I have forgotten what my real name is, I only remember that my hometown is a vast prairie---- there are cattle and sheep everywhere, there are bold men, there are fierce women, and there are fathers and mothers who love me......

But all this was completely ruined by a team of officers and soldiers who came from afar. In my memory, there was only fire, only bloody killings, and only countless good people who died blindly......

I was held in my arms by my Eji (Mongolian mother) and was driven into a circle with a group of old and weak women and children like us, and Eji kept comforting me and saying, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, they won't kill women and children!" ”

However, I was keenly aware that Eji's body was actually trembling at this time. I'm so scared, my eyes are looking for traces of my Abba---- in my heart, he is an invincible hero, he will definitely save me and Eji!

Finally, I saw my Abba, who was sneaking towards us in the middle of a crowd, and I was so happy, so I did something I would regret for the rest of my life--- I stretched out my hands, expecting him to rush over and hug me, as before: "Abba, Abba, come on, Abba!" ”

What happened next was beyond the comprehension of my age, and I just remember one person shouting, "There, there he is!" ”

Then, like a kite with a broken string, Abba's head flew far away until it was in front of me and Eji---- and I will never forget Eji's heartbroken look and Abba's eyes that never blinked......

Eji let me go, and never said a word to me until he died---- this incident made me remember a person deeply, the one who shouted "There, there he is!" ". I know that it was me who was stupid, that I killed my Abba, but he was even more despicable, he was actually using me and my Eji to lure my Abba to show up--- it was him. … He was the one who made me kill my own Abba, I hate him, and I will hate him with all my life!

In this way, at the age of nine, I had already learned to hate before I understood the laws of survival in this world......

The days that followed can be described as hell. We were enclosed like sheep and cows, and they picked us in batches. And the first person to be chosen was my Eji......

This scene has also become a nightmare that I will never forget in the future---- in the dream, Eji cried and cried. struggled, but could not escape their poisonous hands. They stripped me naked, dragged my hair, and left scars on her body...... Eji cried loudly, but the more she cried, the happier they became......

By the next day. Eji couldn't stand suicide, and when she was dying, her eyes were still staring in my direction----I know. That's hate, if it weren't for me, maybe Abba would have rescued her--- not necessarily the day after my Abba died, my Eji also left me, and at the last moment of her death, she was still hating me Eji died, and those soldiers dragged away my eldest sister---- my eldest sister is sixteen years old, and she was about to be a bride. But how could those soldiers pay attention to the eldest sister's crying? At last. In order to protect her innocence, the eldest sister actually bit off a soldier's nose......

On that day, the sun did not rise on the grassland, but the blood of the eldest sister stained the entire prairie red---- and she was poorly tied to the horse and dragged out for more than a hundred miles, and she forced a bloody road along the way. was dragged to bones alive......

Then the next one to suffer was my second sister, who was only thirteen years old......

"Little Beauty. You're a little smaller, but you're good-looking, are you? A soldier pinched my cheek on the ground and said obscenely: "It's better to let the uncle and I have fun!" ”

"Don't, Eji, Eji save me!" I cried and cried, but I couldn't stop him from putting his hand inside my clothes, and I was so scared that in the end it all became my motivation for revenge.

"Don't touch my sister, I'm bigger, you want me to be good!" The young lady rushed over and hugged me: "She's still so young, what's the point of you playing!" With that, the young lady took off her clothes, revealing her incomplete body--- she was only eleven years old that year.

"Little sister, if you can survive ----, remember that ---- must take revenge---- you must take revenge!" The young lady was dragged back, her lower body was covered with blood, and her face was sallow like a dead person: "If you ---- you really can't escape, you --- bite off your tongue like me...... It won't hurt very much, really, remember, don't be as miserable as I am, remember ......" The young lady finished speaking, and spit out something---- which was half of her tongue, and then, she left me forever......

I hugged my body and shrank quietly in the corner of the tent, I knew that the young lady was going to die for me, but can I hide today, can I hide tomorrow? But that's fine, I don't have to huddle here and be scared---- I can go back to my Egi's arms again, I can be with my family, and I can go and say sorry to my Abba......

"Little beauty, it's finally your turn! Hahaha, I guess you can't wait! "The lewd laughter gave me goosebumps all over my body.

I tried to shrink my body into the corner: "Don't come here, don't pass by!" ”

"You don't have to be afraid, I will treat you well!"

On that day, I finally understood what despair is, true despair--- there is nothing left, my home, my loved ones, even my own life, will be gone. With despair came even greater fear, and I screamed frantically and prayed loudly to the Immortal Heavens----

Help me, save me, as long as anyone can save me, I will repay him with my life......

At this time, Changshengtian seemed to hear my request, and a very nice and beautiful voice came out from outside the tent: "What are you doing!" With this one I remembered him, and it echoed in my dreams countless times until the moment I died......

He walked in and hugged little me, and I realized that he was so good-looking, much better looking than my father, much stronger than my brother, much better looking than any boy on our grassland--- I forgot to see it, and couldn't help but secretly hold his face with both hands......

"Bold!" The people around him rushed over, raised their feet and wanted to kick me: "You are so bold, you dare to be unreasonable to the eldest brother!" ”

"Stop!" The eldest brother gave me a very charming smile, and then hugged me out: "It's nothing, this kid must have just been frightened, it's really undisciplined and bold, you handled it for me!" ”

"Who are you, will you protect me?" I asked, holding his face.

"I am the eldest brother of the imperial court, if someone bullies you in the future, just report my name!" He raised a hand to give me a full dress: "Little girl, it's better to dress neatly, you are so young, it seems that I better find a family for you to take good care of you." ”

I snuggled into his arms, looking at his smile like a spring breeze, and suddenly, those national hatreds, those sins and fears seemed to be far away from me......

But I didn't expect that that time was actually the only time I had close contact with him, the only time I heard him talk to me, and since then, the two of us have never crossed paths...... However, my whole life was actually stuck in that moment......

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