"I can't forget how I reacted and what he said to me. You know what? Sometimes, the words that someone says to another person are a hundred times more painful than killing them. At that time, the man's expression did not change at all when I was sitting on the ground like that. In fact, at that moment, it became clear to me that we could not go back to the past. Perhaps, the current man's behavior is where his real emotions lie, although his habits are still the same as before, no different. But in reality, I could feel that there was a difference between me and him, and there was a gap between the two of us. I desperately wanted to escape, but my body told me it couldn't move, and my legs were numb. My emotions tell me that for the sake of my baby and the arrival of this little life, I need to work harder, do some last struggle, and try to see if I can redeem the relationship between the two of us. "I didn't tell the story without interruption, and I didn't want to drag this memory out too long, because it wasn't a happy memory.

"I still remember that time, my eyes were full of tears, and I never shed these tears in front of her. It was all my dignity that sustained me, and I couldn't hold back my tears to win sympathy. Even if I knew I was just an outpouring of emotion, the man would probably think it was a ploy on my part. I held back the tears that were about to flow and looked up at him earnestly, and the tone of my voice to him was clearly pleading. I foolishly thought that he would like this child very much without family love, and would welcome this child. However, when I told him that I was pregnant with his child, he said to me that I should kill him, so I am not afraid that I will be born a deformity, and he also pointed out bluntly that I was his accomplice who killed my biological parents. Behold, how cruel and cruel he is. Even if he doesn't love me, even if he approaches me with a purpose, but I have always been his first woman, and the two of us have conceived a new life, and it is the first time that I have prayed to him so humbly, and I have decided to forgive him for what he did, which is a decision that consumed a lot of my energy. However, he said two words so softly, and my heart was completely silent. "I was still smiling when I said this, and I was laughing at something, of course, laughing at my stupidity and self-righteousness.

"I still overestimated my place in his mind. But do you know strange men? "I kept asking questions to the man in front of me from the time I told about this incident, and it was more appropriate to say that it was a question to ask myself. I may be trying to relieve my embarrassment, or I may be trying to make myself more emotional, so I always ask strange men and then answer my own questions, so as to strengthen my strong emotions in expressing things.

"When a person is so sad that his heart stops. My tears were streaming down my cheeks, and they didn't stop for a short time. But even though my body reacted so honestly, my tears flowed so freely. My inner emotions are very peaceful, and I wonder if I may have held back all my tears in my eyes just now, and it has reached the point where it can't be contained, so it will flow out one after another. But, I assure you, I was really calm at that time and I didn't tell any lies. You see, how funny, to the point where I'm in a very peaceful mood. No anger, no breakdown, no emotion, no emotional fluctuation at all. I looked at the strange man in front of me and said, because as I spoke, I found that I had something in common with this strange man, that is, this strange man was also the same as me after I was seriously injured, and there were no mood swings. Although it was me and I cried, I really thought that after enduring it to a certain extent, the body function will take the initiative to help people make decisions, that is, the response that should be. However, the truest reaction is actually in the people themselves. Because of this speculation, I wondered if the strange man in front of me had been seriously hurt. His physical response is more pronounced than mine, and his mental and emotional response is exactly the same as mine.

"Why didn't you say that?" This is the question that strange men asked me.

He must have asked me after I hadn't spoken for too long, but not long ago I had a special stalemate with him, but I couldn't beat his endurance. Now that he's so impatient to ask me about the rest of the story, what does that mean? This shows that my bold guess is true, and the rest is just a matter of careful verification.

I don't want him to know that I've speculated to this point now, because it's too easy for him to hide his emotions, and if he doesn't get it right, he'll get himself into a little trouble. So, in the current situation, the best thing for me to do is to pretend that nothing happened, I don't know if this is a little bit of time, and I am not delaying the rescue time. Let's not talk about it, it's impossible for Bai Zhi to report the case, after all, I've just left Bai Zhi for less than a day, and I'm in a bad mood now. As a result, I didn't have any expectations that someone else would save me. The only thing I hope for is to save myself from this sea of suffering with my own strength.

I can't let him find out about my psychological changes, you must know that this strange man has given me a great sense of crisis, and if it worsens, I really can't control it.

In order to cover up the messy thoughts I just had, they are not messy ideas, but they are also the results of my thinking that I can produce in such a short period of time.

"This strange gentleman, I'm not you, it's impossible not to have mood swings. What I've been through is much more complicated than others, much more tragic than what other people have been through, and naturally I have to endure more. I need time to calm my heart, I'm just an ordinary woman. No matter how shrewd I behave, no matter how rational I behave, after all, I'm still a woman, am I? "I used a move of retreating to advance, not attacking but retreating, to find a proper excuse for what I had just thought.

"Hmm." I didn't expect this strange man to give me a response after listening to my reasoning. I'm not sure if this is the interaction between this strange man and me now, all I know is my reason and he accepted it, and I won't be threatened by him for the time being.

I've got plenty of time to talk about it, but what if he's not interested in what happens next? When I could not think about more careful countermeasures, I saw his eyes, I did not dare to rest any more, and then I opened my mouth to talk about my life experience.

The man just left such a sentence and turned away, his chic back was really handsome. I've never seen this man's back before, because he never wants me to look at his back, he is always guarding my back. Everything this man says is true, and the more true things are, the more difficult it is for people to accept, and I am no exception. What's more, the tone in which the man said these words was full of bad taste, full of pleasure after revenge, and at the same time full of disdain and contempt. I expected what would happen to me and my baby after that. For the sake of the baby, I am willing to do everything in my power to save my own life. God also didn't want to see me move the idea of suicide at a young age, so he gave me a baby at this special time. I had already told the man about the baby, and the response he gave me was clear and easy to understand, he wouldn't want the baby. What he doesn't want will not be given to others, which means that if I don't escape from this man's grasp, there will be only one end result, losing my baby. It's something I can't accept in any way, and I'm never going to let it happen in my world. I've lost three of my most important people, and this last one I'm bound to protect, and it's worth it. "The time for me to enter the memory is very short, one second into the play, and the second is immersed in the original past again.

"I first tapped my numb leg, and it wasn't until I felt a little conscious that I slowly stood up against the wall. At this time, the woman in the room also came out of the shower, and looked at me in a condescending manner, as if she were the real owner of the room. I could see that she wanted to show her might in front of me, she wanted to give me a dismount, and she wanted to show me her special status. I would never give such a woman a chance to humiliate me, so I spoke up before her. I said to her at the time, don't think that using my used second-hand stuff in my bed is a winner, everything you enjoy, what you say you are proud of, I don't think so. With that, I left, my back straight, and the woman probably didn't expect me to say such a thing, and just let me go for a while. "When I said this, I unconsciously straightened my back, and I didn't lose if I lost.

"The world is big, but at that moment I felt that there was no place for me. Because I have been in and out with that man since I was a child, I don't have many female friends and male friends, even if the popularity is good, it is a point-to-point relationship. ”