March 2
"Master, I can't do this, she's our young lady!" I have sworn to take care of the person I have sworn allegiance, how can I deceive her, or even help others to contain her?
Who is Brother Jiu? My reaction is probably that he has already guessed: "Don't forget, why did you say yes?" I've raised you for so long, it's not that you want to say no to me! You know I never leave people around, don't think you're an exception! β
The cold eyes, the resolute tone, this look has appeared in my dreams countless times, in the dreams I was so infatuated with him like this, but now, I only feel that my whole body is chilling again......
In order to win him a smile, I have been studying what he wants me to learn day and night, I have been injured all over my martial arts practice, and my hands have been blistered with blood---- I know that a person like him will never have any feelings for a woman, but I still hope that he can see my efforts in his eyes and keep them in his heart.
Even though, when he became famous, his impression of me was only that there was a stupid woman who thought that he could change him with his feelings......
"Actually, you don't have to, there's one thing I forgot to tell you." Brother Jiu doesn't care if I'm chilled or not, what he wants is the result, even if the result doesn't have me, it doesn't hurt him: "Do you know why you are locked up on death row and can't survive, can't you die?" Do you only know why the Wang family was wiped out overnight, and the corpses were everywhere? β
"I don't know, I just know that I can't harm our young lady......"
"You don't know!" Brother Jiu interrupted me: "Of course you don't know, it's your most thoughtful young lady, it's her---- just for that little bit of glory and wealth, just to be able to ascend to the throne of Gege and rise to prominence from now on." She can actually frame her father for rebellion, kill more than 300 members of her family, and in the end, in the end, in the end......"
"Say no more, I don't want to know. I don't want to know! "I covered my ears, these days after the training of Brother Jiu, I am no longer the silly girl who only knows fate---- I saw Miss from the first sight, I saw her dress, and I saw her high spirits. I vaguely knew that things were not simple back then.
But I've been lying to myself, I don't know. I don't want to know...... I'd rather lie to myself forever than imagine that the person I once considered my only relative to be a heinous wicked person!
"Miss is a last resort, she is not as you imagined by the ninth master." I couldn't explain it, in fact, even I didn't think of how to explain ---- murder of my father for Miss! Even though I used to be beaten and tortured by my father every day, I never thought about it. What's more, he killed more than 300 people in his entire family?
"Ninth Master, let Miss go! Do you know? I had bathed the young lady, but there was no intact place in her body, and I didn't know how it took years of beating and bullying to cause that kind of damage---- and the young lady couldn't see anything on the surface. But I know. She lives in a precarious life, she doesn't even have a person at home to whom she can be trusted! She is also a hard-working person, she has no choice, she really has to do it! β
"Really? Is it even a last resort to kill you? Brother Jiu's eerie voice sounded above me: "What kind of life did you live in prison, I don't think you will forget it, right?" At that time, she was already a character, eating and drinking spicy food, but she thought that you were still struggling on the line of life and death on death row, and did she think about letting you go? β
"No way. Mademoiselle will not leave me behind! "I want to argue. But I can't argue with the facts---- if Brother Jiu hadn't used a death row prisoner to replace me at that time, I would have died a long time ago. And when I called the heavens and the earth to be unforgiving. The young lady is driving on the broad road to the capital, can she still remember me--- remember a loyal maid, and before she died, she was still thinking about how she was doing?
Remember, there was a poor girl who said she wanted her to be happy?
"Except that she spent a few stinky money to buy you, you are also human, and you are inferior to her? Why can she call for wind and rain, and you have to throw away your life? β
Brother Jiu is right, I am also a human being, although I know that he said this for another purpose, and he himself did not treat me as a human being at all. It's just that I want to see Miss ---- with my own eyes, the person I have tried so hard to protect, after doing such a vicious thing, will she feel guilty? "Okay, I'll go, I'll go!" She didn't believe me so much, she needed to kill me in such a cruel way?
"Whatever she does, you have to report it to me, do you hear it?" Seeing that it was done, Brother Jiu nodded with satisfaction and prepared to leave.
"Wait." I hurriedly stopped him, this is the first time I have such a big courage to threaten him: "I have conditions, I beg Brother Jiu to promise me a condition, please ask Brother Jiu to swear, from now on, no matter what Miss she does, no matter whether she should die or not, please spare her from dying, please keep her from dying no matter what!" β
With Brother Jiu's character, even if I don't go, he will find a way to arrange another eyeliner by Miss's side. Let someone else go, let me go---- because I am the last person in this world who doesn't want any of them to be harmed.
On the contrary, I understand the personality of the young lady, since she can sacrifice more than 300 lives of the Wang family in order to survive, then she will never be willing to be used by the ninth elder brother, she will definitely bite the ninth elder brother back. And I go, not only to protect my most important people, but also to protect my beloved ones in turn.
"You dare to tell me the conditions, who gave you the guts?" Brother Jiu pinched my neck, and in an instant, I couldn't breathe anymore: "No one can negotiate terms with me, don't think that you can be special than others!" β
"Promise me!" Tears flowed--- am I going to die? Dead at the hands of someone I love the most?
Thinking of this, I felt very relieved---- I knew that I might take a path of no return, and in the end, neither Miss nor Brother Jiu would pity me anymore. And such an ending, for me, may not be better......
A...... Should...... My face flushed with ......, and I felt like my whole soul was about to leave my body, but I still held on, squeezing the words out between my teeth. "Okay, I promise you, you'd better not play any tricks on me from now on, or ......" The hand holding my neck shook hard without hesitation, and I was thrown out of the door, lying on the gravel road in front of the door, my hands, feet and forehead were broken, and blood stained my eyes......
I struggled to get up, trying to open my eyes wide---- in the blood, his figure was still so tall and handsome, but also so cold-blooded and ruthless---- and I was destined to look back at him so sadly in my life......
"Look at your little appearance, say, do you have someone in your heart, thinking about these things that you don't learn well!" One day, the young lady looked at me playfully, looking like she was just bored and amusing me.
But no one knows me better than me after such a long time, and Miss almost everything she says and does almost everything with a purpose, and she will never ask me a certain question inexplicably, so I carefully checked her face, and took 120,000 care to deal with her problem.
"Miss, what do you say?" I quietly held my breath and deliberately made my face flush like a young girl: "Tian Tian just wants to serve Miss for the rest of her life, and Miss makes less fun of Tian Tian." β
What I said was sincere--- I didn't dare to think about the problem between me and Brother Jiu, and I never knew that it was just my wishful thinking, and I knew it, so I was willing to accompany you for the rest of my life.
"Oh, really? It doesn't matter if you want to, you Miss and I are enlightened people, and I will marry you off immediately. The young lady continued to make fun of me, but there was no smile in her eyes.
"Miss, I said it wouldn't happen, so don't talk about me about it." I can't imagine that just by my unintentional words, the young lady can sense that I have something to hide from her. It was horrible, and I pinched my thighs to stop myself from letting my breathing become disordered out of fear.
"Got it, you can pack up and get out." The young lady immediately changed to her usual way of speaking to me, so that I could not guess whether she had been deceived by me, or whether she had already suspected that she was trying to stabilize me for the time being.
But on that day, I was greedyβ
I saw that the eighth elder brother, who was regarded as a god by the nine elder brothers, the handsome, melancholy, elegant and graceful eighth prince, was actually like a plaything in the hands of the young lady. For the sake of the young lady, I was in a lot of pain, and I was worried about her......
With the same plain background and the same bleak background---- Miss was even called a mongrel by others before, but she did it----
The fourteenth elder brother loves her so much that he can even spare his life for her, and the eighth elder brother also treats her as a treasure in his hands---- even if this is all a young lady playing on the spot; Even though, the young lady was disdainful of the feelings of the eighth elder brother......
But she did it, she could do it, so can I give it a try?
I'm not so greedy, as long as Brother Jiu is willing to look at me more, I'm willing to die......
Then should I try it again so that I have no regrets in my life?