I was born on a beautiful morning, why say it is wonderful? Because I am the product of Amma and Eniang, my sister is seventeen years older than me. When I was not yet born, my grandmother sighed all day long, fearing that her elderly mother would not be able to endure the pain of childbirth. Unexpectedly, I was born very smoothly, and Amma was happy to praise everyone about it, saying that I was a gift from God. From that day on, I was given a distinguished surname---- Ilgen Kyoro. Dawn.

On the third day of my birth, the good news came that my sister was selected to become the eldest brother's concubine, and the whole family was jubilant for a while, and I was even regarded by Ama as a lucky star that would fall from heaven. Since then, I have been pampered at home. And I was also very competitive, I began to read and write at the age of five, and at the age of seven I could ride a horse---- for a while. Dawn's name became the pride of the entire family.

I've always been smooth sailing, so smooth that I never accept defeat until I met him---- a man who was destined to frustrate for the rest of his life. It's just that I didn't know it would be this when I met him at that time, and that day, in my memory, has always been so beautiful......

It was the height of summer many years ago, it was very hot, it was so hot that I couldn't go anywhere, so I could only lie on my embroidery floor and take a nap. At this time, a figure below attracted me---- not because he was good-looking, I hadn't even looked at him carefully at the time, but because of his strange behavior.

"How many times, Rancui?" Because of the heat, I couldn't even move. Just ask a maid to stand at the window door and keep an eye on it for me.

"Back to Gege, it's the fifth time since Gege took a nap." That person behaved so strangely that it seemed that even the maid had been holding it up for a long time.

"Oops, I think that guy must be a madman." Laughing stupidly. I dragged the maid to the side: "Come." Let's eat some watermelon to relieve the heat, and ignore this madman. ”

The watermelon has just bitten into the general. The fool was whistling past their windows in a carriage. This time she saw clearly ---- very handsome appearance, that bearing. That demeanor, no matter how you look at it, doesn't look like a madman. Although he looks very embarrassed now, he is covered in sweat, his hair sticks to his face, and his whole body is dust......

"Hey----" she couldn't help but let out a long sigh---- such a nice alley. With such a good temperament, how can he be a madman?

"Ahh I remember. The maid next to him suddenly shouted from outside the sky: "When the slave maid used to give Da Gege a birthday gift......

Ran Cui suddenly closed her mouth, since the eldest brother was imprisoned the year before last, my hard-working sister passed away within a few months because of fear and sorrow. And my aunt has been in a constant panic since then, for fear that she will be implicated---- once she was the pride of the whole family as the eldest brother and sister, but now it has become a topic that the whole family avoids.

Is it a biological daughter, in their eyes. Still can't afford fame and fortune?

Sorrow in the heart. Coupled with a sudden rise of rebellion, I was under my window for the seventh time that madman. I did a crazy move that I hadn't done in seventeen years---- I chased out barefoot in just a homely single dress, messing up my hair that had not been tidied after a nap......

"You ----" condescendingly, I couldn't really see it, and when I walked up to him, I realized that he was not as tall as me.

"What do you dare to do to the girl?" He turned around very calmly, even though he was sweating his clothes now, although he was wheezing again and again, his demeanor was still calm and generous, and every time he changed his hands and raised his feet, there was a faint undoubted temperament. Standing in front of him, Chenxi suddenly felt like a naughty and ignorant little girl, while he was already a mature man.

"That ----" is obviously him with a red face now, why does Chenxi also feel that his face is hot? "Why are you running back and forth in a carriage on such a hot day?"

Many years later, I summed up the fate of my life, which can be summed up in one sentence, that is---- curiosity can kill a cat if I hadn't been so curious that day, if I hadn't thought of my miserable sister that day, if I hadn't rushed over so impulsively......

However, I don't seem to regret it much......

"I'm not running back and forth, I'm calculating. Because last time I didn't answer her question. Sweat slid down his forehead, glistening in the dazzling sun, dazzling my eyes.

For the first time, my heart throbbed in the dizzying heat.

"She?" Holding my breath, I asked cautiously, "Is it a woman?" ”

"Hmm." He nodded.

My heart twitched, and for the first time, I felt a throbbing pain. This feeling made her a little confused, so much so that I maliciously wanted this young man who made my heart ache to feel the same way as him: "Do you believe it if she says it casually?" Maybe she's just playing tricks on you, why are you so desperate! ”

"I don't want you to say that about her!" There was a hint of anger on his face that was originally smiling modestly: "Even then, I'll tell her when I'm done." ”

I was frightened by his temperament and took a step back, but in the end, it was a teenager's nature, and I was very unconvinced: "She doesn't care, why are you ----"

"I don't do anything, as long as it's about her, I want to know." Coldly dropping a word, he left without looking back, and continued to start his return run.

And I, on the other hand, stood in the sun in a daze, watching him run back and forth over and over again---- tears gathering in my eyes, I don't know if it was for myself or for him to feel wronged......

Rebellion came at a price, and when I was brought to kneel down in the hall in a cloak--- I walked through the streets with a carriage to be exact, and was not tied up by Amma's men until dark.

"Look at you, you are a big person, you are running around the street barefoot and wearing single clothes, are you going to lose the face of our Ilgen Jueluo family?" Amma slapped the table in frustration.

But I was unmoved, and I only had one picture in my mind now, and that was the smile he showed after getting the answer after countless verifications---- excited, proud as if he had won a battle, with a childish smile. For the first time, I knew that a man could smile so well, even if his smile wasn't because of me.

"Don't you look at me if I talk to you again? Do you still have me in your eyes? ”

"My sister has you in her eyes, but do you still have your sister in your eyes?" Kneeling upright, perhaps today his persistence and perseverance gave me courage, and I said the words that I had suppressed in my heart for a long time and did not dare to say: "Amma, don't you remember? How did my sister plead with you when she knelt at the door with her child in her arms that day, but what did you say, you said that the water spilled by the married daughter, and you said that all life and death have nothing to do with the family. ”

It's all him, it's all him---- he thinks about how glorious it was when his sister got married. Amma, you once said in front of the whole family that your sister is the pride of the whole family, saying that you have a sister and have no regrets in this life even if you don't have a son, but now?

"Amma, my sister is still so young, if it weren't for Amma, you were so ruthless and made her lose all her support, she wouldn't have died so young! I think my sister also had a very beloved person, and the nurse said that the man was very good to his sister. The result? It's just because the man is just the son of a small official, just because he wants to climb the big brother's family. Amma broke them up alive and made her sister hate Jiuquan......

"You ---- you, shut up!" Chenxi was slapped in the face, and Chenxi didn't dodge or dodge, so she slapped herself Ama hard. "Take the family law, quickly bring me the family law, do such a shameless thing, you still dare to accuse your Amma, don't let me go!"

"Master, Chenxi is still young and ignorant, ...... master"

Eniang's crying made me feel numb, but I will never give in today--- I am a human being, I am not a chess piece, I will not be at the mercy of Ama like my sister, and finally die miserably.

"Amma, I know that the reason why you are angry today is that you are afraid that if today's incident spreads, it will be even more difficult for you to stuff me into which elder brother. However, I also want to tell you today that I will not marry those brothers you don't know, as you wish. They will only fight for power, and women are just tools for discharging their desires in their eyes---- thinking of this, his smiling face suddenly appeared in his eyes: "I'm Ilgen Jueluo. If Chenxi wants to marry someone in this life, she will also find someone she really likes! ”

The servant brought out the stool, and I didn't hesitate to lie down---- I can't be as cowardly as my sister anymore, since I decided to fight for it, I have to pay the price. And I can afford this little bit of flesh pain.

One time, two times......

The hall where the laughter and laughter of the family had gathered sounded at this moment, but it was the muffled sound of rattan hitting the flesh. I bit my lip tightly, and my delicate buttocks, which I had never been treated so roughly since I was a child, felt like they were about to crack. But I couldn't give in, and I couldn't even show the slightest weakness: "Amma, even if you kill me, I won't be at your mercy like my sister." ”

"Son, just say a few words!" My untold words completely angered Amma, and in the cry of Eniang, the rattan mixed with the fury of thunder pumped towards my hips like raindrops.

"Ah----" barely survived a dozen times, I was a delicate and precious Gege, and the pain at the moment was beyond the limit of what I could bear, my legs began to spasm, my head was raised uncontrollably, and I let out a miserable howl of pain.

"Are you convinced?"

Looking up to the sky, his smile appeared in front of my eyes again, so firm, as persistent as I am at the moment: "Never!" ”

After spitting out the last two words, all I remember is the endless pain in my hip and the smile in front of me......