Even so, I retorted, "No, I didn't expect this to be the result, but I feel much better now, I don't feel uncomfortable, and it seems that my body can accept these grievances, so you don't have to worry about me." ”

As soon as I finished saying this, Wang Meng let go of my hand without hesitation, so I suddenly fell to the ground, my knee hit the ground heavily, I raised my head to look at Wang Meng, at this time the expression was still a little aggrieved, I felt that my tears were already rolling in my eyes, but I still couldn't bear to cry.

Such a decision was indeed chosen by myself, but Wang Meng suddenly made me feel a little wronged by this, the first reaction of girls when they are wronged is always to cry, and I am no exception, but at this time I am still angry and do not cry, I kept my head down and looked at the ground, and my knee has broken the skin and bled a little.

So I raised my head and looked at Wang Meng again, he still had that cold expression, I took out a band-aid from my pocket and put it on my knee seriously and stood up slowly, Li Qianyu hurriedly came over to help me, at this time I could feel the tingling of every step I took, and even I felt like a mermaid in a fairy tale.

The mermaid also walks like a knife, how can she endure it?

Wang Meng still stood in place and didn't move, and now I have no solution, I can only temporarily let Bixian stay in my body, at least I can temporarily control her, so that she doesn't hurt people, my body is different from ordinary people, she has no way to control my consciousness for the time being.

At this time, I endured the pain and walked to the school gate, Li Qianyu went to the guard room to deliver the key, I could only stretch out my hand to stand there against the wall, people passing by would always can't help but look at me twice, and then use strange eyes to discuss with the people on the side, I don't care about these anymore, Li Qianyu quickly helped me to take a taxi on the side of the road after sending the key.

It was very difficult to get into the car, I felt that my legs were tingling, Li Qianyu turned her head to look at the scenery outside the window at this time, I looked at my legs at this time, the black things on my legs have begun to spread, at first it was only on the calves, now not only the calves, even the thighs have begun to spread, will it spread to the whole body next?

I have been controlling my emotions and not letting myself show anything unusual, so I turned my head to look at the scenery outside the window, but my hands have been clenched into fists and tightly grasped my clothes, and finally arrived at Li Qianyu's house, this is the first time I feel that this road is so long, every step is torment, and finally I can't hold on, I can only sit on the side of the road with my head down to relieve some pain and then continue to walk.

Li Qianyu saw me like this and hurriedly called Li Qianwen to come over to help me, and it didn't take long for the two sisters to come over and help me up, with the support of the two people, I didn't have so much pain to walk, on the way Li Qianwen asked worriedly: "What the hell is going on, how did she become like this?"

Li Qianyu sighed

He glanced at me and said, "It's all my fault, I didn't expect this pen fairy to be so difficult to deal with, the classmate who was with me is dead, if she hadn't helped me, I guess the next person to die would be me, but I don't know how long my sister can last like this." ”

Saying that, her voice had begun to choke, but they didn't say much, and quickly helped me to the house, the room I was in was Li Qianyu's room, and put me on the bed, I finally felt the pain relieved, but I felt that my body was very tired, and my eyes kept wanting to close.

I probably saw that I was tired, so I walked out lightly and closed the door, although I was tired but I still didn't want to close my eyes, I was afraid that as long as I closed my eyes, I would not be able to control the pen fairy in my body, and now I can only squint my eyes slightly and persevere, hearing them talking outside, it should be about me.

In the end, I couldn't hold on anymore and fell asleep in a daze.

While I was asleep, the two sisters who were standing outside wept for me.

Li Qianyu stood outside and said to her sister at a loss: "Sister, I really know it's wrong, I thought it was just a game at first, but I didn't expect it to be true, do you know, Chen Tingting committed suicide by jumping off the building that night on Friday, and almost collapsed when I knew the news, I really didn't mean it." ”

Li Qianwen listened to her explanation quietly, she nodded but did not hesitate to raise her hand and slap her, Li Qianyu covered her face in a panic, she knew that she deserved this, so she didn't speak, just endured it silently, tears flowed down drop by drop, she knew that she had committed a very serious crime, but now she was standing here safely and defying herself.

Li Qianyu said to her: "I don't want to hear these explanations, Jiang Xin is very good to me, and I am heartbroken for your affairs, I originally thought that your matter was not too serious, if I knew that it was such a thing, and I knew that it would cause Jiang Xin to become what he is now, then I will definitely not care about you, you should be responsible for what you do, why should you let others suffer for you?"

Although these words are very realistic and cruel, they are indeed very right, Li Qianyu trembled and said with a crying voice: "Sister, I really know that I am wrong, and I didn't expect Sister Jiang Xin to do this for me, her current situation is very dangerous, but I can't do anything." ”

Speaking of this, Li Qianwen stretched out her hand again and wanted to slap her again, seeing that her frightened appearance suddenly stopped her next action, her tears also flowed down and said helplessly: "I told you from the beginning that it is not your fault to live under such a family, no matter how tired I am, sister, I will let you live a good life, you have everything that others have, and even many people envy you, but why do you want to make trouble for me, don't you feel guilty?"

Sentence by sentence, Li Qianyu suddenly knelt down and said guiltily: "I am really guilty, when I knew that Chen Tingting was dead, I knew."

Sister Dao Jiang Xin endured all the grievances of the pen fairy for me, I even thought about committing suicide, but suddenly felt that living seemed to be the heaviest punishment for me, sister, I will definitely change in the future, believe me, okay?"

At this time, Li Qianwen wanted to say something more, I slowly walked out of the door, stretched out my hand and pulled Li Qianyu up and said: "Since you know that you are wrong, it's okay, how can people not make mistakes, if you don't give you a chance, it will be too unfair, in fact, I know that you are a good boy, don't let me down in the future." ”

Now my body is still a little weak, Li Qianwen hurriedly came over to support me, her eyes were full of guilt, I wanted to speak, but I stretched out my hand to interrupt her words and said: "Don't say those guilty words again, in fact, it has nothing to do with her, I insisted on doing it myself, or this thing is only I can do, and only I can calm down the pen fairy, if I sit idly by at the time, maybe she will die in front of me, I guess you will definitely want to kill me when you come back." ”

After I made a joke, they still didn't laugh, but put on a bitter gourd face, I didn't like this look, so I insisted on walking to the door, today's weather is very good, the sun is shining and the breeze is just right, I raised my head to feel the sun shining on my face, the warmth makes me feel a little sleepy again.

Li Qianyu and the others came over and kept looking at me, as if they were afraid that I would faint suddenly, in fact, when I was lying on the bed, I already felt the strangeness of my body, the thighs had spread to my body, fortunately, on my arms and face, if my face began to appear, it means that I am not far from death.

Although I know that if I continue like this, I will end up with death, and I remember that I have done so many things for so long, helped so many people fulfill their wishes, and surpassed so many ghosts, but now I have ended up like this, and I am a little unwilling in my heart.

In fact, I thought that I would die one day when I was exorcizing ghosts, but I didn't expect it to be so soon, and in this situation, I always thought that there would be two or three years before death, after all, becoming a Maoshan Taoist priest is naturally different from the life of ordinary people, there will be danger every day in this industry, and I am not particularly good at dealing with so many ghosts, and accidents are inevitable.

It doesn't seem to be the first time I'm so close to death, the last time it seemed to be when I was awkward with Wang Meng, I didn't feel much about death at that time, but I felt that death just made me more relaxed for me, and the person I cared about the most in this world was no longer there, so it was better to reincarnate.

But when I have been in contact with Wang Meng for a long time, I found that his position in my heart has become more and more important, and feelings will always make people change dramatically, just like I was never afraid of death before, but now I am starting to be afraid, afraid that I will never be able to meet Wang Meng again after I die.

And I also walked through the netherworld, if I had been obsessed with it at that time, I wouldn't drink Meng Po

If you talk about the soup, is there a chance to meet Wang Meng again?

But now Wang Meng doesn't want to see me anymore, after all, he hasn't appeared for so long, where will he be now?

I'm really hopeless, I'm already like this, but I still think about where Wang Meng is, am I angry with me, and even can I still remember Wang Meng?

Thinking that I stretched out my hand to look at the sky, as if I wanted to touch the sky, at this moment I saw my own arm, and I accidentally saw that black thing, which had spread to my arm?

I quickly stretched out my hand, and at this time I heard a familiar voice, and my heart suddenly couldn't stop being sad, but I still turned my head and smiled at him and said, "Are you here?"

But my tears were uncontrollably flowing.

(End of chapter)