressure, the family has been empty all these years, as soon as grandma leaves, then this family, grandpa, me and Xiaoliu, these burdens will be on his shoulders, so, if I go to the city to study in high school, how to say, it will also reduce the burden on the second uncle, heh, although it is cruel, it is reality.

"Mom, I'm really not suitable for picking up Baosi right now, I'm ......"

I looked up at my mother, to be honest, I want to understand her, I think she sold the house at the beginning, life should not be easy, but I will feel uncomfortable, grandma has not left, how can I have a feeling that I am going to become a burden to everyone.

"Ruojun!"

Grandma didn't give her any chance to elaborate, just looked at her expressionlessly, "I know you have difficulties, you spent a lot of money to see a doctor back then, but Sibao is older, she is your lucky star, it is impossible to stay in the countryside all the time, and the most important thing is that she is not yet eighteen years old, as long as she calls you Mom, you have to take care of her, understand!" ”

Mom's mouth opened, and after glancing at me, she still nodded ugly, "I understand, I'm just afraid that Bao Si will suffer with me." ”

"I'm not afraid of hardship."

I replied lightly, "Even if I go to the city, I won't cause you trouble." ”

"Bao Si, you ......"

"Four Treasures ......"

Mom and second uncle opened their mouths at the same time and wanted to say something, but grandma slapped her eyes and shut up, "Why are there so many nonsense one by one, how do I arrange it, how do you do it, now I don't have time to talk to you about anything, as for Xiaoliu's side, ......"

"Milk, I want to be with the fourth sister."

Grandma looked at him and nodded, "Of course, but not now, your fourth sister and you have not really grown up, and it is impossible to go to school together, but you have to remember that you are born with a broken phase, although your fourth sister has a hard life, but she can't beat you, not only can't she be defeated, on the contrary, with her, it will also prosper your lack of life, so that you will be a little smoother."

If your fourth sister will embark on the road of Mr. in the future, what you have to do is to help her more, although you are not sisters and brothers, but you grew up together since childhood, deep affection, no matter when, you must absolutely believe in each other, you will be the closest person to your fourth sister, so, your task is to protect and take care of her, no matter when, never allow others to hurt her, can you do it. “

Xiao Liu nodded without thinking about it, "Yes, I can do it, milk, I am the man in the family, not only my fourth sister, I can take care of and protect anyone." ”

That Mingyue couldn't be moved, and kept touching her tears: "I didn't expect the bear egg buns to grow up......"

Grandma smiled comfortingly, "Liu'er is something I grew up watching, although he is naughty, but he is definitely not a bear bile bag, he has a sense of justice when he is very young, and he also knows that he wants to go to Baosi, but he is too small to beat these children in the village, but there is nothing wrong with his personality, he is simple, he does not hold grudges, he is vigorous, I Xue Fengnian has accumulated virtue to get two good grandchildren!" ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Grandma shook her head with some emotion, "It's a pity, Jiashu, I'm afraid I won't be able to see it...... It's been five years, and you said that this kid didn't have a letter, and I still remember that he picked us up when he was bright and sent me some money to see a doctor in the city, good boy, my only regret is that I can't see him when I close my eyes. ”

I didn't dare to cry, I hung my face and pinched the chopsticks hard, just listening to everyone's breathing sound was a little heavy, and they were all desperately forbearing, even if they had been preparing for this moment, what could they do, some regrets, probably never made up!

"Forget it, how can people be perfect, if anyone in our family sees the family tree in the future, remember to tell him, grandma will always remember his goodness, if you see him not doing well, you must help more, you know."

The second uncle nodded, "Mom, don't worry, what Jiashu didn't say, I also like this nephew." ”

Grandma responded and continued to speak, "If you can come back today, I can be regarded as having a son and a daughter to send me to the end, in the future, you must take care of your father, his leg, every fifteenth day of the new year, you have to smoke it with herbs, otherwise it will be swollen, okay, the rest is fine, let me buy all the oil lamps you bought, prepare everything for me on red paper, and I will pass on the four treasures tonight!" ”

……

I think maybe other families may be prepared for the aftermath of the old man who is about to leave, but they will definitely not change into old clothes in the house like my grandmother, who still talks and laughs by herself.

That's right, pretending to be old clothes, the scientific name, is shroud.

She wore it herself, layer by layer, neatly on her body, and in her words, if I took it well, then she could go comfortably.

In the afternoon, the second uncle has been busy in the yard, setting the table, setting the oil lamp, preparing to pick up the affairs of the hall for me, I didn't move, and I didn't cry quietly with my mother and the second aunt Xiaoliu, but squatted in front of the window of my grandmother's house, wanting to get closer to her, even if I listened to her laughter, my heart was at ease.

I'm actually quite afraid that my grandfather will be emotional, because now the house is like a bombing point full of gunpowder, whoever is excited, will definitely explode in an instant The house is crying, my brain is numb, I really don't want to cry, I don't want to make trouble anymore, I can't tell what it feels, I am in a trance, I feel that everything that happens, both real and like a dream.

"Old man, do you see that I look good-looking, I didn't let them make me that old style, I wear it like a cloak, it's scary, I like the new style, light blue, hey, it's the same color as Sibao's desk, no."

"Yes, it looks good, you look good in whatever you wear."

I bit my lip hard, listening to the smile in my grandfather's voice, my heart was very clogged.

"Okay, I'll be outside at night, I'll be relieved when Sibao picks it up, you remember what I told you, don't keep counting me, otherwise I'm having a hard time below, you're so good to me in this life, I'll definitely look for you in my next life, let's live another life, and I'm giving birth to the right children!"

Grandpa smiled softly, "Okay, only I can endure your temper, you have to wait for me." ”

"Great! Except for you Ren Xuewu, I don't look for anyone!! ”

I frowned, who is Ren Xuewu!

"Feng Nian, you ......"

Grandma's voice precipitated, "Old man, you really want to hide it from me for the rest of your life, I was going to find a surname Xue before I became a girl, but you don't have the surname Xue, I know, you changed your surname for me to go back to your village, but you are stupid, you think that if I don't go to your village for a few years, I can hide it from me for a lifetime, your father doesn't say it, your mother doesn't say it, and if your brother doesn't say it, I don't know?" What about the people in your village, why can the whole village lie to you, Ren Er, alas~ Your kindness to me is enough for me to remember for a lifetime! ”

Grandpa laughed in the house, "I knew I couldn't hide from you, but I didn't move, I fell in love with you as soon as I walked through your village, I knew that you were high-spirited, your family used to be a big family, then if I was on a rampage, you would definitely not be able to do it, so, I, I didn't do anything, I have a big brother and a younger brother, it's nothing to change my surname, it's my leg that has served you for almost 20 years, I don't want to go, if there is a next life, I still listen to you, what do you want to do with us, I'm fine, just be happy with you......"

I couldn't listen anymore, so I got up and went to set up the oil lamp with my second uncle, and my second uncle looked at me and was stunned for a moment, "Sibao, why are you crying again." ”

Wiping away my tears, I looked at my second uncle and smiled, "I didn't cry, I just thought, if I can find a man who is as good to my grandmother as my grandfather in my life, then I won't live in vain." ”

The second uncle shook his head, "What are you talking about, where are you going......

I think the second uncle must not know about this, even I didn't expect that the grandfather, an outsider, changed his surname in order to be with his grandmother, and grandma knew, only remembered it in his heart, and tried his best to take care of the grandfather on the kang for almost 20 years, only when he was about to leave, this way of saying goodbye was really warm and heartwarming.

It's like what I wrote in the book I read at school, I always knew how much you loved me, so although I didn't say it, I would repay you with practical actions and let you know that I actually love you more than you love me.

……

Night.

Even if I don't want to face it anymore, this moment still comes.

In the past, grandma only needed to put wine and meat sacrifices on the table and directly light incense, but today it is different, not only wine and meat, but also the statue of the black mother is also enshrined on the table, the altar table is placed in the middle of the courtyard, and there is a Taishi chair next to it, of course, the chair I know is that grandma wants to sit, on both sides of the altar table, there are fifteen oil lamps in a straight line, and a small red paper is placed under each oil lamp. It was like a group of small guards standing on the left and right.

I know what this means, that is, every oil lamp means that it represents a big fairy on the top of a mountain, grandma said that it is not used so much, and now there are few people with great skills, as long as she believes that as soon as she releases it, the big fairy she has arranged will know that she is going to pass on the hall, as long as thirty representatives are sent, it will be counted.

Of course, the main thing is to look at the oil lamp, as soon as the big fairy arrives, the oil lamp lights up, and it is very magical to listen to, but I don't know if this thing can be lit up, and I don't have any spectrum in my heart.

At about ten o'clock in the evening, grandma let the second uncle and them all enter the back room, and in the courtyard, except for some things that need me to pick up the hall, there are only three of us left with grandma and xiaoliu.

I don't understand why Grandma didn't let Xiaoliu enter the house, and I don't know if it's because Xiaoliu himself said that he would mess with me in the future, but Grandma didn't say what she wanted to leave him to do, so she let him stand on the inside of the door, and he had to stay like a doorman, and he didn't have to worry about anything, just stay.

When the time was almost up, grandma wore the new eye-catching old clothes and began to incense the black mother, I stood quietly and watched, to be honest, the silence in the yard was a little weird, and I listened to grandma's voice saying unhurriedly-

"Feng Nian from the day of the hall, listen to the teachings of the black mother, wholeheartedly, for the immortal family Zehui did not dare to slack off, now the merit is complete, Feng Nian knows that he is about to go west, the person who took over the hall will be inherited by my granddaughter, although she is not yet old, the timing is not good, but Feng Nian is in poor health, I am afraid it is difficult to support, hope that the black mother pity, Feng Nian does not dare to say how smart Bao Si is, but she has my Xue family blood, I raised adults single-handedly, Feng Nian believes, my grandson must have the appearance of a great god, in the future, Ming Zhen Bafang, for the black mother to accumulate blessings and goodness!!"

After speaking, Grandma took out the small yellow flag and inserted it into a bowl full of five-colored rice on the table, and continued to mutter the years, months and days in her mouth, and then took out a piece of red paper, "Pen come." “

I hurriedly handed over a black pen, and saw my grandmother raise her hand to write my name under the red paper, the name Xue Zhi, the name Bao Si, and my date of birth. “

"Huh? At. ”

I was startled and hurriedly responded, "I'm here." ”

"Some confidence! Xue Jiabao in Baishan Village obeys orders! ”

"In !!"

This voice startled the little six at the door, and he looked at me with a puzzled look on his face.

"If you hand over the black mother to you, can you ensure that you are upright, do not make crooked wealth, and benefit the mountain immortals, so as to protect the name of my immortal family, and save the suffering!!"

"Well, you can ......"

Grandma's eyes widened, and I straightened my benchmark, "Yes!" ”

"Why are you!!"

I swallowed my saliva, remembering what my grandmother asked me to carry before, and opened my mouth and recited it loudly, "Three points of self-confidence in the heart, three points of domineering in front of the hall, three points of good thoughts as the root, throw out the self to save the suffering, the three of them must have my teacher, there are people outside the world, the merit is arrogant and the line is not round, the head is three feet in the gods, and the body and mind are protecting the immortals!! ”

Grandma nodded, clapped her hands, and the second uncle hurriedly came out with a brazier that was burning charcoal and put it in the middle of the oil lamp head, and after setting it up, he trotted all the way back to the house with low eyebrows and pleasing eyes.

My grandmother had told me all about this process, so as soon as I saw the brazier, I understood what it meant, and quickly walked around from behind the oil lamp, and then stood in the middle and waited for my grandmother to give instructions.

"Fourth sister, what kind of thing are you talking about, one set in one, domineering."

Xiaoliu was still holding the inner doorpost, and when he saw me near him, he was in place, and he was busy sharing his experience.

I wasn't in the mood to pay attention to him, I just heard my grandmother shouting, "Take over the new god in place, cross!" ”

After taking a breath, I raised my feet and walked towards the brazier, and after stepping over, I listened to my grandmother continue to shout, "One foot through yin and yang, from now on two ways to walk, sneaky worship evil you need to avoid three points, eternal righteousness, lead by example, step on two roads of peace!" ”

I walked all the way to my grandmother's side, only to see her take out a washbasin from the bottom of the altar table, there was only half a basin of water in it, and after I knelt down, I gently patted it behind me with wicker water, "Sweep your bad luck and only leave a righteous name, and ensure that you are in charge of everything smoothly, and the evil spirit does not dare to approach!" ”

At that time, I didn't have much in my heart, I think this is all a procedure, just like a newlyweds getting married and worshipping heaven and earth, and worshipping the high hall, the master of ceremonies will also shout love for a hundred years, and never give up, but there is no divorce, I lead the hall, I need to go through these procedures, but to put it bluntly, I still need the ability, no ability, the little ghost has to bully you, it is useless to cross the brazier a hundred times, who will obey you!

When the ritual of going to bad luck is done, it is the most important thing, I need to make incense as a new generation of leading gods, and I can only be qualified to be a leading god if my mother recognizes me, and if he doesn't approve of me, then I don't need to turn on the oil lamp, and everything can end here.

Why, the biggest difference between the great god of the leading hall and the ordinary god is that all the people invited are the fairies outside, but they are not invited, they have to borrow the air, borrow the anger of this black mother, because the black mother will definitely not be there, such a big leader, right, it means that she wants to be a backer for me, and I can use this backer to invite people to do things for me, it's as simple as that.

But if she doesn't want to be my backer, then it's no show, who will do things for you, every big fairy who has a hall also has its own disciple under its name, why should people come to you to help you, you are full and idle.

Taking a deep breath, I lifted the incense in my hand over my head, and opened my mouth to say to the black mother, this grandma didn't teach me, she said what you want, whether it's vernacular or whatever, the important thing is sincerity.

"Black grandma, I often saw you smiling at me when I was a child, I know, I was very naughty when I was a child, and I couldn't listen to any truth, but I knew a lot of truth after I opened my mind, I know that the hall is to give some immortals a home, so that they can have a good place to practice, and the great immortals are also the same as people, some have good tempers, some have a violent temper, my task is to make them all feel at ease, not to do bad things, and to be brought home by the disciples to settle down and benefit people, although I am still young, I also know that I am not qualified enough, But I'll do my best, and I won't let Grandma and you down. ”

After speaking, I put the incense into the incense burner and knelt directly on the ground, didn't get up, just knelt like this, wait, wait for the incense to burn, if the incense is burned, then the black mother has no instructions, it is no play, so, this juncture is the most nervous time.

Grandma moved her steps and sat on the Taishi chair, she didn't speak, but I could feel the tension in this atmosphere, and my heart was also lifted, I think what I said was very sincere, not to mention how many immortals I can give in the future, or whether I can have the ability to stand, but I will really do my best, because I really don't want Grandma to be disappointed, as long as I can, I will try my best to do a good job.

As the minutes passed, my knees began to numb, thinking that the incense should be burning to the bottom, and when I was grasping my heart, I suddenly felt something touch the top of my head, and then there was a light 'click', and when I raised my eyes slightly, the flag fell in front of my eyes......

Before I could react, my grandmother took the lead in getting up, "Xue Baosi, the new leader of the hall, still hasn't received the flag and knelt down to thank Mother Hei!! ”