Chapter 2: Fighting Wits and Courage [2]

"If I really count it, then the only people who can let me go to borrow it are the two brothers of that man. By the way, there is also a female friend's house, but unfortunately she is not in this city, and I can't escape from this city. I must have been closely following the man's latest developments, and I was sure that the scene I saw that day was specially arranged for me to be shown by the man. He always knew how to hurt me accurately, maybe he didn't think my parents' suicide was enough to apologize, he thought that I should be as miserable as him, or a hundred times more painful than him, so that his heart could be happy. Of course, all this I said is just my own speculation, and what exactly drove him to do this to me is still to be known by asking the person concerned. "I have been a lawyer for a long time, and I have been affected by the habits of the industry, and I will not say anything too absolutely, because things are always changing, and people's hearts are the most difficult to guess, and you will never know whether the person who smiled at you a moment ago will be the person who sticks out the sharp knife to your back in the next second.

"I don't want to go back to the hospital, because once I go back to the hospital, someone will arrange for me to have surgery, I still like this life, it is my baby that gives me the courage to live, I must protect his safety, no matter what price I will pay, I still have to protect his life. So, I found one of his brothers. I knew that the man liked me, but it was only because of my relationship with the man that I suppressed the emotion. However, he is also too stupid, feelings are not something that can be suppressed and can be suppressed, if it is really so simple that you can do whatever you want, there will not be so many infatuated men and women in the world, let alone so many love murder cases. I was very mean, despicable enough to take advantage of a third person's feelings for me. However, what does it matter, a mother does not need to hesitate at all in the face of the choice of protecting her children or going against her own principles. In the face of the safety of the child, all principles are no longer principles. I am also a mother, even if it is just someone who has just been promoted to motherhood, I am also a mother, and I will naturally protect my children. I don't know where I got the courage, but with that persistent belief in my mind, I found the man who liked me, and I didn't call him in advance, because once I let the other party know in advance that I was coming, the other party must have time to prepare to think about the problem, so that he is very likely to refuse my request. So, I chose to do a raid so that he would not be able to think carefully, and it would be easier for him to follow his inner emotions, and I would have a place to stay. What's more, if this man is really willing to give me this place, that man can't do anything about me, after all, the brotherhood between them can't be compared even if it's a brother. I was a little tired, so I sat down on the floor, crossed my knees, ready to move on.

The strange man on the other side saw that I still had the standard expression of a dead man, and his emotions did not fluctuate, but he just sat down with me in action. We went from standing and talking face-to-face to sitting face-to-face and continuing the conversation we just talked about.

"My baby is still lucky, and God can't bear to take his life. When I went to look for the man's brother, he happened to be at home, and I was ready to wait for the rabbit. Ready to fight a protracted battle, but never thought that it would be useless. When I met him, he was about to enter the house from the outside, and I called out to him. He simply thought it was an auditory hallucination, and didn't react immediately until I called his name a second time before he turned his head in my direction. I took advantage of one of the few strengths I had as a woman, and that was to pretend to be weak and pathetic, and I know you must be disgusted with my behavior. However, in front of my children, all moral bottom lines and all principles no longer exist. There is only one thought in my mind, keeping my baby, which is the continuation of my life, even if I exchange my life for his existence. With such a firm thought, I walked towards the man's brother. I was in tears in front of him, and he was shocked because I was so vulnerable and would only show myself in front of that man. I suppressed my voice and said to him, "Please, please save my child, okay?" He didn't want our children, and I tried, but he told me to kill my own children, and I couldn't. I'm not as cold-blooded and cruel as he is, I can't kill my child's life, even though he hasn't taken shape yet, I can still feel the traces of his life in my body, it's a continuation of my life. If even he leaves me, I really can't continue to live. I have never begged you for anything, this time I beg you, I beg you to save my child. You know him, and if he doesn't want this child, he will definitely try to kill him. But I'm the mother of this child, and he hasn't had time to see what the world is like before he can be strangled in the cradle. I know that he will have countless children in the future, and he will not care about me, not more than me, not too much less of me. However, I will only have this one child in my life, I can't lose him, I really can't, can you help me. I can't count how many times I prayed in the passage where I begged him to save my child, and I remember very much about that time, when I said that not only did I cry and choke up, but I also knelt down to the man's brother. That scene really shook him completely, and if he was still struggling and weighing the question of who to choose between me and the man, there was already an obvious answer under my knees. ”

"Sister Xiaoxue, don't be like this, we won't feel good if you do this."

"If you don't promise me, I won't get up, I'm not coercing you, but please understand the heart of a mother who wants to protect her children? I pray to you as a mother who desires to keep her children safe. You and I both know that if you want to keep this child in my womb, the only way to survive is to hide under the protection of you or Ah Yao. You also know why I didn't choose Ah Yao but chose you, I know you like me, I knew about it a long time ago. I know better. You didn't say it because you cared about the brotherhood between you, but I'm not stupid, I can feel that you care about me and Ah Yao care about me so differently, and you pay too much attention to me beyond your brother and daughter-in-law. Therefore, if you say that I am despicable, I will admit that I will not contradict you as much as you want to humiliate me in the future, as long as you can protect my child now, even if you want me in the future, as long as I have anything, I will give it. ”

"You think I'm cheap, too?" I said this to the strange man after I had imitated the conversation I had with that man's brother a long time ago. I didn't expect this strange man to answer me either. So I'll go on.

"At that time, I was really ready for everything, whether it was physical or mental, as long as I had it, as long as I could give it, I would give it all, as long as the other party was willing to protect my short man. I think it's a good thing I didn't choose the wrong person for help, and the man's brother took me back to his house, and neither of us opened our mouths to talk about it again along the way. It wasn't until he arranged a room for me to leave that he left me a few words with extraordinary meaning: Sister Xiaoxue, no matter what kind of environment you are in, you don't need to beg me like this, it will make me feel that this is an insult to me. Actually, to be honest, I still haven't figured out the meaning of this statement. He saw my confused expression, and patiently explained a few words to me: You are a proud girl of the sky, even if you fall into the world, you are still a dragon and phoenix among people, and there will always be a time to turn over and awaken. You see, although Ah Chen doesn't say anything now, and he deliberately hurts you in action, but in fact, we know how much he cares about you, which means that you may have a chance to turn over in the future, and you don't believe in your ability now, which is not cool at all. Even if it's for your baby, you don't need to beg me to be like this, if it weren't for Ah Chen's acquiescence, I don't think I would dare to blatantly take you into my home. ”

"What the man's brother said shocked me so badly, he didn't mean that the man had already guessed that I was going to intercede with his brother, and what was even more terrifying was that he had guessed a series of changes in my behavior. Sure enough, this man has been in contact with me for so many years, carefully observing my living habits, and inferring my personality, coupled with his speculation, he simply broke this game. I felt a little uncomfortable, because I thought it couldn't happen, and even though the man was very powerful, he hadn't learned to read minds, so how could he completely guess someone else's thoughts. I guess the man's brother saw my doubts, so he patiently explained a few words to me, and said: Ah Chen, he is not an ordinary person, and his behavior pattern is not something that we can easily deduce. Sister Xiaoxue, you shouldn't play this kind of reasoning game with him. I couldn't help but smile wryly when I said this, because of my naivety at that time, and also to pay tribute to the fact that the past between me and that man will not be repeated.