I don't need to look to know that the person behind me must be Wang Meng, only he won't leave me.

That's why the tears come down when I turn my head.

Wang Meng didn't expect me to cry, so he approached me step by step, although he had been controlling his indifferent expression, but I had already seen his worried look, but I didn't want him to see the wound on my hand, so I kept avoiding his eyes, not wanting him to see that the thing had spread to his arm.

He can always guess my thoughts, so he knows that my current abnormality is to escape, he took my hand without hesitation, and saw at a glance that there must be dirt spreading on my arm, but he still reached out and opened my sleeve to look at my wound, he took a deep breath and said coldly, "When did it start?"

I quickly let go of my hand and put my sleeve back to cover up the black thing, and replied, "It was just when I absorbed all the resentment into my body that I became like this, but now I don't feel so much pain." ”

Wang Meng sneered and looked at me and said: "If you are really dead, you will still say this, do you know what kind of consequences this resentment will bring to you, people are different from ghosts, that resentment is from the ghost, how can you absorb this resentment as a human being, the pain in your body is still light, and you feel unbearable." ”

Now these words do not seem to me to have any temperature, as if it is the first time I see him so indifferent, my heart unconsciously began to feel uncomfortable, and the aggrieved emotions came one after another, and the emotions that were difficult to control at the beginning collapsed in an instant at this moment, I bit my lip and was bleeding, and my reddish eyes kept staring at him.

But he never looked at me from beginning to end, as if he had nothing to say to me, I don't know what I did wrong, it's nothing more than using my ability to absorb all these grievances, no matter what, I bear the consequences, do I want to watch Li Qianyu suffer to death in front of me?

I can't do this, after all, I promised Li Qianwen that I would let her sister come back safely, even if I have always been like this, then I will admit it, so now Wang Meng's appearance makes me feel very strange, and even a little disappointed, I trembled and said: "Did I make you annoyed, or have you long been unaccustomed to seeing me like this, always reckless, and have been causing you trouble, if so, you tell me, I have self-knowledge." ”

After saying these words, I kept my head down, I didn't dare to look up at his eyes, I didn't want him to make a disappointed expression or move towards me, I kept waiting for his answer, I don't know how long I waited, I only heard his helpless sigh, and then turned around and disappeared from my sight.

At that moment my heart felt like a knife was cut, and I sat down on the ground and looked at the empty place and began to cry loudly, the black thing had spread to me

On my neck, the pain kept me awake, I didn't move again, I kept sitting there, delusionally thinking that Wang Meng would come back suddenly, everything just now was an illusion, he would not leave me.

I sat there for a long time with this vision, until it suddenly began to rain outside, and the sound of the rain finally quieted my heart for a while, and they helped me into the room, and I had no strength to walk, but I felt like a shell, and I had no soul for a long time.

When they saw me like this, they wanted to speak but didn't know how to comfort me, I suddenly felt thirsty and my body was very cold and shivering all the time, so I said to Li Qianwen: "Is there hot water, I suddenly feel very cold and want to drink a little." ”

Li Qianwen immediately stood up and poured water for me, and Li Qianyu kept sitting on the side and looking at me guiltily, at this time she didn't keep looking at her phone like before, probably knowing that she had done something wrong, but the price of letting her know that she was wrong was a bit big, not only Chen Tingting committed suicide by jumping off the building, but I also felt that my life was short.

It didn't take long for Li Qianwen to pour me a cup of hot water, I sat up slowly, but every time I moved, I felt pain, I still endured, the cold feeling after drinking water did not improve, probably because of the rain, Li Qianwen got up and closed the window and door, I saw that they all began to sweat, and I was still shivering, I don't know what was going on.

Is it because the pen fairy is in my body, so it will keep my body cold?

After drinking the water, I put the cup on the table, and when I put the cup, the sleeve of my shirt was pulled up a little, so they saw the black mark on my arm, Li Qianyu covered her mouth, and tears flowed out, she looked at me in disbelief, with horror in her eyes.

I pretended to be nothing and looked at the traces on my hands and said: "It's okay, people will always die, it's just how long they live, maybe this is my life, I can't watch you die, this immortal is very evil, some people will never succeed once in their lives, some people can succeed every time, such as you, you can succeed every time, this time is no exception, I know it will be like this, even if I do it all over again, I will still choose that." ”

said this just to make her feel so guilty, but I didn't expect Li Qianwen to kneel down and look at me without saying a word: "It's all my fault, I shouldn't have helped her when she made this mistake, just let her take the blame, and she should bear all the mistakes she made, but now I have caused you to become like this, I really deserve to die!"

Seeing her kneeling on the ground, I couldn't be indifferent, so I could only endure the pain and get down from the bed and help her up, saying: "This is my own choice, it has nothing to do with you, as a Maoshan Taoist priest, I naturally can't be afraid of anything, if I have been so afraid of death, then what qualifications do I have to help you, even if I don't know people, I will do that, because only my body can suppress this immortal, she can't do anything in my body for the time being, and there will be no one for the time being."

Die, that's the only thing I can do. ”

It's just that I don't know what to do next, and now I'm just temporarily sealing the pen fairy in my body, so as not to let her continue to do nonsense, but it's not a way to go on like this, I don't know how I can completely surrender this immortal, so I've been pondering, who can I find to make the pen fairy disappear completely?

I took out my phone and looked through the address book in my phone, and saw so many people but there were few who could be contacted, and finally saw a familiar number and chose to send it after hesitation, and there was no response when I called it for the first time, so I had to hang up the phone in disappointment and put the phone aside.

Li Qianwen and the two sisters also walked out with interest, knowing that these will disturb me and make me very uncomfortable, this room is not big but there are all the things that should be there, although it is not very gorgeous but it seems to me that it is very warm, this is probably the life that Chen Tingting wants, but unfortunately people are always like this, they always want to cherish when they can't get it, but when they have it, these don't exist, maybe this is human nature.

Fortunately, now Li Qianyu has understood everything, I sat there and kept looking at the window and the sound of rain in a daze, these sounds will always make my heart very quiet, so that I want to close my eyes and listen carefully to these sounds, I did this, when I closed my eyes not long after I heard a vibrating sound, looked up at the mobile phone on the table, the familiar number was displayed on the mobile phone, I reacted for a while and quickly picked up the mobile phone and connected the phone.

The tone and tone of the voice on the other side of the phone are very familiar to me, after a period of greetings, we entered the topic, the person I contacted was my cousin Jiang Shuai, who has been on a business trip and is always very busy, although he is busy with work now, but he knows more about Maoshan spells than I do, and I don't want to trouble others, and the relationship with my cousin is very good, so I called him without any scruples to ask him about the pen fairy.

I said frankly, "Cousin, do you know the pen fairy?"

The person on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment and then replied to my words: "Pen Fairy? This thing is very evil, generally speaking, it is impossible to touch, have you come into contact with this thing, although our Maoshan spell can subdue ghosts, but there is no trick at all for the pen fairy, grandpa has told us since childhood, don't provoke that pen fairy, did you provoke this time?"

My cousin treated me very well, I naturally wouldn't lie, so I explained the matter to my cousin in detail, he listened carefully to what I said, and did not interrupt what I said during this period, and finally sighed and said: "I can't imagine that I can still meet the pen fairy now, and you are equivalent to being poisoned, if you don't contact the toxins on your body for 24 hours, you will be poisoned and die." ”

I already know my end, and now I'm not worried that the toxin will spread to my whole body, the only thing I want to solve is the pen fairy in my body,

I don't want the pen fairy on my body to go out and harm people after I die.

My cousin knew what I meant, he thought about it and replied: "Don't worry, I have a friend next to me who should know a little bit about this, and I will contact you when I have news, listen to Jiang Xin, don't think that you will die, you must cheer me up and hear it, you were very strong in my eyes before, no matter what kind of setbacks will not defeat you, you must not be discouraged now, let them know that you will not be easily defeated." ”

At this time, my cousin was still comforting me, and I couldn't help but smile, and at the same time cheered for myself in my heart.

(End of chapter)